283.Epilogue (5)
I am already satisfied that she can come back safely, how dare I ask for more? I wish she would recognize me as her mother when she sees me, and let her be close to me.
I had to change the medicine the next day, so Tong Yue and I went back to the hospital.
It's not as prosperous as S City, and the city is not as big as S City, and the already cool weather is cool in autumn, and the leaves on the roadside are gradually starting to turn yellow.
Looking at this strange city, I thought, Su Mo in S City doesn't know what it looks like now, I feel a little sad and bitter in my heart.
"Aunt Su, they just arrived here yesterday, and I originally wanted to bring you here tomorrow. Tong Yue's voice sounded in the taxi.
"It's his arrangement. "I didn't go to see Tong Yue, I have to say, Su Mo really understands me, in order to keep me here, he also tried his best, and the children were all sent here.
Su Mo......
He always grabbed my heart so easily, I knew that he didn't want me to go back and see his current situation and worry, he didn't want me to eat or sleep well, he didn't want me to see his embarrassed appearance, he didn't want me to get involved in his affairs, so he didn't allow me to go back and left me here.
After a moment's pause, I hesitated and said nervously, "You say...... Will he ever be able to come back?"
When the sound fell, my hands also clenched into fists, my nerves tensed, I knew that Tong Yue couldn't be sure of something, but I asked, even if she could give me a glimmer of empty hope, give me a little comfort, make me less nervous, less afraid.
"Yes. Tong Yue didn't think about it, and responded firmly.
I withdrew my gaze from the unfamiliar street scene outside the window, turned my head and smiled at her lightly: "Thank you Tongyue, thank you very much." ”
In fact, I should be more grateful to Su Mo, it was he who sent this friend to me, although it was the beginning of the benefits, but I gained the best friendship.
Su Mo wanted me to stay, so I stayed here, I didn't pay special attention to things about him, just waited at sunrise and sunset every day, and waited for the day he came to pick me up, I would wait for a day if he didn't come, and if he didn't come for a lifetime, I would wait for a lifetime.
I was discharged from the hospital, and Tong Yue didn't leave, I think she should also be worried about Su Fan, I asked her why she didn't go back?
She said that because Su Fan also wanted her to stay here, he also said that let her wait here for him to pick her up.
I'm silent, are men like this? I don't want my women to be depressed.
Tong Yue and I both lived in the apartment where Su's mother lives now, and it was a little crowded, but there were many people.
After learning that Tong Yue was Su Fan's wife, Su's mother remembered the scene when she followed me to her villa for dinner many years ago.
Now that I think about it, Su's mother teased: "No wonder you ran away from the desert at that time, it turned out to be because of Su Fan, I wondered, why Su Fan always didn't look for a girlfriend, I asked people to introduce him to a few, and they only met each other a few times before they dispersed, and there was no follow-up, it turned out that he already had someone." ”
Speaking of this, Tong Yue had misunderstood at the time, thinking that Su Fan had a girlfriend.
Being said by Su's mother, Tong Yue was a little embarrassed.
While chatting, Tong Yue asked a lot about Su Fan's childhood.
Su's mother said that the first time she saw Su Fan was in the orphanage, when the camera in her hand fell on him, she was immediately attracted to this boy, Su Fan was a beautiful boy when he was a child, wearing snow-white clothes, very clean and melancholy.
Su's mother said that in the eyes of this boy, she saw loneliness and the melancholy of the vicissitudes of life, how old was he at that time? Eight years old, she thought it was incredible, a child who was only eight years old, but had maturity and indifference and melancholy that did not match his age.
I don't know why, she just feels distressed, distressed by this boy.
Later, she learned something from the dean, and then she learned that he has autism, he has not spoken a word since he came in, he has no friends, he never communicates and plays with other children, and he is always alone.
The conditions of that orphanage are not good, they just try to enlighten Su Fan, and there are no professional teachers to help autistic children do psychotherapy.
In the eyes of Su's mother, Su Fan is a little angel-like existence, because he is good-looking and clean, so she feels distressed and pityful, so she has an urge to take him away, and it is this impulse that changed Su Fan's life, Su's mother adopted him and named him Su Fan.
She doesn't want him to be so good, she just wants him to live an ordinary life.
When Su Fan was first taken back, he really couldn't speak, and he gradually smiled on his face under the care and guidance of Su's mother.
She put him and Su Mo together, he followed behind Su Mo like a little follower, and when Su Mo was playing, he was on the side to help him with his schoolbag.
Neither of them is a child of many words, they get along very harmoniously and tacitly, it seems that just a look from each other, they know what they want from each other.
Su's mother said, "Su Mo is Su Fan's only partner who is willing to play, although there is a gap in their age, but it doesn't affect anything, seeing Su Fan always centered on Su Mo like this, I was very worried at first, worried that Su Fan would have feelings for Su Mo." ”
When Su's mother said this, don't say it's her, we all laughed.
However, it turns out that she thinks too much, and Su Fan's sexual orientation is normal.
Su's mother quipped: "Actually, even if they are together, I don't object to it, as long as they like it and be happy, I don't have that kind of this, no that." ”
I have to say that Su's mother is really an open-minded person, but it is really rare for someone to reach this level of open-mindedness.
Su Fan followed Su Mo like that, I think, he was expressing his gratitude.
"Why did Su Fan speak again later?" asked Tong Yue.
Su's mother said: "Actually, Su Fan is not unable to speak, nor is he speechless, he just doesn't want to speak, this is his mental illness, he is unwilling to speak, so it can't be cured." ”
"That night, it rained, the thunder was very heavy, we were just about to have dinner, the power went out, I saw that the lights in other people's houses were on, I thought it was tripped, there were no men in the family, there were two men and they were all children, I was really a father and a mother, like this to jump insurance, change the light bulb and other such things as only to do it myself, I took the lamp and stepped on the ladder to push the switch, because the ladder was not put properly, slipped from the wall, and the two children who were scared screamed, it was that time, Su Fan said the first sentence. ”
Su's mother smiled: "His worried voice exclaimed Auntie." ”
It was because of concern that Su Fan said the first sentence, and because of concern, Su Fan's personality changed later, and he was no longer as speechless as he used to be, and he didn't even smile as pitifully.
Because Su's mother's concern for him warmed him, he also responded, and it was a long process.
Su's mother also said some things about Su Mo's childhood, to be honest, I was a little surprised, Su Mo was very popular when he was very young, and he received love letters softly, on the other hand, I never seemed to have received love letters.
When I was a child, I was too thin and ordinary, and I was not cute, and it was understandable that I couldn't receive love letters, but when I grew up, I was also a flower, and I never received a love letter, is it really a character problem?
Su's mother said that Su Mo was very beautiful when he was young, and then he was always mistaken for a girl, and when he was in kindergarten, many girls liked to play with him, but he didn't like it, so he was very annoyed, and then argued not to go to kindergarten, and every time she coaxed him to get him to school.
"I like girls very much, but Su Mo is a boy, once he had a birthday, I also asked him to wear a skirt and take a photo, the photos are still there, should be in the photo album at home. ”
With Su's mother's words, I imagined Su Mo wearing a skirt and a wig, but I couldn't imagine how beautiful it would be? I thought it was funny, thinking that if I had a chance in the future, I must see the photos of him wearing a skirt, and I would keep those photos for myself, and if he made me unhappy, I would take out the photos and laugh at him.
I think those photos are Su Mo's biggest sore point, I don't know what kind of expression he will have when I laugh at him with the photos.
Thinking about that scene, I couldn't help but curl my lips and smile.