"Knock ......"

The deep and low sound of the bell shook Yeyue's consciousness, and her eyes let go of the pictures that had faded so early that they were almost colorless, and moved to the source of the bells.

The Soul Gathering Tower covers the man, but the man and the Soul Gathering Tower are like two different images overlapping, and the picture is a little inconsistent.

She could clearly see every part of the Soul Gathering Tower, and she could clearly see that the man seemed to be speaking to herself, his lips twitching eagerly. The difference between seeing the Soul Gathering Tower was that she could see the two lips that were moving, and she could see every wrinkle and pattern of the clothes on the man's body, but she couldn't really see the man's facial features.

At this moment, Yeyue's feeling is a little strange, when she hit the foundation building period, she also saw that man, but the man did not come so clearly this time, it was a vague shadow, at that time she seemed to passively receive information, and accepted the appearance of a man like a dream, not as clear as this time.

She looked curiously at the two squirming lips, trying to guess what the other was saying from the shape of her mouth.

"Creation of Heaven...... Will...... Be...... I...... Zhi?" Sure enough, it is related to the creation of heaven, but if you understand three more words, you still can't understand what the man wants to say.

His eyes fell on the Soul Gathering Tower. Compared to the uncertainty of the previous time, this time the night moon can definitely be the soul gathering tower deliberately covering the man, but it is just ...... Why?

"Knock ......" rang like a bell in response to her doubts.

As the bell rang, Yeyue noticed that there was a flow of light and shadow at the edge of her vision, and her gaze naturally moved along with the flowing light and shadow.

She saw her childhood self, sitting on an abandoned cement pipe crying, and a man with a bulging belly squatting in front of her as a child.

The man was when her father was young, and he had just returned from outside, and he was asking why he didn't come into the house, but sat there crying.

It was the first time she had been kicked out of the house by her mother and not allowed to return home.

The "Knock ......" bell rang again.

The interval was short, and the bells rang one after another, so that Yeyue was a little surprised and instinctively wanted to move her eyes to the Soul Gathering Tower, but her gaze moved slightly, and the picture in front of her turned into a circle of light and shadow circling, spreading out and reuniting again, and she appeared when she was eleven years old, for a doll, she was kicked out by her mother for the second time, and she had to hide under a low table in the corner of an empty house downstairs for some reason.

"Knock ......"

The picture changes rapidly, and when she comes to adulthood, not long after she got married, it was a depressed and uncomfortable day, and she came back from her mother's house with a small pregnant belly, and just stepped into the rented house of the young couple.

Her husband stood at the door with an ugly face and glared at her, "How old are you and running away from home without saying a word?"

Running away from home? Since pregnancy, due to severe allergy to fetal urine protein, I can't take a step out of the door during the day, and I only temporarily decide to go back to my parents' house when it's cold?

"Knock ......"

The picture changes again with the sound of the bell, and I come to the rented house after moving.

Taking advantage of the child's nap, she deliberately said to her husband three times before going out that she wanted to buy a book, but she never responded, but she still went out, thinking about going out quickly so that the child could go home before she woke up, but the traffic jam on the road still made her arrive home half an hour late, and the result was that even if she had a key, she couldn't open the locking door...... She stood at the door in a panic, not knowing if the lock was broken, or was it locked, and she could only knock anxiously on the door.

Finally, the door opened, and I was about to ask, when my husband handed me the phone.

I was full of doubts and answered the phone, but there was an angry question from my mother-in-law on the other end of the phone.

"You are already a mother, how can you run away from home? Abandon your husband and children, and give birth to children, you should know how to take responsibility. ”

At that time, she could only look at her husband in a daze, but she didn't know how to justify, and what made her even more embarrassed was that her mother's phone call followed closely behind, and she was scolded for splitting her head.

The picture changed again and again, and all the similar scars of his life were performed, and he couldn't help laughing at himself when he saw Yeyue.

The picture continues until the day when he is truly determined to divorce.

"Why not?" she asked in the car, but the man gave her no answer, except for her youngest son looking at her in horror.

"Both of your parents are old, I moved back to live with my daughter, and accompany your parents, and do my filial piety for you, but you are looking for a woman outside? I endured it, and promised to forgive you, and in the end, even the fault of your affair, your parents turned into a relationship with me...... You tell me, am I going to force you with a gun or a knife? Okay, I'm stupid, and I admit it, and now I just want the child to go back with us, can't that be done?"

After eleven years of marriage, she finally no longer believes in her husband's beautiful lies, and she is no longer willing to deceive herself to believe in the only remaining 'hope'......

At that moment, I was crazy in my heart, I just wanted to die with the man, pinched the back of his neck, made him unable to control the car, and the family of five crashed into the sea together...... The only reason was to force her to jump out of the car when she stopped for a short time, so she cried all the way back to her in-law's house.

