Perhaps, for any woman, seeing the man she loves deeply with other women is a big blow anyway.

A year ago, Xu Nan saw me and the woman in red in the hotel, and the blow made her desperate. So much so that she broke up with me right now, but after that, she still had hope for me. She had been waiting for me to explain, but it came too late, but after the explanation, all misunderstandings dissipated.

And the last time at the school gate, Xu Nan also saw me and Mu Shihan go back to school together, I tried to hold Mu Shihan's hand, Mu Shihan also made an appointment with me to have dinner together in the evening, and I happily agreed. That scene fell in Xu Nan's eyes, which made her heartache make her give up on me completely, and planned to leave the school and leave the city, but because of Ding Wudi's kidnapping, Xu Nan didn't mind Mu Shihan anymore, just because she believed in my love.

But today, Xu Nan once again saw me and Mu Shihan shopping hand in hand, her heart may have been torn into two pieces, and her eyes were full of despair. And her face was very haggard. Originally, so many days of waiting for me had already made her sad enough, but now, her waiting did not exchange for me stepping on the colorful clouds to meet her, but in exchange for this heartbreaking scene, how could she not be in pain.

Seeing Xu Nan in such pain, my whole body suddenly collapsed, my head was blank, and I suddenly realized that I was such a bastard, when I didn't see Xu Nan. I thought she would be fine, I thought that the temporary separation would not have a big impact on her, and I thought that I could care for Mu Shihan. thought that my uncontrollable love for Mu Shihan would not hurt Xu Nan, but it turned out that all I thought was that I was deceiving myself, because my love for Xu Nan was unfaithful, not the only one, this is a naked reality, even if I can escape for a while, in the end, Xu Nan, who will also be injured, will be incomplete.

At this moment, how painful Xu Nan's heart is, I can't understand it at all, can I soothe her pain? She saw me and Mu Shihan holding hands with my own eyes, how can I explain it so that she doesn't suffer?

Said that I didn't love Mu Shihan at all, just watched her pitifully accompany her to go shopping for a day, and held her hand by the way? This bullshit explanation will not only not make Xu Nan believe, but will also deeply hurt Mu Shihan present, I can't tell such a lie. I can't explain that at all!

After a long pause, I struggled to squeeze three words out of my throat: "I'm sorry!"

After Xu Nan listened to my words, her tears finally couldn't be suppressed, and she burst out of her eyes, this is the most painful and uncomfortable tears, this is heart-rending tears, but even if she is hurt again, she did not break up with me directly and impulsively like a year ago. She was trying to suppress her broken emotions, she swallowed all the hurt and pain into her stomach, and then, she said to me in a very hoarse voice: "I can listen to you explain now, you must have something to worry about, right, you tell me, what the hell is going on!"

Xu Nan is struggling on the edge of love, what she is most afraid of is that there is a crack in my love for her, and the most fearful thing is that I empathize and don't fall in love, which is a deep hurt to a woman, so she hopes that I will have an explanation, I hope this is still a misunderstanding, I hope my love for her is still the same, pure and profound.

But the fact is, I still love her, but the place of my heart has been given to Mu Shihan, this is the most cruel reality, how can I tell her? She believes in me so much, am I going to lie to her for the rest of my life? No matter what, I have a love for Mu Shihan, this is an uncontrollable emotion, I am completely unconscious, it just happened, I did something unbearable, I kissed Mu Shihan, I held Mu Shihan's hand, this is all a fact, how do I explain it?

At this moment, in my mind, constantly echoing with Xu Nan's vows, those loves, those vows, are all engraved in the depths of my memory, the clearer, the more ashamed I am, the more speechless, unconsciously, my eyes are red, I slowly lowered my head, this is even for my wrong expression of everything.

However, my actions made Xu Nan completely desperate, my silence was acquiescence to her, her tears flowed more fiercely, she retained the last bit of self-esteem, and choked up on me very hard: "Okay, I know!"

This voice is the sound of crying, it is a trembling voice, it is mixed with too much pain and pain of Xu Nan, after she finished speaking, she turned around and left, without any hesitation, her back seemed strong, but it was so sad.

Suddenly, I thought of the day outside the bubble tea shop, I didn't admit that I was Wu Lai, and I used Mu Shihan as a shield to hurt Xu Nan cruelly, that night, she was like an abandoned baby, crying heartbreakingly, crying heartbreaking, and it was from that night that I got to know Mu Shihan, my heart, my love for Xu Nan, are quietly changing, cause and effect are destined, maybe it is that cause that is destined for today's results.

