As a mother, what you want to do most is to see your children. It's just, her eyes, can there still be a chance?

She didn't want to, more than scared.

Scared, she really can't even see the child.

Child, her hands covered her stomach, and the corners of her mouth rose slightly, "Baby, I'm sorry, Mommy is a useless person, there is no way to give you fatherly love, but I swear, Mommy will give you all the love." ”

Xia Mian suddenly smiled.

Perhaps, that's good.

Feng Siye Company is fine, and there is nothing wrong with finding someone who can help him in his career.

A bitter smile appeared in her heart.

It's all gone, why do you have to think so much?

Why do you want to make yourself so miserable?

Xia Mian knew that she thought so, but she was always uncontrollably sad in her heart, and there was no way to express that sadness in words, let alone alleviate it.

She curled up on the bed, hugged herself tightly with her arms, and the night alone could almost be said to be like a year.

Every time this son is sad, Xia Mian always tells in his heart, Xia Mian, you have to be strong, there is nothing that you can't get by.

You're pregnant with a baby now, do you want him to be as sentimental as you were when he was born?

However, she always couldn't control her thoughts, and when she thought too much, tears flowed down.

Didn't I lose it before, but I didn't take Wanwan for five years alone.

yes, why could it be done five years ago, and now it can't do anything?

Xia Mian knew in her heart that Wanwan was by her side in the past, but now when she leaves, she is only herself and the unborn baby in her belly.

Thinking of Lianwan, Xia Mian's heart began to throb again.

Feng Siye is about to get engaged to Lu Yutong, does it mean that Lianwan will also live with them?

Lian Wan is Feng Siye's daughter, and he will definitely be good to her.

But what about Lu Yutong, will she really be good to Lian Wan? She and Feng Siye will also have their own children in the future, and at that time, will she directly abandon Lian Wan.

Xia Mian thought about this, and felt that he was about to collapse, he had already made a decision but he had to think about it so much. No matter how much you think about it now, you can't change the facts, can you?

After leaving Fengsi Night, she didn't regret it.

But what's the use of regretting it?

She has such an illness, and it will be dark in the future, it is impossible to take care of Feng Siye, and it is rare to wait for him to take care of her if she doesn't leave?

On weekdays, Feng Siye is busy enough, if he knows about her illness, he will naturally find a way to treat her, and when the time comes, it will be a lot of time to spend on her.

He is a man, the most important thing is his career, if he really loses his career because of her, even if he dies, she will not feel at ease.

Sometimes, she thinks that she is about to take care of herself, and the arrival of this child is undoubtedly a burden. But on the other hand, she thanked God for being kind to her, knowing that she couldn't be with the person she loved the most, so she gave her a surprise.

In her heart, there are too many contradictions.

After learning that her condition had only a one percent chance, Xia Mian didn't have any fear, but when she knew that she was pregnant with a baby, the whole thing began to be afraid.

She was afraid, if she was really blind, what would happen to the child?

Although Su Zimo is good, after all, he is going to get married, and it is impossible to take care of her for the rest of his life.

At this moment, she really hopes that God will give her a little more time, so that she can see the child and see the beautiful world again.

Xia Mian lay on the bed and cried for an unknown amount of time, until finally she fell asleep with sore eyes.

I don't know how long time has passed, Xia Mian hasn't slept enough, when he hears someone knocking on the door, Xia Mian is very reluctant to open his eyes.

Only then did I realize that my eyes were dry and painful.

Don't think about it, she knows that it was the reason why she cried last night, she got out of bed and opened the door, and when she saw that it was the maid, she smiled faintly, "Is there something wrong?"

"Miss Xia, the young master is already downstairs, calling you down for breakfast. ”

The maid was very polite to Xia Mian.

And Xia Mian is also very friendly to these maids, and everyone likes her very much.

"Okay, I'll go down in a minute. ”

After the maid went downstairs, Xia Mian returned to the room, she changed her clothes, washed and prepared to go downstairs.

Suddenly, she felt a sudden pain in her head, as if it was about to explode, and her lower abdomen also throbbed faintly, and the whole person slipped down as if she had lost all her strength.

I sat directly on the ground, and I couldn't use any strength.

Then, her forehead was covered with sweat in pain, and she wanted to open her mouth to shout for help, only to find that her throat was like cotton plugged, and she couldn't shout at all.

In this way, she kept her hand on her lower abdomen, hoping that the child would be fine.

Su Zimo waited downstairs for almost fifteen minutes, and Xia Mian didn't come downstairs, and his heart couldn't help but feel a little nervous.

In the past, Xia Mian went downstairs in about five minutes, but today there was no movement for so long, Su Zi became worried and walked upstairs.

When he pushed open the door, he saw that Xia Mian's pale face did not have any blood, and his forehead was covered with sweat, and the whole person looked angry.

Seeing Xia Mian like this, Su Zimo was frightened, and hurriedly called the driver to prepare to send Xia Mian to the hospital.

Xia Mian looked very painful, her hand held Su Zimo's hand tightly, with a pleading tone, "Zimo, child, you must keep the child." ”

"Xia Mian, you have become like this, what kind of children do you care. Is your child's life important, so you don't want your life?"

Whenever he saw that Xia Mian always ignored himself for the sake of the child, he was so angry that he wanted to beat someone.

This woman, why don't you listen to persuasion.

As long as the eye disease is cured, you can take care of the child strongly.

He asked the doctor, if she took medicine in this case, would it have a certain impact on the child, and the doctor said that it didn't matter, but Xia Mian was like a stubborn cow, no matter what he said, Xia Mian always couldn't listen.

It's as if what he said was a fart.

"Zimo, I beg you. If you don't promise me, then I won't go. ”

Xia Mian is a stubborn person, and he will not regret his decision again. Besides, now she only has children left, if she doesn't even have children, then she really has no point in living.

"Okay, I promise you, I won't let the child have any problems. ”

Su Zimo knew that at this time, he could only promise her for the time being, and if it dragged on, there would really be problems.

There was no other question about her body other than the tumor in her brain, why she was like this, it looked too scary.

"Thank you!"

Hearing his answer, Xia Mian smiled, "Zimo, thank you." ”