Chapter 233, I almost killed my son
After the son entered the bedroom, the days of lying in bed all day long were also ended, and he began to learn to take care of his son in the company of his sister-in-law, and passively accepted his son's noisy and sleepless life mode all night, but he was also surprised to find that his sluggish time was getting less and less, and gradually even showed a smile with his son's laughter.
"It's a pity, the little baby will be full moon in a few days, have you thought of the name?" Fang Xiufang teased the baby's great-grandson while asking Hua for pity, but she was also cautious, for fear of arousing her other thoughts.
The hand folding her son's small clothes suddenly stopped, and Hua raised her head pitifully, a little unconscious, "Full moon?" Unconsciously, it turned out to be a full moon, but it also meant that Hua Zhenzhen had also been away for nearly a month.
"Well, it's a full moon!" The cloudy light of her eyes fell on Hua Pity Unconsciously cheeks, Fang Xiufang sighed faintly, knowing that the simple word "full moon" had touched her heart and aroused her sadness.
"Time flies!" thought that their world would collapse without them, and she would not be able to live anymore, but no matter how much she thought about it and how numb she lived, time slipped away quietly after all, and she herself was still living peacefully, still living step by step, it seemed that life had not collapsed, and there had been no change.
"Okay, think about it, it's time for the little baby to take a bath, I'll let the confinement lady come up and help you!" sighed heavily in her heart, Fang Xiufang walked out of the room where Hua pity step by step with her crutches.
Hanging her head, Hua Pity still folded her son's clothes seriously, but her tears crackled uncontrollably, after all, she still missed Hua Zhenzhen, and the sadness that she could never see again invaded her bone marrow.
Tears fell, Hua Pity wiped the falling tears with the back of her hand, picked up the little clothes that had just been folded with one hand, gently picked up her son with the other, and walked to the bathroom in a hurry.
After several days of guidance from the confinement sister-in-law, the bathing of his son is not skilled, but he has basically mastered the essentials, unscrewed the faucet to let the hot water pour down, Hua pity stared blankly, for a long time, saw that the bathtub had been half installed before he hurriedly turned off the faucet, "Son, is it okay to take a bath......?"
The little baby, who was still asleep, seemed to understand the words of pity, opened her misty eyes, her little mouth was nuisant, she yawned lazily, twisted her hands and feet vigorously, and squinted lazily after a while, tossing him whatever his mother wanted.
Putting the little man on his knees, his hands undressing paused slightly, and Hua Zhenzhen's words suddenly sounded in his mind, "When you were born, you seemed to know that it was very hard for your mother to take care of you alone, so you rarely cried, especially when you took a bath, you always looked at me lazily and fell asleep in a blink of an eye, and no matter how I washed you...... Trust me as a new mom......"
"Novice mother......" muttered the conversation of the day, and the tears that had just stopped fell sharply like a pearl with a broken thread, and her eyes were instantly hazy, "I said that I would help me take care of the baby together, but now that you have run away, what are you? Have you seen it in heaven? I, the novice mother, is going to bathe your grandson, is he also like when I was a child?"
While wiping her tears, muttering to herself for a while, biting her lip and trying her best to suppress the sobbing, Hua Pity gradually took off her son's clothes a little unconsciously, and put her son directly into the bathtub without even trying the water temperature.
"Wow wow...... Wow wow, wow, wow...... "The little baby who was sleeping was put into the bathtub by the flowers, and immediately cried, waving his hands and struggling continuously, and his little face turned red.
"Isn't it like it?Your grandson cried and didn't let me take a bath obediently...... The son's sudden crying made Hua Pity lose his strength instantly, holding his head with one hand, and trying to caress his back comfortably with the other, "Son, you don't want me as a novice mother anymore, do you?"
"Wow, wow, wow......" The loud cry exploded the entire Kong family, and even Fang Xiufang, who was sitting downstairs drinking tea, heard her great-grandson's heart-rending cry, stood up suspiciously, looked at the direction of the room with dazzle, and still went upstairs uneasily, "What's wrong?"
"Young grandma, what's wrong?Why is the little young master crying so much?" The moon lady happened to push open the door, heard the crying and immediately rushed into the bathroom, only to see the child's face flushed, waving his little hands and feet vigorously, crying so much that he almost couldn't breathe.
"I don't know, I cried as soon as I put it in......" Looking back at Sister-in-law, Hua bit her lip with pity, tears fell even more fiercely, and her son's crying made her already suffocated heart feel even more unable to breathe.
