This voice seemed to roar out all the grievances and shame in my heart, and suddenly, my heart became cheerful, and my body was relaxed, but the pain did not decrease, but deepened, but this pain was painful.

When all the confetti in the sky fell to the ground, I squatted down leisurely, picked up the backpack, and put it back on my back, and then, I covered the torn wound with my hand, straightened my back, and quietly left this hellish magic school in the eyes of the crowd.

At this moment, although my steps are still heavy, I walk very steadily, and the last thing I leave to others is a strong back.

Slowly, I stepped out of the sight of those people and walked out onto the street, and with tears in my eyes, I suddenly saw two familiar figures walking towards me in front of me.

These two people are beautiful men and loaches, and at this time, their bodies seem to exude a kind of lustful light.

After leaving that merciless hell and seeing the brother who had given me warmth countless times, finally, I didn't have to pretend to be strong anymore. Finally, weak, I took off my strong shell and turned into a soft body, and at the moment when the beautiful man and the loach had not yet come to me, I gently closed my eyes, relaxed my whole body, and fell to the ground.

When I woke up again, I was already lying in the hospital, accompanied by a beautiful man and a loach.

When the beautiful man saw me wake up, he immediately said: "Laizi, are you crazy? Why didn't you notify me of your accident, I was scared to death when I heard the news that you were stabbed today, for fear that you would have some accidents!"

I know that no matter how indifferent and selfish the people in the school are, but this beautiful man entrusted by Uncle Lin can still be trusted, in front of him, I don't need to be extreme, I don't have to be cold, so I looked at him and replied softly: "It's okay, it's all over, I don't plan to read it anymore!"

The beautiful man looked at me like this, and said in surprise: "What do you mean? Are you going to drop out of school? Is it Ding Wudi forcing you, damn, that guy is too much, I've heard a little about you, if you want to do him, I'll help you!"

I squeezed out a bitter smile and said, "Forget it, I'm tired and don't want to cause trouble anymore!"

I also know that although the beautiful man looks like a girl, he is a real bloody man, if I ask him to help, he will help me even if he is free, but I know better that the strength of the beautiful man is not as good as the invincible brother, and he can't help me with all he can't do it, and he will only let him suffer when the time comes.

Of course, more importantly, my heart is like ashes, I have lost my original blood, and I don't have any impulse to revenge, I just want to stay away from that hell cage, away from those demons.

The beautiful man saw that I had made up my mind, so he didn't say much, only sighed lightly and asked me, "Where are you going next?"

Where can I go?

I looked at the ceiling and was distracted for a few moments before two words came out of my mouth: "Go home!"

The beautiful man took a deep breath of the cigarette in his hand before he said leisurely: "Go back, it's better to go home, your school is too messy, it's really not suitable for you!"

The loach couldn't help but echo a sentence: "Yes, I haven't read the book, and if you take your life, it's not worth it!"

Listening to their words, a smile couldn't help but appear on the corner of my mouth, this smile was full of bitterness, bitter to the bottom of my heart.

I didn't speak again, just quietly looked at the ceiling, the beautiful man and the loach, and didn't make a sound, quietly accompanied me.

I stayed in the hospital for a day, and the next morning, my wound was fine, and I was able to move around normally, so the beautiful man discharged me.

After I was discharged from the hospital, he didn't keep me anymore, but just invited some brothers and threw me a farewell banquet.

I can't drink because I'm hurt, but it's the last meal in the city, the last time I've eaten with these people who can be called brothers, and I don't want to have any regrets, I drank a lot of alcohol despite the dissuasion.

I felt that the sake was bitter this time, and when I drank it, I always shed tears and couldn't help it.

The beautiful man and the loach also looked solemn when they saw me like this, and they didn't know how to comfort me, but they only tried to tell some bad jokes to make me happy.

After drinking, it was already afternoon, the beautiful man and the loach sent me out of the hotel together, and said that they would take me to the train station, I refused them, and said: "No need, I have to go to a place alone!"

The beautiful man is a smart man, and he understood what I meant as soon as he heard it, so he didn't force anything, but when he sent me to the taxi, he said heavily: "Laizi, are you really not coming back after leaving?"

These words made my heart burst suddenly, and I couldn't help but raise my head and look at the sky that was still a little gloomy, and there was inevitably too much unwillingness in my heart.

After a long pause, I replied in a bleak voice: "Maybe!"

The beautiful man smiled, patted me on the shoulder, and said solemnly: "It's okay, my hometown is in the same place as you, I will go to you when I have time, but if you figure it out in the future and want to come back here, remember to contact me as soon as possible!"

