I shook my head, "Why can't I go back? Why doesn't he want me to go back?"

I was very uneasy, really scared, afraid that I would never see him again, thinking like this, my eyes couldn't help but be sour, my heart was clogged, I was occupied by fear, and I couldn't calm down.

"Chu Chu, calm down, you still have injuries on your body, don't get excited, the wounds will crack open in a while. Tong Yue hugged me tightly and calmed me down.

Under my excitement, the wound was indeed very painful, but this pain made me unable to take care of it at this time, I pushed Tong Yue: "If you don't give me money, I'll borrow it." ”

She leaned against the door, "Chu Chu, don't worry, you have to believe in Su Mo, I believe that he will be fine." ”

Tong Yue's words finally quieted me down, and I muttered to myself, "Yes, I should believe him, I believe that he will be fine." ”

"I'll take you somewhere. Tong Yue said softly.

It was early in the morning, and I went out with Tong Yue in a hospital gown, and she took me to a neighborhood and knocked on the door of a resident.

We stood outside for a while before someone came and opened the door for me.

When I saw Cheng's mother, I was a little surprised: "Cheng's mother?"

Why is she here? The people in there......

My heart was beating faster and I was excited with anticipation.

"Chengma, who. Sue's mother, who was woken up, walked out of the bedroom.

I thought it was Su Mo, but when I heard this familiar voice, I couldn't tell the surprise and complexity that it was Su's mother......

I was not disappointed, my chest was full of excitement, and I felt distressed and sad to see Su's mother playing a guide stick.

I took a breath and choked up: "Mommy......"

Hearing my voice, Su's mother was also stunned, and hurriedly walked in the direction of the voice: "Chu Chu, is Chu Chu you?"

Seeing her eagerness, my heart was lifted, I was really afraid that she would touch somewhere, so I hurriedly raised my feet to meet her, I held her, and choked up and called 'Mommy'.

Although it is still that face, I obviously feel that the breath on Su's mother is a lot more restrained, not as energetic as she used to be, presumably she has suffered a lot over the years.

Suddenly becoming a person who has lost her light, she needs a period of time to accept, to do a psychological construction for herself, and then recognize the facts and face them bravely, it is a long process.

I'm glad that Su's mother survived, I'm glad she's strong, and I'm glad that she's still the Sue mom I know, and she hasn't become extreme because of blindness.

"Good boy. Mother Su hugged me, patted me on the back, and was also a little excited: "It's good if you're awake, it's good to wake up." ”

I smelled the delicate scent of her, and my heart was extremely calm.

"Are you sick, what's the smell of medicine on your body?" asked Su's mother suddenly.

I shook my head, "It's okay, it's just a little injured, and it will be fine soon, don't worry." ”

Cheng's mother prepared tea and greeted us: "Madame, young lady, Miss Tong, come and sit down and talk." ”

"Let's go and sit down. Su's mother took my hand and motioned for me to sit down and talk, and I followed her strength and took her over there to sit down and talk for a while.

From the conversation, I learned that after that incident, Su's mother was sent abroad by Su Mo, and she has been staying abroad to recuperate all these years.

Su's mother said that she couldn't accept this cruel fact at first, but after a long time, gradually, she accepted it.

I have always known that Su's mother is an optimistic and positive person, even in the face of such cruel things, after a period of negativity, she quickly cheered up, began to adapt to the dark life, and began to find the meaning of life.

She said: "There is only one life, it cannot be replicated, no matter how desperate and difficult it is, we must live a wonderful life in adversity and live ourselves." ”

She said: "In this world, there are many unfortunate people, they may not have hands, they may not be able to see like me, or they are in wheelchairs, and some are even more miserable than me, they not only can't see with their eyes, but they can't hear with their ears, since they can all work hard to live well, why can't I?"

Su's mother's words are full of positive energy, compared to me, I am really inferior to her, I think at the beginning, I always feel depressed when I can't see, if it weren't for Su Mo following me in everything, always taking care of my feelings, considerate and warm, I think I would really lose my temper with him every day.

He was so good that I couldn't bear to be angry, so I suppressed all the anxiety in my heart.

"Chengma, go take out the book I wrote and give it to each of them. ”

Cheng's mother walked into Su's mother's bedroom and took out two books.

Su's mother said, "This is what I wrote. ”

I was surprised and surprised, I didn't expect that Su's mother actually wrote a book and published it.

I looked at the name, and the title was made of one of Pushkin's poems, "If Life Deceives You".

"Mom, you're so powerful that I adore you. "I really admire it.

"It's awesome, really. "Childlike appreciation.

In front of such a mother Su, I should really be ashamed to find a crack in the ground and get in, hide and never come out to meet anyone again, I can't even compare to half of her.

Even if she can't see it, she still lives so brilliantly and beautifully.

Su's mother laughed gently, and from her refreshing voice, I felt her joy to be adored by me.

She exudes gentle confidence, but not arrogant, giving people a comfortable and intimate feeling.

As we were talking, the door to the other bedroom suddenly opened, and a little girl came out of it, rubbing her eyes in confusion: "Grandma Cheng, I want to shhhhh ”

"Hey, grandma Cheng took our little baby to boo. Cheng's mother picked her up and walked to the bathroom.

Looking at this little girl, I was stunned, and I didn't know that the book in my hand fell to the ground.

My eyes followed the little girl in Cheng's mother's hand to the bathroom, and then stayed there until she could not take it back.

The little girl......

Su's mother said to me warmly: "Chu Chu, that's your child, a little bit." ”

I clutched my lips tremblingly, tears streaming down my face.

I'm so big......

It seems that this is the first time I have met her, when I gave birth to her, I didn't have time to look at her before she was taken away and put in the baby box, and I haven't seen her since, and the people Su Mo took me to see were other people's children.

I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time in this joy and shock, and when I thought of Chu Chu, I asked, "What about Chu Chu? Is he still there?"

Mother Su nodded: "Yes." ”

I really wanted to go and see Chu Chu, but my legs and feet were a little weak, and I felt like I was frozen, and I couldn't lift up the strength to stand up.

I was a little scared, to see Chu Chu, does he still know me? Diandian didn't bring me up, she is definitely not close to me, is she willing to recognize me as a mother?

As if knowing my concerns, Su's mother said gently: "I have been with them for a while, children are very easy to get along with, and you have time to slowly cultivate feelings with them." ”

Hearing the sound from the bathroom, I knew that Diandian had finished urinating and was about to come out, at this time, Su's mother raised her voice: "Chengma, bring Diandian over." ”

Cheng's mother hugged Diandian over and squatted in front of me, although my eyes were colorless, I could still see that my Diandian was a beautiful little girl, her eyes were big, her eyes were black and black, like a piece of obsidian, like Su Mo's eyes, which shimmered with smart and lively brilliance.

"Dot, this is Mom. Su's mother said softly.

Pursing her lips and looking at me strangely, her big eyes flickering, cute and childlike.

Her eyes were as clear as the water of a mountain spring flowing down from the mountains, clear and clean, but the eyes that looked at me fixedly made me tense and made me nervous.

I was a little cramped, called her unnaturally, and said to her, "Dot...... I'm your mom. ”

She blinked, as if she didn't know what her mother was, what she did, and that I was just a stranger to her.

She yawned, turned around and hugged Cheng's mother's neck and said childishly, "Sleepy." ”

"Take her to bed. Cheng's mother hugged a little bit back to the bedroom to sleep, and Su's mother patted me, "Don't worry, take your time, she was like this when she first met me, you have to give her a process, let her and you from strange to familiar, and then close, she is still young, only three years old, everything is still in time." ”

I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes and nodded, "I know." ”