185. You are not his opponent when you play small......
I heard the displeasure in his voice, and there was no longer that gentle and humble temperament, some were excited, irritated, and broken.
When he had a nosebleed before, he lied to me that it was just a common cold, and he didn't want me to know it.
It's like when I found out that I was wrong, I didn't want Su Mo to know the same thoughts.
"Su Jing, why don't you get treatment?" I asked in a whisper about the darkness.
He smiled abruptly: "Why do you want to be treated? I can't find the meaning of my life in this world." ”
I don't know, it turns out that Su Jing, who seems to be sunny and carefree, doesn't worry about food or clothing, and he is actually very tired when he is rich.
"Grandpa is good to me, just because I am a child of the Su family and have the blood of the Su family in my body, however, the heir of the Su family that he values the most in his heart is actually Su Mo. ”
He smiled bitterly: "What about my father, although he is my father, but he has never taken the initiative to say a word to me, let alone talk about care and care, I am a thorn in his heart for him, this thorn, let him be like a fish in the throat, if he can, he is afraid that he can't wait to have my son, because of me, he ruined his life's happiness and love, so, he doesn't like me." ”
The more he spoke, the more bitter his voice became: "And my mother ......"
"Huh. Desolate smiled, he said: "To her, what am I? is her bargaining chip to threaten her father, yes, I am her bargaining chip, before she was born, she had the bargaining chip to marry her father because of me, after marriage, she stabilized her position as the lady of the Su family because of my bargaining chip, this is not counting, she is still trying to control my life, control everything about me, I am like a puppet in her hand, she can do whatever she wants." ”
"But...... But I can't hate her, she is the person who loves and cares about me the most in this world. He smiled wryly.
He was stunned: "It's really boring to live like this, it's better to die simply, it's a hundred." ”
Hearing his angry words, I asked, "In this world, don't you have people and things that you are nostalgic for?"
"Yes. His voice became serious: "But you married Su Mo." ”
As soon as Su Jing's words fell, I felt a gust of wind passing by, and then, I heard Su Jing's cry of pain and Su Mo's scolding: "Don't be sad here, pretend to be pitiful, it's a man, just stand up for me." ”
Su Mo and Su Jing fought, and I knew that Su Mo couldn't get used to listening to Su Jing's words, and he was worried that I would be affected by Su Jing's words.
"Don't think I couldn't beat you when I was a kid, and I can't beat you now!"
I couldn't see, I didn't know who had hit whom, who was more seriously injured, I could only hear a crackling thing.
Su Jing's mother also broke in at this time: "You let go! I won't allow you to beat my son again!"
She roared: "It's because of you that he hurt his brain and became abnormal, if you move him again, try to see that I don't fight with you!"
Su Jing's mother, who is used to being strong, also shows the weakness of some women at this time, like a lion protecting her children all the time.
Su Jing said: "Mom, go away, this is my business with him." ”
"You're all hurt!" Su Jing's mother said excitedly and distressedly.
I listened to them arguing there, but I couldn't say a word, and I was in the dark, and I was confused and helpless that I had never felt before, because I found that I couldn't do anything now.
Su Jing: "It's just a little skin injury, Mom, I'm fine, don't stop me, let me have a happy fight with him." ”
Su Jing's mother: "You are not his opponent when you are young......"
Su Jing intercepted the conversation: "When I was young, I couldn't beat him because he was older and taller than me, and now that we have all grown up, I can't tell who can't beat whom." ”
"Defeated. Su Mo provoked.
"Let's try and see who's the loser today. Su Jing was not to be outdone.
There was another fist and kick, and I stood quietly, listening to the noise intensifying, like an alien out of place.
This kind of helplessness and panic trapped in the dark made me anxious, I was like standing on a flat boat in the middle of the sea, floating, as if my feet would be stepped on at any time, as long as I fell, I would drown in the water, and I would never recover.
"Ahh
As I screamed, the room finally fell silent, and I even heard what seemed to be a crowd of people gathered at the door, whispering, curious as to why the people in the room were fighting, and why I was screaming suddenly.
I know that it is not early now, many people have already fallen asleep, and it is inevitable that they will be a little unhappy when they are woken up, so many people are complaining and accusing us.
"Chu Chu?" Su Mo came over and hugged me, I pressed against his chest, biting my lip to prevent tears from flowing.
I grabbed the corner of his coat and said weakly, "Shall we go back?"
He kissed my bun lovingly: "Okay, let's go back." ”
On the way back, none of us spoke, I lay on the co-pilot with my eyes closed, if it was before, I would like to look at the scenery outside the window, see where the flowers are beautiful, where the trees are growing, where the billboards are beautiful, look at the familiar street scene, which store has changed its face......
Now, these things seem to me to have become a luxury.
Sensing that my mood was not good, Su Mo's hand reached over and held my hand tightly in his palm.
The car stopped, the door here was knocked, Su Mo reached out and was about to hug me, but I refused: "I'll go by myself." ”
"Good. He replied in a low voice, taking my hand and walking inside.
His patient and gentle voice came: "There are steps, lift your feet, and then lift your feet......"
Following his words, I lifted my foot and stepped on the stairs.
He led me into the house, and in this way reminded me to lead me upstairs to the bedroom, where I silently memorized the number, the general direction, and the footsteps.
He helped me sit down on the edge of the bed and asked, "Do you want to take a shower?"
I shook my head, "I'm a little tired and want to sleep." ”
"Then wash your face and feet?"
I let out an 'um' sound.
I heard the sound of water coming from the bathroom, and a few moments later he came out with a basin of water.
I heard him wring the towel, and then his face was hot, and he washed my face.
I pursed my lips and didn't move, sitting like a puppet.
After washing my face, he began to take off my shoes and socks again, and when his hand was held on my bare feet, I trembled and subconsciously shrank my feet, feeling that it was humbling to let such a tall man bend over to one side to wash my feet, and I didn't want him to be like this.
In my mind, he is a high-ranking man, noble and proud, such a thing should not be related to him, it will make me feel distressed.
"I wash it myself. I trembled.
His magnetic voice came, serious and beautiful: "Chu Chu, I am your husband, it is a matter of course for a husband to wash his wife's feet, don't feel burdened." ”
He picked up my feet and put them in the water and rubbed them very gently for me.
I bit my lip, there were too many suppressed emotions in my heart, and tears flowed out uncontrollably.
He wiped the tears from my cheeks and smiled softly: "Why are you crying?"
I grabbed his hand, "Su Mo, if there is a next life, will you marry me?" ”
He hugged me, "Fool, what do you mean in the next life, we haven't finished this life yet." ”
My throat burns, in this life? Can we still have this life?
As if sensing my concern, he soothed, "I'm not going to let you have anything to do." ”
I don't know how long I slept, and when I woke up, it was still pitch black, so I didn't know if it was day or night.
I moved and sat up.
I felt the person next to me sit up with me, and he asked me, "What's wrong? Do you want to go to the bathroom?"
I asked, "What time is it?" ”
After a while, I heard him say, "It's only five o'clock." ”
With that, he put me down and let me continue to sleep in his arms.
I frowned, it was only five o'clock, but I felt like I had slept for a long time.
As if he knew I couldn't sleep, he gently patted me on the back and lulled me to sleep like a child.
Finally he fell asleep, and I was still awake.
At this moment, the phone rang, I got up and touched it for a while, and by feeling it slid down to answer, and a wild and bloodthirsty voice came from inside, accompanied by the child's scream.