347 Moths to the Fire
Jacob decided to move on with his life, he and Samantha moved in together, but inadvertently, he called Samantha "Anna", which made him lose his soul, just a letter from London, completely disrupted the rhythm of his life, it seems that subconsciously, that unforgettable memory never disappeared. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Samantha forgave him and was not angry at all, which made Jacob even more guilty, and he took the initiative to invite Samantha to the bar to play together, he needed catharsis, he needed to calm down, and he needed to regain his senses. He couldn't continue to be trapped in his memories.
Anna's talent was finally appreciated by the editor-in-chief, and it was decided to leave the work of writing the blog to Anna. The editor-in-chief read different delicate emotions from her article, and she knew that there was a person in Anna's article, a special person, someone who had always been hidden in Anna's heart, who occupied an important position.
The editor-in-chief shared the story of herself and her husband, who were in Los Angeles and New York respectively, and every day was extremely hard, but they persevered and now live together in London.
This gave Anna confidence and she decided to try again.
In the midst of the hustle and bustle of the bar, Jacob enjoyed the rhythm and excitement of the music, throwing all the distractions out of his mind, and then he received a text message from Anna, "Can you give me a call?" "I really need to talk to you. β
He put his phone back in his pocket and tried to get back into the party at the bar, enjoying himself, hugging Samantha tightly, but it was too difficult, he was always absent-minded, the faint sadness in his eyes flickered in the flickering neon of the bar, all the light and shadow began to peel off, and the text message came again.
"Please ignore me. β
Jacob lowered his head, the dazed and hesitant between his eyebrows swelled again, he said hello to Samantha, saying that he was going to the bathroom, and then he came to the outside of the bar and dialed the familiar number.
"Anna, I'm ......"
Before Jacob's words could be spoken, Anna interrupted him, "I just need to say one thing, it's really important, you just have to listen." Anna sat in her room, lonely, "I am...... I can't forget this feeling, it's always there, me, I can't go on living. β
As if he was trapped in a cage, Jacob went round and round, slamming left and right, his eyes closed, the pain between his brows struggling, "We've agreed." Jacob stopped, his shoulders tensed, but there was a hint of helplessness, and an indescribable bitterness welled up.
"I know. Jacob, but that feeling between us, I don't find in anyone else, anyone, but you. Anna's voice was full of earnestness, desperation, and persistence, and she rubbed her temples and took a deep breath, timidly and apprehensively, but unwaveringly, and said, "We should be together, I have this strong intuition. I think...... We should get married. β
She proposed.
Hope bit her lower lip tightly, tears blurring her eyes again, she raised her hand in embarrassment, wiped the tears from her eyes, but accidentally touched Tessa's arm - Tessa covered her mouth tightly, tears in her eyes, almost crying uncontrollably, but not at all.
But Hope didn't have time to care about Tessa at this time, because she was already too busy to take care of herself. She knew, she knew that they still belonged to each other after all, she knew that they still couldn't give up after all, she knew that the strong feeling between them never went away. That strong and hot emotion almost turned people to ashes, but they were still crazy about it.
Jacob froze in place, his muscles stiffened, the panic in his eyes, mixed with countless emotions, indescribable, under the dim street lamp, the struggle between the eyebrows was stained with a trace of pain, and then, he saw Samantha.
"It's the only option and I don't want to regret it in the future. As long as we get married, we can figure it out. β
Anna's voice came out of the earpiece, and Jacob looked at Samantha, stunned, and then lowered his gaze, avoiding eye contact between the two men. This subtle movement fell into Samantha's eyes, but she couldn't help biting her lower lip, holding back the tears in her eyes, gritting her teeth, and turning away.
She knew Anna, she knew Jacob and Anna's past, she knew that Anna was on the other end of the phone. She knows it all.
Jacob's shoulders were tense all the time, his pupils were a little dazed, and he seemed to lose focus, and when he raised his gaze, Samantha was no longer visible, and he took two steps forward, but stopped abruptly. His mind was in a mess, and he couldn't sort out his thoughts at all, and finally his shoulders loosened slightly, and the shadow on the ground stretched the old elder.
"If we do, I've talked to Harry, and in just half a year, I can go back to the U.S. so we can be together. Can you think about the two of us? As long as you come over for a few days, we can solve the problem. β
Anna's words continued, full of anticipation and hope, eager to try, and the excitement of life slowly spread in the night.
