"Sue, long time no see. "I walked over.

He smiled in the spring breeze: "Long time no see." ”

"When did you come back. I asked.

"It's been days. ”

With his words, my mood went down, a little difficult, since Su can find me, it is impossible for him not to know that I am here, but more than half a month has passed, and he has not come......

Even in the Chinese New Year's Eve, only me and Grandma Li were in their own rooms......

""I'm the only one who spends the festival.

He's angry, I know, and he doesn't seem to be angry.

I remembered the last time Sister Qiao Ling wanted to make a deal with me, and he said at the time, you better not think about it, or I will never forgive you.

My heart tugged, and it ached.

Seeing that my face was not very good, Su was concerned and said, "What's wrong with you?"

I shook my head, "I'm fine." ”

I let off a weak smile and put aside all those distractions: "Grandma Li and I are going to the market town to buy vegetables, do you want to go together?"

"Okay. With that, Sue locked the door and followed us to the market town.

On the way, I introduced Su and Grandma Li to each other.

Grandma Li looked at Su and pulled me aside: "Girl, this is the child's father?"

"It's not. ”

"Isn't it?" Grandma Li frowned, and began to make a fuss again: "You tell grandma, is this child's father a negative man, does he not want your mother and son anymore? Otherwise, why don't you see him come to see you? Don't even come for the New Year, don't even make a phone call, this is too much." ”

I smiled bitterly: "He's fine, I did something wrong and made him angry." ”

Grandma Li wrinkled her wrinkled forehead: "What wrong thing can be more important than you and the child?" Such a father, don't do it, I think this guy is good, he feels very good, gentle and gentle, and his temper must be very good." ”

I have to say that after not seeing each other for many years, Su is indeed a little different, he feels a lot more mature and stable, and there are less frivolous and impetuous things.

I laughed: "Grandma Li, it's impossible for me to talk to him, don't think about it." ”

After a pause, I didn't want Grandma Li to talk about Su Mo anymore, so I added: "The child's father doesn't know that I'm here, so of course he can't come to see me." ”

Su probably heard our conversation and laughed a little happily: "Grandma Li, I don't mind being his husband." ”

I glared at him, a little crying and laughing: "Don't be foolish, okay?" ”

He smiled and touched his nose and fell silent.

"I don't get involved with the world of you young people, I, an old woman, go shopping by yourself, and I'll go grocery shopping by myself. Grandma Li said.

"Good. I answered, and took Sue for a stroll by the river.

Su and I walked side by side by the river, the scenery here is good, there is a kind of antique charm, the weeping willows planted by the river have not yet sprouted at this time, the long willow branches are gently brushing on the river surface, sweeping the circle of ripples, rippling into waves.

That wave, a small microwave, was like my heart trembling at this time because I learned that Su Mo was angry, circle after circle, endlessly.

It's not that I don't want to go back, but what can I do if I go back? According to his wishes, kill this child? Or make a deal with Qiao Ling's sister in exchange for an antidote.

It seems that no matter what, it's not right, and I can't let him look at my collapsed body and frown all day, that is also a cruelty and torment for him.

Although I said that I would not leave, I seem to have overestimated myself.

I suddenly remembered a sentence, it is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes, I didn't understand it when I was filming a TV series, but now, I think, I already understand.

If it is not a last resort, who will forget each other?

Su broke the silence: "How are you doing all these years?"

I came back to my senses and nodded, "It's good, what about you?

He smiled: "I'm fine too." ”

After a pause, he added, "Actually, I went to see you when you were abroad. ”

I was stunned: "Then why don't you give me a chance to invite you to dinner?"

He smiled wistfully and his eyes fell on my wrist, looking at the scar left by him: "I'm afraid I'll lose control of myself and do things to you that you hate." ”

Taking a breath, he sincerely apologized to me, "I always owe you a word of sorry." ”

I didn't care and said, "It's all over, I don't care, don't take it to heart." ”

I digressed the subject: "Tell me about you abroad." ”

"In the past few years, I have not done anything else abroad, but I have been volunteering in an orphanage for many years. ”

"Volunteer?" I was surprised, I really didn't expect that Su, who was born as a young master, would do such a thing.

"yes, isn't that a surprise?" he raised an eyebrow.

I nodded, "It's a little." ”

He looked at the blue sky above his head, and his voice was light: "Chu Chu, do you know why you were so attracted to me in the first place?"

I looked at his side face for some reason: "Why?"

"Because your eyes are clean, your smile is clear, you are the simplest and simplest girl I have ever seen in this circle, and abroad, I saw the same thing as you in that group of children, so I stayed with them. ”

I listened quietly and asked myself, "Am I thorough?" Am I innocent? Not really, sometimes, I have a little calculations and thoughts.

I shook my head disapprovingly: "Sue, you think too well of me." ”

Compared to those kids, I'm far less than them.

It's just that I'm too well protected by my grandmother, and I'm a little stupid, but it doesn't mean that I'm simple and thorough.

He laughed a little and did not argue with me on the subject.

I didn't know which restaurant was cooking nearby, but a greasy smell came, which made me nauseous and nauseous, so I covered my mouth and walked two steps, came to a big tree and vomited twice, and vomited out my morning breakfast.

"What's wrong?" asked Sue over to me.

Thinking of something, he frowned: "It's that little thing in your stomach that is messing with you again." ”

I looked up at him in surprise, how did he know I was pregnant?

As if reading my thoughts, he said, "I know all about your recent events, and I have learned about them." ”

I see, I see.

"To be honest, I envy Su Mo, it's not easy for him to do this for you, if it were me, I'm just afraid that I wouldn't even have the ability to protect myself, so I would talk about protecting you. ”

I heard the jealousy and sourness in his words, and I didn't know how to comfort him, but he told the truth, if it was him, I was afraid that I wouldn't know if I was still in this world.

"Since I was a child, I have been under the protection of my mother for a long time, I have not experienced any wind and rain, even if it is such a simple thing as the college entrance examination, others have to light the lamp and read at night, and work hard for a long time to get a good score, and I, I don't even have to move the brain meridian, as long as I spend a little money, I don't even have to go to the examination room, there will be a paper with good grades sent to me. ”

I can hear the bitterness in his words, and also hear the loss and hardship in his words, although he respects his mother, in fact, he also blames her, everything about him has been arranged by her, and it is carried out in a planned way, he is like a robot she set, following her program, without ego. (2)miào(2)bi.*(2)ge(2),

The smile on the corner of his lips became childish, and he was a little happy from the heart: "This time she sent me abroad, originally wanted me to study abroad, but I did something to disobey her, this is the first time I have been so bold, although I have been a volunteer there for several years, but I feel that this is the happiest time in my life." ”

Seeing him smiling happily, I smiled too, took out a tissue from the bag, wiped the stain on the corner of my mouth, and asked, "Then what are your plans for the future?"

He squinted at me and smiled, "If I say I'm going to chase you down and be my wife, believe it or not." ”

I gave him a blank look: "If you are talking to me like this, don't think I will ignore you anymore." ”

He said to him: "Okay, okay, I won't say it, okay?"

In the end, he said seriously and seriously: "I just came back to see you, I want to see you again." ”

I frowned: "It's like parting with life and death, as if you are coming back to see me for the last time." ”