Chapter 230, when I woke up, the whole world changed
"Woo...... Woo woo...... "I couldn't argue with it, and after the flower roared with pity, she only sobbed, her fingertips sinking deep into her palm, but she didn't feel the slightest pain.
"Just when I beg you, don't torture yourself like this, you can rest well, my son and I still need you!" Wiping his eyes vigorously, Kong Chengyi forced himself to calm down, lowered his head and kissed the tears on her cheeks softly, "Flower pity, you can, you can overcome all the pain, you can live happily and strongly, and you can give me and my son a happy home!" Perhaps, if she feels the value of existence, she can muster up the courage to walk out of the pain and cheer up well, Kong Chengyi has nothing to do.
Silently crying, Hua Pity closed her eyes tightly, stubbornly isolated herself from Kong Chengyi's world, and completely ignored his comfort and persuasion.
Helpless, and once again relented and unwilling to force her, Kong Chengyi still sat down slowly, holding her hand tightly and putting it to his lips, as if muttering to himself, "We have always been by your side...... I will never leave you alone!"
This night, Kong Chengyi kept her eyes open until dawn, thinking about it a thousand times, but she had nothing to think about, staring at her eyelashes with teardrops.
Hua pity was hospitalized for a week, the wards were lively during the day, Fang Xiufang and Lin Xiao went to report almost every day, happily teasing the little baby every day, and also tried to bring Hua pity a trace of happiness, so that she could forget those sad things; Kong Huan often went to the ward during lunch breaks or after work, and often told the gossip in the company loudly, laughed loudly, and even introduced a lot of romantic and joyful Korean dramas, so that she watched TV dramas even if she was lying on the hospital bed, and forgot everything for the time being; Ran Fang also went to take a look after work from time to time, and only explained that Hua Zhenzhen's aftermath had been done and did not mention it again, and she was also happy when she held the babyCheng Yi deliberately took a vacation, took care of her in shifts with Kong Chengyi, spared no effort to love the little baby, kept silent about other things, and gave up the comfort of language.
Lying on the hospital bed every day, in addition to coping with the pain of the wound, being worried by the nurse about the wound, every day I open my eyes is to watch the family and friends tossing back and forth in the ward, occasionally pursing my lips and smiling with their joy, but the smile can not reach the bottom of the eyes, occasionally groggy and sleeping, but I wake up from a dream, the fragments of life are always released in the dream, the hollowness and dazedness of waking up always make her overwhelmed, gradually, the sluggish and empty head has become her means of escaping life; , her son is just a strange baby to her, and the hidden motherhood seems to be completely hidden.
The long week was finally coming at dawn, and he could finally get rid of the suffocating disinfectant air, and Kong Chengyi's strings that had been tense finally relaxed a little, and his brows from reading the official documents were slightly relaxed.
In the quiet ward, there was only the sound of him flipping through the documents, quiet but lacking a comfortable atmosphere, Kong Chengyi looked up again, but what he saw was the look of the flower staring blankly at the dark window.
Putting down the documents in his hand, Kong Chengyi walked in front of her gently, his broad chest blocking her vision from looking out the window, "Why don't you sleep? Can't you sleep?" Night and night escort, she is almost used to waking up late at night, but every time she meets her blank eyes, she still feels suffocated, but she is not willing to force her fiercely.
Shaking his head slightly, he withdrew his blank eyes, his eyes fell on his handsome silhouette, obviously he saw him every day, and he accompanied him considerately, but when he looked carefully, he felt strange, as if he hadn't gotten along with him for a long time.
"What's wrong, the wound still hurts?" Seeing that she was silent, Kong Chengyi nervously lifted her clothes, wanting to check her wound, for fear that she would have something wrong.
Pressing his big palm, Hua Pity still shook his head gently, and pulled the corners of his mouth, "You seem to have lost ...... weight" His chin has risen from his beard, his white shirt is casually covered, the hem is long, even the sleeves are rudely rolled up to the position of his arms, and his eyes are sunken, obviously the withered yellow of staying up all night.
Being cared for for the first time in a week, Kong Chengyi instantly smiled, lowered his head and kissed him directly on the lips, "I'm not thin, I'm fine, you're thin, go back and take care of it!" The toss of the massive blood loss made her cheeks pale, and the healing of the wound was surprisingly slow, and she was so sad that she didn't rest well at all, so she recovered very slowly.
With her eyes open, Hua Zhenzhen's thoughts of pity drifted away in an instant, and Hua Zhenzhen's appearance of cherishing her emaciation came to mind.
