Chapter 232, I don't know if I will be a good mother in the future

"I'll ask the doctor to come and give you some nutrient solution!" Since he can't eat it, but the nutrition must keep up, he thinks it's better to take a drip.

"I don't want to see people like doctors, I think of them!" she had been hit hard by the hospital lately, perhaps from post-traumatic conditions, and she subconsciously didn't want to see or think of anyone like that.

took a slight step, but Kong Chengyi was afraid of the strong smell of cigarettes on his body, and didn't dare to hug her, "But, how can you go on like this? I want to take my son over and sleep with us? Okay? Can you also help take care of it during the day?" The inquiring tone made Kong Chengyi's voice soften a lot.

Lying down tiredly, Hua Pity didn't feel any special feelings, and still said "yes" in compliance and slowly closed her eyes.

Staring at her thin cheeks, Kong Chengyi's outstretched hand hung in the air, and he wanted to say something more but didn't say anything more, went around to the cloakroom and took his pajamas and went into the bathroom.

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Hua pity the thick black eyelashes but fanned it, opened her eyes to stare at the dazzling incandescent lamp, and closed her eyes again after a while, full of tiredness, no matter how she slept she couldn't seem to get rid of the fatigue in her heart, she just wanted to stay in bed all the time.

Kong Chengyi went directly to the baby room after taking a shower, asked the confinement lady to carry the child to their room, and even moved the crib and other necessities over, and made up his mind to let Hua pity himself and take care of the baby more.

In the haze, Hua Pity heard the cry of "Wow Wow Wow Wow ......", wrung her eyebrows, struggled for a long time and finally opened her eyes, turned her head to look at the source of the sound, and saw Xiao Rou & Tuan blushing and crying with her hands and feet.

In a daze, Hua pity couldn't tell the difference between reality and dream, and sat up sluggishly, but she only looked at it with dull eyes, and did not make any further movements.

faintly heard his son's crying, Kong Chengyi hurriedly hung up the phone, walked back from the study quickly, pushed open the door and saw Hua staring at his son with pity.

Removing the shocked look on his face, Kong Chengyi froze, but ruthlessly did not go to his son's side and pick up his son, but asked softly, "Are you awake?

Turning his head and seeing Kong Chengyi pinching the phone and standing at the door, Hua took pity before turning around in a trance, understanding that this was not a dream, so he nodded, "Well, wake up!"

"My son may be wet, can you take a look?" Kong Chengyi has been standing not far away, his voice is soft but sure, he hopes that Hua Pity will learn to take care of his son and focus on his son.

Still just nodding, Hua Pixie lifted the quilt and slowly got out of bed, approaching his son, but still did not pick up his son immediately, but stared at him and cried for a few seconds before leaning down to untie his clothes.

"Wow Wow Wow ......"

The son was still crying screamingly, his hands and feet were dancing uneasily, tears flowed down his cheeks and into his ears, but Hua pity but didn't see it, just listening to Kong Chengyi's instructions to untie his clothes and check whether he was wet.

Seeing that Hua was close to her son Kong Chengyi before stepping into the room, seeing that she didn't have any action to coax her son, she frowned slightly, "Pity...... My son was crying so sadly, should he be picked up? Maybe he had slept too long and wanted us to hug him?" she had held the child only a handful of times, and he was even afraid that Hua Pity would forget his son.

opened her son's urine bag, and saw that it was indeed wet, Hua Pity breathed a sigh of relief, and looked sideways at Kong Chengyi, "It's time to change the urine bag...... "My son is about to be full moon, but tonight is the first time she has helped her son change the urine bag, and she doesn't even know how to start, how to stabilize her hands, feet, and feet that are constantly dancing uncontrollably.

"Well, let's change it!" Lowering his eyes, Kong Chengyi pretended not to understand the request in her eyes, and was ruthlessly unwilling to help her.

Taking the dry urine bag from Kong Chengyi's hand, Hua looked at him hesitantly, but found that he gave all his eyes to his crying son, helplessly, Hua Pitian untied his son's urine bag, and his movements seemed clumsy and overwhelmed.

Kong Chengyi took a few tissues and leaned down to wipe his son's tears, while threatening softly, "Boy, don't cry, do you see? Your mother helped you change the diaper, if you cry again, I will make you wet for one night, and make your butt have a rash!"

Pulling out the soaked urine bag, a smell of urine came straight in, Hua pity and didn't turn her head uncomfortably, and wanted to go to the bathroom with the urine bag, but was called back by Kong Chengyi.

"Help my son put on dry clothes first, otherwise he may pee in the next second, and his bed will be wet!" Most of the time he accompanies the flower to pity, but he also learned how to take care of his son with the confinement sister-in-law, so now he is very skilled in changing diapers and making milk and even coaxing his son to sleep, and he is completely a passing dad.

