Chapter 85: Strong Mu Shihan
In a word, I shouted out the grievances I had suppressed in my heart for a long time, and also exhausted all my forbearance and sadness, and finally I could say out loud that I was Wu Lai without pretending, as if at this moment. I'm proud to be Wu Lai. Be proud.
However, the moment Mother Xu heard the word Wu Lai, her face immediately changed, and her body couldn't help but retreat, her eyes were full of panic, which is a panicked color that is difficult for a strong woman who is good at packaging herself, but at this time, she panicked. She opened her mouth and said, "What did you say? Are you Wu Lai?"
Obviously. She was so surprised, she couldn't believe that the thin toad she used to be had become the handsome noble son she was now, and the Wu Lai she once despised and hated had become the Peng Zirui who made her look at her differently today. Her eyes were full of incredulity.
When she was stunned, I took two steps forward with an expressionless face, approached her, and stood in front of her, my eyes still red, but there was more monstrous anger in my eyes, as if I wanted to eat people. I stared at her tightly, word by word, and said sonorously: "Yes, I am Wu Lai!"
My tone is very cold, and my attitude is still arrogant.
Although Xu's mother is experienced, she has a vicious vision. But she still didn't believe that I was Wu Lai, and wanted to say anything more, but I didn't wait for her to speak, and directly asked her: "Tell me, what did you do to let Xu Nan break up with me?"
Perhaps, it's because I care too much about this matter, perhaps, because this misunderstanding hurts me too much, anyway, at this moment, I don't regard Xu's mother as Xu Nan's mother, just as a gap between me and Xu Nan, so, at this moment, I am unusually angry, my voice is extremely cold, and my eyes are also very fierce.
In the face of my strength, Mother Xu's face can be described as changing rapidly, she struggled for a long time, and seemed to believe that I was Wu Lai.
And, when she really faced Wu Lai, Xu's mother couldn't be calm anymore, she was like a conscience, and there was a little guilt in her eyes, and in the end, she finally sighed and told me about the events of that day.
It turned out that the culprit who made Xu Nan break up with me was not her at all, but a woman.
On the day I broke up with Xu Nan, a woman found Xu's mother, saying that she was a young lady and had a leg with Wu Lai, and that Wu Lai often prostituted prostitutes, and they were all her old acquaintances. Therefore, she told Xu's mother that she definitely had a way to let Xu Nan and Wu Lai break up, but she needed Xu's mother to keep it secret for her.
In other words, that woman came prepared, and her intention was very clear, that is, to let me break up with Xu Nan, just now, in those days, Xu's mother wanted to get rid of me quickly, and didn't want me to stick to their house like a leper dog, so she and that woman hit it off directly.
Then, Xu's mother first told Xu Nan a lot of bad things about me, saying that I had a problem with my conduct and so on, but Xu Nan obviously wouldn't believe Xu's mother's words, she thought that her mother deliberately instigated, but when Xu's mother took Xu Nan to the hotel room according to the time and place given by Miss, when Xu Nan saw with her own eyes that Miss was just wrapped in a bath towel, and I was lying on the bed in the hotel, Xu Nan was dumbfounded, she had to believe everything she saw in front of her.
Don't talk about Xu Nan, even Mother Xu, I also believe it, I am the kind of superficial person, and I can easily open a room with Miss.
Therefore, after Xu's mother told me the ins and outs of the matter, she couldn't help but ask me if I had done anything to be sorry for Xu Nan.
Hearing Xu's mother's words, I almost cried and yelled at her: "For Xu Nan, I have been at your door for a few days and nights, even if I am drenched by the heavy rain, I have never left, do you think I will go to open a room with some bullshit lady?" ad_250_left ();
Because I was so excited, my throat was almost broken by me, and after shouting, the whole person couldn't help coughing a few times.
Mother Xu was also a little ashamed of herself by yelling at me, obviously, she used her brain a little to think about it, and knew that I couldn't do that kind of thing in that situation.
And I, crying and shouting these words, one is to vent my dissatisfaction with Xu's mother, dissatisfied that she joined forces with others to break up me and Xu Nan, and dissatisfied with her instigating Xu Nan to break up with me. Second, I blame myself for being too stupid, so stupid that I am hopeless, because, through Xu's mother's explanation, I already know very well that the young lady she said is the woman in red.
Actually, that day in the hotel, I already felt wrong, the woman in red, who had only one relationship with me, would help me so coincidentally, and took me to the hotel, and bought me new clothes, and more importantly, she happened to be wrapped in a bath towel, too much wrong, so that I always felt that there was a problem, but, at that time, I at most, I felt that the woman in red had any intentions, how could I have thought that she would harm me?
