Chapter 199: Life Provisions

Zhuo Qun resigned again, and the house was given to Wei Li, and he left the house by himself.

This time, he didn't have much time, no opportunity, and no heart, so he slowly prepared rich and reliable assets for his parents to provide for.

So in addition to the small amount of money earned by short-term speculation in the stock market to his parents, he could only buy expensive life insurance from the insurance company and write the beneficiary in the name of his parents.

His personal life was completely aimless, and he had nothing to do.

Every day he has only one thing to do.

It is to wander from morning to night, with an indifferent attitude that has nothing to do with oneself, like an audience, to feel the scene of all aspects of society.

Although Belo has left him forever, the fear and pain that Bellu once expressed turned around and haunted him deeply.

Even if he tried his best to comfort Beilu, trying to dispel Beilu's fear of facing the last days.

But now even he himself is inevitably going back to the old ways, becoming both world-loving and world-weary.

He was just like what Bei Lu felt when he was dying in the previous life, unwillingness, regret, and gains.

Yes, Belo is right.

Everything they have worked so hard to fight for and won is ultimately just a failure.

Their lives were stolen by meaningless things, and even the happy moments they had spent together were short-lived and frustrating.

When they finally realize this, they realize that they are just ordinary ordinary people.

Their existence has little practical meaning to this world, and even if they disappear, it will not be much.

They once thought that they were above all beings, that they could play in the cycle of fate for eternity, and that they had endless opportunities to choose.

They squander their time, which is priceless to everyone, and they waste their lives between blame and blame, filling their lives with grief and resentment.

They searched in vain for the answer that may not exist, ignoring the fate of their encounter, and not cherishing each other's love enough.

And now, even he no longer has the opportunity to confide in Beilu about his pain and understanding.

Because the Belo he loves is dead.

And soon, even he himself will die in ignorance of the meaning of life.

Zhuo Qun strolled through the streets, watching, listening, and pondering......

The post-00s generation has become a new force that is about to step into society.

Their unruly eyes and their angry dissatisfaction and contempt for the world are like everyone in this world who has ever been young......

Men and women in uniforms rush to their workplaces, as if everyone knows their goals and has important things to do......

Groups of children are smiling brightly, and they are still feeling the new parts of life in their tidal energy.

But their innocence, ignorance, and expectations of life made him jealous.

They have infinite possibilities, and compared to his life, it is like a billionaire with billions of assets and a bankrupt at the end of his life.

The only thing that could make him empathize was the look in the old man's eyes.

He found himself like them, his dying spiritual world full of distant memories and lost hopes.

There is no doubt that such a day is extremely difficult.

Within a few months, Zhuo Qun felt like he was going crazy.

Until one day, he saw a huge poster of Beilu's endorsement shot three years ago in Cartier's window.

He felt his living heartbeat again.

So he couldn't leave it anymore, in the midst of the endless flow of pedestrians.

He just stood quietly and watched quietly.

It is like a man who is dying of hunger and thirst thirsting for the sustenance of life......

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The Swiss National Museum is located opposite Zurich train station.

This is a well-known comprehensive museum in Switzerland and the largest museum in the country.

The museum was built in 1989 and has more than 100 exhibition rooms, mainly displaying primitive culture, Paleolithic and Mesolithic culture, Neolithic culture, Roman culture, medieval arts and crafts, modern arts and crafts, weapons and military uniforms, currency and seals, humanities and calligraphy and painting and other aspects of the collection, which can be called the silhouette of European history for thousands of years.

Compared to other museums in Europe, the Swiss National Museum presents the three main characteristics of Switzerland – clocks, banks and cheese – quite comprehensively.

Zhuo Qun was sitting on the steps at the entrance of the National Museum, staring firmly at the exit of the Zurich train station, waiting to see the train passengers who came from Geneva at half past ten in the morning and arrived on time.

He eagerly and anxiously discerned the people he was looking for from the passengers who got off the bus.

Okay, Belo is here. She's finally here!

She was one of the last people to come out of the train station.

To be honest, if she hadn't been an Oriental and stood out too much, Zhuo Qun would have almost missed her.

Belo is dressed very beautifully, but it has nothing to do with luxury.

There is no trace of the brand mania that those shopaholic women inevitably have in her.

She wore the most comfortable low-heeled shoes, and her light-colored linen dress exuded a friendly and lovely charm.

Such a practical outfit is as if she had never been a big star, let alone a noble wife with a super-rich husband.

Zhuo Qun started to catch up with Bei Lu when they were fifty meters apart.

Completely ignorant, Belle walked up the ramp and into the museum's vast and grand central lobby.

Zhuo Qun was not too worried about following Beilu, because the reconnaissance and counter-reconnaissance abilities he had mastered in his life on the run were almost the same as those of real agents.

If it weren't for the sake of saving time, he wouldn't have hired a private detective to find out about Belo when he came to Switzerland.

However, it has to be said that the services provided by private investigators are still worth the money.

At least judging by today's results, all the details they gave him were correct.

They told him that every Friday, Belo would come to Zurich to visit, sometimes to museums, sometimes to shops.

Of course, I will also go to the bank, go to the medical consultation agency, and do some serious business with the embassy.

But she always took the train to Zurich Bank at half past ten and stayed here for the whole afternoon.

Zhuo Qun bought the tickets with change, and when he walked into the turnstile and stared at the front door into the side hall, he found that his palms were soaked with sweat.

To be honest, I don't think he was so nervous about tracking down the CIA killers who came to him.

Even he himself is not very sober about his current mixed feelings.

Yes, he spent so much time to meet Beilu, in fact, he knew very well that this was not the woman he knew and loved.

And never will be.

The Beilu that belonged to him, the time deviation reached the limit.

The time that can be respawned has been overwritten, and there is no possibility of returning.

He couldn't have expected this Beilu to suddenly wake up and show the intimacy of seeing him on his face again.

Just like in the previous life, when that Bei Lu woke up from the KTV private room, he suddenly knew who he was and who he was.

and the excitement and joy that appeared on their pretty faces when they remembered what they had experienced together over the years.

No, this Belo will never know all this.

It's just that he still longs to see this Beilu, otherwise he won't be able to live.

Yes, from the moment he saw Beilu's poster, he clearly realized this.

In any case, Beilu has been ingrained in his heart, and if he can't vent this thought, he will be sad.

This Beilu is like the seventeen-year-old Beilu he once met, even if it is not the person he loves, it can still make him feel emotional.

That's enough.

He couldn't deny that doing such a thing made him feel a certain amount of guilt, and he was ashamed of his desires.

But what could he do?

He was just a man dying in the water, craving a breath of fresh air.

And this is his only chance of life, and he can't resist such a temptation.

Let him have no choice.