"Whew. Whew. ”

The sound of the wind outside the car window is hunting, and you can catch the traces of the forest falling to one side, so as to capture the traces of the wind, and the dark green waves chase the vehicles and keep running, like a scene in Miyazaki's animated film, freezing time.

"It's going to rain. Lan Li quietly caught the traces of the wind, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly, "Don't you think that such a scene is very similar to 'My Neighbor Totoro'? Heavy rain is coming, we are chasing the footsteps of the wind, maybe, under the street lamp on the street corner, Totoro is waiting for this." ”

The slightly hoarse voice, resounding in the silence of the night and the wind, with a hint of excitement and cheerfulness, overflowed with happiness so lightly that one could not help but look out the window of the car, searching and searching for it—before they could realize how childish it was, they had already begun to look for the traces of Totoro, like children who had not grown up.

"Lan Li, you know My Neighbor Totoro doesn't exist, right?" John laughed dumbly, breaking the silence.

However, Lan Li was unmoved, "Because only people with pure hearts can see Totoro." ”

Whisshaw didn't hold back, he laughed with a puff, and looked at it with the rest of his eyes, but saw Lan Li crawling next to the window like a child, looking up at the treetops, as if Totoro was really hiding in the green waves of the wind, and the picture from the movie couldn't help but come to mind:

On a rainy day, the big chinchilla was holding an umbrella, and suddenly a large droplet of water accumulated on the branch fell down and made a banging sound, and it became happy, and liked the sound very much, and couldn't help jumping on the treetops, shaking all the raindrops of the branches and leaves one after another, and playing a symphony.

That pure and beautiful innocence can never be found again when I grow up.

"Lan Li, are you alright?" asked Whisshaw cautiously.

"Huh?" Lan Li raised his voice, his attention still on the mighty green waves outside the window, and his reaction speed slowed down a little by half a beat, "Ha, do you mean what just happened? I'm fine, those words can't hurt me at all, otherwise, I wouldn't have been able to hold on until now." ”

Indeed, Lan Li always wore the mask of a perfect gentleman, not to protect the people, but to protect himself, from the moment he stepped into this industry, he knew what the price he had to pay, and he was ready, it just so happened that the aristocratic education gave him such ability.

But few people know that in fact, before becoming an actor, Lan Li had already put on a mask, because everyone in the Hall family wore masks, and he was used to keeping his distance and staying unfamiliar, carefully caring for their non-existent family relationship, and maintaining the entanglement.

Over time, Lan Li also got used to this way, which was his habit. He admits that it's a bit hypocritical, but he doesn't think it's the wrong choice.

True, not to mention complete truth, who can do most of the truth? Even if it's not in Vanity Fair, it's the same in real life, everyone wears a mask, protects themselves, distances themselves and is safe, which is also the reason why family, love and friendship are precious, those people are the few who can peek into their true faces, and they are also the few who can provide a warm harbor, and in addition, they all wear masks.

Landall's attack couldn't hurt Lan Li at all, so it wasn't worth mentioning. Because Lan Li knew that those remarks were just trying to vent negative emotions, and that all the sadness, pain, boredom, anger and frustration in their lives were blamed on others, which would make their lives much easier - he didn't have to pay for those negative emotions.

"I know...... But...... It's just that...... Doesn't those misunderstandings and accusations, always malicious speculation and attacks, make you question your own work?" asked Whishaw step by step.

John also withdrew his gaze, adjusted his sitting position slightly, and expressed his opinion, joining the discussion.

"I don't like it. They always seem to think that if I smile on the big screen, I should always be happy, but the problem is that I should be allowed to be sad and lost, which is my right. Even though that's part of our job, it's a terrible part and I often question my choices, but it seems like I don't know what else I can do, so I'm stuck here. ”

Lan Li chuckled, "Of course I don't like it either. I also have my own emotions and troubles, and I also have my own lows and troubles. That's why I love acting, and when I'm acting, I'm always able to pretend to be someone else, and there's always an outlet for that person's life – at least in American movies. Is this complaining about the "perfect ending" of American movies?

Whishaw and John both laughed merrily, and the bitterness and boredom eased in an instant.

"God, you're such a special fellow, do you love acting so much, never got tired of it?" asked John, curious.