That night, I kept saying that my family was married into the door, and they were good in-laws to their daughter-in-law, and when they learned that she was intending to divorce, they pulled the children away from her one by one like a thief, and told her children that they could not open the door at night...... She finally knew that the so-called family, the so-called good for you, was just a ridiculous joke.

Faint, dazed and helpless, finally let self-deprecation turn into stormy anger.

However, as if in response to her anger and hatred, the Soul Gathering Tower rang out with a loud sound, shocking her consciousness.

The picture returns to the familiar room where she has lived since she was a child, and she who coaxed her youngest son to sleep lies on the bed and sobs quietly.

From the moment she left the man's residence and moved back to her mother's house, she lost her hunger and sleep, even if she was tired from work during the day, her body would not be thirsty or hungry, the food she ate in her mouth tasted no more, and no matter how much she tossed and turned at night, she could not sleep, she could only stare at the ceiling with her eyes open and weep.

Ask yourself one by one, shouldn't she live in the world, does no one like her, does everyone hate her, and does it ...... She doesn't deserve anyone's love?

In the dead of night, sobbing quietly, night after night, until ...... That night, my mother, who was sleeping next door, suddenly made a noise.

"Don't cry...... Don't cry, leave and leave, don't think about him anymore, you won't cry, you still have to work tomorrow, you can't sleep, you still have to make money to feed the children and study, so you can't fall, understand?" said in a heavy and rare gentle tone with sleepiness and a hint of caution.

After that night, she began to force herself to eat and swallow tranquilizers to force herself to sleep......

"Knock ......"

She was still crying, weeping.

As long as she was alone, she cried, because she and her husband's child were born prematurely, and she blamed herself, why was her health so bad that she couldn't even keep a child?

She had never had such a strong desire to be able to hold her child...... Tears kept falling as if they weren't finished.

longed for her son to come to his dream, whether it was a name, clothes, or anything, but no matter how she prayed, there was nothing, and she could only keep crying to prove the existence of that child.

Maybe her son couldn't bear it, and one day after crying for more than half a month, her eyes suddenly seemed to be taken away from their proper function, and the whole world turned black, pure black without any light and shadow.

Horror is the only word that can be described.

Black, like a reproach for her crying day after day, and like someone trying to persuade her to stop crying, if she cries again, not only will she not see anything, but even her daughters will never see her again.

In just a few minutes, she understood the world of the blind.

The tears finally stopped, and only let them roll in their eyes, and they were not allowed to fall again.

A few days later, in the dream......

Yeyue saw the picture in the dream, and finally cried uncontrollably, although there were no tears in her consciousness, but she knew that she was crying, and she cried with relief.

"I'm looking for you again. ”

She was extremely beautiful, with lovely round eyes, like a little girl's child, dancing happily with her hands, riding a creature that looked like a dragon but not like a dragon, and flew towards her in her dream.

A year later.

She still stood in the intensive care unit with self-blame, watching the doctor say that she should not give birth, and it was very likely that her life would be in danger, and her family kept persuading her to take it away, but she gave birth to it, looking black and ugly, and her whole body was wrinkled like a monkey's child.

Looking at the little body with five or six needles pierced, the needles and lines interlaced on his body, the gastric tube in his mouth, crying hard but not making a sound, and the breathing maintenance equipment on her head, she had indescribable emotions in her heart, blamed herself for why her body was so bad, and felt relieved to finally see the child, and also had ...... The person who can't bear it, feels distressed, and can't wait to suffer is himself, not that little body.

"Knock ......"

The picture suddenly spreads out into several.

In one of the scenes, she is holding her youngest son, standing in the middle of the road, at a loss, not knowing why she is living, and deliberately waiting for death when waiting for the big truck.

The little son's little hand tugged at hers, and smiled sweetly at himself as she looked down, a smile of complete trust.

There is another one.

When she was low and crying, her son opened his short arms, hugged her shoulders, and said in a cute childlike voice: "No one likes you, and I like you, I like Mommy the most!"

There's also a one-ー

Half-adult, sixteen or seventeen-year-old son, was holding her hand, dragging forward, smiling happily, "Cat, cat!"

She laughed and ran inexplicably, being led like a fool.

Until he stopped and turned around, he was embarrassed, and said with a very bad smile: "I want to Mommy, Mimi! It's Mommy, not a cat!"

On that day, the sky had never seen snow, and the snow was falling, and she chased her youngest son, who was beaten in the snow, and chased her out of the place where she worked......

There is more of a ーー

The eighteen-year-old son announced in front of his two sisters with a smug and arrogant face.

"I just want to talk to her, that's my patent, who calls her so cheap, every time she plays cheap. ”

"What's cheap, not as cheap as you, just the most cheap! It's also cheap to the advanced version, so my cheapness is all taught by you well!"

"I taught it, obviously you were born, I will be cheap because of heredity! He insisted.

A sentence of genetics made her speechless.