181. Send it to my mom and her off

He laughed and didn't speak. ∷VIII8∷Reading∷Book,.2βˆžβ‰ 

I was already a little tired, so I asked, "Do you want to go shopping again?"

He shook his head and said thoughtfully, "Go back." ”

Because of the presence of Sue with me, my life is getting better, and finally someone is talking, not as boring as before, and when I have nothing to do, I can play chess with him, take a walk, and quarrel.

However, a painting after a nap every day has become a habit for me, and if there is no accident, I will draw a portrait of Su Mo at this time of the day, and today is no exception.

I was drawing, but Su appeared at this time, he took the drawing board, re-laid a blank paper on Su Mo's portrait and said, "Don't you draw enough of him every day? ”

"Give it to me," I glared at him, trying to get it back.

But he dodged away and said, "If you don't paint me one, you won't want to paint him again." ”

The subtext is, I draw once, he tricks or treats once.

Although I was very unhappy to be threatened by him, for my own good, I finally compromised and stretched out my hand: "Take it, I'll draw it for you." ”

He laughed happily and returned the sketchpad to me.

I emphasized: "I'll only paint you one." ”

"Okay. ”

He found a place to sit down and sat elegantly, "That's it, you can draw." ”

I frowned, "You mean you want me to draw your whole person?"

He nodded, "Yes, including the surrounding scenery." ”

I pouted, his requirements are really high, and the most I paint Su Mo is only his portrait, and when he came, he gave me such a high problem.

"Can't you?" he raised an eyebrow when he saw that I seemed reluctant.

How dare I say no? ”

I looked at him for a moment, and then I began to write, moving him and the landscape around him onto the paper, one by one.

I painted seriously, and his words came a little erratically: "Chu Chu, have you noticed that you have changed a lot." ”

His words slowly rebounced back in my mind, and after a while, I asked, "Where have I changed?" ”

"In the past, you didn't talk much, everything you did was indifferent, like an emotionless puppet, and you didn't seem to be interested in anything. ”

I let out a faint 'oh'.

He continued: "Now you are not as silent as before, you talk a lot, and even your personal emotions are more, you will be happy, angry, sad, and happy, and the whole person exudes an indescribable brilliance, and you are a lot more vivid and smart, I think, you have changed because of Su Mo." ”

I paused when I landed on the drawing paper, thinking about my encounter and experience with Su Mo, it seemed that he did have such courage, which could always affect my emotions and make me unable to do it myself.

Moreover, I don't deny Sue's words, it seems that I have indeed changed a lot, and it seems that I am indeed a lot more lively and agile than before.

I raised my eyes and glanced at him, and he was stunned: "It turns out that a person's change is because she met someone she likes." ”

I didn't speak, and he continued, "If he doesn't come to you, are you going to stay here until you die?"

The brush in my hand paused again, this question would be entangled in the dead of night, and I would also be heartbroken because of this question, I felt like I had walked into a dead end, and I couldn't find any way out, so I was stuck there, standing still, and lost my way.

"Chu Chu ......"

As soon as Su Gang said two words, I raised my voice and said, "It's done." ”

He stopped what he hadn't finished talking about, walked over, glanced at it, and praised happily: "Yes, it's better than what I look like." ”

He touched his chin thoughtfully: "Actually, I'm pretty handsome." ”

"Stinky beauty. "I counted him.

He didn't talk to me either, and demanded, "Write your name in this position." ”

I took a pen and wrote my name in the place he designated, and then he took out his phone and took a picture.

I saw that he seemed to have sent a text message, and I don't know who it was sent to, but in short, the smile on his face was very thief and ill-intentioned.

I frowned, "Who did you send it to?"

He raised his eyebrows: "Send it to my mother, her off." ”

"Boring. I rolled my eyes: "I just thought you were mature and stable, why did you start doing immature and unstable things again." ”

He laughed and didn't argue.

Grandma Li's voice sounded downstairs: "It's time to eat." ”

He carefully put away the portrait I had drawn of him and invited me: "Let's go, let's eat." ”

After eating, Su accompanied me outside for a walk, watching him take pictures with his mobile phone like a child, I frowned: "Aren't you taking enough pictures every day? ”

He took his mobile phone and gestured at me a few times, probably took a few more photos of me, and then said: "Everything around us is quietly changing every day, but you don't know, I want to discover their changes and beauty through photos, which is actually a very interesting thing." ”

As he spoke, he walked over and handed the phone to him, flipping through the photos: "Have you seen this flower? It hasn't bloomed a few days ago, you see today's flower, it's open, you can see me put these photos together." ”

As he spoke, he created a separate album of photos of the flower, and then flipped through it to show me, and I saw the process of a flower from budding to opening.

"It's pretty. He raised his eyebrows triumphantly.

I was silent, he was right, everything around us was quietly changing when we didn't know it, including people and things.

Time is like sand at your fingertips, coming and going in a hurry, and it changes everything silently.

Flowers bloom and fall, and life, just a few years, cannot be copied, I thought in a daze.

"Sue, what do you want to tell me?" I asked him earnestly.

The smile on Su's face fell, and he sighed, and he said: "Chu Chu, go back, even if it's a cruel thing, it's better than you wasting time here, why do you have to cover your pain with each other like this?"

I was silent.

"Actually, the child is not a problem between you at all, you want to escape through this child, although it is for his good, but have you thought about it, does he appreciate it?"

I don't know if Su is really mature or what's going on, but he will help Su Mo speak, I looked at him strangely: "Aren't you incompatible with him? ”

He smiled slightly: "There is another sentence that says, blood is thicker than water, even if I don't want to admit it, it can't change the fact that he is my brother, and the most important thing is that I want you to be happy, and your happiness can only be given by him." ”

Su's words made my heart move, I don't deny it, his words really stirred up the impulse in my heart, I closed my eyes, suppressed the urge to go back immediately, and see Su Mo immediately.

After a pause, I said, "You let me think about it." ”

I couldn't sleep this night, and in the middle of the night, I couldn't help but pick up the phone in the living room and call Su Mo, this was the first time I had called him after I had been away for so long.

The phone was quickly connected, and his low, hoarse voice was heard: "Hey. ”

Afraid that I would cry, I covered my mouth and didn't dare to make any sound, there was silence on the phone, only the sound of each other's breathing could be heard, and mine was so short.

"Chu Chu, it's you, right. He said clearly.

I bit my lip, and my heart went up to my throat, and I was afraid that the next moment he would say cruel words in his unforgiving mouth.

For example, don't come back once you're gone.

For example, he sneered, you still know to call me?

For example, now that you have made a decision, what do you call back for?

……

My throat was hard and choked, I couldn't speak, my palms broke into a layer of sweat, and after a long time, I heard his calm voice coming: "Why don't you sleep so late." ”

Then, he ordered, "Now go back to sleep." ”

Is he caring about me?

I was a little surprised, the heart was beating harder.

After a long while, I called weakly: "Su Mo......"

He still said the same calm words: "Go back to sleep." ”

Then I hung up the phone, and I frowned at the blind beep on the phone, what did he mean by that? Is he angry or not?