Chapter 229, is she already saying goodbye to me?

"We'll keep this matter secret for you for the time being, but there's no impermeable wall, you're so self-conscious! That woman, you have to leave!" From the very beginning, she knew that that woman was not simple, and she could appear with a child in a grand manner, would there be no purpose? Judging from the number of years she lived to the coffin, this was simply impossible, so she would not give Jia Duoduo any chance to enter the Kong family.

"Hmm", Kong Chengyi didn't speak again, his face tense and silent.

Lin Xiao glanced at Kong Zhendong, saw that he frowned, and swallowed back the words when they came to his mouth, and no longer dared to ask more about Jia Duoduo's condition.

Holding her pale hand, deep eyes staring at her cheeks like white paper, Kong Chengyi slowly leaned down and imprinted a kiss on her forehead, staring at her for a long time, "I know I'm a bastard, but, I can't lose you, in the future, no matter what, please forgive me, let me always protect you!" This is his greatest wish at the moment, he can't lose the pity of flowers, but if he is not by her side when she needs support the most, no one can forgive him.

Hua took pity on this sleep and fell asleep for most of the day, and when she opened her tired eyelids, she saw that it was no longer a dazzling light, and the dim orange light on the wall was blurred, which made her feel much more comfortable, and she moved with difficulty, but she found that her hand was tightly held, and she lowered her eyes and saw Kong Chengyi lying on the side of the bed and falling asleep.

His lips were still dry, he swallowed his saliva, but Hua pity didn't wake up Kong Chengyi, turned his head to look at the window, it was already dark outside, he retracted his gaze, his eyes fell on the crib on one side, and tears welled up.

Not far away, Hua Pity stretched out her hand and barely touched the little baby's face, the softness of her fingertips made her tremble slightly, this is the energetic little life connected to her blood, she has been looking forward to his birth, but in the most inadvertent let him suffer with him, experienced a catastrophe of life and death.

The little baby who was wrapped tightly was not stable in his sleep, and his little hands kept swinging, as if he was unstable because of the pity of the flower, and he kept yawning without blinking his eyebrows.

Quietly staring at her son's small movements, obviously pink and cute, obviously so full of vitality, Hua pity but full of sadness, how can he not feel the joy of the arrival of a new life, looking at him still inevitably thinks of his mother, remembering that they have promised to look forward to the arrival of the little life together, will take care of the little life with her, she even repeatedly imagined that in the future, she would often take the little baby to visit Hua Zhenzhen, and even imagined that she should live in Ran's house, so that Hua Zhenzhen and Ran Zhongzhong can enjoy the joy of their children and grandchildren.

Now, the two have left, and all her expectations and fantasies are just a dream that has not been realized, just an illusion in her mind, and now she thinks about it, but it is full of irony.

"Wow......" loudly cried, and the little baby suddenly kicked his feet and twisted his body impatiently, but his eyes still did not open.

Awakened in his sleep, Kong Chengyi raised his head suddenly, grabbed Hua's pityful palm and exerted his strength violently, and shouted in panic, "Pity!"

Looking at Shanghua's calm and waveless eyes, Kong Chengyi was stunned for a few seconds before reacting, leaning over to carefully examine her condition, "How are you awake?"

Shaking her head slightly, Hua Pian turned her head to look at the crib, "Little baby is crying......" her son cried, but she didn't seem to feel him, and she didn't even think about whether he was hungry or peeing, just watched him cry, as if a stranger was crying.

"Oh, yes, this is our son, maybe I'm hungry, I'll let my sister-in-law breastfeed him!" Kong Chengyi picked up his son clumsily and carefully, smiled at Hua Pixi, and deliberately turned the little baby's face towards him, "See? This is our son, and his appearance will be able to catch up with his father in the future!"

Pulling the corners of her mouth, Hua pity saw her son's face clearly but still didn't give a complete smile, there was no joy in her heart, there was no smile on her face, she couldn't feel her smile, her heart was hollowed out, and even her son couldn't fill her huge emptiness.

In the face of such an expressionless flower pity, Kong Chengyi's deep eyes deepened a little, but he still maintained a smile, carried the child to the confinement lady outside, and then returned to the room, "Does it hurt?" Promise me, rest well and don't think nonsense, okay?"

Blinking slightly, Hua moved slightly tiredly, but felt the pain all over her body, and twisted her eyebrows slightly, but she still didn't make any sound.

"What's wrong? Is the wound painful? I'll ask the doctor to come and take a look?" keenly noticing her eyebrows tightening, Kong Chengyi immediately leaned down nervously. Whisper softly.

Still just blinking, Hua pity said a low "um", trying to move her waist, but the pain finally gave up, and a sense of powerlessness hit, "I can't move...... Whining...... It hurts ......."

"Don't cry, don't cry...... Don't move around and pull the wound...... I'll let the doctor take a look!" Pressing the service bell, Kong Chengyi lowered his head and kissed her forehead lightly, repeatedly comforting, "I know that you have suffered, it is all my fault, and we will not give birth in the future...... One son is enough......"

