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ICP record number: Xiang B2-20100081-3 Internet Publishing Qualification Certificate: Xinchu Network License (Xiang) Zi No. 11 Network Culture Business License: Wen Wangwen [2010] No. 129

Mu Shihan walked quickly without the slightest hesitation, but I can imagine how disappointed and sad the expression on her face would be when she turned around strongly, looking at her stubborn but full of infinite sadness, my eyes couldn't help but blur, and tears began to flow.

I didn't expect that after hurting Xu Nan, I didn't have time to apologize to Xu Nan, but inadvertently, I hurt Mu Shihan, her innocence, her strength, her pain, and her grievances all made me unbearable.

I can't forget Mu's mother's words, she said that her daughter has almost no male friends, she said that her daughter no matter how hard it is, she will carry it by herself, never rely on others, she asked me to take good care of Shihan, don't let her work too hard.

However, I did take care of her, and also took care of Mu's mother, but I gave her hope, and let her down, I don't know, Mu Shihan's feelings for me, do not contain any impurities, she simply felt my good, felt the happiness of relying on a man, and felt my thoughtfulness and care for her favorite mother, so that her lonely heart has a little dependence, so that she has a different kind of emotion.

But her feelings for me have not yet sprouted, and they have been stifled, what a kind of damage this is to her purest of hers. As a school-level goddess, how could she have imagined that she would have such emotional pain.

I really don't know how to make up for her, and I don't know how sad Mu's mother will be when she knows, I have lived up to Mu's mother's expectations, in Mu's mother's heart, she has completely regarded me as her son-in-law, no matter what I do, she protects me and loves me, she likes me as a quasi-son-in-law, she likes me at a glance, but in the end, I didn't walk with Mu Shihan, how disappointed will Mu's mother be?

Thinking of this, I became more and more sad, tears had flowed out uncontrollably, and my heart kept twitching, until Mu Shihan completely disappeared in front of my eyes, I gently closed my eyes and told myself, that's it, the subtle feelings with Mu Shihan have been completely broken, I can't have a trace of nostalgia anymore, can't.

Immediately, I opened my eyes, wiped away my tears, and quickly walked to Xu Nan's ward, and continued to live the days I guarded, but I let go of Mu Shihan's budding feelings, although I still felt guilty in my heart, but more to look away, I think, no matter what, I can't be discouraged, just like Mu Shihan, I have to be strong, I can't Xu Nan has not woken up, I will collapse, so, I must guard Xu Nan's side well, and wait for Xu Nan to wake up.

In the next time, I am still in front of the hospital bed, not leaving an inch, but I will eat, communicate with people, wash, and dress myself, at least, I can't let Xu Nan see my decadent appearance as soon as she wakes up, I want her to see my handsome side.

And Xu Nan's parents, although they are still a little estranged from me, but at least, they no longer reject me, they know my feelings for Xu Nan, and they also realize the mistake of forcibly demolishing the mandarin duck at the beginning, so now that I am by their daughter's side, they are also relieved. Although they still come to see Xu Nan every day, more time, they are messing with the Ding family, and they almost took this matter to court.

However, I still don't care too much about the outside world, in the few days that Xu Nan was in a coma, I have been staying in the hospital, I don't care about everything in the outside world, I devote myself to taking care of Xu Nan, knowing that Xu Nan loves to be clean, I will wipe her every day, the doctor said that the patient needs to listen to the voice, especially the closest person to speak, she can feel it, maybe wake up faster, so, I will accompany Xu Nan to chat every day.

Although Xu Nan always closed his eyes and kept silent, I still chatted happily, and suddenly felt that I was so happy to be with Xu Nan and talk to myself. Perhaps, because I solved the misunderstanding with Xu Nan, my heart will not be so depressed, I have regained my initial self-confidence, the initial self-confidence when I was a toad, really, I am very pleased, this woman I love deeply, she did not dislike me, she never disliked me, I was too unconfident in myself, and I cared too much about those things in my life experience, so that I did not believe that Xu Nan's love was pure and tenacious.

