Chapter 94: Drifting Away is the Beginning of Letting Go (1)

However, reality always deviates from imagination!

For Bei Lingfeng, this is just countless nights of being released pigeons, according to the past practice, Shu Jiaojiao will get drunk at the dinner table and will definitely not come back!

But tonight it turned out to be an accident! Tonight's Shu Jiaojiao not only didn't get drunk at the dinner table, but also came back!

It's just that she came out dressed up in a feminine way, but she was facing an empty room, and the time was 9 o'clock in the evening! She sent a text message to Bei Lingfeng, but there was no response! Then, she called Bei Lingfeng again, and it was through, but no one answered!

At that time, Bei Lingfeng was standing under the noisy Ferris wheel to take pictures of Ye Feifei! Where can I hear the ringtone of the incoming call!

In the silent night, there is no entertainment, no need to pick a script, no rehearsal, rare leisure, but no one to accompany you, it is so lonely and empty!

Christmas in this cold winter is so cold!

It turns out that waiting in front of an empty room is such a painful thing!

At that moment, I felt that the entire atrium was completely hollowed out, and the world was unprecedentedly confused!

I don't know how long she waited in the room like this before she heard the door push, turned her head to look, and for a moment, she was completely stunned by the scene in front of her!

Bei Lingfeng stood at the door, holding a kawaii hat and a pink scarf in his hand, it was what Ye Feifei fell on him, this scene, the embarrassment was thorough, Bei Lingfeng probably wouldn't have thought that his meeting with Shu Jiaojiao tonight would be in this form!

Needless to explain, this kind of kawaii thing, Shu Jiaojiao will never use it, she is a woman who is as cold as an iceberg, pink and milky white are things she doesn't touch!

Don't perish in silence, just explode in silence!

Only this time, Shu Jiaojiao's outburst was more thorough:

"Tell me, are you with that actress named Ye Feifei today?"

Her eyes are very cold and fierce!

Bei Lingfeng didn't want to answer!

"Are you talking?!" she asked, raising her voice.

Bei Lingfeng still didn't answer! He didn't even look at Shu Jiaojiao, he just unbuttoned his coat and sat on the bed, motionless!

At this moment, I really don't want to answer! I don't want to say a word!

Shu Jiaojiao suddenly found that she couldn't stand this kind of silence that was not answered, and the unwillingness and jealousy that had been accumulated for a long time poured out unreservedly, and she couldn't control her roar anymore:

"Are you in love with her? Do you think she's younger than me, so you're tired, you're tired, and you're going to change your taste? You're also like those men who are tired of playing, throw them away, and then find a tender little actor to raise her and support her to the top, is that so? Why don't you want to think about it, you're nearly ten years older than that Ye Feifei, aren't you afraid that others will laugh at your old cow for eating tender grass? Aren't you afraid that others will scold you for giving up in chaos?! Bei Lingfeng, do you know what I work so hard every day to film and work for? How can you ...... like this?"

"Shut up!"

At this moment, Shu Jiaojiao was completely stupid!

When she saw Beiling, who had always been silent and gentlemanly, she suddenly stood up with a "Teng", stood as straight as an iron rod, and stared at her with angry eyes that she had never seen before, looking at her like her own enemy!

Until this moment, Shu Jiaojiao knew that the jealousy of love was really unacceptable, unconsciously, she had already said it, she said what she shouldn't say, her anger had exceeded the bottom line she should have!

However, it is too late to take it back now!

Her suddenly stopped face stiffened without a trace of undulation, like the meat that had been put in the refrigerator for a long time and suddenly thawed was still a ball of dead air that could not be restored to room temperature!

She wanted to explain, but suddenly she found that she opened her mouth, but she didn't know where to start!

Bei Lingfeng looked at the woman in front of him with disappointment, and every word overflowed as if he was heartbroken, so desperate:

"Just because I came back with a girl's hat and scarf, I'm cheating, right?!"

His anger, too real, too obvious,

"Yes, I was with Ye Feifei just now, I can say it, because my heart is frank and open, there is no need to hide it, but do you know why?! I bought your favorite 99 blue enchantress under the Ferris wheel and waited for you until eight o'clock, but what about you, or let me release my pigeon as before, do you know, you have been wantonly squandering my love for you, it has reached the point of madness, you make me feel that I am just an ornament, a person you call for at a moment's notice, Lingering furnishings, you are so presumptuous again and again, have you ever thought about my feelings?"

His heart hurts, his heart hurts like never before,

"I waited for you not to come, and you went to drink and eat with others, I thought you would get drunk like before, and never come back, but I never thought that tonight would be different! Sometimes, I really feel that you are far away from me!"

- If one day we drift apart, it's not that we no longer love each other, but that those dreamy and gorgeous loves will eventually come to naught and go away with the wind!

- Because, I can't convince myself that I've been living in a world alone, and I can't continue to endure the waiting of the stand-alone version, I need companionship, this is the beginning of my need for love, if I can be lonely, I will definitely not love people, because I'd rather be lonely for life, than taste the pain of love again and again like now!

- But you don't understand any of this! How do I express myself?

- Jiaojiao, how can I tell you how much I love you?!

His eyes were red, and some injuries had accumulated together, like a snowball, very deep and ruthless.

He felt that his voice was choked and loved, but he didn't know how to express it, whether it was really humble, whether it was really weak!

His vision began to be confused, as if in this love that lasted for more than six years, he could never find a direction and could not see the future, he was at a loss, he looked up, as if he was trying to force all the tears in his eyes back, and said in a hoarse voice,

"I haven't said anything, you conclude that I am a man who has been abandoned from the beginning, you say that I betrayed our love, then, may I ask, did you see me and Ye Feifei open a room, or did you see me hugging and kissing Ye Feifei?!I didn't even hold her hand, and I never took her into this house, why do you say that I kept her?!Why do you?!What evidence do you have to accuse me like this?!You say......"

Shu Jiaojiao was speechless!