Chapter 50: The Dove Occupies the Magpie's Nest
At this moment, Uncle Lin showed an expression of surprise that he had never seen before, he stared straight at me, and said incredulously: "Laizi, how can you say that about your father?"
I was already on the verge of collapse, my whole body lost my mind, I cried and shouted at Uncle Lin: "Why can't I say anything about him, apart from giving me an incomplete home, giving me a sick body, and giving me an ugly face, what else has he given me? What does he deserve my respect!"
Bang!
As soon as my words fell, Uncle Lin suddenly gave me a loud slap and roared, "Unfilial!"
The first time, this is the first time Uncle Lin is angry with me, and it is the first time he has beaten me, I was stunned, I covered my cheeks, and looked at Uncle Lin in a daze, I really didn't expect that I, who was devastated outside, would continue to be beaten as soon as I got home, what did I do wrong, what did I say wrong?
Tears flowed down and into my mouth, I only felt a disgusting salty taste, I didn't wait for Uncle Lin to say anything, I rushed directly into my room, locked the door, locked myself in the room, and cried.
Since then, I have completely become a turtle, shrinking in the shell of the turtle, not daring to face all the cruelty outside, my heart has become extremely fragile and sensitive, I just want to escape from reality, I just want to stay away from the crowd, I just want to be alone, shrink.
Until the end of the summer vacation, I hid at home, completely derailed from reality.
At the end of August, the beautiful man suddenly gave me a phone call, saying that he and the loach had come here to see me and asked me to go out and meet them.
I haven't been in contact with the outside world for so long, and I almost didn't even know that my name was Wu Lai, but a phone call from a beautiful man instantly pulled me back to reality, no matter how dark the reality is, but the beautiful man is always a light, I instinctively followed the light and agreed to him.
We met in the evening, and time was running out, so I got up and cleaned myself up, and it took me a long time to make myself feel like a person.
It was very hot in August, but I still put on a hooded coat, I still didn't dare to face the reality, I didn't want others to see me ugly, so I had to buckle up my hat and wrap myself tightly, so I went out with my back bent.
At the door of the hotel where I made an appointment, I saw a beautiful man and a loach, the beautiful man was still beautiful and dazzling, and the loach was still black and refreshed, but I had changed, and I almost couldn't recognize me anymore, and I was depressed and disliked, in stark contrast to the two of them.
At the dinner table, the beautiful man enlightened me vigorously, making me want to open up, saying that being young is to have fun, even if you don't study, you can be chic, or find something to do, don't be willing to fall.
Even the loaches persuaded me, saying that it was not too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years, and that he would have the strength in the future, so why should he torture himself if he went to kill his mother!
I looked at them, squeezed out a smile, and said sincerely, "Thank you!"
Voice, there is a weak breath.
Although I brought it by myself, my soul was still in the void world, and I seemed to have really derailed from reality, and in this world, I became listless and depressed to the extreme.
The beautiful man was anxious to see me like this, and all kinds of persuasion were exhausted, saying that he used to treat me as a brother, not because of his father's entrustment, but because he appreciated the drive in me, he liked to make friends with such a brother, and now I am too disappointed to him.
After talking for a long time, I still didn't react much, and the beautiful man immediately made up his mind, saying that he must cheer me up and let me live as a person.
After the meal, he and Loach immediately took me to the bar, saying that it was for me to see how many colors there are in life, and not to live so gray.
Indeed, it was my first time at a bar, the first time I saw the lights, the first time I saw the youthful energy on the dance floor, and the first time I felt such a powerful music.
However, the more exciting the bar, the more lonely I looked, like an old man about to go to the ground, crumbling.
In any case, I could not fit into this glorious world, and even I didn't bother to look at those swaying charming beauties, and only drank to myself, and how beautiful men and loaches around me inspired me were in vain.
Maybe it's because I haven't drunk alcohol for too long, a few glasses of belly, I can't stand it, I quickly ran to the bathroom, vomited vigorously, vomited, washed my face, looked in the mirror, looked at this disgusting look, I really didn't have the heart to be ugly outside, even if others didn't look at me, I felt that the whole world was laughing at me, this feeling, so depressing, so suffocating.
Shaking my head, I zipped up my coat, put my hands in my pockets, and lowered my head, ready to say goodbye to the beautiful man.
However, when I passed by the door of a large private room, suddenly, the door of the private room opened, accompanied by a voice full of surprise: "Wu Lai, why are you here?"
I stopped unconsciously and turned my head to look at the man.
For a while, I couldn't remember where I had seen him, but he couldn't allow me to think about it, so he grabbed my hand and pulled me into the box at once, and then he shouted at the people in the box: "Look, everyone, who's coming!"
In an instant, the noisy big box quieted down, and countless eyes shot at me almost at the same time, I didn't want to be seen, I wanted to hide back in my nest as soon as possible, but suddenly, so many people looked at me together, I suddenly felt uncomfortable, turned around and wanted to leave.
It's just that I didn't even take a step on my feet, and suddenly a voice that I had heard came from: "Yo, isn't this Wu Lai?"
As soon as the voice arrived, the person who made the voice ran to me and grabbed me.
I unconsciously raised my eyes, saw his face, and paused, I remembered that he was my class president in high school.
And, with the call of the squad leader, the silent box exploded again in an instant, and various voices rang out one after another:
"How did he know we were here? Who informed him?"
"I don't know, didn't you see him at dinner before? I guess someone gave him a short notice. ”
"It's impossible for someone to inform him? It's not like you haven't seen that he has been like a gloomy ghost for three years in high school, always going alone, who in our class has communicated with him?"