"What's the matter? Don't put so much pressure on yourself, just eat and sleep well, and when you're well recovered, let's hold a grand full moon banquet for the little baby, okay?"
Retracting her thoughts, Hua Pity didn't fully hear his words, but she still nodded, acquiescing to his happiness, but her heart was still desolate.
"I'm going home tomorrow, can I sleep well tonight?" The warm palm carefully rubbed her delicate facial features, Kong Chengyi raised his eyebrows suddenly, "Shall I sleep with you?" Although I can lean over and hug these days, I can't fully hug her and feel her body temperature.
"Hmm, this ......" The hospital bed is a single bed, Hua Pity doesn't think that two people can squeeze it down, besides, this nurse still comes in from time to time, and the confinement lady is also outside, she subconsciously still wants to refuse, "I can't squeeze it, and besides, the nurse will come later, you better lie down by yourself!" There are two beds in the room, Kong Chengyi occasionally sleeps in the next bed at night, and more often holds her hand and lies on the side of the bed to rest.
Hooked his lips and smiled, but Kong Chengyi didn't listen to her refusal, lifted her quilt, steadily picked her up and moved to the side, and then quickly lay on his side, his long arms gently hooked her slender waist, and hugged her carefully, "I finally hugged you, it's so fragrant!" The long-lost fragrance made Kong Chengyi close his mouth the moment he lay down, kissed her neck affectionately, and felt her skin carefully, instantly feeling happy, and rarely feeling relaxed.
A series of actions in one go made Hua pity tremble in her neck before she had time to protest, and she couldn't help but shrink her neck and move her head, "Don't ...... like this"
"Don't move, let me hug you!" The big palm stabilized her head, not letting her move anymore, Kong Chengyi took a deep breath, and the hot lips left her delicate skin, and the intimacy of tasting stopped made him very satisfied, and he was very grateful that he could still have this moment.
"It's a pity, I love you, do you know the fear when I know you faint and bleed, I've never been so scared!" remembering that Jia Duoduo had just settled down but learned such terrible news from Ke Jie's mouth, he ran away, ran to the parking lot but his hands trembled but he couldn't even start the car, and finally Ke Jie chased after him, took the car keys and drove all the way back, he didn't even dare to give anyone in the family a call, for fear of hearing the terrible news.
"All I know is that when I wake up, the whole world has changed!" fell asleep groggily, and woke up to find that those cruel images were irreversible realities, and she even gave birth to a son, but she didn't feel the slightest happiness, her world was turned upside down, and she no longer had a source of happiness.
"You scared us so badly, you heard me clearly, no matter what happens in the future, you must ensure your health and safety, even if you are sad, you must protect yourself as the premise, otherwise I will beat your ass three hundred times!"
"Snap" was crisp, obviously it should be pain, Hua Pity still didn't feel anything, but she still said "um" in a low voice, perfunctory or not, just don't let him worry, anyway, she agreed to him.
After receiving her answer, Kong Chengyi breathed a sigh of relief, wrapped his hands around her shoulders, and completely took her into his arms, "If you have time to think about our son's name?"
Her eyes fell on the dim wall, but she didn't have any expression for Kong Chengyi's proposal, and naturally refused, "Let's let Dad change it...... "As a child's grandfather, she should really want to change his grandson's name, besides, she doesn't have any ideas.
Moved her body slightly, her warm chest was closer to her back, Kong Chengyi twisted his eyebrows, "Didn't you keep saying that your son wants to be like me?" Then I hope that your son's name was changed by you, and as long as you see your son in the future, you will remember me, and I hope you can miss me 24 hours a day......"
For a long time, Kong Chengyi waited for her response, but there was no sound, he stood up to check on her, but found that she was closed her eyes, her breathing was even, and she was already asleep.
Lying down on his side again, hugging her tightly, Kong Chengyi also slowly fell into a dream, the corners of his lips naturally curled, obviously happy for her obedience tonight.
It's just that when the well-proportioned breathing of the person behind him sounded, the long eyelashes of Flower Pity trembled, and the clear light fell on the wall again, and the mood was as lonely and sad as a few days ago.
Early the next morning, all the members of the Kong family gathered in the ward, and the little baby was hugged by Lin Xiao on her knees early, Kong Chengyi got up early in the morning, not only helping Hua Pity to change into loose home clothes, but also carefully packing her belongings.
"Let's go home, go home happily!" "I looked forward to it for a week, and finally looked forward to the moment when Hua Pity went home and her great-grandson went home, Fang Xiufang was so happy that she couldn't close her mouth early in the morning.