"For the next week or two, I stayed at home and didn't go out. I pretended to be unwell, locked myself in my room and did nothing, just to ...... I want to figure out what's going on. ”

"But it didn't take long for me to become convinced that it was impossible. Because all reasonable logic doesn't make sense. But if logic is not needed, there are too many possibilities to be suspected. The only thing I can confirm is that something as absurd as the Charlotte Trouble movie happened to me. ”

"Of course, the main direction of my suspicion is definitely you. Are you a devil, or a wizard, or an alien? Did you cast magic on me, did you use witchcraft, or did you experiment with me? What is your purpose? I don't know anything, I think about countless possibilities, but the more I think about it, the more terrified I become. ”

"Fortunately, the days passed day by day, and nothing changed. It's exactly the same as I remember the past. So I started to calm down and really think about what I was going to do in the future. And all I was thinking about was how I was going to get back, or how I could find you, get the truth, and put an end to this anomaly. ”

"I have to say that I was very depressed at this point, and my emotions completely turned to anger. Because as you told me, the feeling of being born again has undone everything you once was. My past has no meaning, and it seems to be all in vain. I can not care about anything else, but child, my child, how can I ......"

"And to be honest, I can't do anything. It's not just that I don't know anything about you and know almost nothing about your personal situation. It's also because I'm too young, I'm not an adult, and I have to listen to my parents for everything. However, my middle school years were the most strict period for them. So, I was completely trapped. ”

At this point, Bei Lu couldn't help but sigh.

Zhuo Qun immediately shook his head as if agreeing, as a sign of great sympathy.

"I can see that you're in a terrible situation. It's hard to get through these days. ”

Yes, he is the one who understands Belo best.

Because he himself first returned to 1996, waking up in dormitory 402, he was frightened by the strange situation.

For him, it took him days to accept the reality, even if there was no suspicion of any suspicious object.

One can imagine how much fear Bei Lu felt under the shadow he brought.

The same is true of life's difficulties.

To be honest, every time he goes back to the past, the most uncomfortable thing is the dilemma of economic embarrassment.

For him, having no money in his pocket is the greatest lack of freedom.

With his bare hands, he was limited in what he wanted to do.

But Belo is worse than him.

Because in addition, Beilu still has to accept the care of her guardian, which is really no personal freedom at all.

For a soul who has become accustomed to being independent, and has achieved fame and fame, and has enjoyed countless glory and prosperity in the world.

What does it feel like to be bound like this?

But that's not all.

In order not to make the people around her suspicious, Beilu has to play a role suitable for this age, I'm afraid she will have to stay up until she goes to college.

Then it is even more uncomfortable and uncomfortable, and it is desolate in the dark!

Sure enough, Beilu's later complaint immediately proved this.

"No, the situation I'm facing couldn't be worse. Because I had no choice but to give my parents peace of mind. I had to restrain myself from thinking about my children and try not to show any abnormalities. ”

"Especially when I go to the hospital for a follow-up visit, this is especially true when I am asked by the doctor. I had to be careful, or the hospital would think I had a mental problem and lock me up. ”

"Fortunately, I live by acting, and it is not too difficult for me to substitute myself into the past and try to play a good girl with excellent character and learning. I made up an excuse to hide the anomaly of the first time, and I made up an excuse to peek at the horror. ”

"However, when I returned to school after the winter break, a more difficult life began. Because from this point on, I will not only have to be like me in the past, but I must become a shy and introverted girl. And I had to start my high school course all over again. ”

"You should know how painful it is to relearn those things that are destined to be forgotten, to re-cope with those boring exams, those algebraic formulas. I despise it all the time, and I especially have trouble controlling the urge to skip classes. ”

"In addition, it is difficult for me to get along with my classmates and teachers who used to be good friends. Because they can't communicate with me on an equal footing, they always awaken my impressions and memories of them in the future. I couldn't stand it, and I wanted to erase all the memories and pretend I didn't know about it. ”

"So my high school was a nightmare. Because of my wasted time and suppressed emotions, my temper became very strange and began to show a rebellious nature. ”

"One time I couldn't take it anymore and stole some money from my parents and tried to run away from home. But I went home that night and quietly put the money back away. Because a girl my age can't do anything on her own, legally speaking, I don't have any rights. Even if you live in a hotel, you need a guardian. ”