Yes, I suddenly remembered that on the day of the breakup, Xu Nan's state was obviously wrong, I remember, she still asked about my clothes first, it turned out that she was to confirm whether I was really good, to confirm that I was not worried about her, and then, she proposed to break up with me.
It turned out that she told me that I was not worthy, not because she looked down on me at all, not because she cared about my background, but because she thought that I had done something terrible with Miss, that I was dirty and unworthy to be with her.
It turned out that the misunderstanding between us was so deep! It turned out that everything was crooked by myself.
No wonder, Xu Nan will stick to love, no wonder, Xu Nan always believes that I will come back, no wonder, Xu Nan has been waiting for my explanation, she must want to retain the last trust in me, she forgave me in her heart, she is willing to listen to my explanation.
She, a girl, can choose to believe me in the face of family pressure and the scene she has seen with her own eyes, because she loves me so much.
But what about me? Why don't I believe Xu Nan? Why did I erase this hard-won love just by Xu Nan's words, why did I see the love between us so unreliable? Why did Xu Nan take the initiative to find me so many times at school, I was so numb, I didn't explain, I didn't give Xu Nan a chance to solve the misunderstanding, why, why did all this happen?
Thinking of this, my tears finally spurted out uncontrollably fiercely, my heart was about to explode, I couldn't listen to anything anymore, what Xu's mother said later, I didn't listen to a word, I just went crazy, rushed into Xu Nan's ward, ran to Xu Nan's bedside, knelt down, and cried at Xu Nan's heartbreak:" I'm sorry, Nan Nan, I was wrong, I apologize to you, I was too selfish, I shouldn't be so indifferent to you, I shouldn't not admit my identity, I shouldn't think you are crooked, I shouldn't see our love as impure, I was really wrong, please, wake up, I promise you whatever you want me to do, please, wake up quickly!"
I kept shouting, I kept crying, I thought, Xu Nan must be able to hear my voice, I want her to listen to my apology and repentance, I hope she can wake up, if she can wake up, I am willing to do anything for her, I can make up for everything for her, because I found that I really love her very much, and I can protect this girl for several lifetimes.
However, no matter how I shouted, no matter how I cried, Xu Nan was indifferent, she couldn't listen to my voice at all, she, like a sleeping beauty, fell asleep completely.
And I, have been staying at her bedside, holding tears, apologizing, no matter what Xu Nan's parents say next to me, I don't care, perhaps, my infatuation moved them, or perhaps, they have nothing to do with me, and later, they don't bother to care about me, let me be by Xu Nan's side.
After a long time, my emotions calmed down, and my thoughts slowly became clearer, and in my mind, unconsciously, I remembered the person who harmed me and Xu Nan, the woman in red.
For this bitch, I really can't wait to rip her off, I really didn't expect that this young lady who pretended to be kind enough to help me would be so despicable, and I couldn't figure out why she hurt me for no reason.
Suddenly, I remembered that when I met Hongyi for the first time, she had already planned to serve me, and she was originally very charming to me, but after she received a phone call, she immediately seemed to be a different person, completely treating me as a plague god, and she didn't even do business, and drove me away.
Yes, the person who has been targeting me must be the one who called the woman in red, otherwise, I have never met the woman in red, and then she has no grievances, she can't deliberately harm me, so who is the person behind the woman in red? Who is deliberately targeting me?
I can't figure it out, I don't have a clue at all, although I really want to find the woman in red, find out the person behind the scenes, and get back an announcement for me and Xu Nan to break up for no reason, but so what?
Now I just want to see Xu Nan wake up, I just want to apologize to Xu Nan, I just want to express my heart to her, I love her, I always love her. Revenge or something, I don't have any thoughts at all, even Ding Wudi, I don't have the heart to care anymore, my only thought is to look forward to Xu Nan waking up. Therefore, I didn't dare to leave the ward again, because I was afraid that Xu Nan wouldn't see me the first time she woke up, and I was afraid that she would be disappointed, so I could only keep watch day and night.
For two days in a row, I was so stupid to stay in the ward, but, two days have passed, the miracle still hasn't happened, Xu Nan still hasn't woken up, in these two days, I haven't eaten or drunk, as if overnight, my whole person is haggard, vicissitudes, even if Xu's father is kind enough to send me food, I put it aside and didn't move.
I didn't have the heart to do anything, including eating, because I really had too many words hidden in my heart, and I wanted to say to the sober Xu Nan, I really wanted her to hear, and I wanted her to wake up.
However, if she doesn't wake up, I won't be able to find my soul, and I'll still be by her side like a zombie.
Two days later, I was so hungry that I almost couldn't support it, and I almost fell into a coma, but on this day, Mu Shihan came, she was still carrying a thermos box in her hand, and as soon as she walked to my side, she said to me: "Zirui, eat something!"
