Chapter 155: The Deepest Pain
was asked by Ji Zeyang, Tang Siyun obviously looked flustered.
There are stories about Lu Ya having children, losing children, and even having children because she had a relationship with a strange man...... Tang Siyun didn't want Ji Zeyang to know about this series of things.
After all, for Lu Ya, this is quite an unbearable thing.
"This ...... This...... That is, a small car accident, very small, nothing serious. ”
Tang Siyun was spitting and spitting and wanted to cover it up as much as he could.
However, the more Tang Siyun was so panicked, Ji Zeyang's eyebrows tightened, as if he obviously didn't believe Tang Siyun's words.
"I'll go in and see if Luya has woken up. Tang Siyun avoided Ji Zeyang, in fact, she also noticed the doubts projected by Ji Zeyang, and she clearly didn't believe it.
You know, it was because of that car accident that Lu Ya didn't have to be so painful over the years.
If Lu Ya really remembered the scene of her baby being lost one day, Tang Siyun could imagine how miserable Lu Ya would be.
It's just that Tang Siyun didn't think about it at all, this time, all of Lu Ya's memories have been revived......
As soon as Tang Siyun entered Lu Ya's ward, there was a faint sound in Lu Ya's ears, and such a touch immediately made Lu Ya wake up.
She sat up from the hospital bed suddenly, surrounded by a strange and familiar environment, which made Lu Ya's face look unusually ugly......
She had such an environment before, and when she woke up in a hospital bed, her baby was gone, and since then...... Over the years, it has not been found.
"Yaya, are you feeling better? Why did you have a car accident? Did you have a conflict with Ji Zeyang?"
Otherwise, Tang Siyun really didn't know how to explain the reason for Lu Ya's injury.
However, now Lu Ya's expression was so solemn, especially when her eyes slowly turned to Tang Siyun, her face was even more miserable pale, "Siyun ......"
At this time, the title that escaped from Lu Ya's mouth was completely trembling, but Lu Ya also looked at Tang Siyun with an unbelievable look.
Tang Siyun was suddenly surprised when she faced Lu Ya's expression, "What's wrong?" Yaya, are you not feeling well? ”
Even, it was so bad that Tang Siyun was 100,000 scared in his heart.
However, Lu Ya's throat was stiff at this moment, and a strong sense of discomfort and suffocation frantically entangled her, "Where is my baby?" Siyun ...... My baby can't be found anymore, can he?"
"......" Tang Siyun heard Lu Ya suddenly say such things, and for a moment, his heart was shocked to his throat, and he looked at Lu Ya in disbelief.
It turned out that the sadness and pain condensed on Lu Ya's body at this moment, and even the grief that seemed to be so irresolvable, turned out to be because of this incident......
So......
Tang Siyun's eyes stopped on Lu Ya's face in astonishment, did she recover her memory?
The tears in Lu Ya's eyes flowed frantically at this time, "Why, why haven't you told me all these years, I still have two babies that I haven't found...... I shouldn't have given up, how could I give up looking for them?"
After Lu Ya found the missing memories at this moment, after making sure that all her memories were recovered, she was in great pain, "Even if I don't remember, Siyun, you should tell me ......"
"How did I end up like this? How could I not remember the baby...... Why...... Am I so bad?"
Lu Ya's eyes were full of chagrin, regret, and self-blame, "After a few years, there are no clues at all, how can I find them......"
What she wants to find, no matter how much it costs, Luya wants to find her babies.
It was her flesh and bones, it was the blood and bones in her body, Lu Ya's heart was completely anxious and painful, and even by this time she was already sure that she would never be able to find her children again.
Tang Siyun was already completely sure that Lu Ya had regained her memory, and her heart was churning and uncomfortable, why should Lu Ya remember such a painful thing? If she really can't find her child again, such a memory should be buried forever.
"Yaya......" Tang Siyun's voice trembled.
However, Lu Ya couldn't listen to anything now, "Siyun, you are my best friend, you should know my mind best, how can I be willing to let my child lose it, but do nothing?"
"You have to understand, even if I give everything, even if it costs my life, I will not hesitate to do anything, as long as I can find the babies, as long as they are good, it will be fine. ”
However, now for Lu Ya, the children have not been found, and they are especially not sure whether it is good or bad now, which is the deepest pain for Lu Ya, more uncomfortable than death.
"I'm sorry, Yaya, I'm sorry...... But I can't see your pain...... Actually, I looked for it afterwards, but I couldn't find ......."
"Yaya, since the child has no fate with you from the beginning, it's good to forget this matter, this matter will only make you miserable, since it is a fateless thing, forget it. ”
Tang Siyun said this, although it sounds like it is cruel, but from Tang Siyun's point of view, this matter, once Lu Ya drills the horns of the bull, once Lu Ya can't forget it, her life will be ruined.
Lu Ya burst into tears, her mind was occupied by pain and anger, "How can you be so selfish, you make me forget about the children, as if you want you to give up Xiaoyi is a reason, can you give up Tang Xiaoyi?"
"Tang Siyun, you can't, since you can't do it, why did you let me do it, do you know how painful I am at the moment, and how guilty I feel in my heart. ”
Even, for Lu Ya, it is full of guilt in her heart, "I gave up on my children, I may never find them again in my life, I lost them one by one......"
Thinking of this, Lu Ya's tears flooded out more, and her emotions were already on the verge of exploding.
However, Lu Ya couldn't hold back all her emotions after all, and she was hysterical and angry in her heart, "You give me out, I will never see you again." ”
At this moment, Lu Ya knew very well that Tang Siyun and Zuo Ling both knew about her, but the two of them never considered telling her the truth.
What kind of friends are these two people?
Lu Ya was really angry, the discomfort and indifference on her face were intertwined, and it was complete hatred and pain.
However, Tang Siyun had Tang Siyun's thoughts, "Lu Ya, the reason why I don't tell you is that I don't want you to follow in my footsteps, what's good about me, don't you know the difficulties and hardships I have had as a single mother over the years?"