In this way, in order to keep myself sane and not really driven crazy. I knew I had to find something meaningful and something I loved doing. So I asked my parents to learn music. I started learning piano and guitar in my spare time. ”

"Truth be told, music is a peace of mind. I'm really committed to it, and I'm really enjoying it. In addition, the other happiness in my life is that I secretly drink the beer at home while my parents are away. ”

"So the comprehension and perseverance of adults, coupled with the memory and reflexes of teenagers, made me make rapid and amazing progress in my music learning. My parents were proud of me. Both they and the teachers who taught me, genuinely believed that I was talented in music and were very amazed at my efforts. ”

"All in all, although it was difficult to cope, I finally survived three years of high school and was even admitted to the conservatory. In the days that followed, it became much better. As soon as I went to university, I had a lot of freedom. Just like the plot of the movie "Charlotte's Troubles", there is an amazing achievement in musical composition. ”

"At that time, it was an era when songs could be uploaded to the Internet with flash animation as a carrier. "It's a pity it's not you", "Fly away", "Little Apple" and other songs that should not have appeared in this era have all become my works. So I became popular and made my first pot of gold with these songs. ”

"Of course, my father was still not happy that I entered the entertainment industry. His wish was for me to become a virtuoso pianist. But that is impossible, it is very difficult to achieve extraordinary results in the field of pure art, and it is impossible to provide me with sufficient financial support. ”

"Fortunately, there is a difference in music, it is also a manifestation of personal wisdom and talent, and in the end I was able to convince my father, and I promised him that I would use my knowledge to achieve success instead of appearance. And I'm going to be my own boss, and I'm definitely not at the mercy of others. ”

"Later, I used the money I earned to go into the capital market and make some investments. I don't know much about finance, but I know the Bitcoin opportunity and the 2009 bull market in which financing was leveraged. In this way, the money was easily obtained. ”

"Then you know, I bought the film and television rights of "The Three-Body Problem" and invested in the filming of this movie. This is both to make money and to expand the social effect and see if it can lead you in. It turned out exactly as I had hoped. ”

"As for the film and television companies that I work with, almost all of them join in later to share the profits, and for the sake of distribution, I have to allow them to take advantage of me. ”

"It's worth mentioning the two men I was involved with. I don't know if it's really fate. In this life, I still met them one after another. ”

"Sha Haoyang was my photographer when I was interviewed as an internet celebrity. I was surprised, I really couldn't stand it, so I not only expressed my dissatisfaction and dislike for his photos, but even found someone to teach him a hard lesson. ”

"Frankly, I don't know if I'm overdoing it. I don't really want to see this person who almost ruined my life. But I never thought of taking revenge on him. As long as he doesn't provoke me. This should be said to be the will of God, and he is unlucky. ”

"And my husband, although I know his company and his specific whereabouts, I have never thought of deliberately looking for him. Because our marriage actually made me a little depressed. In this life, since I don't need to fulfill the responsibility of marriage anymore, I don't want to be involved with him. To tell you the truth, I don't want to marry anyone, I just want to be alone. ”

"But what I didn't expect was that when I went to attend the opening ceremony of the movie "Three-Body Problem", I unexpectedly met my husband again. Only then did I know that he had a good relationship with the CEO of China Film Group, because he happened to be in the capital and was invited to come. ”

"Of course, at this time, he was just a stranger to me who had met for the first time. So I had a peculiar feeling with him, looking at someone I used to be very close to, with whom I had been for a long time, and he didn't know anything about everything......"

At this time, Zhuo Qun nodded in agreement.

"I understand, if you want to use an analogy. It's like the movie "The Butterfly Effect", where different choices lead to different results. As a result, you will question whether you have made the right choice and will not be able to control whether there is a better choice. I read a book on Hindu philosophy called the Bhagavad Gita, which says, "You and I, Arjuna......"

I didn't expect Bei Lu to take over at this time, and she recited with him without difficulty.

"We have lived many lives, and I remember all that you have forgotten. ”

Bellu's eyes began to glow with enthusiasm.

This describes an experience that only we can deeply understand. I'm really understanding now why you've become a passer-by and only love to roam the world. Why are you only willing to accept interesting but not too intimate friendships later......"

At this time, there is no need to say more, Zhuo Qun also felt a rare closeness, and it can even be said that he has a feeling of soul.

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