Jacob stood where he was, the streetlights in the sky seemed to crush his shoulders at any moment, and loneliness and bitterness slowly spread between his eyebrows. The unfocused gaze sent his soul drifting through the boundless night sky, and then began to run, bury his head in his head, run wildly in desperation.
He chooses Anna, heeds the call of his heart, hurts a girl who loves him with all his heart, reawakens the flame of love, and desperately goes to London again. Anna, Anna, still Anna after all, always Anna. Even if it is broken bones, even if it is a moth to a fire, it will not hesitate.
They got married.
For a moment, all the memories of the past became fragments of time, disrupted and mixed together, past and present, without distinguishing each otherβthey walked the streets of Santa Monica, they drank champagne in their newlywed hotel rooms, they talked all night in a low voice for fear of disturbing Anna's roommates, they looked at each other in a London tavern...... The once scorching heat, the former passion/emotion, the once madness, once again regained vitality.
Six months, they only need to wait six months, and then they can start each other's happy life in Los Angeles again.
Anna stood at Heathrow Airport and saw off Jacob. The two men looked at each other without saying a word, and suddenly, tears filled their eyes, and the inextricable pain swirled in their eyes, and the red thread wrapped around the ends of the little fingers of the two people bound each other tightly, as if even death could not separate them.
Anna watched Jacob walk up the escalator and stood where she was, teary eyes, unwilling to leave, time flew by, even the power of time could not kill the feeling between them, and the two finally met again. Six months, and so it passed.
Anna and Jacob came to the U.S. Embassy in London again to try to apply for a visa. In the middle of the conversation, Hope learned that it was not a year, but two years, two years had passed since the first meeting of the two people, and the two had worked hard for two years, and before they got married, they had tried four times, and each time they failed. This is the fifth time.
However, nothing has changed. That illegal visa ban has never been revoked, and Anna's application to re-enter the United States still cannot be approved. Even though she is now his wife.
Both he and she were tired.
The two went shopping in the second-hand market, but one turned around, the other was distracted, and they didn't know who lost whom, so the two of them got lost. finally found each other, but what followed was a quarrel. But as soon as the quarrel began, the two of them felt so unhappy that they didn't want to continue arguing, so they both went back to Anna's apartment.
However, the quarrel broke out after all.
Anna saw Samantha's text message to Jacob discussing work, and she suspected that Samantha and Jacob were still in a relationship, and it was just a tentative inquiry, but it unwittingly turned into an argument, and in the quarrel, Jacob inadvertently captured Anna's unnaturalness and discovered Anna and Simon's affair - this is not the first time, he has seen this Simon before.
The rage erupted like a volcano, hurting each other so hard that the two men quarreled until they were exhausted, and finally they both lost and parted ways. When he returned to peace, he was covered in sores and bruises.
Anna is in London, Jacob is in Los Angeles, Anna and Simon are living together, Jacob and Samantha are back together, Jacob takes Samantha to Catalina Island for a vacation, full of happiness, Anna gets promoted, and can't wait to celebrate with Simon.
Simon accidentally rips Anna's bracelet, the one that says "Patience", the one Jacob gave her. Anna suddenly collapsed, scrambled and overwhelmed.
"Hi. Anna couldn't resist texting Jacob again, and Simon came out of the kitchen and asked "what's the matter", to which she replied "just work".
"Hey. Jacob looked at Samantha, who was lying beside him, and edited the text message.
"Good news, I've been promoted to junior editor. β
"It's been amazing. Congratulations. β
"I miss you. β
"I want to ......" Jacob edited the text message halfway, but his fingers stopped in mid-air, and he didn't continue to write after all, deleted them one by one, exited the screen, and put the phone aside again, with a trace of reluctance in his sight, and a trace of trance, for a long, long time on the phone. But in the end, he turned around, left his phone behind, and hugged Samantha.
Simon whispered about tonight's appointment, urging Anna, who smiled and told Simon to go down first, and he would arrive later. Then, he took out his mobile phone and confirmed again, without waiting for a reply. Looking at the blank screen, Anna's movements were stunned, and her eyes began to lose focus at this moment. But, it was only for a moment, and then, put the phone back in the bag, and followed Simon out on a date.
After returning from a date in the evening, Anna received a call from her lawyer, "I got the approval letter. I talked to the embassy today, and everything is in order. β
Sighing, helpless, hesitant, powerless, dazed, bitter.