After eating, Lu Yan sent Chen Xue back to school, and he returned home.

When he opened the car door, a figure suddenly appeared in front of him, and when he saw this person clearly, he said coldly with a straight face: "Why are you here?

Zhang Qiangrose shook her head, her little face was frozen white, there was no trace of blood to speak of, she hugged her trembling body and nodded: "I've been waiting for you at your house, but I've been waiting for a long time, I really want to leave, but I'm afraid you'll come back after I leave, but I'm finally waiting for you." ”

A light smile rose at the corner of her mouth, her eyes were full of Lu Yan, and she couldn't tolerate anyone else.

Although it was a painful process to wait for Lu Yan here, as long as he thought of Lu Yan, he felt that no matter how much he did, it was worth it.

Lu Yan rubbed his eyebrows helplessly, seeing Zhang Qiangrose like this, a trace of unbearability flashed in his heart, how could he let a Zhang Qiangrose wait for him at his door for so long? And Zhang Qiangrose didn't call him.

Thinking of this, he took off his coat and draped it on Zhang Qiangrose's body: "Let's enter the house." ”

He opened the door of his house and let Zhang Qiangrose walk in, if he let Zhang Qiangrose stay outside, he would probably faint at his door, he didn't want to see such a thing.

remembers that the last time he rejected Zhang Qiangrose, it was because she sent him supper, he thought that Zhang Qiangrose had left, but today he saw that Zhang Qiangrose was wearing exactly the same clothes as that night, and her body was so dirty that people couldn't be ruthless.

"There's clothes here, you go wash up first. Lu Yan found some clothes from a guest room and handed them to Zhang Qiangrose, these clothes were usually put in the guest room by him in case of emergency, and his unforeseen needs were all prepared for Chen Xue, but he didn't expect to use them on Zhang Qiangrose's body.

It seems that sometimes what she wants to do is completely different from what happened, if she let Zhang Qiangrose return home like this, her parents will definitely be very angry, and after thinking about it, they still leave Zhang Qiangrose behind.

Zhang Qiangrose looked at Lu Yan excitedly, Lu Yan did this, didn't he stop being angry?

"You're not mad at me, are you, or you wouldn't have led me into the house. There was a tremor in Zhang Qiangrose's voice, she was afraid that the answer she heard would be cruel, Lu Yan would still say cruel words, and she was also mentally prepared for this.

Lu Yan looked at Zhang Qiangrose with a puzzled expression, is he a very fierce person? Or an unreasonable person, how did he get to Zhang Qiangrose? He felt that he was a heinous person.

He shook his head and said calmly: "I'm not angry with you, you should go to the bathroom quickly, it's not good to wait for the water to be cold." ”

It takes some time and perseverance to be able to stand at the door of his house and wait for him all the time, and Zhang Qiangrose, who he can see now, really spent a lot of time waiting for him, but he will not be moved, which makes him a little puzzled why Zhang Qiangrose did this? After seeing him, he just said a few words and left.

And the reason why Zhang Qiangrose entered his house this time was because he didn't want to see her embarrassed appearance, her embarrassed appearance would make Lu Yan feel that all this was caused by him, and he didn't want to bear this kind of pressure so he could only let Zhang Qiangrose come in and wash.

knew that this was not right, but he didn't want to see Zhang Qiangrose like this, if she came to wait for him today, he would never be so soft-hearted, but it's the opposite.

He understands very well that he has no feelings for Zhang Qiangrose, so he does this out of the care of his friends, and then he will explain all this to Zhang Qiangrose, and will not let Zhang Qiangrose think too much about him.

"Why did you wash it so quickly?" It didn't take long for Lu Yan to see Zhang Qiangrose standing in front of him, I have to say that Zhang Qiangrose's figure is quite similar to Chen Xue's figure, and it also fits very well in the clothes he prepared for Chen Xue.

Thinking of the clothes prepared for Chen Xue for Zhang Qiangrose to wear, his heart was a little stuffy, and he didn't know how to adjust his thoughts.

If Chen Xue knew all this, would she be particularly angry?

He shook his head, the top priority now was to send Zhang Qiangrose away, not to think about these things.

"Because I'm afraid that you will leave if you wash slowly, and then I will have to be alone. Zhang Qiangrose said in horror, not feeling at all that this sentence had a great impact and shock on Lu Yan's heart.

He had always thought that what he had done was right, but now it made him feel a little guilty, and he sighed faintly, did he do it right, or did he do it wrong?

The corners of Lu Yan's mouth barely squeezed out an embarrassed smile, he didn't know what to say.

Saying the wrong thing will make Zhang Qiangrose sad, but not saying it will make him feel very aggrieved, after thinking about it, he still said it: "The house is here, is it possible that he will not be able to run? Do you have anything else?"

If there is nothing else, you can leave, but Lu Yan didn't say this sentence, presumably Zhang Qiangrose could also understand what he was going to say.

