Chapter 129: Behind the Fame
In just a few minutes of silently gazing at the pool, Belo seemed ready.
After taking a sip of beer, she finally opened her mouth to tell Zhuo Qun about her past and present life.
"I am from Gusu and my home is near the Lion Forest. My birthday was not 1990, as the agency claimed, but 1984. My father was a track and field coach and my mother worked at the cultural center, and they all loved me and went out of their way to train me. My father taught me physical education, and my mother taught me art. ”
"I was a very lucky kid when I was a kid. I was born with a beautiful appearance, probably a child who combined the good genes of my parents. It's also good at studying, and it's been very likable since childhood, and I often get praise from those around me. I don't remember any unhappy times in my childhood. Naturally, I got everything. ”
"But when I got to middle school, things changed a little bit. My appearance began to have some negative effects, and the last thing I wanted to do at school every day was to go out of the classroom and exercise. Whenever I was out after school, I couldn't go out as I wanted like other female classmates, but chose to go home with my head down. The reason is simple, I hate meeting male classmates my age or older on the street, always staring at me like animals. ”
"My father seems to be more nervous about this than I am. When I went home once and told him that I had been followed by two strange boys from another school every day when I came home. He started taking turns with my mother to pick me up and drop me off from school, and I was the only one in the school who needed parental supervision, which made me look more and more like a freak. ”
"The situation has not improved. When I was seventeen, I was walking down the street with my parents again when I was stopped by a talent scout from an acting company. He gave my father a business card, said that he wanted me to become a signed artist of their company, and said that he would train me and take photos. I promised to make me a big star within three years. But my father sternly refused on the spot. ”
"Even after returning home, my father had a solemn conversation with me, mainly to point out to me that the entertainment industry is unbearable. He thinks that the circle is a big dye vat, there has always been only flashy vanity, there are no good people, and girls will be ruined if they go in. So in the end, he asked me to promise him that he would never be allowed to engage in acting and not rely on his appearance to make money. ”
"I agreed. But it wasn't because I listened to my father. To be honest, my father's words were very subjective and not very convincing compared to the glamorous images of the stars. I promised him, just because I didn't like the attention of others, I was afraid of becoming a star, and I would be watched every day in the future. ”
"But maybe it's because my family is too strict, which leads to my rebellion deep down. Perhaps it is because of the lack of a fresh understanding from the depths of the heart, and the lack of sufficient vigilance. It was only then that I made a bad choice that would affect my whole life. ”
"I took the college entrance examination at Huhai Institute of Fashion and originally aspired to become a fashion designer. As a result, because of the college fashion design competition, I fell in love with a professional photographer who took pictures of models. His name is Sha Haoyang, and he is five years older than me. At that time, I had never been in a relationship, and he was very handsome, funny, and knew what to say to please girls. He also took a lot of pictures of me, and I was attracted to him. In my junior year, we lived together. ”
"And I stepped into the showbiz all because of him, I didn't expect Sha Haoyang to take my photos to the magazine, and he took the initiative to quote the price for me, and then persuaded me to be a graphic model for the magazine. He said he was looking to buy a new Leica camera and was going to submit it to a photo contest held by National Geographic, hoping that I would support his career and get him an award. He said he would come and take pictures of me himself, and he wouldn't make me feel overwhelmed. ”
"What can I say, then? For the sake of love, I have completely broken the promise I had made to my father. Later, the response to my photo was unexpectedly good. So much so that I became more and more popular in the print advertising circle, and my salary also rose again and again. Even a first-tier fashion magazine came to me for a photoshoot. ”
On the other hand, Sha Haoyang's career was not very smooth. The camera he asked for was bought with my pay, but the award was missed. In fact, it was almost difficult for him to find a more lucrative job other than being my dedicated photographer......"
Hearing this, Zhuo Qun was not calm, and he couldn't help but interject.
"The person you're talking about is the bad boyfriend who broke your heart many times and became entertainment news, right? When a simple girl like you meets such a scumbag with a dirty heart, the tragedy is irreversible. ”
"I must say, you are the quintessential unlady. Just by how you say he uses you. This man is not only small, but also shameless. And your biggest mistake is not only to fall in love with him and believe in him, but also to be much better than him. ”
"I've seen too many people like him, born with low self-esteem and cowards. He must have understood that you are like a Rolls-Royce that has to be parked on the street every day. You are destined to be extraordinary, and he is destined to lose you. ”
"Well, since I can't keep possessing you. He will definitely be jealous of you, even hate you, and most likely will ruin you by any means. ”
Zhuo Qun's words had a great impact on Bei Lu.
