When I came out of the hospital, I was going to go home to see if Mrs. Feng was there, if she was, even if it was ridiculous and naïve to do so, I also wanted to tell her that the child was innocent, and asked her to return the child to Chu Chu, and that the grievances of the previous generation should not affect the next generation.

When I told Su Fan to ask him to send me back, Su Fan immediately saw my thoughts, and he said, "It's useless, she shouldn't live there anymore." ”

I was silent, he was right, she couldn't have waited there for us to come to the door.

The sky is getting dark, and the weather at the end of October, the air at night is soaked in a trace of coolness, and the wind blows a little chill on people.

Su Fan parked the car in a restaurant: "Eat dinner first, eat and then go back." ”

I didn't refuse, opened the car door and walked in with him.

Chu Chu's matter made me have no appetite, and I felt very uncomfortable, for Mrs. Feng, this time of getting along made me feel good about her, I felt that she was a hard woman, it was really not easy to take care of children alone and earn money to support the family.

However......

This is not the case, and it is all just an illusion.

I was indeed a little disappointed and sad, there was a feeling of betrayal and the pain of being deceived, she approached with a purpose, which I never expected, and she also took away Chu Chu's child, what did she want to do? I felt very uneasy.

Seeing that I was preoccupied, Su Fan held my hand, sandwiched me the dishes I like to eat, and said, "Don't think too much." ”

I didn't say a word, silently picked up the dish he gave me, but I didn't eat it anymore, but in the end I still forced myself to eat it.

Coming out of the restaurant, Su Fan asked me, "Where are you going now?"

I knew he was asking me if I was going back to my apartment or to the villa.

Sideways eyes met his calm and elegant eyes, I pursed my lips and was quiet for a moment, and then my thin lips opened lightly, "I don't want to go back to my apartment." ”

I don't want to go back now, I don't want to see my mother, Su Fan and I have just cleared the clouds, I don't want to go on a business trip again, I'm a little afraid to see her, I'm afraid that she will threaten me again and let me separate from Su Fan.

After Su Fan said that, I felt that I had hope and resurrection again, and those long-suppressed feelings were like a hooked fish, hooked out of the water, and quickly broke through the calm water and soared.

If I could, I would like to be with Su Fan, even if I don't do anything.

Receiving my answer, his gentle smile smiled brightly, and he said softly: "Okay, don't go back." ”

I can see it, but he doesn't want me to go back.

Making such a decision, I feel a little sorry for my mother in my heart, leaving her alone over there, am I very unfilial?

But selfish, I really didn't want to face such an extreme her, I frowned, and sighed abruptly: "When will she stop being so persistent." ”

Su Fan held my hand, I didn't turn my head to look at him, I only heard his voice coming: "Your father just passed away, she is just too lonely, too afraid of being lonely, and wants to find someone to accompany her, so she wants to keep you by her side, and she doesn't want to be taken away by anyone." ”

He looked at me sideways: "Believe it or not, even if the person you want to marry now is not me, your mother will not agree to you marrying now, but it just so happened that I brought a lot of unhappiness to your family, which made her amplify her emotions, and such fierce opposition is actually just an excuse for her to keep you by her side." ”

I was surprised, how could he understand his mother's psychology? I turned my head to look at him incredulously, and before I could ask him how he knew so clearly, he smiled confidently: "I have consulted a psychiatrist, of course I do." ”

I frowned, did he mean that my mother was left with mental illness? Thinking of my sister, I was a little frightened, so I couldn't take her to see her and treat it early?

As if to see my thoughts, he said gently: "Everyone will have some negative emotions and mental illness when they experience something or setbacks, this is normal, don't think about it, your mother is fine, as long as she can come out of her sadness, everything will be fine." ”

I thought he had a point, so I nodded.

The car stopped at the villa, Su Fan opened the car door and walked down, I was still a little distracted, and when I realized that I had arrived, I was about to open the car door and walk out, but the car door on my side was opened by Su Fan.

He unbuckled me and lifted me out of the passenger seat, and I was startled and exclaimed, "What are you doing?"

Suddenly taking off into the air was a very insecure thing, and I was inevitably taken aback.

He pulled the corners of his lips and smiled: "I don't know why, I just feel happy, I just feel in a good mood, I want to hug you." ”

He frowned and wondered: "It's not like I haven't hugged you before, why do you suddenly feel that you can't hug you enough?"

Although his words were not love words, they were still as sweet as honey, sticky and greasy to my chest, like a marshmallow, soft and sweet, that feeling, it really made people feel full of happiness, no matter how much I laughed, I couldn't laugh enough.

I don't want much, really not much, that's enough......

I climbed on his shoulder, my head on his chest and listened to his heartbeat, thump, as if out of frequency, but sonorous and powerful.

Walking up the stairs, he looked down and said to me, "Take a shower first?"

I nodded.

I was detained for five days, but fortunately, the weather was cool, and I didn't sweat anything, otherwise, I didn't take a shower for five days, and I really didn't know what the smell would be on my body.

As soon as I nodded, I heard his voice coming from overhead: "Wash together?"

I was still silent in the honey pot, fascinated by those sweet and greasy tastes, and my reaction was half a beat slower, and before my brain could react to what he said, I had already nodded.

When I realized what he had just said, I shook my head in embarrassment and refused: "Don't!"

He smiled gently, revealing a little evil: "It's too late to say not now." ”

"Don't, don't!" I shook my head vigorously and refused as I shook my two fallen legs.

He didn't do what I wanted, but carried me straight into the bathroom.

He put me on the washstand, and the cloudy eyes under the gold-rimmed glasses were as bright as washed stars, allowing me to see clearly.

It was as if I was frozen, and I couldn't take my eyes off him, and I couldn't help myself.

My heart was pounding, my throat was dry, he had done nothing, but I was hot, my blood was already boiling and screaming, and along with the beating heart, I lost my frequency.

After hesitating, I suddenly said, "Su Fan, can I ask you a question?"

He replied in a low voice: "Yes." ”

I swallowed, my heart feeling a little tense as if it was being clutched: "What if...... I mean, if Si Yan hadn't died, would you still choose me?"

Women are cautious animals, always like to compare themselves with the women who have walked in the hearts of men or compare, I don't know what the purpose of my question is, in short, I can't help but ask, like I am really comparing with Si Yan, comparing who has more weight.

In fact, I just cared about Su Fan's words that day, so I was still working hard.

Su Fan was really silent, and the brightness in my eyes dimmed slightly. △≧△≧

After a while, he said slowly: "Tong Yue, I don't want to lie to you, so I can only tell you that if Si Yan is here, I don't know what kind of choice I will make, I think I may choose her, not because she is heavier in my heart, but because I have a responsibility to her." ”

His answer, though not the best, reassured me, saying that he was responsible for Si Yan, not that he was reluctant or cared about her.

I smiled, "I see." ”

Seeing me smile like this, his staring eyebrows also stretched a little, lifted the lip line, and lowered his head to cover my lip flap.

The fiery kiss began to spread from the flap of his lips, and he hugged me, his strong body inseparably attached to me.

We hugged each other tightly and delivered ourselves to each other without reservation, lingering and tangling, grinding our ears and temples.

In the middle of the night, we were woken up by a loud cell phone ringing and woke up in a daze.