261. Tong Yue: Who is the one who wins

There was a soft smile in his eyes: "I'm going to ask a question now, are you ready?"

I seemed to have lost the ability to think, and nodded mechanically as he spoke.

The smile in his eyes retreated, and he said seriously and seriously: "Tong Yue, do you want to divorce me?"

After asking this sentence, he looked at me fixedly, I don't know if it was an illusion, I think he was nervous, as if he was nervous?

Was it a delusion? I'm not sure, after all, the emotion on his face was so serious and flat.

For a moment I didn't know how to answer this question, and I didn't seem to think about it, and I couldn't help him, deep down in my heart, and I didn't want to? It meant that I still had to be entangled in such a whirlpool, but I didn't want to continue.

"Do you want to or don't want to?, it's so hard to answer?" Seeing that I was silent for a long time, he asked, his eyebrows and eyes had become restrained and calm.

"Before answering your question, you answer me a question. I said.

He laughed: "Who is the one who wins?" ”

I don't force it: "If you don't want to answer, forget it." ”

Hearing my words, he hurriedly said, "You ask." ”

"What is the reason why you are so obsessed with me? Is it habit or regret? or make amends?" I think I should face the reality and face this problem bravely, instead of guessing, even if it is, I have to listen to him in person.

"What if I say both?" he asked, tentatively, a little cautious.

I smiled sadly, a little disappointed, but I didn't have much hope for him, so I wasn't much disappointed, just a little disappointed.

"I just want to hear an answer with my own ears. Although this answer is likely to be hurtful.

Regardless of whether you have loved this person or not, the saddest thing about choosing a person is not that you loved before and now it is family affection, but the gratitude after love, since it is gratitude, how can there be love?

In the same way, he is used to me, apologizes to me, wants to make amends, and cannot have love.

If I don't love, I may not care, and it doesn't hurt to maintain this marriage with him and Meimei for the rest of my life, but I have already had a bad hand with him, so I will care, I will care, how can I be dull?

My heart fell to the bottom, I smiled indifferently on my face, and said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "Su Fan, your answer dissatisfies me, I want to divorce." ”

His hands tightened, his pupils shrank, he just moved slightly, we switched positions, this time I was pressed under him, his hands were still tightly clasped with my fingers, my dizziness had not eased, his lips fell, swallowing the words I was about to utter.

As if in anger, he entangled with me domineeringly, and clasped my hand harder.

I'm not wood, and the person in front of me is someone I can't throw away if I want to carve it into my bones and blood, how can I be indifferent?

Under his teasing, I was very spineless.

It's so helpless, I smile bitterly.

I'm angry at my own incompetence, I feel wronged, why every time he does what he wants, I can only bear it, coupled with the emotional backlog in the recent period, the anger in my chest is even more stubborn and aggrieved, and it has been capped to the point where I have to vent.

I didn't want him to succeed, so I struggled to resist, but where was my opponent?

I said: "Su Fan, you men are the most hateful, you can spend your heart, you can separate your heart and body forever, even if you don't love it, you can sleep with other women......"

I hadn't finished complaining, but I heard him say seriously: "I didn't, I didn't sleep with other women." ”

I was choked by his sudden words, and I couldn't laugh or cry, but his words suddenly removed the stubborn temper in my heart.

I thought it was funny, and I laughed, but I didn't know why I was laughing.

Seeing me laughing, he also bent his lips and raised a touch of pleasure, let go of the hand that imprisoned me, and the big palm was hovering and jumping on my skin.

He hugged me tightly and let me pill on his arm, and said to me in a gurgling voice: "Tong Yue, I don't know love, I can't say love, so many years, I have learned to be grateful, I have learned to be a man, the only thing I haven't learned is love, I don't know what it is, I just think that thing is too ethereal, you just need to know a little, I don't want to leave you, I just want to hold your hand tightly, and stay with you for a lifetime." ”

In the end, he added: "You're the only one who I don't feel annoyed and want to live my whole life, you just need to know that I can't live without you." ”

My long eyelashes flashed, my heart was beating, although he didn't say love, but I felt that it was the best love word I had heard in the world, and with his words, the things that I had been entangled in my heart for a long time were instantly relieved.

What else can I say with him? It seems that even if I don't talk about love, just have him and say that.

I turned around and hugged his neck with my eyes closed, and buried my head in his neck, wishing I could be like him until I was old, and I didn't have to face all those obstacles and messy things again.

While feeling sweet and happy, my heart has a stinging apology, it is my father's death, and my mother's attitude is suppressing my heart.

My father's death has left a debt in my heart, and it will leave a mark on me, even if I am happy, it will come out and hurt me deeply.

Everything no longer needs words, and at this moment I really want to release all the feelings in my heart and entangle deeply with him.

I suddenly remembered the song I had written.

You and I are nong, there are many feelings, many feelings, and they are as hot as fire.

Take a piece of clay, pinch a you, mold a me, break the two of us together, mix with water,

Pinch another you, mold a me, I have you in the mud, you have me in the mud.

I was born with you and died with the same coffin.

This poem points to the depths of my heart, and stimulates all the obsessions and feelings in my heart.

I couldn't help but raise my head, caress his jaw, and then leaned over to touch his lips, entangled deeply, longing to rest with him to death.

His slender fingertips dug into my long hair and clasped the back of my head, deepening the kiss.

"Tong Yue ......" his low voice lingered with affection, revealing fascination.

I couldn't help but curl my lips and smile, as if that was all it would be all it takes.

If I could, I really wanted to live with Su Fan here for the rest of my life, don't ask anything, don't care about anything, isolated from the world, we are each other's world.

However, the reality was that we had only been lingering for two days, and on the fifth day we were asked out.

Because Chu Chu had an accident, under the influence of musk, she finally gave birth prematurely, and when she gave birth, she was also hanging by a thread and almost bleeding profusely.

Chu Chu gave birth to a baby girl, less than a month old, and she was poisonous, very fragile, and needed to be put in a baby box to take care of her, but she didn't want the child to be lost......

The hospital's monitors were obviously manipulated, and the time when the baby disappeared was all out of order, and even the monitors on the traffic arteries at the entrance of the hospital also failed at the same time, obviously, this was a premeditated and organized theft of the baby.

Since no one else's baby was lost, but Chu Chu's child was lost, this can only show that it was that person who stole the child, and no one else had such a motive at this time except her.

Su Fan and I followed the people sent by Su Mo to the hospital, Chu Chu was lying on the bed, she was pale and haggard after giving birth, her eyes were closed, and her eyebrows were tired.

Su Mo tucked the quilt for her, made a shushing motion, and then walked out with the door.

"She doesn't know about the child yet, don't tell her. Su Mo explained coldly, his eyebrows and eyes gloomy.

I nodded, "I know, I won't tell her." ”

Thinking of something, I said, "What if she recovers and wants to see the child?"

It seems that Su Mo seems to have not slept all night, the red silk under his eyes is entangled, he rubs his eyebrows tiredly, and the breath on his body is still pressing: "Then just take a baby girl and block it." ”

I nodded, "That's all." ”

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