Originally, her statement was made in a casual tone, and her voice was flat.
The facial expression is also calm, and there is no expression.
But at this time, her expression suddenly became solemn.
He glanced at Zhuo Qun with admiration, and then said with great approval.
"Your judgment is too accurate, and that's what it is. Little did I know that the better I did my job, the more I would anger him and make him happy to torture me. At the time I didn't understand, but now I do. ”
"Let's be honest. The tricks Sha Haoyang used on me were simply perverted. He began to get angry with me over small things. Often when I'm in a hurry to get to work. He would deliberately get angry and quarrel with me on the grounds that his clothes were not ironed, washed, or cooked. The purpose was to make me late. ”
"He also used suggestive tactics to create fear in my heart. For example, the first time we got into an argument, he would often threaten to cut my clothes or smash the kitchen plates. But he didn't do that. But when a week later, repeat it. He would not hesitate to do so to prove that he was doing what he said and to put pressure on me. Although every time he proposed to break up with me, he would sincerely apologize and promise never to do it again. But the next retaliation will intensify and escalate. ”
"So very quickly, I was completely frightened by his threats. That time, I couldn't bear to break up again, and he actually raised his fist and said to me, 'Your face is so beautiful, so men love you regardless of age.' So what if I break the bridge of your nose and give you something special? You know, maybe it will help you more in your career, because foreigners like Oriental models with a nose bridge. ”
"I remember running into the kitchen in fright, and he chased him into the kitchen. I even grabbed a knife in a hurry, and when he snatched it down easily, it scared me to tears. He said to me with a smile on his face. 'Well, I just love you too much. You also have too little sense of humor. As long as you promise not to leave me, of course I won't do that. ’”
"It's this time, I can't take it anymore. As soon as I saw his face again, I felt not only disgusted and disgusted, but also felt a chill in my heart. So the next day, I didn't want to go on like this again. He left the house to take pictures as if nothing happened, but brought his ID card with him. I left everything behind and went to the magazine to ask for all the outstanding payments. Ran to the capital. ”
"Because the magazine company I cooperated with at that time already had first-line magazines like Ruili and Aili, my life in Beijing was not difficult. I didn't suffer much from 'North Drift', and even because of a cameo appearance as a clothing model, I was favored by a well-known underwear brand and designated me to be their company's TV commercial model. ”
"Since this advertisement is a household name, I not only became the spokesperson of the brand, but also received a script for the second female lead in a TV series the following year. Later, I met a very capable female economist, and she began to take care of everything for me, and I made minor roles in two movies that year, and arranged for me to be taught by a teacher to teach me acting. In less than two years, I have become the heroine of two or three TV series, and I also served as the second female lead in an award-winning movie. is already on the road to becoming a star. ”
But at this time, Sha Haoyang found me again. He pestered me and repeated the trick, claiming that he was going to wash my face with sulfuric acid, but he brought a bottle of mineral water to scare me. I tried to call the police, but he pulled out some indecent photos that I had taken without knowing it while I was asleep. The propaganda is going to spread, and I am completely discredited. ”
In this way, I was so miserable by him that I could only listen to the advice of my agent and consider buying him with money. But as soon as he is not satisfied, he will talk nonsense to media reporters and create rumors about me. ”
"It should be said that my road to fame may be faster and smoother than anyone else's. It has the opportunity to become popular that many people can only dream of. But because of the inhuman encounter, my love was not only completely ruined, but I have also been living in the depression of being coerced and blackmailed for so many years......"
At this point, Beilu had already torn the two napkins in her hand to shreds and piled them all up in the ashtray.
I don't know if it's because of anger or short-term emotions.
And Zhuo Qun couldn't help but sympathize.
Because it's hard for him to imagine what really happened to a movie star like Belo who is famous.
In the past, in his cognition, Beilu was full of infinite charm, and it seemed that there was no time when she was ugly, and she never even had acne.
She will always be loved by all kinds of people.