On that night, Xu Nan knew that Mu Shihan was just a stranger and had nothing to do with me, but later, I accompanied Mu Shihan in the hospital every day, and even ran to her house every day, which made Xu Nan have to have an extra thorn in her heart. ad_250_left();

But since the two of us got back together, she has never mentioned Mu Shihan to me, because she knows that her Wu Lai is back, and her Wu Lai still loves her, which is enough, she has always naively thought that her Wu Lai is still the original Wu Lai, a single-minded Wu Lai, and a Wu Lai who will not empathize with other loves, so even if the school has gossip about me and Mu Shihan, she doesn't care, let alone ask, she believes in me and trusts me.

However, this time, Xu Nan can no longer convince herself, my silence is my acquiescence, even if she doesn't want to believe it, she must believe that there is really love between me and Mu Shihan. What a blow this is for Xu Nan, she insists on love, waiting for me for a year, she has never had feelings with anyone, she is so dedicated and infatuated with love, but what about me? Am I worthy of her?

Thinking of this, my heart was about to crack, and I couldn't help it, so I rushed forward, hugged Xu Nan's trembling body, and hissed: "Nan Nan, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!"

Too many words are powerless, but I want Xu Nan not to be sad, not to be sad, all I can do is to keep apologizing and repent of my mistakes. However, the more I am like this, the more sad Xu Nan becomes, perhaps, now I, in her opinion, are all dirty, she broke free of my hand, left my embrace, and turned to me and complained: "Don't touch me!"

Seeing her like this, my heart hurt even more, and I shouted again from the bottom of my heart: "Nan Nan!"

I hope to use my sincerity to influence Xu Nan and make her calm down and no longer angry, but Xu Nan's emotions are close to collapse, she just wants to wait for me to explain, but I can't come up with an explanation, she is really completely desperate for me, she has red eyes and tears, looks at me, and shouts in despair: "I hate you!"

This voice shook my heart and shattered my heart, I have never seen Xu Nan so angry, this time, she was really angry, really sad and desperate, she said I hate you, let me be dumb like a person who has lost my soul, I am stunned.

And, just when Xu Nan wanted to turn around and leave again, Mu Shihan, who had been standing awkwardly on the side without making a sound, finally left, she walked over softly and shouted: "Xu Nan!"

Her voice was very crisp, which made Xu Nan stunned, and then, Mu Shihan said to Xu Nan very sincerely: "Don't misunderstand Zirui, I have nothing to do with him, he just looks at me pitiful and treats me as a sister who needs to be taken care of, she loves you, the day before yesterday, at the school gate, he said his heart in front of the whole school, saying that he loves you, so, you have to believe him!"

Mu Shihan didn't want to hurt Xu Nan the most, and she didn't want to intervene in the destruction of me and Xu Nan, even if she said something to hurt herself, she had to explain to Xu Nan for me that the tolerance and generosity in her heart were something that many women couldn't do.

But after all, her explanation is not my explanation, Xu Nan can't hear my explanation, she won't believe me anymore, let alone Mu Shihan, at this moment, when she heard Mu Shihan's voice, she became more uncomfortable, she raised her teary eyes, looked at Mu Shihan resentfully, and said bitterly: "Zirui?"

The two words represent her deepest despair, as if this sharp voice made her see the extent between me and Mu Shihan, and her eyes once again showed the most speechless pain.

Mu Shihan became more and more embarrassed when she saw Xu Nan like this, and her face turned red, but she also tried to continue to explain: "Xu Nan, it's really not.."

Before she finished her words, Xu Nan became angry, and she cried at Mu Shihan and yelled: "You are enough, don't pretend to be here!"

Hate, Xu Nan's words were full of deep hatred for Mu Shihan, she completely broke out this hatred, perhaps, Xu Nan still wanted to maintain her last dignity, after saying this, she resolutely turned around and left quickly. Female order blood.

Mu Shihan's eyes were also red, she was very aggrieved, and she wanted to cry, but she was strong and didn't cry, but pushed me: "You go and chase it!"

At this moment, Mu Shihan also seemed to be a little resentful of me, she complained that I didn't do my best to keep Xu Nan, and that I didn't explain it to Xu Nan well.

But if I tell Xu Nan in front of her that I only treat her as a sister, and tell Xu Nan that I only love Xu Nan, and there are no other women in my heart, how much harm will this do to Mu Shihan?

In the final analysis, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have fallen in love with two women at the same time, it's all my fault, it has nothing to do with Mu Shihan, she is also a victim, she has never wanted to be with me, but because of me, she has to suffer cold eyes, making Xu Nan mistakenly think that she is a third party, and she is the most innocent.

Therefore, at this moment, my heart is about to explode, and I am in a dilemma left and right, neither advance nor retreat, and I am really about to collapse.

After struggling for a while, I gritted my teeth and walked forward quickly, wanting to stop Xu Nan and sit down with her to explain things slowly, but as soon as I took two steps, a person got out of the car in front of me, it was Xu's mother.

