"Lu Ya, others don't know my hardships, but don't you know my hardships?"

Tang Siyun just doesn't want Lu Ya to repeat her mistakes, so she hopes that Lu Ya will never remember these painful memories for the rest of her life, and she doesn't want Lu Ya's future life to be miserable and painful.

Lu Ya couldn't bear such a result, and she couldn't understand Tang Siyun's thoughts, "Yes, maybe it's very hard, but aren't you and Xiao Yi happy?" Besides, even if it's hard, even if it's extremely hard, it's my child, it's my flesh and blood, what am I, I completely abandoned my child, I'm not even as good as a pig or a dog." ”

At this moment, Lu Ya was suffering in every way, and she was so strongly uncomfortable that she couldn't breathe.

She is a mother who doesn't even look for her own child when she loses it, she is a hard-hearted and wolf-hearted person.

"Even if you don't remember, why don't you remind me? My children must be so eager for me, a mother, to find them and get them back?"

"However, after so many years, I can't find ......"

When Lu Ya said this, she was suffocated with grief, and she was already in tears of despair.

Lu Ya...... Maybe the child's father took them away, or maybe the child is doing well now. Tang Siyun was also helpless, and at this time he could only try his best to appease Lu Ya.

After all, Lu Ya looks quite out of control and quite difficult.

However, Lu Ya didn't want to hear any words, "I told you to go out." ”

Lu Ya's heart was completely occupied by anger and chagrin, hating Tang Siyun and Zuo Ling's "not reporting it", hating herself for forgetting her children at the most critical moment.

How could she be so "confused" and forget the most important person in her life?

Now for Lu Ya, no matter who the strange man is, since it has happened, he doesn't want to investigate it, and he doesn't want to find out who this man is, but the matter of the child is different.

They have the same blood as her, and she may only have these two children in her life, but she may never find them.

Thinking of this, Lu Ya's pain and chagrin increased wildly.

Even if Tang Siyun doesn't want to leave, even she has her position and ideas.

At least, she didn't want to frame Lu Ya, but Lu Ya definitely didn't appreciate it at this moment.

"Let's go!" Lu Ya saw that Tang Siyun didn't move, her decibel was raised, and Lu Ya couldn't control her emotions well.

At this moment, Lu Ya especially frantically pulled the needle on the back of her hand, "What is the meaning of living for a person like me, how can I live......"

As long as Lu Ya thinks that the child may be suffering from inhuman treatment, and it may even be an accident...... It's gone.

Thinking of this, the discomfort that raged in Lu Ya's heart was madness.

Yaya...... Don't do this, please don't do this......"

Tang Siyun also knew that he had made a wrong decision for Lu Ya, but at that time, it seemed that such a decision and such a fragmentary amnesia were the best arrangements.

"Everything is arranged in the dark, Yaya, don't you do this...... Please calm down. ”

Tang Siyun looked at Lu Ya at this moment, as if she was completely masochistic, and even seemed to pull out the needle, and the dripping blood slipped down, as if it could not cause Lu Ya's pain at all.

At this time, for Lu Ya, no amount of pain was enough to cause her to flinch and be afraid.

After all, at this moment, she was already in pain and almost suffocated, and she lost consciousness.

"Why do you want to stay here, why do you want to be pretending! You and Zuo Ling have concealed it many times, and even last time, I began to have a memory recovery, but you are hiding it in every way, what kind of friend is this, I really made a friend. ”

Lu Ya complained and was angry, but more of a anger at herself, more of a despair and hatred for herself.

Why don't you forget it early, don't forget it later, but when you lose your child, you forget the existence of the child, how unqualified and incompetent a mother like her is.

Tang Siyun's eyes were also stained with tears and refused to leave.

However, when Lu Ya saw that Tang Siyun had no intention of leaving at all, she seemed to be really unwilling to be alone with Tang Siyun in a space.

So much so that even though Lu Ya's hand that pulled out the needle was bloody and looked shocking, even though her body looked very weak, she still held on to the edge of the bed and was firmly ready to leave.

"I'm going to find them. ”

"No matter how hard it is, I have to find them. ”

"Wait for me, children, you must wait for Mommy, please. ”

Lu Ya's eyes were rolling with tears, and she was firm and ready to leave the ward with an unquenchable anger.

Tang Siyun was not reconciled, "Yaya, you can't go out, you are weak now, you must stay in the hospital for observation." ”

Lu Ya was reluctant to say a word to her, even if it was a word, she was stingy and refused to give her alms, and her demeanor was full of anger towards Tang Siyun.

Tang Siyun was slammed away by Lu Ya's arm, this is Lu Ya that Tang Siyun has never seen, Lu Ya has never been such a violent person.

"Yaya, forgive me, don't be like this, we are still the best and best friends between us. ”

Tang Siyun didn't want Lu Ya to be angry, and ended the friendship between them.

However, Lu Ya was even more fierce, "Get out of the way." ”

"No, Yaya, I won't let you say anything, you lie on the hospital bed and rest. Tang Siyun obstructed her, but refused to let Lu Ya leave.

Tang Siyun was even more considerate of Lu Ya, "Even if you are angry, at least you have to wait until your body is better to be angry again......"

However, Tang Siyun hadn't spoken yet this time, Lu Ya had already done it to her out of control, and blood was still dripping from the back of her hand because of the needle being removed, but she was already desperately pushing Tang Siyun.

"I won't forgive you...... Stop pretending to be annoying...... You culprits, I hate you, I hate you to death. ”

Lu Ya's mood was very arrogant, pushing Tang Siyun, and the force was fierce and energetic.

And when Ji Zeyang came in from outside the door, he saw that Lu Ya was hurting Tang Siyun out of control.

Lu Ya's face looked very hideous, but it was also extremely painful, as if a monstrous pain was piling up in Lu Ya's heart, making it difficult for Lu Ya to breathe, and even losing the fighting spirit to live.

Ji Zeyang actually hadn't reacted yet, Lu Ya's strength was intensifying wildly, and he looked like he was going to fight Tang Siyun to the end......