Hearing these words, I was still in the clouds, and I was pulled in by the squad leader next to me, and he also yelled loudly: "Don't talk about it, everyone, since it's a class reunion, Wu Lai should be here." ”
Saying that, he directly pulled me to the sofa and sat down, at this time, I suddenly realized, it turned out that this was the scene of my high school reunion, I couldn't help but sweep around, and found that there were already more than 30 people sitting in this big box, those faces looked a little familiar, but they were not very familiar, the only one that made me feel very familiar was, that is, Su Xuejing.
At this moment, there are still the handsome men who used to carry her around the world on a bicycle, and I feel even more uncomfortable when I see them.
I didn't want to face the reality, especially not to face these old classmates who had mocked me and disliked me, and I didn't want to face Su Xuejing, I didn't want to witness her happiness, staying here for a second longer made me feel suffocated, so I stood up directly and wanted to escape.
But at this time, the handsome man was like a ghost, quickly blocked in front of me, and greeted me very gentlemanly: "Hello, I am Song Wenming, Xue Jing's boyfriend, today is my east, you are very welcome to come!"
The person in front of me, handsome, elegant and gentleman, whose name also has connotations, and who paid for such a big party, was like a mirror, illuminating me even more humble and ugly, I didn't want to talk to him, I didn't want to be ugly here, so I was about to bypass him and leave this smoky place.
However, this person's second sentence made me stunned for an instant:
"In the school next door to my university, there is a Wu Lai who was stripped naked and used as a dog, it should be you, right?"
As soon as his words came out, the entire big box was boiling, everyone looked at Song Wenming with anticipation, and many people were even more excited to urge Song Wenming to hurry up and talk about the details, it seems that my troubles will become their greatest pleasure today.
And Song Wenming, in the midst of great expectations, like a very confident speaker, spoke impassionedly about all my great achievements in school, and when it came to the part of how the purple-haired girl and Ding Wudi humiliated me, it was just like a live broadcast, especially detailed, and these old classmates who listened to it were all full of energy.
I stood in the midst of all this, trembling violently, my heart was like a balloon that had been blown up, and why, why did this gentleman who looked elegant and gentle, so cruelly expose my scars in front of so many people, he had stripped off what little bit of my personality I had!!
Why, on earth, why does even a stranger do this to me? Why?
Suddenly, my eyes caught a glimpse of Su Xuejing, who was sitting in the corner and had been silent, this most holy goddess in my heart, was she?
Yes, in her heart, I am still the bastard who lured her out for Wang Yadong to bully, she must have told Song Wenming about this, and Song Wenming would treat me like this.
Sure enough, this world is really too terrifying, everyone is a demon, a demon who builds his happiness on the pain of others, I really shouldn't come out, what is the difference between this and stripping me naked and throwing me on the street?
I couldn't stand it, I was so suffocated, I couldn't breathe, I directly bypassed Song Wenming and wanted to break out of this cage.
But on the contrary, he stood in front of me again, and said loudly to the audience: "Why do you want to leave? I haven't finished speaking, I heard that you are still living in Lin Duoduo's house for nothing? You are such a shameless person, this is the first time I have heard that a good girl was forced to run away from home by you, you are good, directly..."
"Don't say it, I beg you to stop it, let me go, okay?" I almost cried and interrupted Song Wenming.
But he couldn't see my discomfort or my depression, so he continued to say confidently: "Why don't you let me say? Could it be that you will also have a sense of shame? If you have a little shame, you will not occupy the magpie's nest and force people away, but you will live a worry-free life in someone else's house." ”
As soon as he finished speaking, the others couldn't help but echo:
"Yes, Lin Duoduo hated him the most in school before, but he was silent on the surface, but behind his back he forced Lin Duoduo to run away from home, which is really yin. ”
"If he wants to know what a cheeky is, he won't be treated as a dog, and his father is a rapist, so he will occupy other people's fathers, it's really shameless. ”
"It's hard for me to understand, why is he embarrassed to still live in Lin Duoduo's house now, doesn't he feel a little guilty about Lin Duoduo?"
"Didn't Brother Wenming just say that he didn't even study that junk university? He won't rely on Lin Duoduo's father to raise him now, right? A big man, who has no interest, is still gnawing at other people's homes?"
These sounds, like five thunderbolts, blew me to pieces.
I don't want to, I don't want to send people under the fence, I don't want to force Duoduo away, I really don't want to.
However, I don't have parents, I'm not in good health, I don't grow well, I just want to study hard and have a chance to repay Uncle Lin in the future.
But Duoduo is gone, I don't have a heart, I failed the college entrance examination and fell into that garbage university, where I was discriminated against and disliked.
I finally tasted a little sweetness of love, but in the end, because of this life experience, I was hurt by my beloved, and I was finally looked down upon by my classmates, and I had brothers, but because of this life experience, people stayed away from me and despised me, I was insulted, beaten, and treated as a joke by the whole school. I can't bear it, I'm a human being, I'm tired, I'm tired, I just want to find a sheltered haven, I don't mean to live in Uncle Lin's house for nothing, I just want to find the last bit of family affection, and I want to rely on Uncle Lin to take a break.
But, even this request, someone is persecuting me? God, what do you want me to do???
I shook my head frantically, tears spilled into the air, Song Wenming was still in front of me, not letting me go, I was very painful, very depressed, very uncomfortable, tears like water bursting the embankment, kept pouring out.
I almost tried my best, and shouted hoarsely at Song Wenming: "Get out of the way for me!!"