The days ahead will be very difficult, and Zhang Qiangrose also understands this, but instead of giving up, they became more violent, which gave him a special headache.

Whether he didn't understand what he meant enough, or whether this group of people did it on purpose, he didn't want to delve into it, he just hoped that Zhang Qiangrose and the others could understand.

"Let's leave after eating, the words have come to this, it's your business to listen or not, but the things I decide are something that no one can change, and you don't want to get a little love in me, my heart can't accommodate other people, although these words sound cruel, but I hope you can accept it, don't waste your precious time on me, because it's really not worth it." ”

Lu Yan said to Zhang Qiangrose with a gloomy face, he hoped that the Zhang Qiangrose he said could understand that everything he did was for their good, and it was already a very good thing not to push them to a dead end.

If he tolerates it repeatedly, this group of women will only gain an inch, which will have a very bad impact on him, and will also interfere with his life, and he will not allow this kind of thing to happen.

Zhang Qiangrose was silent for a long time, her eyes were lonely, she knew that Lu Yan would say this, but after hearing him say this, she was still very sad, she loved him with her heart, and what was the consequence?

She really wanted that this was a dream, after waking up from the dream, Lu Yan could like herself, even if she cared about herself, she already felt very satisfied, but it backfired, no matter how beautiful she made things, all this was nothing, Lu Yan would still say the same thing, maybe more ruthless than now.

Isn't it Lu Yan who is so ruthless now? He said it to this point, he is also an interesting person, but he is still unwilling in his heart, and he doesn't want to let go of Lu Yan's hand like this.

"You know it will take time for me to give up on you, I have decided, during the time I give up on you, you don't refuse any kindness from me, I won't do anything out of order, and I won't embarrass you, if you can't even agree to this, I'll really be very unwilling. Zhang Qiangrose said softly, she hoped that Lu Yan would agree.

This is not a very difficult thing for Lu Yan, on the contrary, for him, just nodding her head, she is not sure that Lu Yan will really agree, she just has such an expectation, that's all.

I don't have much luxury, but what I hope most is that Lu Yan can agree to her.

It only takes a second to like someone, but it takes a lifetime to let go of this person, what she said is not an exaggeration, and it is a heavy blow to her to live the rest of her life with regrets.

Lu Yan's thin lips pursed into a straight line, he lowered his head and carefully pondered the question that Zhang Qiangrose said, he was very entangled and hesitant, not knowing what he should do?

If he agreed to Zhang Qiangrose's request, if she didn't accept the things she sent herself, it would hurt Zhang Qiangrose's heart, if this scene was seen by Chen Xue, how should he explain, think about it, his head is big, but if he doesn't agree, he can't bear to see Zhang Qiangrose's pitiful appearance.

It was really very tangled, his good-looking brows were twisted together, Zhang Qiangrose did not disturb him loudly, but asked him to think about whether he should agree to this matter.

At this moment, she was also very worried, she was afraid that Lu Yan would not agree, so she directly rejected her and said very hurtful things, which would make her unacceptable, and she didn't know how to accept it.

The words he said were like water spilled out, and he couldn't get them back, not to mention that Lu Yan would not regret what he said, no matter what these people said.

Just because she knew Lu Yan, she would give him more time to think about it, she could hear the sound of her heart beating faster, and she didn't dare to raise her head to look at Lu Yan.

Everything is about Lu Yan, looking forward to and afraid to hear Lu Yan's answer, not what he wants, but what he wants to hear.

Lu Yan raised his head and glanced at Zhang Qiangrose calmly: "Do you want to hear good news or bad news?"

Zhang Qiangrose was stunned for a moment when she heard what Lu Yan said, good news and bad news?

What does this mean, is it possible that there are two meanings, she hesitated for a while, not knowing how to make a choice, and a far-fetched smile hooked up at the corner of her mouth: "Don't make fun of me, just say it, I can bear it, I'm not so fragile." ”

Even if it's not what she wants to hear, she still has to listen, doesn't she?

Obviously, this is impossible, she respects Lu Yan's choice, but she also has her own choice, and what she wants to do is something that no one can stop.

A trace of complexity flashed in Lu Yan's eyes, he looked at Zhang Qiangrose with a cold gaze, and said unhurriedly: "I won't hide it anymore, try not to come to me in the future, I don't have so much free time, I'm sorry for your regrets, I can't make up for it, I'll take a taxi for you later, and you can go home by yourself." ”

It is inconvenient for him to send Zhang Qiangrose home, some very troublesome things will happen, he would rather let Zhang Qiangrose go back by herself, it is better for him to be at home alone than to spread some scandals.

Another purpose of his doing this was to reassure Chen Xue, he knew that Chen Xue would be cranky, in order to reduce the occurrence of this kind of thing, he still decided not to provoke this troublesome matter.

A helpless wry smile spread on the corner of Zhang Qiangrose's mouth, what still don't you understand now, everything he did was about Chen Xue, instead of flinching, she hated Chen Xue even more.

