"Jingzi, I heard He Junju's introduction yesterday, I feel that his cousin is good, don't you really plan to think about it?" When I took Ran Zhu to Tao Taoju for breakfast in the morning, she looked at me and suddenly asked.

"I can't stop you from eating steamed buns, so let's talk about where you want to go today!" I didn't want to talk about it, so I changed the subject.

"Don't divert the topic, really, there shouldn't be a better man than Gu Shengnan by your side now, right? I think if you are with Gu Shengnan, he will definitely not let you suffer. Ran Zhu saw that I was busy changing the topic and turned the topic back.

"But I don't like him, since I don't like people and I provoke them, then what have I become?" I said righteously.

"Feelings can be cultivated slowly, you like Zhang Bei quite a lot, don't people say goodbye in the end!" Ran Zhu looked at me and said sharply.

"Xu Shuran, what are you talking about, are you really here to block me this time!" I put the soup spoon in my hand into the bowl in front of me, and the porridge in the bowl suddenly splashed out.

Ran Zhu saw that I was angry, and quickly said softly with a smile, "Oh, I didn't mean that, don't be angry, I eat buns, I won't speak, don't say anything." ”

I was said by Ran Zhu, I was really not in the mood to eat, I drank 2 more mouthfuls of porridge and then put down the soup spoon and stopped eating, Ran Zhu felt my anger, she was also busy putting down the soup spoon and not eating.

"You keep eating, I'll go out. I picked up my bag in my chair and headed out the door.

Coming to the door, I lit a cigarette and smoked, I don't know when Ran Zhu came out, when I turned around after smoking a cigarette, I already saw Ran Zhu standing behind me with a stunned face.

Ran Zhu looked at me with a serious face, and his expression was as if I had committed some heinous crime.

"Are you done eating?" I asked, looking at her with an embarrassed expression.

"What were you doing just now?" asked Ran Zhu sharply.

"I didn't do anything! I just came out to blow the wind, it was too hot inside. My eyes fluttered, and I explained to Ran Zhu with an unnatural expression.

"Isn't it cooler on the outside than on the inside, is it?Blowing the wind?Where's the wind?" Ran Zhu looked at me angrily and asked aggressively, obviously what I was doing just now, Ran Zhu saw it clearly.

Now that I know, then I'm not satisfied and just pick it out, anyway, I'm not the well-behaved and sensible Liang Jingzi in their eyes, it's not anymore.

"I'm under a lot of pressure at work, and it's normal to smoke a cigarette once in a while, you won't have seen a woman who smokes, right?" I said with a nonchalant look at Ran Zhu and laughed.

"Don't smile with me, Liang Jingzi, you're a girl, how are you, how can you smoke!" Ran Zhu said and finally looked around, deliberately lowered his voice and said.

"What's wrong with girls, girls also have times of stress, besides, I'm a smoker and not a drug addict, are you making such a fuss?" I looked at Ran Zhu with disdain and defended.

"You can't smoke, you dare to take drugs, if you dare to take drugs, I dare to report you, do you believe it!" Ran Zhu looked at me with an expression of indifference, her face immediately turned red with anger, and she looked at me angrily.

"Liang Jingzi, you've learned badly!" After Ran Zhu threw down this sentence, he walked sullenly in the direction of my rented apartment.

As soon as I saw it, I immediately understood that I was going back to pack my luggage and leave!

Ran Zhu was successfully admitted to graduate school after graduating from undergraduate, and successfully stayed in school after graduating from graduate school.

In her life, she has never seen any girl smoke, and all girls who smoke in the TV series are bad people, so in her subconscious, she classifies women who can smoke as bad women.

I caught up with her in three steps and two steps, I grabbed her arm and hurriedly explained, "It's really not what you think, I'm just stressed, smoking and decompressing." ”

"When did you start smoking?" asked Ran Zhu as he stopped and looked at me angrily.

"Just graduated..... That year...... I'll just ....... I tried to smoke. I looked at Ran Zhu and said hesitantly.

"What the hell? Just graduated?Liang Jingzi, tell me, are you doing this to get revenge on Zhang Bei?" Ran Zhu looked at me and asked angrily.

I was speechless for a while, I didn't know how to answer, at first I smoked because I missed Zhang Bei too much, and the anxiety caused me to smoke and drink.

Later, I would smoke a cigarette and drink a bottle of wine from time to time, until now I have a smoking and alcohol addiction.

When Ran Zhu saw that I didn't speak, he immediately said, "Why are you so stupid, can he see you doing this? Is it worth it for you to spoil yourself like this?"

"I can't figure it out, the day before yesterday he said he loved me, and said that he would take me around the world one day, and said that as long as I was in trouble, he would rush to my side to protect me by shouting his name, but the next day he disappeared without a trace, and he didn't even bother to tell me to break up, he disappeared from my life without explanation, Xu Shuran, I am unwilling!" I looked at Ran Zhu and said word by word.

Yes, I have never forgotten Zhang Bei for so many years, in addition to my love for him, and my unwillingness, I can't just be broken up like this, I want to know the truth, no matter how cruel this truth is.

Ran Zhu, gently stroking my head, my eyes were slowly covered with a layer of fog, until I couldn't see everything in front of me clearly, it turned into crystal tears from the corners of my eyes.

"Let's go!" Ran Zhu looked at me and whispered.

"Where?" I asked, looking at her.

I thought she thought of going there to play, who knew that she looked at me and smiled and said, "Today, I'm not going anywhere, let's have a good chat at home, or just stay quietly, when I came, I bought a high-speed rail ticket at 5:10 p.m. today, and I just want to stay with you before entering the station." ”

"Well, listen to you!" I nodded at Ranzhu.

On this day, Ran Zhu and I were nested at home, and what we talked about the most was that my life had changed in the past few years.

"Shizuko, I feel like you're such a miserable girl, first she was inexplicably abandoned by her boyfriend, and then she also endured all kinds of gossip from school, and finally graduated, and I thought I forgot that person, scum.

Who knew that he sent you your previous photos again, you learned to smoke and drink for him, and you went to live and work in his city.

In the end, I missed the last meeting with your dad.,Mom also followed the day after my dad died.,Wow wow,Shizuko,Compared to you, I feel like I'm really happy.,School、Falling in love、Work is all smooth sailing.,I've never been wronged.,Shizuko ......"

As she spoke, Ran Zhu ran over and hugged me and cried, and I cried with her.

I really feel aggrieved, and I feel that the most cruel things in this world have been caught up by me.