"I'll take a look, I'll take a look......" Yuesao saw the tears on her face, and was stunned for a second, then bent down to take the child from her hand, and as soon as her hand touched the water, she hurriedly scooped up the child, pulled a towel and wrapped the child urgently, "Ouch, the water is too hot...... The little master is hot......"
"Young grandma, did you only put hot water? did not put cold water? You can't feel that the water is so hot?"
"What's wrong, why are you crying so much?Is there something uncomfortable?" Fang Xiufang hurriedly stepped into the room, only to see Sister-in-law Yue quickly open the towel wrapped in the child, and Hua was standing not far away with a helpless face.
"What's wrong?" Aunt Yang was originally busy working in the kitchen, and when she heard the cry, she hurriedly ran upstairs, and saw Hua Pity standing sluggishly with tears in her eyes, and her heart "chuckled", and she faintly felt that something had happened.
Turning her head and quickly looking at Fang Xiufang, the confinement lady looked at the flower pity not far away, squirmed her lips, wanted to say something, but she didn't speak, bent down and hugged the little young master away from the towel, seeing that his back was still red, she looked at the dazzle and pity, and finally said to Fang Xiufang, "Old lady, is there a burn ointment at home......?"
"Woo...... I'm sorry...... I'm sorry......" step by step, seeing clearly my son's entire reddened back, Hua was so distressed that she burst into tears, and she hated herself very much, covering her face with both hands, and the whole person fell to the ground, "What am I doing? Why can't I feel the hot water at all? I hurt my son...... It's me who is bad...... I'm not a good mother......"
"I'm going to look for ...... now" Seeing the reddened skin on the young master's back clearly, Aunt Yang was surprised, covered her mouth in distress to prevent herself from making any hurtful and pitiful sounds, turned around and ran downstairs.
"Pity...... Don't do this...... It's okay...... It's just that the skin is a little red...... It's fine to take some medicine......" Although she felt sorry for her great-grandson, Fang Xiufang still took the lead in front of Hua Pity and squatted down tremblingly, "You don't want to, you just didn't pay attention for a while...... Don't cry, don't cry......"
"Woo...... If...... I almost killed my son...... I'm not a good mother, I'm not a competent mother...... "just taking a bath, but she almost burned her son to death and didn't know at all, if it wasn't for the confinement sister-in-law to find out, maybe the consequences would be more serious now, she indulged in her bereavement every day, completely ignoring the people around her, ignoring the existence of her son, if she walked on the road, perhaps, she would also die in the chaotic car.
"Okay, don't cry!" Fang Xiufang pulled away the hand she had been covering her face and forced her to face herself, "You look at me, look at grandma, today's matter is very small, the little baby is just frightened, but it's a pity, you can't let yourself indulge in the past and indulge in pain anymore, have you found out?Your son needs you, you must cheer up and take good care of your son!"
"I'm lucky today, the little baby is just scared, but grandma doesn't want him or you to have any more accidents, and we can't lose you, so you must know that your parents can never live again, no matter what, you should have your own new life, you must learn to say goodbye to them, learn to miss them only in memories, but you must be strong to start your new life!"
With teary eyes, Hua sobbed with pity, listened to Fang Xiufang's persuasion in a daze, and suddenly threw herself into Fang Xiufang's arms, "Grandma...... I'm sorry...... It's me who is selfish...... I shouldn't have done that...... I almost killed my child...... I will never forgive myself for the rest of my life if anything happens to him......" She shuddered at the thought of soaking her child in hot water without realizing it, as if she were stabbing her child in the heart with a sharp knife, and she was unaware of his blood and pain.
"I can't live in the illusion forever...... I shouldn't be nostalgic for the past...... I shouldn't have been expecting those to be nightmares...... It's a nightmare that I almost killed my child...... I'm going to wake up...... "Nearly a month of nightmarish time, her daily and nightly indulgence made her lose the courage to live, and now, almost to tragedy.
"Kid...... Grandma knows you're bitter...... Know you're in pain...... But that's how people are...... There is life and there is death, and they just go first...... We should live well, so that they will be gratified...... So, promise grandma, don't think about them, okay, and live your life well...... Take care of the little baby......" The wrinkled yellow hands gently patted her back, and Fang Xiufang's cloudy tears slowly flowed on her tormented cheeks.
"Pity...... Whose life is not miserable? But ah, we all have to cheer up...... "Life is not long, it is not short, everyone's life is tangled and trivial, all are chicken feathers, but ah, they are still living high-spirited, this is the least awe of life."