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The lawyer's voice sounded in the earpiece, Anna realized that she was stunned, standing motionless, she quickly squeezed out a smile, "No, I mean, I'm excited......" But the loneliness and dazedness in the eyes can't deceive people, just a moment of pause, her eyes began to lose focus, and when she heard the lawyer's voice again, she came back to her senses, cheered up and thanked the other party for her hard work, incoherent, with a complicated expression, "I just didn't expect this to really happen." ”

The bitterness and intricacy in the voice lingered.

Hanging up, Simon prepared a surprise, blindfolded Anna, carefully led Anna to the living room, and then sat Anna down to reveal the surprise - he replaced the old wooden chair with a new soft leather chair.

Anna was at a loss, looked at the chair, looked at Simon, but couldn't say a word, just sighed "wow", but there was not the slightest excitement in her voice.

William looked at Anna on the big screen, she stood next to her in a daze, looking at the leather chair at a loss, not knowing whether to be happy or sad, not knowing whether to be happy or regretful, the loss between her eyebrows, telling the past. With the repaired bracelet on her wrist, she wanted to do something, but she didn't know what she should do or what she could do, and after hesitating, she turned and left.

Leave that leather chair and sit quietly in front of the desk.

William couldn't help but close his eyes anymore and took a deep breath, but the bitterness on the tip of his tongue still lingered, and his breath was so tightly blocked in his chest that he wanted to roar, but he couldn't roar, and all his emotions were stuck in his throat like this, and he couldn't even breathe when he was sour.

Anna threw a little celebratory party and her parents came to London to celebrate her promotion.

When it is learned that Simon strictly controls Anna's drinking, and there is not even whiskey at home - her father's favorite whiskey, the whiskey that once built a bridge between her parents and Jacob, when it is learned that Simon urged Anna to get up at six o'clock every day and go for a morning run, breaking Anna's habit of sleeping lazy, and when it is learned that Simon has even changed Anna's diet to a healthy diet......

They were all a little shocked, a little stunned, and didn't even know whether to be happy, angry, or worried. The father was distressed about his daughter's change, but the mother stopped her father's words with a look, politely echoing Simon's philosophy of life, but her eyes fell on her daughter worriedly, looking at Anna's shallow smile, she also pulled the corners of her mouth.

Simon proposed, in front of them. The room suddenly fell silent.

Mother didn't speak, father didn't speak, Anna didn't speak, only Simon was babbling on and on to express his enthusiasm and sincerity.

Anna's expression was a little distracted, and it seemed that there was no trace of the soul in her eyes, and even the light couldn't help but slip from her side, and the world dimmed little by little.

Hope knew she shouldn't keep crying, but she just couldn't stop crying.

She was no longer sure, she was no longer insisting, she didn't know if Anna should choose Jacob or Simon, and she didn't know if Jacob should choose Samantha or Anna. Anna and Simon, Jacob and Samantha, they're all happy with each other, they're all happy, they're all happy, aren't they?

But Anna and Jacob, that's Anna and Jacob, they're unique, they're like crazy.

Hope didn't know what to do.

Anna chooses Jacob after all, she breaks up with Simon, she quits, she quits her apartment, she goes to Los Angeles, Jacob breaks up with Samantha, she moves out of the studio, he packs up the room, he picks up Anna from the airport.

Anna began to feel strange, this city, the city that had left her countless footprints, had become extremely strange at this time, and it was like a world away from her to set foot on this land again.

Jacob still had a bouquet of flowers and their favorite whiskey...... However, when the alcohol is inhaled, Anna no longer enjoys it, and she seems to have become accustomed to not drinking.

For Anna, everything had to start all over again. First, she needed a job. But it's not that simple.

Browsing through the work until she was a little tired, Anna decided to take a shower, Jacob comforted her that the work would soon be found, and he went with Anna.

Bathed under the lotus shower, the two people hugged each other tightly, but there was no more lust/lust.

Anna leaned her head on Jacob's shoulder, looking at the corner with a distracted and empty look, the confusion and loss between her eyebrows rippled under the splash of water, her mouth full of bitterness and embarrassment could not be spoken, the focus of her eyes spread little by little, trying to find a trace of warmth in this embrace, but failed.

