Bei Lu's words made Zhuo Qun fall into deep thought, and he now understood Bei Lu's feelings.

Bellu's desire to return stems from emotional entanglement.

What is desired is not to return to normalcy and freedom for oneself, but for the needs of others.

Beilu has to fulfill the unfulfilled promises and take the responsibilities that must be assumed.

Especially for their own children.

As a mother, it is understandable that Bei Lu misses her daughter.

But on the other hand, there are people who are very different from others.

Because Beilu's children are full of regrets and flaws, they need their mother's companionship and love more than any other child.

And this child is still there in the first place.

Bei Lu can't be like him, he can treat his children as an illusory bubble to escape, and give up as a dream.

Actually, Belo as a weak woman.

In facing reality and overcoming difficulties, he is far more responsible than men.

In this regard, he is not only sympathetic and admired, but also has a certain amount of shame and reverence.

In his eyes, such a human quality makes Bei Lu's whole person exude holy light.

So he didn't speak for a long time.

The phrase "I will definitely help you" has come to his lips, but it is difficult to confide.

It's not that he doesn't dare to say it, it's that he's not sure if he should encourage Belu to do it.

Because life is completely unfair to Belu.

He really couldn't bear to see Bei Lu do this kind of personal sacrifice that would take his whole life.

Interestingly, after saying these words, Bei Lu also paid close attention to Zhuo Qun, carefully considering his reaction.

For her, the story is also a test of humanity.

Because of the biggest blow she suffered in her life.

Nothing more, despite her beautiful appearance and outstanding talent.

But the people around her, close friends, colleagues, men and fans who are obsessed with her, will always gloat over her misfortune.

When she was in trouble, she could see the joy on their faces, despite the sympathy of many people.

At first, she thought she was too attentive and sensitive.

But when she repeatedly found out about such a situation, she even noticed that behind many people's backs, outside of the inadvertent expression of their hearts.

Her heart was pierced deeply.

Of course, they all openly support her, like her, and ostensibly share her position.

She was convinced of it.

However, any form of excellence is hated.

It seems that everyone inevitably has a bitter and mean face behind them.

The real situation is her misfortune and difficulties, which can often bring unimaginable comfort to many people.

Fortunately, she didn't see a similar reaction in Zhuo Qun.

Yes, Zhuo Qun frowned, looking a little withdrawn and hesitant, with complex emotions that she couldn't grasp exactly.

But she could see that Zhuo Qun definitely didn't show any schadenfreude when he learned about her true misfortune.

This made her extremely gratifying.

So she put her hand on Zhuo Qun's shoulder instead, trying her best to comfort him.

"I'm so sorry if my story has caused you unhappiness and negative emotions that you can't let go. I know that this kind of thing can sound uncomfortable, especially since I know you're tired today. So if you want to rest, we can also continue tomorrow......"

Zhuo Qun sat on the rattan chair and seemed to suddenly come back to his senses.

"No, no, I really want to know everything, please don't say only half of it. I won't be able to sleep. Of course...... If you're still willing......"

At this time, he subconsciously poured another sip of beer.

Unfortunately, the bottle was empty, and he didn't get anything.

Belle smiled softly.

"Alright then, please wait a minute, I'll go downstairs and get two more beers. ”

A few minutes later, Belo returned with two beers.

At the same time, she unexpectedly found that Zhuo Qun had emptied the shredded paper in the ashtray and placed the tissue box in the position where she was sitting.

Without a doubt, this is a very attentive and thoughtful approach.

As a woman, it is impossible not to be warm and happy.

So looking at Zhuo Qun's casual expression, Bei Lu's mood also improved a lot.

Once seated, he began to describe more bizarre experiences.

"The time I met you, when I was unconscious and woke up again, I woke up at home. At that time, I was facing the TV that was playing at home, and the picture showed the first part of "Huanzhu Gege". I was only fourteen years old. ”

"You're fourteen?"

Zhuo Qun couldn't help but be stunned.

But he quickly reacted that it should be so in terms of time.

"Do you remember what day it was?"

"I don't remember the specifics, but I remember it was January 1999. It's winter vacation......"

"Why did it wake up half a year later than me? But it doesn't matter, we'll look into this later, please continue. ”

Bei Lu nodded, gently tore the tissue, and continued to remember.

"My parents weren't home at the time, my dad went shopping, and my mom was working overtime. At first, I was in a daze and looked around the house, spending almost an hour checking my things, my books, my clothes, my diary, the furnishings of my room, the things I had inadvertently lost...... And myself in the mirror. ”

"I cried all the time by myself because I was terrified. Remembering what had happened on the plane, I really thought I was dead, and it was foggy that day, and I just looked out the window, and I shrank back in horror by the white expanse. I'm not afraid of your jokes, my thoughts at the time were that people say that people die to look back on their lives, maybe this is the way to look back, and I am in the middle of this common process and link. ”

"That's why I'm afraid to walk out through the front door, because I'm afraid that as soon as I open the door and walk out, I'll be in the Netherworld. I'm afraid that I'm in the fog and emptiness, I'm afraid of running into Meng Po next to the bridge, I'm afraid of bulls and horses, even if it's heaven, I'm afraid. Because there are still so many unfinished things in my life, I don't want to just leave, just forget, just face death. ”

"I don't know how long I cried, and then my dad came home. He carried something through the door that I was afraid to die of. What scares me even more is that in my memory, my father should be lying in bed, unable to take care of himself. It made me think that he was some strange thing in disguise, and was going to drag me to my death. So I started screaming. ”

"My dad tried a lot of time and couldn't calm me down. So he had to call an ambulance and professional paramedics. The men in the white coat gave me a shot when my father pressed me. Maybe it was a tranquilizer or an anesthetic or something, and then I passed out. When I woke up again, I was in the hospital. Not only my dad, but my mom was there for me. They all looked at me worriedly. As soon as I woke up, my mother anxiously asked if I knew her, and my father ran to call the doctor. ”

"That's when I really started to understand that I wasn't really dead. I found that everything was normal, parents, doctors, nurses, other people in the hospital, pedestrians, cars and buildings on the road. Especially on the way home with my parents, everything was just like I remember. ”

"Especially when I got home, the neighbor's dog came and licked my hands. Mom asked me what I wanted to eat and was going to cook for me. My father coaxed me like a child, and went out to buy me fried chestnuts with osmanthus sugar from Guanqian Street. I don't know why, but it made me cry again. ”