"Huh?" Twisting her nose slightly, Hua Pity paused, looked at Kong Chengyi suspiciously, looked down at the soaked diaper bag in her hand, nodded, or put the soaked diaper on the floor, trying to wrap her son with dry urine.

"That's not the case, it's to put the urine bag behind his son's buttocks first, grab his hands to raise his buttocks up, and then put the tail up, and then stick the urine bags on both sides, so it's okay!" Seeing that she didn't understand at all, Kong Chengyi hooked her lips and smiled, happily watching her helplessness, and then taught her to put on her son's urine bag hand in hand.

Wrapped in a urine bag by her hand, Hua Pity couldn't wait to pick up the dirty urine bag on the ground and throw it into the trash can in the bathroom, and washed her hands twice before coming out.

Although the little baby who changed into a dry urine bag didn't cry anymore, she still kept sobbing, dancing excitedly at Kong Chengyi's hands and feet, as if she was begging him to hug herself.

"It's a pity, can you hug your son? He wants to hug him!" Holding back his hand, Kong Chengyi turned his head to stare at her standing by the bathroom door, raising his lips and revealing a bright smile.

Wiping her hands, Hua Pity blurted out and refused without thinking about it, "You hug it, you just hug it!" She had never been so close to her son, and even hugged her for a few minutes, she had never tasted her son's taste carefully, and just now, the smell of urine and the faint smell of milk made her suddenly afraid, and she faintly felt that she was resisting.

"Mom's unique smell can soothe his anxiety, I think, you still hug it...... If you hug him, he should stop crying immediately......" Step by step, Kong Chengyi read the fear and struggle in her eyes, stepped forward and grabbed her hand, "You try...... If you're still crying, I'll hug ......."

Being pulled forward by the hand, Hua Pity twisted her hand slightly to break free, "I'm still ......"

"It's a pity, I think my son is like you, his skin is white and tender, and he smiles like you very much......" Regardless of her struggle and retreat, Kong Chengyi took her hand and put it directly on her son's face, holding her hand and gently caressing her son's tender face.

The fingertips gently slid over the chubby face, Hua Pity held her breath, and a wave of electricity slid through a shudder, and in the next second, Kong Chengyi had already picked up her son with her hand.

"Look, if you touch him, he won't cry, and he still stares at us? You must also know that you are a mother, and you want to be coquettish and let you hug it! Good boy, you know how to be coquettish as soon as you are born......" Hooking his lips and revealing his teeth, Kong Chengyi delicately stuffed his son into Hua Pity's arms, and let her hold her son with both hands.

The trembling in his heart has not dissipated, and he was suddenly stuffed into a small meat * ball, Hua Pity immediately froze his movements, did not dare to move at all, lowered his head but looked at the little guy's open eyes, the next second, he opened his mouth and yawned lazily, closed his eyes again, waved his little hand and fell asleep again.

"Ha, my ass is comfortable and I slept again......" Kong Chengyi put one hand around Hua Pity's waist, and continued to tease his son's chubby little face with the other, "Life is so wonderful, from a pool of blood and water will eventually condense into such a cute little life, thank you!" With that, Kong Chengyi gently put a kiss on her lips with his head sideways.

The little meat * group in his arms fell asleep peacefully, but Hua felt sorry but felt strange, as if he had really given birth to a son at this time, and he really knew that this was his son.

"Is he like this every day?" She didn't know, because since she was forced to lie in a hospital bed to nurse her wounds, all her thoughts hung on the two men who had abandoned her, and she had no thoughts about her surroundings or her son, and her empty heart could not contain anything else.

"Well, eat, sleep, and occasionally cry to find my mother!" hugged her slightly and sat down on the sofa, Kong Chengyi raised his eyebrows and smiled, very happy that Hua Pity finally reacted to his son, and his tone was even a little coquettish, as if he was holding grievances for his son.

Staring at her son, the motherhood hidden in her heart seemed to be released in an instant, Hua pity blinked, blinked away the wetness in her eyes, and thought that maybe Hua Zhenzhen hugged herself like this back then, and poured all her love into herself, and her heart was also extremely satisfied.

"I don't know if I will be a good mother in the future, I can't tell myself that I can be a good mother......" The hesitation and the emptiness in her heart have no support, so she can't firmly commit to being a good mother and taking care of her son.

"I know you can, you see, you fell asleep as soon as you hugged him, he loves you too, and you love his ......" relaxed and snuggled the mother and son into his chest, Kong Chengyi breathed a sigh of relief, happy for her change, and became more and more determined that she could gradually get out of the pain, take care of her son, and become a considerate and warm mother.