179. Now let's talk about the deal between us
An hour later, the car stopped at the address I said.
Narrow asphalt roads are meandering through the paddy fields, green wheat is growing vigorously, and the surrounding lush trees are swaying from side to side in the wind.
The road ahead was not easy to walk, and the car could not get in, so I had to get out of the car and walk over, passing a small bridge, and I arrived at the house.
I knocked on the door and waited for a while but no one came to open the door for me.
Qiao Ling's sister came after me, without a key, so I turned her head and asked, "Can you pick the lock?"
She looked at me, "Wait for me." ”
She turned and got into the car to carry a medical kit, and she took out a long, thin thing from the medicine box, and pounded it on the lock for a while, and the door opened.
With people I don't know well, I don't really talk much, I don't know if I have been with Su Mo for too long, my temperament has changed a little, and I feel awkward about such silence at this time.
I laughed and broke the silence: "I can't believe that you will still do this." ”
She looked at me, didn't speak, and opened the door and walked in.
There are some fruit trees and flowers in the small yard of the house, which are very clean, and the things in the living room are also neatly placed and tidy.
It's not expensive furniture, just very ordinary cabinets, sofas and coffee tables, but it exudes a simple feeling, which makes me feel down-to-earth and peaceful.
There is no hustle and bustle of the city, and there is no glitz and glitz of the city, and the tranquility makes people's blood all over the body soothe.
We had not been seated for a moment when a voice sounded alarmist, "Who are you and how did you get in?" ”
Qiao Ling's sister and I stood up and looked at the people, my grandmother has always asked someone to take care of this house, and when I used to come often, it was Grandma Li who took care of it, looking at the old lady in front of me, although her face was blurred by the years, but it was still familiar, I asked, "You are Grandma Li." ”
Grandma Li was stunned for a moment, and then asked, "Are you ...... Chu Chu?"
"Hmm. I nodded.
Lifting the guard in her heart, she put down the broom in her hand and smiled kindly: "Oh, you've grown so big." ”
As soon as I smiled and nodded, I heard her ask, "Where's your grandmother, are you okay now?"
At the mention of my grandmother, I was depressed: "My grandmother has passed away. ”
"Passed away?" Grandma Li was stunned for a moment, sighed and asked, "When did it happen?"
I whispered, "It's been a few years." ”
Grandma Li was stunned, "Hey, I really didn't expect that she left earlier than me, and I didn't leave as a sick person, but she ......."
As she spoke, she wiped away her tears, and then walked to the bedroom: "You are free, I will not greet you." ”
Watching her sadly walk into the bedroom, I was also saddened.
Qiao Ling's sister said coldly at this time: "Now let's talk about the transaction between us." ”
"Let's go upstairs. ”
Upstairs there is a rooftop that is also full of flowers and plants, and it is very well cared for, and it is a good place to talk.
When we went upstairs, we saw that the flowers and plants on the rooftop were the same as the flowers and plants in the yard, growing vigorously and beautifully, and the large and small flower pots made a deep path, which had a kind of quiet beauty.
Qiao Ling's sister has always been a straightforward person, and she went straight to the point: "I have seen the formula that Ji Liunian got back, and the antidote may be able to make ...... of it."
As she said this, my gaze suddenly withdrew from the vigorous flowers and plants, and fell on her, making eye contact with her.
With what I know about her, she will definitely not easily develop an antidote for me, and with the experience of the last time, I smiled and said, "You want me to leave Su Mo." ”
She smiled slightly, as if she was very confident in my answer, and said, "Yes, how about it? Isn't it cost-effective? You know, the antidote can exchange you for two lives, no, three lives." ”
My eyes fell on the rattan chair made of bamboo and rattan over there, and I walked over and sat down a little tiredly, looking at the blooming camellia in front of me as if I was thinking.
My fingertips were casually fiddling with the flower heart, and I didn't answer her, so she misunderstood that I was thinking about it, and I couldn't get my idea.
After a long time, she said impatiently: "It is indeed difficult to choose between fate and Su Mo, but it is not so difficult, the pros and cons can be made with a little weighing, as for thinking about it for so long?"
I lowered my hand and chuckled, "Do you think I will definitely choose my life and leave Su Mo?"
She raised an eyebrow, a look of wonder she wouldn't have.
I smiled: "Life is indeed very important, and I am indeed very excited, but I will not make such a deal with you, and I will not leave Su Mo because of the antidote." ”
I can leave him because I can't bear to make him sad, or I can leave him because I can't bear to have children, but I definitely don't want to leave him cowardly because of the antidote.
I looked at her seriously and seriously: "Although I am afraid of death, I also have my bottom line." ”
She raised her eyebrows in some surprise: "You mean, you're going to reject me?"
I was silent.
As if unwilling to let me make such a decision, she asked again: "Aren't you afraid of death?"
"I'm afraid. I spat out a word faintly.
"Then you still ......"
I raised my eyes to look at her and said firmly, "I said, I have my bottom line." ”
She said fiercely: "I heard that you also have a son named Chu Chu, you can not think about yourself, don't you think about your son?"
Beginning ......
I really want to think about him, I owe him too much, and I want to make up for it, but with such a good Su Mo, how can I bear to betray it? How can I bear to hurt it with selfishness?
I said calmly: "On the Huangquan Road, with me by his side, I don't think he will feel lonely." ”
When the sound fell, I smiled with relief.
And, I think, Chu Chu should have lived longer than me, and he still has a chance to get the antidote, even if there is little hope.
She didn't give up, and finally asked, "Are you really not thinking about it anymore?"
I smiled indifferently and shook my head: "No. ”
Su Mo was reluctant to break my heart, and similarly, I was reluctant to break his heart.
"Crazy, you're all crazy. She gave me a deep look with that incomprehensible look, and then walked away without looking back.
The quiet countryside is a bit boring, but I live here very calmly, and my mood is more peaceful than ever.
Every morning, I would follow Grandma Li to the town in front of me to buy groceries, and I would take a walk.
In order to improve my health, I forced myself to eat half a bowl of rice every time, so my meal was a little larger.
When I cook, I will help Grandma Li pick vegetables for her.
I had terrible morning sickness, so she saw that I was pregnant and didn't want me to do these things for her, but I said it wasn't physical work, and asked her to give me something to pass the time, and she didn't care about me.
I was really bored, so I painted, and the painting tools were also bought for me by Grandma Li.
After taking a nap in the afternoon, if the sun is good, I will draw a picture on the balcony, the painting is all Su Mo, I think sadly, he should be crazy at this time.
Thinking of Su Mo, I was distracted again, and the back of my hand was hot, like water droplets falling on it, perhaps I was used to this reaction, so two words flashed calmly in my mind, nosebleed.
I habitually raised my head and covered my nose with a tissue that I would always have ready to go.
"Oops, why are you getting nosebleeds again...... Grandma Li exclaimed, and hurriedly turned around and twisted a towel over and put it on my forehead.
The nosebleed stopped, I got up to wash my hands, and Grandma Li asked worriedly: "Chu Chu, you see a nosebleed in the sky, is there a disease in your body, if you are sick, you have to go to check and treat." ”
I laughed a little and said flatly, "It's okay, it's just a little problem." ”
"I don't think you're a little sick, it's a bit like what they call leukemia. Grandma Li became solemn.
"You're really thinking too much. I said perfunctorily, "Don't worry, I'm fine." ”
This morning, I went to the market town in front of me with Grandma Li to buy vegetables, and when I walked across the small bridge, I saw a car parked on the road in front of me, and there was a person standing next to the car.
The pace slowly approached, and some anticipation fell after seeing the figure clearly......
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