Nanyi came to me many times after that, but I avoided them. If there is no possibility, why give the other party hope?

"The heart is like a tireless flower, I am like a bright moon, don't love. This sentence was the last sentence I spoke to Nanyi, of course I didn't say it to him in person, I wrote this sentence on a note and asked Ran Zhu to give it to him.

Ran Zhu told me that Nanyi's face was very embarrassed when he saw this sentence that day. His eyes were full of loss, but despite this, Nanyi was very polite and thanked Ran Zhu for introducing me to him.

It's definitely okay for Nan Yi to be a boyfriend, if I hadn't met Zhang Bei, I think I'd be with Nan Yi, and we'll talk about a vigorous love, but there is no if in this world.

In order to get out of my broken love quickly, I studied like crazy during that time, I took 7 courses in one go, and they all called me crazy.

I don't care what they say, I just want to let my time be full, so full that I don't have time to think about Zhang Bei, let the busyness anesthetize me, let the time to stitch up my wounds, and then scab over, and then produce new flesh.

I changed the wallpaper on my phone to a group photo of the four of us, and then I saved the photo of myself and Zhang Bei in the QQ space and made it visible only to myself, and then I deleted all the photos about Zhang Bei in my phone.

After uploading the photos, I was wandering around my QQ space and suddenly saw the message that Zhang Bei had given me before. My heart is itchy, I opened the friend list and found Zhang Bei's QQ number,---- he is still there, he is still my friend, I clicked on it, it is offline.

After breaking up with Zhang Bei, QQ became the last contact between me and him, and Zhang Bei had already written it off, and on the day I learned that he was leaving, I called him in desperation and it was already empty.

Hi: Zhang Bei

Have you been doing well lately?I'll tell you a good news.,I got a scholarship~~~ I'm not very good.,In addition, I took 7 courses this semester.,Ran Zhu and they all said I'm crazy.,But I think I'm quite normal.,By the way,I quit my job in the restaurant so that I have more time to study.,I'll study hard!

Shizuko

HI: Zhang Bei

I saw a back similar to you in the school today, I thought you were back, I desperately chased after that back, and accidentally fell a dog eating!! maybe the sound alarmed the boy, he turned back, but I didn't see that familiar face, the bruises on my legs have not dispersed yet, and it hurts me to death.

Shizuko

HI: Zhang Bei

Today, a junior came to our class to confess to me, I was not surprised at all, because I thought I was still quite beautiful (a little narcissistic), how to say that I was also fascinated by you who was named the title of school grass back then! I didn't say anything at the time, but only replied to him with a sentence "The heart is like flowing water and tireless flowers, I am like the bright moon and don't fall in love", is it a special literary art?

Once the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan, it is not a cloud!

Shizuko

Since the day I knew that Zhang Bei hadn't deleted my QQ, I sent him at least one email a day, but I didn't receive any reply, as if I had sunk into the sea.

I hid the matter of sending an email to Zhang Bei from the three of them, because I swore in front of them that I would forget Zhang Bei and force myself to pass.

But obviously I can't get by.

After that, I also met Wang Zhe on campus, but I could feel that he was avoiding me. It doesn't matter anymore, let's be a stranger at this point.

My life was unusually monotonous, and every day except for classes was to go to the library. Every Monday, I made up my mind not to write to Zhang Bei again, but on the weekend, I pretended to be cute and couldn't help but go to the QQ mailbox to check the letters, but there was no trace of Zhang Bei in the unread letters, and I was deeply thorned by this loss ~ excited, and I couldn't help but send him another letter.

In the first two years, I asked him "How are you, what are you doing?" and so on, and gradually I only wrote about myself, sometimes about the gossip I heard, sometimes about what books I had recently read and what inspired me, which was more like a thought report, and sometimes it was simply my own life diary.

"Zhang Bei, do you know? Today I learned that Teacher Ma Zhe's wife is actually his former student, and it is really fat and water does not flow into the fields of outsiders! Do you think I will also start a teacher-student relationship after you?"

