Xia Mian knew that he would wake up, and he would definitely not be able to sleep again.

Su Zimo has taken care of her these days, Xia Mian has seen it in his eyes, especially insomnia, he has also tried all his means to help her, all kinds of methods have been used, but it doesn't work at all.

She fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, her vision blurry but still visible.

The light was turned on, and the originally dark room suddenly lit up, and everything in front of me was blurry, as if it was highly myopia.

Xia Mian knew that she was slowly going to be out of sight.

It's just that she doesn't know if she can see Feng Siye happily with Lu Yutong.

As long as he sees that Feng Siye is happy, then Xia Mian will be relieved and will not think about those messy things anymore. Now she is not worthy of Feng Siye at all, let alone being with him.

As soon as she woke up, she would always have these flashes in her mind.

Xia Mian took a deep breath and stopped thinking about it, she lifted the quilt and got out of bed, walked to the window, and looked at the moonlight outside, how her heart hurt.

A breeze blew through without a trace, leaving only the rustling of leaves.

Looking at the moonlight, she wanted to call Xiang Hairong and tell her that she was doing very well now.

However, she did not do so.

Because she didn't want anything else to worry about her.

They have also been in contact recently, and Xia Mian can feel that Xiang Hairong is living well and happily now.

Although she knew that Xiang Hairong didn't love that man, from the time in the hospital, that man was really good to this sister and spoiled her for everything.

Perhaps, after the absence of Feng Siye, finding someone again is the root of her happiness.

Her eyes looked in the direction of Fengsiye Villa, and she didn't know if he was in it now, and she didn't know if he was already with Lu Yutong now.

What she wants to know most is the situation of Lianwan.

I haven't seen Lianwan for more than a month, and Xia Mian really misses her.

I don't know if she's doing well now, whether she eats well, whether she misses her.

In short, there were so many thoughts in her heart that even she felt a little incredible.

Perhaps, in Lianwan's heart, she is a bad mother, she followed other men and left her alone.

God knows how much she wants to stay with her children, but her health does not allow it, and the most important thing is that she does not want to be blind in the future and let them take care of her.

Their villa is not very far away, only ten minutes away by car, but for Xia Mian, it seems like a century apart.

She wanted to see him.

However, she also knew that all this was delusional.

Even if she really saw her, what could she say?

At that time, she will only miss him more and more, which will increase the pain in her heart.

Whether it is the media or the news, there is all the news about the Feng Group's heir Feng Siye and the Lu Group's daughter Lu Yutong about to get engaged this week.

It's good that Xia Mian didn't see it, but when she saw it, her heart felt as uncomfortable as if she had been pricked by a needle.

Xia Mian's heart couldn't help but hurt freely.

Knowing that he and Feng Siye were no longer possible, he still couldn't help but think about him.

In her heart, Feng Siye will hang in her heart for the rest of her life.

In fact, they are quite good together, after all, they are a good match, and Lu Yutong helped Feng Siye solve the company's troubles.

For their Feng family, it is much better to marry a daughter-in-law who is beneficial to their family than to marry her, a person who has nothing to do, right?

Thinking of this, Xia Mian's heart couldn't help but feel sad, the days she was with him, I'm afraid that no one knew her Xia Mian's name except for those relatives of the Feng family.

At that time, she was still unhappy because of this, and it turned out that after separating, she realized that all this was still very important.

Sometimes, she even thinks that maybe Feng Siye thinks that she Xia Mian is unsightly, so he never takes her out of the house, and he will not introduce her to his friends.

However, there are times when she really feels that the Feng family is good to her, and it doesn't seem to be fake at all.

In short, she always has too many thoughts in her heart, and sometimes, even she herself is almost unable to tell which ones are true and which ones are false.

In fact, what she knows best should be that she saw with her own eyes that Feng Siye was so gentle to Lu Yutong one night, and she should understand that Feng Siye did not leave her Xia Mian and would not go to find other women.

Aren't all men the same?

At this time, Xia Mian's heart was distressed, and she was constantly looking for a reason, hoping that all this was real.

However, something happened, and no matter how much she tried to deceive herself, it was impossible.

At that time, she didn't say she was leaving, but Feng Siye asked her to go. She was thinking, with Feng Siye's temperament, she could have asked further, why didn't she ask?

Moreover, when she left, it was still so smooth.

If Kaze Siya really loves her, it's impossible not to want to explain. Thinking about it like this, Xia Mian suddenly, Feng Siye didn't seem to love her as much as she loved him.

The more she thought about it, the more her heart hurt.

Reach out and cover your chest so you don't show it.

It was about to suffocate, only she knew.

She turned around and quietly returned to the bedside, there were still three days, Feng Siye was about to get engaged to Lu Yutong, and she wanted to bless them.

But she is not a Virgin and cannot bless them.

She and Feng Siye separated, not because she didn't love, but because there was a kind of letting go called fulfillment.

Even if she is healthy now, she will not look for it again.

Because, her heart only belongs to Feng Siye alone, even if there is a good person, there is no way to enter her heart.

It's just that Xia Mian knows that Su Zimo will not easily let her give up treatment. With her current body and emotions, it seems difficult to leave without a sound.

After all, now she can't see what is in front of her clearly from time to time, just like you may fall into darkness at any time.

Xia Mian never thought that his happiness would be lost like this.

Time passed minute by minute, and Xia Mian didn't know what time it was, but looking at the quiet paint around him, he didn't have to think much to know that it was not early.

However, she was not sleepy at all.

Speaking of which, if it weren't for the baby in her belly, Xia Mian really thought about finding a quiet place by herself and ending her life.

However, what she hopes most is that she can watch the birth of her child.

It's a pity that this can only be imagined, whether it can last until that time, it is really unknown.