Her voice was a little hoarse, and she was not happy when she heard it, but for me now, it was useless for anyone to come, so I used my only strength to softly refuse: "I don't want to eat!"
Mu Shihan may have seen my thoughts, and said again: "This is what my mother did!"
Suddenly, my numb heart couldn't help jumping, and my soul seemed to return to my body in an instant. The fork of the side died.
In my mind, I suddenly remembered the warm and happy days when I was at Mu Shihan's house, with Mu Shihan's mother and Mu Shihan.
I remembered that when I was leaving, Mother Mu told me that if I wanted to eat her food in the future, I would go to her. I remembered the subtle feelings between myself and Mu Shihan. remembered that at the critical moment, I released her pigeons, but she did not hesitate to save me, and also rescued Xu Nan,
I know that Mu Shihan, this girl, is something I have to face and deal with, and I can't escape, so I took the thermos box directly from her hand and said thank you, and then I opened the thermos box and ate it, which was still a familiar taste made by Mu's mother.
Eating this meal, I couldn't help but think of the carefree and happy life I had with Mu Shihan, my mother Mu Shihan, we were so happy, and our relationship was so innocent, without a trace of impurities.
But after all, it's gone, this happiness can't be fixed, since I knew Xu Nan's hardships, everything has changed, I know that I must forget this short-term happiness and seal this beautiful memory.
But why, while eating, my tears couldn't help but fall, my nose was sour, and the taste of the dishes was more salty and bitter.
After eating for a long time, I finished eating these meals with tears in my eyes, and it was only at this time that Mu Shihan, who had been silently watching me finish eating, finally spoke and said, "Can I talk to you?"
If you want to come, you have to come, no matter what, I should also face the reality, so I didn't grind, I got up directly, and walked out of the ward with Mu Shihan!
We stopped at the corner of the hallway.
As soon as Mu Shihan stopped, he said to me straight to the point: "You are Wu Lai, right?"
Hearing this, I was not surprised, Mu Shihan is a smart person, she clearly heard the conversation between me and Xu Nan that night, and I also used her as a shield to hurt Xu Nan, but now, I care so much about Xu Nan, no matter how she is, she can be sure that I am Wu Lai, and I don't want to hide anything from her, so I replied directly and honestly: "Well, I am, I'm sorry, I lied to you before!"
Mu Shihan looked at me and smiled, smiling very reluctantly, and then she spoke again: "It's okay, everyone has a past, I just want to know, what is the relationship between you and Xu Nan now, and what are you going to do with it!"
Sure enough, Mu Shihan still cared about this, she didn't beat around the bush, and asked to the point.
I made her sad and sad, I didn't feel good, and my heart hurt a lot, but I still raised my head and chest, faced Mu Shihan, and replied seriously: "She is my girlfriend, she was and is now, whether she wakes up or not, I will stay by her side!"
My tone was firm and powerful, because I knew that if I wanted my delicate relationship with Mu Shihan to end completely, I couldn't have a trace of hesitation, I couldn't let her have a trace of expectation, not at all.
And, Mu Shihan listened to my words, her smile became even more stiff, her beautiful face was deeply sad, and her clear eyes were a little hazy.
After a long pause, she spoke: "In that case, why are you messing with me again, why are you so good to me and my mother?"
Her voice had begun to choke, and she, who had always been strong in front of people, collapsed at this moment.
I know how cruel it is to me to say that I love another woman so firmly in front of a woman who has a good impression of me, and she is right, since I have another woman in my heart, since I already have a girlfriend, why do I mess with her, why am I so good to her and her family. For her, this is a deception, a deception of feelings.
It's my fault, I was wrong, but I really didn't mean to contact her, I didn't mean to be good to her, everything is a coincidence, I just met her when I said goodbye to Xu Nan, it just so happened that her mother looks like my mother, it just so happened that I lacked maternal love, just innocent She can fill the vacancy in my heart, it's really too much of a coincidence, but I can't use coincidences to perfunctory her, and I can't do it without hurting her, I held it for a long time before I replied hoarsely: "I'm sorry!"
These three words directly made Mu Shihan's eyes red, but she still endured it and didn't cry, sure enough, she was like her mother said, she seemed to be strong, but in fact, her heart was still fragile, she had no shoulders to rely on, she could only learn to be independent, at this moment, she was wronged, but there was no place to vent, no person to vent, she could only endure.
She just sobbed softly, then suppressed her emotions and tried her best to say to me: "You don't have to apologize, it's me who thinks too much, you are a good person, thank you for helping my family so much, I owe you money, I will pay it back to you in a few days, I hope your girlfriend can recover soon!"
After saying this, she didn't wait for me to speak, quickly turned around, and left strongly, but her back was so aggrieved and sad...