Those beautiful moments in memory, Jacob's smiling face, Jacob's eyes, and Jacob's dance steps flashed in her mind, and the corners of Anna's mouth involuntarily twitched slightly and rose up, but the corners of her mouth were quickly pulled down heavily, almost unbearable.

Jacob hugged Anna tightly, rubbing his cheek against Anna's neck, trying to find the familiar warmth with his skin, but the focus of his eyes was lost in the crystal shower, and his movements began to become meaningless, a heavy sadness and confusion swirled between his eyebrows, and his movements froze in place.

The fragments of happiness in my mind, Anna's eyes, Anna's laughter, Anna's small movements, rolled under my eyes, the sweeter the memory, the more bitter the reality, I exhaled softly, and my chin slowly fell on Anna's shoulder, but then I raised it again. Invisibly, there was a slight distance.

There is no imaginary happiness, no expected romance, not even the excitement of reunion, everything is so bland, so bland that it makes people's nose sour. The cautious temptation, the respectful politeness, and the dazed hesitation slowly spread between the two people.

Anna finished the bath, picked up the bath towel and left the bathroom, Jacob raised his hand, tried to grab Anna's arm, but was half a beat too late, missed, and fell weakly, and then he raised his gaze, and looked at the back of Anna leaving, and the loneliness and sadness that had nowhere to be placed were scattered under the droplets of the shower, and he was stunned and motionless.

Deep in the dark brown pupils, there was a blank blank eye, and the eyes that once filled the entire starry sky were only dim.

The movie is over.

The whole screening room fell into darkness, the silent silence spread in the air, the boundless darkness slowly surrounded everyone like a tide, and a vicissitudes and hoarse voice came to the ears, like a canoe sliding on the surface of the sea in the dark night, "In the night you declare the end of everything, but you are only lost in the darkness." ”

The moving voice was like algae, bound to the ankles, and slowly, slowly pulled itself down, into the underwater world, all silent, no light, only the lonely soul shouted:

"I don't want to keep climbing obstacles, I don't want to keep breaking through barriers. I don't know if I still believe, I don't know if I still believe, I don't know if I still believe, every word you say to me. ”

Hope only felt that she was about to suffocate, she couldn't breathe at all, she pounded her chest hard, but she still couldn't feel the oxygen, the burning and bitter emotions were choked with panic.

She should be happy, shouldn't she? Anna chose Jacob anyway. She should celebrate, shouldn't she? Jacob and Anna got together after all. She should have applauded, shouldn't she? They finally came to each other's side against all odds.

But why couldn't she laugh at all? The bitterness and powerlessness hidden behind the happiness were so turbulent, so turbulent that they completely broke all her defenses, and made the words so pale, even the tears so superficial. The tears had completely burst the embankment, but there was no sound at all, even if they cried and shouted, even if they roared and roared, there was still no sound, but the hot tears had burned their cheeks and chest, and they couldn't stop at all.

"Then open my eyes and tell myself that I am deluding myself that we can't go on any further if I have to guess what is going on in your head...... Say something, say something, even if it's 'I love you,' unless you want to turn away from the annoying noise......"

Over and over again, the cry of despair and anguish echoed in my ears, clear and translucent, but heartbreaking. Tessa hugged her knees tightly, curled up in a ball, biting her lower lip hard, crying in her throat, and her whole body began to tremble.

Why, why is this happening?

It is obviously a happy ending, why are they so bitter that they can't speak, why are they so sad that they finally overcome difficulties and come together, why are they so sad that they love each other so deeply...... Why exactly?

The ending is so happy, yet so cruel.

From the moment Simon gave Anna the leather chair, Tessa's tears couldn't be suppressed, and they kept falling. She could feel their sadness, their pain, their helplessness, their bitterness, the pain so piercing that she couldn't speak. Looking at Anna's powerlessness, looking at Jacob's blankness, the heart seemed to be torn into countless pieces, they finally came together, but they also said goodbye to each other after all.

"Whew. Tessa tried her best, but the whimpering sound leaked uncontrollably from between her lips and teeth, and then, the lights in the screening room slowly turned on, and the warm light tore through the thick darkness, stinging her eyes, and she simply buried her head in her arms, tears wetting her knees.

They can no longer have each other.