"Woo...... Woo woo...... "The tear ducts suddenly collapsed, and Hua sobbed with pity, as if she wanted to cry out all the pain in her heart and body, and vented to her heart's content.

"Don't cry, okay? Grandma said, you can't cry during confinement, it's not good for your eyes......" Fang Xiufang repeatedly warned him that he must definitely take care of the flowers, and he must not let her cry or lose her temper without resting, which will absolutely hurt her body in the future, and it will not be recovered.

"Woo woo............" ignored Kong Chengyi's consolation, Hua Pity kept sobbing, and even pinched his wrist tightly with one hand, as if venting to her heart's content but as if she was trying her best to restrain herself, even she couldn't distinguish herself.

"Are you awake?" the attending doctor hurried over, wiped the sweat from his forehead, and leaned down directly to inspect Hana's pity.

"Take painkillers!" Holding Hua Pity's hand distressedly, Kong Chengyi gave an order to the doctor with a cold voice with his handsome silhouette, unable to bear Hua Pity's suffering for another minute.

The middle-aged attending doctor of obstetrics and gynecology looked at Kong Chengyi with a little timidity, couldn't help but shudder, carefully checked the wound of Hua Pity with a slight tremor with both hands, and stood up cautiously, his tone was very light, and even his eyes were tightly glued to Hua Pit's body, and he didn't dare to look at Kong Chengyi at all, "This ...... The analgesic for the operation has just passed, and the wound pain is ...... Is it normal...... Moreover, the young lady has just woken up, and it is not suitable for any more analgesics...... It's a lot of damage to the body......"

"Then you say that you just endure it like this? There is no other way?" Jumping on his teeth, Kong Chengyi completely lost his patience, "I don't care, no matter what method is used, the pain must be relieved!"

"This ...... It's normal for the wound to be sore...... Moreover, because we were afraid that there would be bruises inside, we would still need to press the wound later...... "She didn't dare to say the pain of pressing the wound, for fear that she would be punched down by Kong Chengyi in the next second."

Closing his eyes tiredly, Hua Pity slightly shook Kong Chengyi's hand, signaling him not to embarrass the doctor, "I want to sleep for a while......"

"Rest well to heal the wound, if you really can't bear it, let the nurse give a painkiller!"

Tie blushed, Kong Chengyi nodded stiffly, "Go and get the painkillers first!"

The nurse went to get the medicine and put it at the head of the bed, and repeatedly told that it must be unbearable before leaving, but the young nurse's eyes continued to look at Kong Chengyi's handsome face again and again, not only fearing that he would be mad at any time, but also as if she was in love and wanted to get his attention.

However, Kong Chengyi pounced on Hua Pity with all his thoughts, took the medicine and put it at the head of the bed, leaned down and gently touched the scattered hair to her ears for Hua Mercy, so that she exposed her white neck, "If you can't sleep, you can squint and rest, rest well, recover quickly, the little baby is still waiting for you to hug it!"

Squinting obediently, what came to Hua Pity's mind was still the picture of Hua Zhenzhen hugging her for the last time, and for a long time, white tears still slipped from her eyes, "You say...... My mother hugged me tightly when she saw me off, had she already decided everything, was she already saying goodbye to me?"

Holding her hand all the time, Kong Chengyi easily noticed her trembling, leaned down and hugged her with all his might, letting her cry in her arms to her heart's content, "Fool, don't think about it! You just take that last scene as the most beautiful picture, you see, your mother also hugged you, she loves you, and her departure is also a last resort!" Unable to comfort her with more words, Kong Chengyi could only hug her tightly, his eyes closed, hoping that he could give her the strength to hold on.

"Woo...... If I had known, I would not have gone home, I would have stayed......" I still couldn't believe the cruelty of the truth, and I still felt that as long as I stayed with her, maybe none of this would have happened.

After a moment of silence, Kong Chengyi let go of her, staring at her coldly, "You can't bear her, but who can help her bear the pain of bereavement? How can she escape from her mental support for so many years? Do you wake up? She has the right to choose her life, she will always love you, but she may not be able to accompany you forever!" It's not that he doesn't feel sorry for her, it's just that he can't let her blindly indulge in his own pain anymore, so that he can't get out of the pain!

"Then who will help me bear the pain of losing my parents? My heart hurts, how can I live?" Tears blurred, hands clenched into fists, Hua pity finally burst out and roared, "I can't control the taste of her life I've already tasted it once, why, why do I have to bear it a second time?"

"Have you forgotten that you still have me?" I am your husband, and I am the one who will accompany you forever!" Kong Chengyi's eyes were scarlet, and his eyes hurt, "Have you seen your son? Our son was just born, don't you love him? Not to mention living for him, but can he lose you?" Ran Zhongzhong and Hua Zhenzhen are gone, but aren't there still him and his son? Why are they being ignored? Kong Chengyi can't bear such flower pity, and he can't wait to shake her vigorously to make her sober up.