The main thing is that after saying this sentence, Zhang Qiangrose's emotions will be very excited, and all this is not what Lu Yan wants to see, he thinks that he is fair to all women, but in these women, he doesn't know how to balance this point.

It's unfair to Chen Xue after being too good to Zhang Qiangrose, no matter which side it is, this balance point will be a little tilted, and sometimes he can't find a balance point.

"Of course there's something, and I'm so hungry right now, I've stayed here and never gone out. Zhang Qiangrose rubbed her empty stomach, her eyes watery, and she looked at Lu Yan innocently.

She has been waiting for Lu Yan here these days, and she is afraid that if she blinks an eye, Lu Yan will slip away from here and never come back, but she finally waited for Lu Yan and saw some changes in Lu Yan's opinion of her, which made her feel very happy.

At least Lu Yan is no longer rejecting her, but accepting her, which is a good start.

The corners of Lu Yan's mouth twitched violently, he didn't want to hear Zhang Qiangrose answer like this, but he couldn't just kick Zhang Qiangrose out.

He walked into the kitchen slowly, opened the refrigerator, and found that the refrigerator was empty without extra food, and when he looked at the only noodles left next to him, he had to boil water to cook a bowl of noodles for Zhang Qiangrose.

He could have done these things without doing them, but if he didn't do them, it would make his conscience very uncomfortable.

"Zhang Qiangrose, you know my feelings for you, don't waste too much time on me, just be friends between the two of us, it's really not appropriate to be a couple. Lu Yan put on a straight face and said to Zhang Qiangrose in a serious tone, he was talking to Zhang Qiangrose very seriously, not joking, it was very necessary for the two of them to have a conversation.

Zhang Qiangrose's hand holding the chopsticks paused for a second, she raised her head, looked at Lu Yan with a dull gaze, put down the chopsticks, and a bitter smile spread on the corner of her mouth: "I know, I know your feelings for me, but I still want to give it a try, what if it succeeds? And I don't want to leave regrets for myself, do you understand this mood?"

Some regrets are irreparable, and on Lu Yan's side, it is even more impossible to make up for it, she just wants to work hard once, at least once, Lu Yan refuses her, she can also have no complaints, but Lu Yan directly issued a blocking order, which made Zhang Qiangrose unable to accept it.

Many times it doesn't mean that you can give up if you want to give up, it takes some time to give up, and it takes some buffer, and how can her feelings for Lu Yan be let go so easily, if she can let go, she will have let go a long time ago, and she will not let herself struggle and entangle for so long.

"Although I don't understand, but some of the things you do make me particularly troubled, and it has also brought a certain impact on my life, sometimes being a friend is more reliable than being a couple, I won't lie to you or anything, I'm not a person who likes to deceive people. ”

He just said these thoughts in his heart, he didn't have the slightest malice towards Zhang Qiangrose, if Zhang Qiangrose had to think so, he couldn't do it.

Not everything will be understood, Zhang Qiangrose's approach he knows that she is doing all this for him, but Zhang Qiangrose's starting point is wrong.

Zhang Qiangrose glanced at Lu Yan with resentful eyes, Lu Yan knew what they thought of Lu Yan, but Lu Yan knew that he would directly reject them, and every time they were rejected, they would be very sad, but it was extremely difficult for them to give up.

Lu Yan chose Chen Xue, which was a very heavy blow to them, but it was a reality that they had to face, no matter what they did, they could not replace Chen Xue's position in Lu Yan's mind.

"It's reliable to be friends, but I don't want the two of us to be friends, you know? Even if you can't be a couple, please don't turn me away, this feeling is really uncomfortable, maybe you don't understand, but after you do this, my heart hurts very much. Zhang Qiangrose said to Lu Yan in a choked voice.

In fact, it was quite surprising to be able to wait for Lu Yan today, she thought that Lu Yan would not come back today, no matter whether Lu Yan would come back or not, she would wait here all the time, no matter how long she had to wait?

In the eyes of others, she is stupid in this way, but in her opinion, all this she has done is worth it, and since it is worth it, she will not change it at will.

Lu Yan shrugged helplessly, no matter what he said, Zhang Qiangrose could think about all this very badly, which made him particularly helpless, was he not clear enough?

He thought he was clear enough, Zhang Qiangrose had been misunderstanding what he said, and he even wanted to interrupt the conversation, but he knew that this conversation was not over yet, and if it was over, the relationship between the two would be more complicated and ambiguous.

He took a deep breath and adjusted his state to return to the best: "I didn't refuse you, I just did the right thing, maybe these things seem incomprehensible in your eyes, but I do this, whether it's for you or for me, it's good for us, don't waste time on me, it's not worth it, I can't give back the results you want." ”

A heart has been planted on Chen Xue, how can he share his heart with this group of people, a heart is complete, it can't be separated, all he can do for Zhang Qiangrose and them is to keep refusing.

Only after doing this did he feel that it was fair for everyone that he was doing this, and his heart was not suffering.