Chapter Eighty-Seven: Ideals and Reality
It's been a long time, so many days, I only have one expectation every day, that is, I expect Xu Nan to wake up, but now, I suddenly saw her wake up. I thought I was dreaming again. So, I immediately rubbed my eyes, and then looked at Xu Nan deeply again, and found that Xu Nan was still looking at me with his eyes open, and his eyes were motionless.
At this moment, my frantically beating heart jumped out directly, and I panicked with excitement. I took Xu Nan's hand in a panic and shouted in a panic: "Nan Nan." Are you awake, are you really awake?"
But, what made me stiff in an instant was that Xu Nan didn't react to my shouting at all, she still had the same expression as before, still looking at me blankly, immediately, my heartbeat paused, the expression on my face was frozen, I squirmed my lips, and said like a fool: "Nan Nan, what's wrong with you, don't scare me." Don't you remember me? I'm Wu Lai, it's your Wu Lai, don't you remember the ugly monster you like?"
However, Xu Nan was still unresponsive, still expressionless.
In an instant, my heart jumped rapidly, and a deep sense of tension filled my body. I was worried, scared, I knew that Xu Nan was injured in the head, if something really happened to her and she became stupid, it would be over.
So, I pressed the pager in the ward like crazy and shouted, "Doctor, doctor, come on, the patient is awake!"
Not long after, the attending doctor rushed to the ward with a few intern doctors, and saw that Xu Nan was really awake, those doctors felt incredible, and shouted that it was a miracle, perhaps, in the doctor's opinion, the possibility of Xu Nan waking up is very small, but my mind is no longer here, I anxiously said to the doctor: "Doctor, you quickly help me check, the patient doesn't know me, she doesn't know me!"
As I spoke, my voice choked up, and my eyes were full of fear.
The attending doctor didn't grind, and hurriedly gave Xu Nan a rough examination, but in the end, the doctor came to the result that this is a normal phenomenon, because the patient has been injured in the head and has been in a coma for too long, so it is very common for this phenomenon to appear at the first time when she wakes up, and she needs an adaptation process, so the doctor asked me to communicate with the patient more, talk about the past, let her recover as soon as possible, if it is not possible after a day, then go take an X-ray to see the situation.
After listening to the doctor's words, I finally became much more steady, and the fear gradually dissipated, replaced by confidence, firm confidence, I must Xu Nan recover as soon as possible, so, after the doctor left, I sat on the side of Xu Nan's bed, began to chant the scriptures, and kept talking.
This time, I didn't promise anything about the alliance, but kept telling her about our past, in great detail, from our acquaintance, acquaintance, to love, that process, I myself were sad and wept, those unforgettable memories, it can be said, can write a book.
Our story is too tortuous, our love is too bumpy, when it comes to the time we broke up, my tears can't stop flowing, it is a regret that can not be erased for a lifetime, perhaps, it is because of the misunderstanding caused by that distrust, in the future, we will trust each other more, but the premise is that we have not forgotten the past.
I was afraid that Xu Nan would forget, and I was afraid that she was really stupid, so I kept giving myself confidence, and kept talking about our past, and I didn't stop until Xu Nan's parents came to the ward.
When Xu Nan's parents saw me like this, they didn't bother me, but just looked at their daughter who woke up with relief and waited silently.
And I, continue to talk to Xu Nan about the past as if no one was around, and even I told Xu Nan about my transformation and return to school, and in the end, everything was said, and there was nothing to say, but Xu Nan was still dumbfounded, as if he was stupid, and there was no reaction, which made my confidence a little shaken again, and I couldn't help but feel nervous, I was really afraid that something would happen to her, but I knew very well in my heart that no matter whether Xu Nan was stupid or stupid, I would be by her side.
Therefore, even if Xu Nan ignored me, I still took her hand and solemnly promised her: "Nan Nan, I hope you can hear my words, I already know that I am wrong, I promise you, I will always accompany you, I will marry you, I will never abandon you, in this life, in the next life, I will not abandon you!" ad_250_left ();
I know that for Xu Nan, the words she wants to hear the most are these words, and what she is most afraid of is that I don't like her, I abandon her, so no matter how many times I said these words when she was in a coma, this time, I still said it very sincerely, I just want Xu Nan to know that I really love her.
I don't know if it was my sincerity that moved the heavens, or Xu Nan herself was touched by my sincerity, suddenly, her originally dull expression seemed to have a subtle change, and even more, her godless eyes actually contained tears, and soon, crystal tears slowly slid from the corners of her eyes to her face.
At this moment, I trembled directly, trembling with excitement, I grabbed Xu Nan's hand hard, and shouted excitedly: "Nan Nan, you heard me speak, you remembered me, right, right?"
Hearing my words, Xu Nan's eyes slowly turned red, and there was a little brilliance in her eyes, and then, she looked at me with red eyes, and nodded her head with all her might.