"Zhang Bei, today I found a copy of "No. 84 Charing 14th Street" in the school library, first of all, I am not lazy, I have been studying lately, I want to read an extracurricular book to change my mind, by the way! Have you read this book? I guess you must have read it, otherwise why do you like to write and draw on your book so much? As it is written: I like old books with inscriptions on the title page and annotations on the margins; I love the feeling of reading with my predecessors, sometimes being related to the moon and sometimes being mentioned by the ear. ”

"Today I went to the zoo with Ran Zhu and them, I took a fancy to a blue skirt in a small shop, Ran Zhu and they all said that I was wearing a good look, but when I saw the price, I was shocked that a very ordinary skirt would cost 300 yuan!

Sometimes, I don't think I'm writing a letter, I'm planting a seed of longing in my e-mail box, and I irrigate it with letter after letter until it grows into a towering tree.

Sijun is like a full moon, and the night is less bright!

Within two years, I studied like crazy and kept getting scholarships. At the end of my junior year, I suddenly realized that I had completed all the classes, and the counselor came to me and asked me to think about going to graduate school.

But I didn't want to go to graduate school, my father's health was getting worse and worse, and my mother supported the family's wholesale department alone. I wanted to go out to work as soon as possible to reduce the burden on my family, so I applied to the department for early graduation.

Because I didn't fail the course and completed all the courses, the department quickly approved my application for early graduation, and I followed the seniors of the previous class to do the graduation defense.

On the day I left school, the three of them and Lin Jihan went to the train station to see me off, and the four of us hugged each other and cried.

"Even if you go back, you have to keep in touch with us often!" Ran Zhu said as he looked at me with red eyes.

"Definitely, QQ, WeChat, and mobile phones can be turned on at any time!"

"You must miss us, you can't forget our old friends when you have new friends!" Su Ruo saw Ran Zhu crying, and she also cried.

"How could I have forgotten the three of you, I will never forget it in my life, thank you for your company in my best years" I looked at the three of them and said affectionately.

"Have you gone back to work?"

"I've submitted resumes to several companies and I've received responses, so I think I should have a good result if I'm capable!" I said confidently as I looked at Suki.

"Well, if you want to come to Beijing to play in the future, tell me, I'll take care of you!"

"Of course you have to take care of my stay, don't forget that your house has been booked for me a long time ago! I salivated and looked at Suki and said proudly.

Suki giggled at me, the room was mine anyway!

"What kind of house?" Ran Zhu and Su Ruo looked at us with curiosity, they didn't know what Su Qi and I were talking about.

"If I don't tell you two, if I do, you two should rob me!" I snorted with my face to the left.

"Okay, you two actually have something to hide from us, no, I don't know how powerful my aunt and grandmother are if you don't do it, Su Ruoshang!"

Ran Zhu and Su Ruo pounced on me and Suki, and the four of us girls scuffled together with joy, and our laughter resounded over Beijing West Railway Station.

"By the way, Lin Jihan takes good care of Ran Zhu and these two, if something goes wrong with the three of them, no matter how far away it is, how busy I am, I will kill it back!"

"I know, I'll take care of them, and besides, her combat effectiveness is stronger than yours, so you should care more about yourself, although you are going back to your own turf, but you also have to take good care of yourself. Lin Jihan looked disgusted.

"I.... What's wrong with me, I'm also very good, besides, there are still many acquaintances in my hometown!" I looked at Lin Jihan with an unhappy expression.

"Okay, I know, you're amazing, hurry up and get into the station, otherwise the car will start!" Lin Jihan put the snacks he bought for me in his hand and put them in my hand, and I looked at him with a grateful face.

After waving goodbye to the Ran Pigs, I stepped on the train back to my hometown!

Thank you, Beijing! Goodbye Zhangbei!

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Look up at the stars and see you playing with your hands