I can't answer this question, my current situation, who knows if there will be a next time?

Su Mo took over, "Every year during the Chinese New Year, I will bring her back to see you." ”

After saying goodbye to Grandma Li, I remembered that I still had some things to take, so I asked Su Mo to take me upstairs to get them, I didn't bring anything when I came, and the clothes and other things were bought later with Grandma Li's money.

Grandma Li's wife died early, and she didn't look for it again, so she was lonely for most of her life, and she had been saving the money her grandmother gave her, but now, it was spent on me, I am grateful and sorry.

I asked Su Mo to pack up his clothes and take them away, as well as the paintings I painted, those paintings, I didn't paint them again after Su Mo came, I couldn't see them, so I didn't know what he looked like when he saw those paintings.

I sat on the edge of the bed and was thinking about the look on his face when he saw the paintings, and my lips were hot, and I was led into a deep kiss, and after a while, he let go of me and asked me in a low voice, "Is there anything else you want to take?"

I shook my head, "No." ”

When I returned to the city, Su Mo took me to the hospital, and after some examination, he only gave me four words, the situation was not good, and they didn't say much else.

I was trapped in a very insecure darkness, my world was full of panic, I couldn't see any color, I wanted to cry, but in this lonely darkness, I couldn't cry, only the emptiness filled my heart.

It was as if I was sitting in a dark room where there was never light, and I became sensitive to everything around me in the dark 'room', and my hearing became extremely sensitive.

Hearing footsteps, I asked, "Who?"

Although this person's footsteps are also very calm, they are not as rhythmic and powerful as Su Mo's, compared to Su Mo's, Su Mo's is more calm and introverted, just like his person.

The person who came didn't speak, I only heard a slight breathing, a familiar breath hit, and I called out the person's name at once: "Qiao Zhiyun, it's you." ”

Qiao Zhiyun was surprised: "How do you know it's me?"

"Because you don't smell the same as someone else's, you smell like formalin......" I was interrupted before I could finish my sentence.

"Everyone in our line of work has such a smell on their bodies, why do you guess it's me. ”

"In addition to this, there is a smell on your body, and the cosmetics you use are Mary Kay. "She has the scent of Mary Kay cosmetics on her, which has been suppressed by formalin, but it is still there.

She smiled, not knowing whether to appreciate or be noncommittal.

I asked, "Is there anything wrong with me?"

"Su Mo went to Chi Shaoqiu to learn about your condition, are you interested in accompanying me for a walk?"

I knew she must have something to say to me, "If you don't mind showing me the way, I don't mind walking with you." ”

"I allow you to grab my sleeve. With that, she took my hand and placed it on her cuff.

Some couldn't keep up with her, so I said, "You go slower." ”

She led me out of the room, and I felt like we got into the elevator, and out of the elevator, we walked for a while, and then she stopped.

She suddenly asked: "I heard that you have an ex-boyfriend named Su, and Su Mo is a half-brother. ”

I wondered, I couldn't understand why she was asking this out of the blue.

I was about to ask her what she wanted to say when I heard a conversation like this.

"Su, you are obedient, we are good to receive treatment, the doctor said, leukemia is not incurable, as long as you find a matching bone marrow, you can be fine. ”

"I said, I'm not cured. ”

"Sue, I know you hate your mother, and your mother assures you that as long as you receive treatment, I will never interfere in your affairs in the future, and you can do whatever you want, okay?"

Su didn't speak, Su's mother cried and begged: "What Mom said is true, Mom promises you that she will never interfere in anything with you in the future." ”

After a pause, she added: "And the girl of the Ye family, if you really like it and really want to marry back, I have no opinion." ”

Su Dao: "She's fine now, don't bother her." ”

"Okay, I won't bother her, whatever you say, then we can be treated, okay?" Su's mother begged him with tears in her eyes.

Sue remained silent.

I didn't know where I was standing, whether I was standing in the door of Sue's hospital room or where, but I felt like the voice was coming from another world.

No wonder he became so strange, no wonder he suddenly appeared, as if he was saying goodbye, no wonder he was so concerned about the matter between me and Su Mo, and tried his best to match us.

He didn't want me to leave regrets, but he left regrets for his life, he actually didn't want to push me to Su Mo, just because of one sentence, my happiness can only be given by Su Mo.

After the mood fluttered, I raised my voice softly: "You just want to tell me this?"

Qiao Zhiyun was silent, but I think I already know her purpose, although she has changed her way, but her purpose has not changed.

I smiled indifferently and said in a calm voice: "Even if I know, what can I do? I'm not a doctor, I can't cure his disease, and it seems impossible to donate bone marrow, not to mention whether our bone marrow can be matched, even if it is, I'm afraid it can't be used, I'm now a mud bodhisattva crossing the river and it is difficult to protect itself." ”

Seeing me speak so indifferently, Qiao Zhiyun seemed to be angry and funny: "They all say that I am the most ruthless woman in the world, but now I feel that I am not." ”

I smiled, without arguing or explaining.

Am I ruthless? Maybe, but I don't agree.

Maybe it's a matter of mentality, even if I'm stuck in a dark panic, I don't seem to be so afraid of life and death, but calm down a little, with a kind of desolation and precipitation that I can see through.

What if I'm afraid? What if I'm not afraid? If I'm afraid, I'm not going to die, so why should I be so panicked?

Facing it indifferently is not a realm.

Moreover, I can't control the life and death of others, so why is it ruthless?

Qiao Zhiyun wanted me to accommodate Su because of sympathy, and wanted me to be with him because of this, but I didn't know that this was not what Su wanted, and I wouldn't give it.

I laughed and said a little cheekily: "Why am I not the one who needs sympathy and charity now?" Since he and I are both of the same kind, let's be considerate of each other, maybe we can still be good partners in the future." ”

I don't know what kind of expression Qiao Zhiyun has, it must be no better.

I didn't hear her voice for a long time, I only heard the footsteps of people coming and going in the corridor, I took two steps left and right, I didn't smell the familiar smell, I smiled lowly, she was angry with my dead pig who was not afraid of boiling water?

With a sigh, I reached out, "Can anyone help me, I can't see?"

A gentle female voice came, "How do you need help?"

Smelling formalin, I guess it's a paramedic.

I asked her to send me to Su Mo's VIP ward here, and as soon as I finished reporting the address, I was hugged into a familiar embrace, smelling the familiar fragrance, and my somewhat hesitant heart finally settled down.

"Su Mo. I smiled and called his name, a little delighted. (2)miào(2)bi.*(2)ge(2),

"How did you get here?" he asked, a little angry.

I haven't spoken yet, but Su's mother came out at this time, and when she saw me, she seemed to be a little surprised, and pulled me to say to me expectantly: "I beg you, you go and persuade Su, no matter how I persuade him, he won't accept treatment, I think, if you persuade him, he will definitely listen." ”

I was silent, and Su's mother continued to plead: "Please go and persuade him." ”

I really can't help with other helps, but I can persuade Su, I can still do it, I touched Su Mo's arm and held his arm, "You wait for me here, I'll go and persuade him." ”

I turned around, but Su Mo grabbed my wrist: "I'll send you in." ”

I smiled and nodded, "Hmm." ”

After Su Mo sent me in, he went out, Su said, "Why are you here, she is looking for you?"