She nodded, I immediately felt like I had risen from hell to heaven, I was excited, I didn't care about everything, I pounced directly on Xu Nan, hugged her tightly, and shouted in a trembling voice: "Nan Nan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you suffered, I promise that I won't let you be wronged again in the future!"
I don't know why, there were so many things to say to Xu Nan, but when she really knew herself, I only cared about apologizing, this is what I subconsciously want to say the most, I held it for a long time, I just wanted to wait for the first moment Xu Nan woke up, and told her, I'm sorry for her, I misunderstood her, I hurt her.
At this time, Xu Nan's parents also approached and cried excitedly. Servant Hugh Li carried.
I didn't care about anything else, just hugged Xu Nan domineeringly, and kept apologizing to her, I knew that she had been explaining to me, so, after apologizing, I immediately explained to her about the breakup that day, explaining that I waited at her door for a few days and nights, and finally fainted before being dragged to the hotel, I didn't look for any young lady at all, everything was framed.
After explaining, I apologized to her again, and kept apologizing. It wasn't until Xu Nan pushed me a little with his hand that I immediately let go of her and looked at her affectionately.
At this moment, Xu Nan was also in tears, but on her pale face, there were endless emotions, and her eyes were full of emotion, she looked at me for a long time before she finally spoke, and said the first sentence since she was unconscious: "I don't blame you, not at all!"
Perhaps, the two of us already know each other's minds, so all words seem meaningless, because we understand, so we don't blame, because we believe, so we understand. Xu Nan expressed everything she wanted to say in just one sentence. And this sentence also directly relieved me, and all the troubles and guilt disappeared immediately, because I knew that the girl I loved was so great and generous, and she was worthy of my life to protect.
Therefore, at this important moment, I directly ignored Xu Nan's parents, suddenly lowered my head, met Xu Nan's somewhat pale lips with my mouth, and kissed deeply, all words, all love, are contained in this kiss, it represents everything.
Time, as if standing still at this moment, this kiss, accompanied by the salty taste of tears, contains too much affection, the reconciliation after the breakup, the unraveling of misunderstandings, the preciousness of love, and the revival of life, are all hidden in this affectionate kiss.
After a long time, I left Xu Nan gently, a kiss made Xu Nan's face ruddy, that beautiful face, also regained its brilliance, her whole person seemed to be completely activated by my kiss, and her state was much better.
This time, Xu Nan's parents couldn't restrain themselves anymore, and no matter how sweet and ambiguous we were, they directly squeezed me away, pulled Xu Nan to ask for warmth, and kept shouting Nan Nan, you are okay, scared your parents to death.
It can be seen that their mood, similar to mine, has returned to heaven from the abyss.
And Xu Nan, after the cycle of life and death, abandoned her opinions on her parents, she looked at her parents deeply, and shouted from the bottom of her heart: "Dad, Mom!" In an instant, the whole ward was filled with the smell of happiness, and everyone was immersed in joy and couldn't extricate themselves.
In the next two days, Xu Nan was in the recovery period, and I stayed by her side, chatting with her, and talking to her without leaving for a moment.
After two days of getting along, Xu Nan and I almost solved all the misunderstandings, she really did what she said, she didn't blame me at all, let alone me, even the person who hurt her, she didn't blame, according to her meaning, if there was no Ding Wudi, maybe she had left the city at this moment, and the two of us really couldn't be together again.
As for the woman in red, without her, we wouldn't have found out that the love for each other would be so deep and uncontrollable, so Xu Nan didn't want me to take revenge at all.
Actually, I understand that she doesn't want me to cause trouble, because she has missed too much, she doesn't want to take any more risks, she just wants to cherish the time with me now, she doesn't want our love to have any more twists and turns, she just wants to live a simple and happy life with me.
And, for my changes, Xu Nan doesn't care at all, those appearance, life and other nihilistic things, she never cares, the reason why she loves me so hard is that I have a heart that can move her at all times, she doesn't care about any changes in me, as long as my heart has not changed, she is grateful.
I was really completely infected by Xu Nan's selfless love, she made me slowly let go of my hatred, and I also understood that if I want to give Xu Nan true love and real happiness, it is not by revenge, but by my sincere heart, so that she can feel warmth and feel my true feelings, so for her, I am willing to let go of everything, as long as she is happy, it will be fine.
Xu Nan was also very happy to see that I was able to make changes for her, and she was even more convinced that her wait and her efforts were worth it.
After we dissolved all the knots, Xu Nan's state recovered better. Two days later, she basically had nothing to do, but according to the doctor's intentions, Xu Nan still had to be hospitalized for observation for two days, but Xu Nan couldn't stay in the hospital, her personality was active in itself, she didn't want to reunite with me, and my good time was delayed in the ward, so on the third day that Xu Nan woke up, we took advantage of Xu Nan's parents not coming to the hospital and sneaked away.