Therefore, during my time in the hospital, although I faced Xu Nan in a coma all day long, I felt that I was not alone, on the contrary, the more I talked with Xu Nan, the more I thought about the happiness of the past, and I realized that my life was not in vain, every experience was considered a grind, and every happiness could be used as an eternal memory.

These days, my mentality is slowly changing, and suddenly I have seen through a lot, and therefore, I feel that it is worth waiting for Xu Nan, I don't think it is worth waiting for as long as I want, I just hope that one day she can wake up, just fine.

During the period, Dongzi ran out of school, saw me, and sent a fruit basket by the way, in fact, he came to me, to find out what happened, because, the school has changed at this time, originally, I fell in love with the school flower, and it became the hottest topic at school, a lot** Silk is drooling with envy, I have simply become a legend in the whole school, and the limelight really almost overshadowed Xue Jinwei, after all, I broke his record in the 10,000-meter run, and emotionally, I won the pure school flower that Xue Jinwei didn't catch up with for more than two years at an amazing speed.

Therefore, my story, no matter where I go, is talked about, but, just a few days ago, on the day of Xu Nan's accident, everything changed.

I sacrificed my life for Xu Nan, almost gave my life, and finally Xue Jinwei rushed to the rescue, this matter was quickly spread in the school, many people were incredible, I don't understand, how I got involved with Wu Lai's ex-girlfriend, what's more, two days ago, there was a school flower was thrown sad, Xue Jinwei was furious news, and, this matter, it seems to have been confirmed, many people know that I am in the hospital, guarding Xu Nan, ignoring the school flower, and Xue Jinwei is very angry, has already released a word in the school, to repair me, and solemnly tell the school people, don't get too close to a scum like me。

That is to say, the campus situation has evolved to the present, and my status has declined, because Xue Jinwei is really a god-like existence in school, although I still have my own prestige, but they are even more afraid of Xue Jinwei's majesty, so that my brothers are a little unstable.

Dongzi also wanted me to meet with my brothers and stabilize the morale of the army.

Actually, I had already expected Xue Jinwei's reaction, and I also remembered what he warned me that day, if you don't mean anything to Mu Shihan, don't mess with her, once you mess with her, you can't let her down, I promised her at the time, but I didn't do it, of course this triggered Xue Jinwei's bottom line, what he wants to see is Mu Shihan's happiness, and what he can't stand the most is Mu Shihan's injury, especially emotional damage. And I worked hard for other women, but after provoking Mu Shihan, I abandoned her, of course Xue Jinwei would be angry, and of course he would not let me go.

However, I don't care about that at all now, and even, I no longer have the ambition to dominate the school, the only thing I look forward to is still Xu Nan waking up, and everything else has no meaning to me.

However, Dongzi came over to talk about Xue Jinwei this time, just on the one hand, he came over, or brought a mission, that is, he brought a sum of money, which was sent by Mu Shihan to Dongzi, and it was the medical expenses that were returned to me, she gave cash, and also accompanied by a list, all the expenses and expenses on it were clearly calculated, and even the cost of upgrading her mother's ward privately was all included. It seems that she really wants to draw a line with me completely.

Holding this heavy pile of money, my hands suddenly couldn't bear it, I feel that this money is really heavy, it represents all the suffering of Mu Shihan, I know very well in my heart that with Mu Shihan's family conditions, she not only has no money, but even lacks money, she can't get so much money at once, the only possibility is that this money was borrowed by her, and it is likely to be borrowed from Xue Jinwei.

Perhaps, I not only gave up Mu Shihan this time, but I also pushed her into someone else's arms with my own hands, after all, Mu Shihan dislikes to owe favors to others the most, but, in order to rescue me, she asked Xue Jinwei for help, and because of me, she borrowed money from him, and Xue Jinwei's love for her, everyone knows, maybe this time, because of me, they just came together.