"Perhaps, there was a time when I was filming 'Fighting Cancer'. Lan Li thought for a moment and said honestly, "At that time, I began to question my choice and doubt my own state, as if I was really trapped in a cancer cage, and I felt the urge to run away. ”

"But other than that, it never happened. "But I don't spend all my time acting and on set, and I also enjoy the outdoors – you know, it's about letting go of my body and mind, standing in front of nature, feeling my smallness." ”

"Oh yes, I've heard of rock climbing, skydiving, hiking. John's face was full of resistance, and he used his whole body movements to express his rejection, and even Whishaw showed a surprised and shocked expression, "God, what the hell are you thinking, don't you know that these movements may kill you?"

"Who knows? Maybe let these accidents happen, but you can feel the weight of life and learn to cherish life. Lan Li laughed happily.

But John was still full of disgust, "But did the accident really happen?"

Then maybe it's fate, sadness, regret, and suffocation, but it's real enough. "Everyone has a way of feeling life, just like some people always vent their negative emotions on other people, while some people choose to stay away from the constraints of city life." ”

"Aha! You still care, the young man's attack just now, after all, you still care!" John seemed to have grabbed Lan Li's handle, his whole body couldn't help but lean forward, leaned out from between the driver's seat and the passenger seat, looked at Lan Li, and said with great excitement.

Lan Li couldn't help laughing, "I'm not a goldfish, I only have a seven-second memory, although I don't care, I still remember." What I mean by this is that I won't let him influence my lifestyle. ”

Then Whisshaw quietly made up for it, "At least, you showed that you cared and minded, which means that that view is wrong, you are not cold, and that's a good thing." This is completely complaining about the hypocrisy of Lan Li's "obviously minding but pretending not to care".

Lan Li instantly captured the deep meaning of Whisshaw's words, but instead of answering or refuting, he tilted his head slightly, and asked with curiosity on his face, "Did I miss something? Why do I always feel that the whole crew is trying to besiege me, Olivia, Rachel, and then you all too, etc., did I miss which part of the meeting?"

Whisshaw and John exchanged glances in the rearview mirror, then looked away at the same time, pretending that nothing had happened.

"Hey, anyone? I'm here. Lan Li had to wave his hand, breaking the silence, "You should know that refusing to answer makes you look even more suspicious, right?"

"No, no, no. ”

"No, definitely not. ”

"It's all your cranky. ”

John and Whisshaw are like two children who have been caught, and their clumsy and poor disguise skills are completely self-exposed, which makes Lan Li's eyes show a meaningful smile, but Lan Li's next reaction is very unexpected:

He did not pursue further.

"Well, it should be my delusion. "Lan Li actually withdrew his troops so easily?

John and Whisshaw had a vague feeling that they were digging a trap, but they didn't know what was going on, and this kind of fear was really uncomfortable, so what should they do now? Could it be that they are looking for Rachel and Olivia to hold an emergency meeting?

Wait, or is it a trap? Once they have a meeting, Lan Li will suddenly appear? Or should they have a secret video conference? But what if Lan Li sees through their tricks? Oh, what the hell are they supposed to do? What the hell is going on now?

It's like standing on the guillotine, the guillotine falls halfway, and then retracts again, but you don't know when the next time it will fall, this kind of uneasy emotion is really indescribable, it is better to fall directly, once it is over, there is no need to be nervous.

But......

No wonder they all say that Lan Li is a prank demon king! Obviously, they have the upper hand, but they always feel that the initiative is in the hands of Lan Li, and this feeling is really uncomfortable.

Whisshaw continued to drive intently, John glanced at Lan Li quietly, but he was a little guilty, and then suddenly saw Lan Li turn his head, which startled John and almost urinated directly, but Lan Li showed a smile as if nothing had happened, "It seems that it is going to rain soon." ”

Thundered!

As soon as Lan Li's words fell, there was a flash of lightning and thunder outside the car window, and the whole world brightened, and the huge roar startled John, and the whole person jumped up in the back seat and hit the roof of the car directly, and the antics were so embarrassing that he couldn't help but rub his head hard.

Then, it rained.

The torrential rain was so heavy that the dark night was dyed blue, and in the midst of the storm, the world shrunk to the size of a carriage, and only the exhaust sound of the heating was faintly fluttering, and then it was quiet again.

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