On this day, we made up all the time as a couple after the breakup, and we decided to fill all those gaps.
I remember that when we separated, I was waiting for Xu Nan at the south gate of the school, but she was forcibly picked up by her father, and that day, we originally planned to go to the mall to buy clothes. So, today, as soon as we got out of the hospital, we ran to the mall, Xu Nan chose new clothes for me, and made me handsome and handsome, and Xu Nan couldn't help but be fascinated when I saw it.
I also picked out a few new clothes for Xu Nan and dressed them up, and immediately, our pair of handsome men and beautiful women was formed, which attracted the attention of many people.
Subsequently, the two of us, like two happy elves, ran in all corners of the city, enjoying the time of the couple, this time, we can be regarded as a real couple, there is no need to promise eternal life, because we know in our hearts that between us, we will never let each other down, never abandon again, our love has become indestructible, so now we are just making up for the regrets of the past and enjoying the sweet life now.
I took Xu Nan and fulfilled all the responsibilities and obligations of my boyfriend, what she wanted to eat, I took her to eat, what she wanted to play, I took her to play, we made fun together, laughed together, watched movies together, went shopping together, and shuttled through the streets and alleys of the city together.
No matter where, we were left with laughter and laughter, without any interruption, even if Xu Nan's parents called, Xu Nan didn't answer, just replied to a text message, saying that she was with me, and then turned off the phone, because Xu Nan didn't want our two-person world to be disturbed, she was completely immersed in happiness and couldn't extricate herself.
Xu Nan, who is smiling, has become more youthful and beautiful, her whole body still exudes a fashionable atmosphere, but in fashion, there is no longer gloom and sadness, but the most direct and beautiful joy.
Of course, I'm the same, I keep cheering, I want the whole world to know that my true love is back, just on this day, we seem to have enjoyed a century, as if all the youth years are condensed in this day, so beautiful, and the aftertaste is endless.
Playing until late at night, each other was tired, we found a hotel, stayed, although this was the first night we slept in the same bed after we reconciled, but we didn't do anything, because I knew that Xu Nan's body was just right, and we couldn't do radical exercise, we just lay quietly in bed, without any evil thoughts.
After the lights went out, I couldn't help but say affectionately to Xu Nan: "I love you!" Xu Nan smiled secretly, and then replied happily: "I love you too!"
Seven words, compatible together, combined into a happy style, I hugged her, she hugged me, we hugged each other, suddenly felt that the whole world in my eyes, have become small, I already have everything, as if I have the whole world.
The next morning, we woke up almost at the same time, got up together, brushed our teeth together, washed our faces together, and the romance knows no limits.
Out of the hotel, I smiled at Xu Nan and said happily: "Wherever you are going today, I will accompany you!"
Xu Nan held my hand affectionately and pouted, "Let's go to school!"
Seeing the expectation in Xu Nan's eyes, I know that Xu Nan still wants to return to that school, because most of what we have experienced is in school, from acquaintance, to closeness, to mutual giving, to love, to all kinds, all experienced in school, every place on campus has our memories and is worth recalling.
What's more, we went back hand in hand, which can be regarded as giving Xu Nan a satisfactory answer that she has been waiting for for a few months, so that others will know that her efforts are worth it.
I also know that my identity needs to be made public, and now I don't care about the worldly eyes of bullshit, I want the whole school to know that our couple, who were once the least favored couple, have gone through all kinds of hardships, and finally walked together, I want everyone to believe that there is a kind of love that is the most determined.
So, I didn't have any twisting, and replied directly to Xu Nan: "Okay!"
Then, we walked happily towards the school together, because the road was not very far, we also pressed the road to walk over, Xu Nan still held my arm, and said to me as he walked: "Wu Lai, if your identity is revealed, you don't mind, right?"
Xu Nan is smart, she knows that our appearance on campus so blatantly will definitely make many people suspicious, so she asked me this question, I don't have to think about it at all, and replied directly and cheerfully: "I used to care a lot, but now I know that you have always loved me and never disliked me, so I don't care at all, on the contrary, I also think that it is very good to be Wu Lai, and I have a sense of satisfaction, I want to let the people in the school know, you, Xu Nan, choose me, there is no wrong choice!"
After speaking, I couldn't help but kiss Xu Nan's face, Xu Nan smiled like a flower, showing the most beautiful side, she held my hand tighter, for fear that I would run away.
We talked and laughed all the way, and everywhere we passed, there was a crisp laugh like Xu Nan's silver bell, happiness was chasing us, and we approached the school with happiness. Every time I took a step closer, my mood was excited, and I suddenly felt that entering the school with Xu Nan was what I dreamed of the most, and this feeling was even happier than when I returned to school with a new appearance.
But, the ideal is too full, and the reality will always give you a slap in the face when you are most intoxicated, I never thought that when we were about to arrive at the school gate, two cars suddenly went out of the air, blocking the way for me and Xu Nan...