Thinking of this, my heart suddenly ached a little, very uncomfortable and aggrieved, but I have to admit that Xue Jinwei is very good, especially in terms of feelings, he is a special man, at least better than me, if he is with Mu Shihan, it is not a good thing, as long as Mu Shihan can be happy, what do I have to regret?

I gritted my teeth, frowned, and tried hard to get rid of these worries, and then, I briefly explained to Dongzi, for the school matter, I asked him to watch it himself, those brothers, if they can't keep it, let them feel free, as for when I go back to school, it depends on when Xu Nan wakes up.

It was useless for Dongzi to persuade me, he still doesn't know why I suddenly got involved with Xu Nan, and he doesn't know, I am Wu Lai, and the rest of the school doesn't seem to know, because Ding Wudi and the purple-haired girl have basically been heard from since they left that day, and Mu Shihan will definitely not say anything about me, so my identity is still a secret at school.

But I got close to Xu Nan, and I cared so much about Xu Nan, maybe some people could guess it, that kid from Dongzi really didn't ask me anything, but he didn't persuade me, so he told me to take care, and then he went back to school by himself.

And I, continue to stay next to Xu Nan, living a simple but firm life, originally, I think this is very good, quiet, no one disturbs, every day by the side of the people I love, with expectations.

However, on the tenth day of Xu Nan's coma, the doctor told me that if Xu Nan couldn't wake up in two more days, there was basically no possibility of waking up, that is, she would become a vegetative person.

The doctor's words instantly shattered my dream, I looked forward to waking up and Xu Nan happy forever dream, a deep fear swept through my heart, I was afraid, I was really afraid, I was afraid that Xu Nan would not wake up, she was still in the mood for love, she still had a lot of life to enjoy, she couldn't just lie in bed all the time, she couldn't.

My tears were hazy again, but I restrained myself, I didn't feel sad, I was still strong, strong and guarded by Xu Nan's side. On the evening of the tenth day, I held Xu Nan's hand, looked at her affectionately, and murmured:

"Xu Nan, don't worry, I had nothing before, and I was disgusted by thousands of people, but you didn't mind, and you were willing to stay with me for a long time and never give up. Now, even if you never wake up, I will not give up on you, I want you to know, I want you to understand, what I told you, for a lifetime, the promise of not abandoning and not giving up, is sincere, for you, I am willing to give up everything, as long as I stay with you until I am old, I don't mind what you look like, I will declare to the world that you are my lover, because, I love you.

However, I hope you can wake up, I owe you too much, you follow me, I haven't given you happiness, I hope I use all my energy to make up for you, to give you the romance and love you deserve, I want to be in the youth to enjoy the warmth of love, enjoy the good time, I can accompany you to wander the world, I can cover the stars and the moon for you, I just ask you to wake up, Nan Nan, I love you, I love you very much..."

At this moment, I seemed to have become a Tang monk, chanting the scriptures endlessly, chanting in Xu Nan's ear, praying, praying while I spoke, and in the end, I didn't know what I was talking about, incoherently, I felt that all the buried words in my heart were all revealed, without reservation. I kept saying that I couldn't stand it anymore, my head lay on Xu Nan's body, and I fell asleep before I stopped chattering.

This sleep is the deepest sleep I have ever slept in these days, maybe I said everything in my heart, but my heart was relieved, the burden on my body was gone, and the sleep became deep.

I don't know how long I've been asleep, and I don't know if it's dark or bright outside, I just suddenly felt that Xu Nan's hand, which was pressed under my head, moved, and this slight reaction made my body tremble suddenly.

I raised my head in a daze, opened my hazy eyes, and in an instant, my eyes lit up, and my heartbeat jumped violently at the speed of an avalanche, because, I saw that Xu Nan woke up, and she was looking at me blankly...