"Okay, I'll go back by myself, you've already made it so obvious, if I'm not interesting anymore, won't I become a laughing stock, I haven't figured out one thing from beginning to end, what did she give you for Chen Xue to be able to refuse everyone?" Lu Yan paid so much for her, but Chen Xue's attitude towards Lu Yan was tepid.

If she had a better attitude towards Lu Yan, they would not have pestered Lu Yan all the time, because Lu Yan had found the right person, and they stood aside and watched silently, even if their hearts were very distressed.

But what is the final result? Chen Xue didn't cherish it, she pushed Lu Yan far away, and she didn't care about it, which made Zhang Qiangrose's heart very uncomfortable.

Why did Lu Yan, who is usually praised high, want to accommodate Chen Xue, Chen Xue is still unhappy, they don't understand the reason, the real reason is only known to Chen Xue.

Did they hang Lu Yan or did they mean it sincerely? These people can see it clearly, and they are very hostile to Chen Xue, and they can't tolerate Chen Xue bullying Lu Yan all the time.

Lu Yan looked at the ground with deep eyes, he hadn't thought about this question properly, so he didn't know how to say it.

"It's very relaxing to be with her, happy mood, tempted by her, as soon as I see her, I am like a boy in love, I don't know what to do, and I enjoy the time with her. Lu Yan was silent for a while, then raised his head and said slowly.

What he said was the truest thoughts from his heart, although Chen Xue didn't know all this, and he didn't plan to say it to Chen Xue, sometimes some feelings need to be understood slowly.

Zhang Qiangrose smiled dumbly, she didn't know what to say, she was the most outrageous mistake.

Her appearance disturbed Lu Yan and fell in love with him, she didn't regret it, her heart was very painful and she had to adapt slowly, otherwise what could she do, let Lu Yan come back?

Obviously, this is an unrealistic question, and at this point, no matter what she says, Lu Yan has only Chen Xue in her heart.

It's really sad to think about it, to be able to love this part, she has exhausted her strength.

At the moment, she has a very complicated mood, the person she likes doesn't like her, which is a very painful thing, but she still has to accept all this, which makes her very uncomfortable.

She stood up and picked up the noodles that she hadn't finished and walked into the kitchen, Lu Yan looked at Zhang Qiangrose with a confused expression, not knowing what she was going to do?

"Don't be so nervous, I just washed the dishes, you cook for me, I'll wash the dishes, is it possible that you want to refuse me if you wash the dishes?" Zhang Qiang Rose smiled elegantly, she was just doing what she thought was right, and she didn't want Lu Yan to reject her.

Rejection once is acceptable to her, but what about many rejections?

People's hearts are flesh and blood, no one can train themselves to be invulnerable, there must be the softest piece in their hearts, and she is not a tenacious person, just an ordinary person.

It's a bit cruel to let an ordinary person endure all this, but no matter how cruel it is, this is what she has to face.

Lu Yan nodded: "I'll call a taxi, and when you're busy, you can go home directly." ”

It's not good to let Zhang Qiangrose stay here all the time, the most important thing is that he is afraid that Chen Xue will suddenly come to him, so how should he explain all this?

In order to avoid this kind of thing from happening, he still didn't do such a stupid thing, and it would be good for everyone to send Zhang Qiangrose away as soon as possible.

Zhang Qiangrose turned her head and said to Lu Yan jokingly: "You hate me so much, you can't wait to send me away." ”

Only she knows how bitter the bitterness in her heart is, but she doesn't want to say it, what's the use of saying it, no one can help her.

It's good to take care of these things by yourself, and there is no need to implicate some unnecessary people.

Lu Yan frowned, he felt like a big villain, his attitude towards Zhang Qiangrose was not friendly at all, and he also said these words to her.

"I'm just kidding, don't take it too seriously, I've already washed the dishes, I'll go first, no one is whispering in your ear now." Zhang Qiangrose took the towel on the side to wipe the water stains on her hands, and said heartily to Lu Yan.

There is unwillingness in her heart, but what can she do, no matter how hard she tries, Lu Yan will not like her, which is also the saddest thing.

Zhang Qiangrose walked to the door with elegant steps, no matter when, she had to maintain her arrogance, not allowing herself to bow her head, once she bowed her head, the rest was embarrassed.

Lu Yan stood at the door, looking at Zhang Qiangrose's back, his heart tingled inexplicably, did he go too far?

"Are you standing here trying to keep me? Don't stand here stupidly, get in. Zhang Qiangrose turned her head and looked at Lu Yan with a smile on her face, now she can only pretend to be calm and pretend to be indifferent, only in this way can she keep her noble head from falling.

Many times she wants to hide all this and prevent Lu Yan from happening, but many times, she hopes that Lu Yan can see all this, at least she will feel sorry for her, but she knows that she is dreaming of fools.

In this case, to save some face for herself, she stubbornly turned her head and stopped looking at Lu Yan, she was afraid that she would never want to leave after seeing herself.

This is a very bad thing, she can't control her feelings for Lu Yan.