I looked at the beautiful man with the most sincere eyes, and said goodbye: "Definitely, I hope to meet you again, goodbye!"

With that, I immediately got into the taxi that I had stopped.

When I got in the car, my eyes couldn't help but turn red, but I tried my best to suppress this sadness, and then gave the driver an address, and the car immediately left.

In the villa area of Xu Nan's house, I got out of the car, I didn't dare to approach the big iron gate of her house, only from a distance, secretly watching her house.

Alone, standing silently for an hour, time can't stand the wait, the past is unbearable, my heart, as if a piece has been cut off, and it is no longer complete.

Looking at this sad place that broke my liver and intestines, my eyes couldn't help but be hazy, my lips couldn't help but open: "Xu Nan, I'm leaving, thank you for giving me a love that I never dared to hope for, thank you for giving me a beautiful night, that time, will be buried in the deepest part of my heart, become my eternal memory, I just hope your future husband doesn't mind you." I wish you to find your own happiness, and I hope you can cherish your hard-won happiness, and don't give up on others as easily as you give up on me. I'm gone, goodbye!"

After saying that, I turned around and resolutely left this sad land.

Hopping on the train, I went straight to the train station, and into the train, I finally looked out the window, and one last time I took a look at the city, and my eyes were full of indescribable meaning.

Immediately, I closed my eyes quietly.

As the train speeded, I was getting farther and farther away from my university and the city, and the burden on my body seemed to be getting lighter and lighter, and my breathing was getting smoother and smoother, and I really seemed to be freed.

The next day, when I returned home, Uncle Lin was surprised when he saw me coming back, and asked me, "Laizi, why are you back?"

I thought I was relieved and strong, I thought I would be fine when I got home, but after seeing Uncle Lin and seeing this only person who can be regarded as my dearest, I still collapsed, and all the grievances and pains in my heart erupted at this moment.

I put down my bag, rushed forward, hugged Uncle Lin, choked up and said, "Uncle!" Immediately, I couldn't help but cry, crying contained too much pain and helplessness.

Uncle Lin's embrace, as if it was my whole world, gave me the warmest warmth in the world, I drifted for too long, and finally returned to this haven, the fragility of my heart can no longer be hidden, directly and unreservedly exposed, I cried hard, kept crying.

I cried until my throat hurt, and I cried until I couldn't make a sound, and then I stopped.

Uncle Lin, who was anxious, hurriedly let go of me and asked me: "Laizi, tell me quickly, what's the matter, are you being bullied again, uncle is the master for you!"

I looked at Uncle Lin with sad eyes, shook my head blankly, and said pitifully: "No one bullied me, I just don't want to study anymore, I'm homesick!"

I was like a spoiled child, crying enough, and my emotions had finally calmed down, so I didn't want to talk about the humiliation of school anymore.

Uncle Lin obviously didn't believe my words, but he didn't force me, just patted me lightly on the shoulder and comforted me: "Okay, okay, if you don't go to school, you won't go to school, I don't worry about you staying in school, it's better to stay at home, uncle is raising you!"

Hearing this, my heart felt warmer and warmer, and I smiled at Uncle Lin with a relieved smile and said, "Thank you!"

Uncle Lin touched my head and said softly: "Your father entrusted you to me, you should raise you, let you be wronged and bullied outside, I can't help it, you can go home safely, take care of it, take care of your body, otherwise your father will be released from prison, seeing that you are so haggard, I have to blame Uncle Lin for not taking good care of you!"

Just now, I finished crying, venting, and I have temporarily put aside the unbearable past, I plan to face life again and enjoy the warmth that Uncle Lin brought to my home.

But at this juncture, Uncle Lin suddenly mentioned my dad, my dad who was in prison, and in an instant, the pain that I had finally suppressed exploded.

It's him, it's all him, it's he who left me to go to jail, let me send someone to the fence, let me be disgusted and ridiculed from childhood to adulthood, let Xu's mother reject me, let Xu Nan break up with me, let my classmates stay away from me, let the whole school point fingers at me, everything is because of him.

My steps kept retreating, my eyes became redder and redder, I suddenly opened my throat, shouted at Uncle Lin, and shouted heartbreakingly: "Don't mention my dad to me, since he doesn't care about me, why did he bring me into this world, even if he doesn't care about me, don't go to jail!"

As I spoke, my throat seemed to be stuck, I couldn't say any more, my chest seemed to be blocked by a thousand emotions, I was so uncomfortable and uncomfortable, tears were forced to gush out of my eyes, and my face flowed.

After a while, all the emotions accumulated in my chest rushed to my throat, and I tried all my strength to put these emotions out of my throat to the stunned Uncle Lin, and suddenly erupted: "He's hurting me!!"