Chapter 95: Drifting Away is the Beginning of Letting Go (2)

At this moment, even the extreme anger became distorted in this red tears and hoarse voice, unable to explode like the power of the desolation, his heartache and his melancholy have always been like a gloomy song in the dark night, like hypnosis, but also like wanting to lead people into a bottomless and misty abyss!

Time suddenly stands still at this moment, just as the gurgling water suddenly ceased to flow and turned into stagnant water, a pool of languishing and lifeless!

The world has finally been darkened in the awkward silence of the mystery!

For Bei Lingfeng, love makes people haggard and no longer confident, in fact, it doesn't matter, he is willing to do tracheitis, and it doesn't matter if he is ridiculed, but the person he loves thinks that he has no bottom line like this!

Thinking of this, his desperate bitter smile, so grand, so suffocating, but also so numb!

"Shu Jiaojiao, let me tell you, every man has his bottom line, even if a man with a bag is squeezed for a long time, there will be a day when he will resist! And my love for you and tolerance for you are not without boundaries! Shu Jiaojiao, you have heard me clearly, the top three rich people in the dignified S City, there is nothing wrong with spoiling women, but being pressed by women and being scolded by pointing at their noses, this is being passed out by you Shu Jiaojiao as a capital to show off, what else is it about?!"

At this moment, his eyes were completely red, like a ghost in the dark night, as if he could swallow people with just one mouth!

How long has it been together, Bei Lingfeng has never been like this, and Shu Jiaojiao was stunned!

Until this moment, this woman, who has been pampered like a queen for six years, finally knows that she is afraid!

Even though she still felt wronged, she wanted to explain, but ......

When I raised my eyes, I saw that Bei Lingfeng's face was already extremely distorted, as if the wind was surging!

This night, for Shu Jiaojiao, is an outbreak of unwillingness and vinegar accumulated in her heart, but how can it not be the night of the explosion of Bei Lingfeng's grievances accumulated to the limit for many years!

On this Christmas night, he was already completely injured, and finally someone brought him a little comfort, they were together frankly, they didn't even hold hands, and they didn't say a word of ambiguous words, and as a result, at that moment, they were completely overturned!

- Jiaojiao, I have loved you for so many years, I thought you knew me best, but I didn't know that I was like this in your heartโ€”โ€” I lost, lost to fate, and lost a piece of armor!

His slightly trembling head uncontrollably approached Shu Jiaojiao's pile of dead faces, and said word by word,

"Actually, you don't need to eat her vinegar at all, I said it, in my eyes, no one is more beautiful than you! But, do you know the meaning of this sentence? The meaning of this sentence is that even if there are really people in this world who are more beautiful than you and younger than you, but no one else can enter my heart except you, because I can only see your beauty, and other people's beauty has nothing to do with me! I will tell you clearly tonight that Ye Feifei is my brother's wife, understand? ! And it's my best brother's woman!Shu Jiaojiao, did you hear clearly?!"

It turned out that the heart and soul connection he thought were all one-man shows, and the truth turned out to make people so sad and desperate, probably because the emotions exploded too much and used too much force, Bei Lingfeng had to suck his nose, pause a little, and calm his heart that jumped too violently, before he continued,

"You know, I talk about brotherly righteousness the most, even if it's not for you, just to be able to live with a head and face in this world, I won't touch a finger of her, let alone have anything to do with her! We people who wander in the mall, there has never been a person who can do things alone, you are deceitful in the entertainment industry, but our mall must be in the same boat through thick and thin, a businessman, if there is no bottom line in life, even if he gets rich for a while, there will eventually be a time when the ship is destroyed and people die! Since ancient times, there has been a "friend wife, don't deceive" This sentence is the bottom line of a person's morality, so please don't use your dirty thoughts to guess my open heart......! It just makes me feel like you can't bear to look directly at your heart!"

After saying the last painful sentence, Bei Lingfeng stopped looking at her, got up and walked outside!

"Ling Feng, don't go, let's get married! Let's get married! Let's get married right away! We'll get the certificate tomorrow, I'll ask the crew for leave now, don't go, Ling Feng, I love you...... I can't live without you...... Don't leave...... On New Year's Day, we went to the Maldives for a yacht wedding, and we went to Hawaii for our honeymoon......!

At this moment, Shu Jiaojiao was completely panicked, it was too late to regret it, and tears and marriage proposal were her last trump cards!

Bei Lingfeng felt choked, choked in disbelief!

He laughed again, so desperate, so desolate!

- You finally agreed to marry me, but I didn't expect it to be in such a way!

He looked down at the arms that were tightly wrapped around his body, still as hard as he had been in countless coquettish nights before, as if he was afraid that in the blink of an eye, he would disappear!

At that moment, tears could no longer flow out of his resolute and stubborn eyes!

When you pestered me before, it wasn't because I couldn't break free, but because I ...... I love you too much to bear to push you away!

But now, his distress can't be understood, so he doesn't have to be "unbearable"!

After being silent for a long time, Beiling finally spoke:

"Jiaojiao, the only person I've ever loved and always loved, it's too late...... It's really too late, not because I don't want to, not because I don't love, not because I empathize with others, but because I can't be your groom in the most chic posture, you know? I've loved you for so many years, I've waited for you for so many years, I've forgotten how to laugh happily, I've forgotten how to run freely in the sun, because, I've adapted to waiting in the shadows of melancholy, but you never see, it doesn't matter, I fell voluntarily, I don't run, I don't jump, I have no regrets, no matter what I need to pay, money, time or patience, I have never regretted it, but I didn't know that the final result was actually your affectionate questioning of me, so, in your eyes, my love is simply a joke, rightJiaojiao, your slap is a hundred times more painful for me than stabbing me with a knife...... You should rest early!"

Finally, he didn't back down anymore, he just used a little strength to break free from Shu Jiaojiao's self-thinking confinement, and then, at a speed she couldn't imagine, walked towards the door!

In the end, in the loneliness of this room, only Shu Jiaojiao's desperate crying was left!

In love, the most fearful thing is that one party keeps running forward, and the other stops in place and waits!

We always think that the other party is looking for each other along the road in our own direction, but in fact, when we find that we have been chasing in the direction of the other party but getting lost in the fog of the forest, the future without direction is destined to live in the dark!

So, it's not that you don't love, it's that love is too tired!

So, it's not that you can't continue to love, it's that continuing to continue will eventually become a burden to each other!

Therefore, it is not that it is too difficult to get along with each other if it is not beautiful, but that we have been unable to balance the ratio between sweetness and pain, and in the end, we have to let go!

And alienation is the beginning of letting go!