After she got out of the car, she unceremoniously stopped me, her eyes were full of anger, she glared at me fiercely, and said coldly: "A man really doesn't have a good thing, a little change, it's unreliable, I'm so disappointed in you!"

Her words made me feel embarrassed in an instant, and I didn't even have the courage to come forward to chase Xu Nan, I still remember that last time I solemnly promised Mother Xu that I would solve the woman in red as soon as possible, and then be with Xu Nan well, but after so many days, my focus was not on the woman in red at all, but on other girls, how could Mother Xu not be angry.

Xu's mother didn't bother to talk nonsense with me anymore, after Xu Nan got in the car, she looked at me coldly again, and followed to get in the car, and the car immediately went away.

Mu Shihan hurriedly ran over and blamed me: "Zirui, why don't you stop Xu Nan!"

I ignored Mu Shihan, because at this moment, I was stunned, my eyes were staring straight at a lane on the opposite side, and under the shade of the alley, there was a person standing, gloating at this scene.

This person turned out to be the woman in red.

As soon as I saw her, I was stunned, and my brain seemed to have an electric current rushing through, and suddenly it was passed, it turned out that it was no coincidence that Xu Nan appeared here, it turned out that it was the woman in red who was making a stalk, this bitch must know what happened to me in the past two days, she has been following me, she called Xu Nan and Xu's mother over?

I really didn't expect that this bitch would be paying attention to me all the time, for me, she really had to keep laying thorns on my love road, if I didn't cut this damn vine, I wouldn't be able to have love at all, so, the moment I saw the woman in red, I completely lost the urge to chase Xu Nan, I know, the bitch in red has not been solved, I really don't deserve to talk about love.

Originally, after dominating Pheasant University, I planned to discuss the matter of the woman in red with the beautiful man, the purpose was to find out who was behind the scenes, to see who was doing the ghost, but I didn't expect that I didn't go to her, and now she actually found me again and harmed me again.

Thinking of this, my eyes were already red, and anger burned all over my body, but the woman in red did not panic when she saw me, and even smiled at me foxy, and then she got into a car on the side of the road and left immediately.

I didn't want to chase her, but stood in place, motionless, Mu Shihan also felt my abnormality, she stared at me, and said with concern: "Zirui, what's wrong with you?"

As the car of the woman in red went away, with Mu Shihan's call, I finally woke up from my anger, I turned my head to look at Mu Shihan, and said bitterly: "It's nothing!"

Mu Shihan obviously didn't believe it, and asked again: "Then why did you let Xu Nan leave, what do you want?"

Seeing me like this, Mu Shihan became more and more uncomfortable, she couldn't understand me, couldn't understand, why I would let Xu Nan go so easily, but I was so helpless in my heart, when I thought of the obstacle of the woman in red, it was even more painful, I looked at Mu Shihan with red eyes, and said softly: "It's useless to catch up with her, I can't be with her now!"

I don't want to talk to Mu Shihan about this matter in too much detail, I don't want her to worry, but I know in my heart that now I am really not qualified to have love, and the matter with Xu Nan, not to mention that it can't be solved for a while, even if it is solved, I believe that the woman in red will try her best to make us suffer again, rather than being at her mercy, it is better to let go for the time being.

Of course, if I can't be with Xu Nan, I can't be with Mu Shihan, I can't continue to hurt Xu Nan with peace of mind, and I can't let Mu Shihan be in danger, she hasn't recovered from the pain of being kidnapped, but now she has met Xu Nan again, which makes her even more uncomfortable, if the woman in red thinks that Mu Shihan and I are developing, then Mu Shihan is likely to be hurt even more.

Therefore, the only top priority is to eradicate the woman in red first, and after figuring it out, I didn't wait for Mu Shihan to say anything, and said in a deep voice: "I'll send you home!"

Mu Shihan saw that I was in a bad state, she didn't ask anything, but replied softly: "No need, I can go home by myself!"

Perhaps, because of today's incident, Mu Shihan felt even more guilty, she was even more reluctant to get too close to me, she deliberately avoided me.

I looked at her distressedly and said bluntly: "I'll send you, don't worry, when you go home, I won't bother you for the time being, you can stay at home with peace of mind!"

Although I plan to let go of Mu Shihan first, I have to send her off on this last journey, not to mention, just now the woman in red is opposite, I am still a little worried about what danger Mu Shihan will be when she goes back alone, so this time, I have to send her home no matter what.

And Mu Shihan, when she heard me say that she would not disturb her in the future, she did not refuse again, and after that, we went back to Mu Shihan's house together.

However, as soon as I arrived at the bottom of the old residential building of Mu Shihan's house, my heart was shocked, and in my eyes, a raging fire rose again, because, I saw that a small red coupe was parked downstairs in Mu Shihan's house, this car, very familiar, is the car I saw in the city before, the woman in red...