This fountain pen is so familiar that it bombarded my heart at a glance, and the blood on it was stained with my deepest memory.

I have lived for so many years, and I have not carried anything special to remember, and the only precious gift that I once could not let go of is this fountain pen, when I see it, I seem to see a full of past, past scenes, all appeared in front of my eyes.

For me, there is really nothing more valuable than it, it is the first gift Duo Duo gave me, and it is also the last time, it is this fountain pen that gives me sustenance to Duo Duo's emotions, so that I fall deeper and deeper, I simply treat it as a baby, especially after Duo Duo ran away from home, this fountain pen replaced Duo Duo, became my life partner, I hold it all day long, thinking about Duo Duo.

After going to college, I still regard it as a treasure, every time I am helpless or uncomfortable, I will take out a pen, silently in a daze, at that time, I was fragile in my heart, timid and afraid, but I still can't escape the life of being bullied, my only wish at that time is to be able to live a peaceful life, to be able to escape the bullying of others, to be able not to be disturbed.

However, fate played tricks on me and kept me in the whirlpool, especially Wang Yadong's plague god, who always haunted me, even if I was forced to drop out of school automatically, he didn't let me go, and took away my fountain pen, it was because of this fountain pen that I learned to resist. I remember that time, I was angry for the first time since I entered the university, I mustered up the courage, rushed to the classroom, not afraid of Wang Yadong's majesty, and openly begged him for a fountain pen, because, for me at the beginning, the fountain pen was my sustenance and my dream.

And, Wang Yadong broke the fountain pen, which is equivalent to destroying me and destroying my spiritual pillar, so, I went crazy, I directly used this fountain pen to stab Wang Yadong half to death, after that, I took the fountain pen, alone, and walked on the rooftop strongly, in front of the teachers and students of the whole school, pinched the bloody fountain pen, and said all the words of the grievances in my heart, and then, this fountain pen with Wang Yadong's bloodstains, accompanied by me, jumped off the rooftop.

After jumping, I went to a psychiatric hospital, and the pen was gone. It was also since that time that my life gradually changed, and the character Duoduo was slowly hidden by me with the disappearance of the pen.

Now, after so long, Duoduo has reappeared, and even appeared with this fountain pen, how can this not surprise me, my fountain pen obviously fell in my university, how did it end up in Duoduo's hands?

When I was stunned, Duoduo took out this bloody worn-out fountain pen from the gift box, stretched it out in front of my eyes, and said very seriously: "At the scene of your jumping off the building, I picked up this fountain pen, it was it, it made me understand your heart, I knew why you jumped off the building, and I also inquired about your troubles, and eliminated the misunderstanding of you, after that time, I have no hatred for you!"

Duoduo's words, said very sincerely, every sentence has penetrated into my heart, so that I suddenly understand a lot, it turns out, Duoduo has long begun to pay attention to me, since I went to college, she has paid attention to me, she knows that I am causing trouble for this pen, so that I jumped off the building, clear my heart for her, clearer, cowardly me, did not betray her, everything is just a misunderstanding.

In fact, I know that although Duoduo is rude, willful, flamboyant, and rebellious, her mind is not bad, otherwise, she would not have made so many friends before, and they are all some sincere friends, she just dislikes me, because I robbed her father's love, and because of our doll, Duoduo has to dislike me, in her consciousness, I am a cowardly, sticking to her house and refusing to leave.

However, from the time I accidentally found out that she had done it, her attitude towards me slowly changed, and she became less disgusted, and in the end, it was only because she misunderstood that it was me who told Uncle Lin that she ran away from home angrily. And it was after I jumped off the building that she understood everything and began to have no hatred for me.

Thinking of this, I suddenly thought of when I was in the psychiatric hospital, at that time, my spirit was very trance-like, my mentality was very bad, I had been curled up inside, afraid to face the real world outside, but, one day, I suddenly had a very real dream, in the dream, Duoduo appeared, she beat me, scolded me for rubbish, said that I should not hide in the hospital, and inspired me to be discharged.

It was this dream that gave me the courage to face reality, made me call Uncle Lin, picked me up and discharged me from the hospital, and let my personality slowly change.

At that time, I really thought it was a dream, but after so long, to this day, it is still so clear, and suddenly I feel that it is not a dream, so I suddenly came back from my daze, raised my eyes to look at Duoduo, and couldn't help but say: "After I jumped off the building, did you go to the hospital to see me?"

Duoduo met my gaze and said without hesitation: "That's right!"

It was really her, it was Duoduo, who made me go from the abyss to the light, let me no longer escape from reality, let me dare to fight against reality, she did not appear in the light, but encouraged me in a special way in the dark, helped me, and started from that early age.

I always thought that Duoduo hated me, so when I saw her appear today, my first thought was that she was here to take revenge on me, to deliberately sabotage my marriage with Xu Nan, I never thought that Duoduo had other feelings for me, but until this moment, my heart was touched by Duoduo, completely touched, this is a kind of afterthought, mixed with too many emotions.

Unconsciously, my eyes were a little hazy, and at this time, the woman in red on the side suddenly spoke, she existed as the spokesperson of Duoduo for a long time, every time something happened, it was the woman in red who came forward, this time, for Duoduo's feelings, the woman in red seemed to be the most clear, she was still in place of Duoduo, and told me everything that Duoduo paid for me silently.

The woman in red, she said Duoduo's attention to me behind my back, her love for me, all kinds of good to me, all kinds of help, and said a lot, those things, I didn't know before, I didn't know at all, Duoduo, a stubborn girl, never appeared in front of me, but she paid so much attention to me.

It was after I jumped off the building, Duoduo began to pay close attention to my every move, she just hated me at that time, but she couldn't talk about love, however, she didn't allow me to fall in love with other girls, she felt, I either don't talk about girlfriends, even if I want a woman, it can only be her, she doesn't want other women to get me, so she will interfere with me and Xu Nan many times.

Later, I paid more attention, Duoduo's feelings for me slowly changed unconsciously, she saw my courage in the dark, saw my tenacity, saw my courage, she was more and more interested in me, but she didn't want to come forward to see me, because, she was still testing me, she wanted me to continue to transform, to the point that I could make her accept, she reappeared to meet me, but, last time, I went to the mass grave alone, faced the sixth master, showed my monstrous courage, Duoduo had a great change in my opinion, and even fell in love, but she still didn't plan to see me so soon, until I suddenly wanted to marry Xu Nan with great fanfare, this time, forced Duoduo to show up.

For the domineering Duoduo, I, Wu Lai, only belong to her, and she can't allow me to marry another woman, so she is here, and she wants to find what belongs to her.

At this moment, I completely understood Duoduo's heart, understood her kind heart under her domineering appearance, and I also believed in her, and her love for me was sincere.

She never showed up, but she watched me at every moment and helped me in my most critical moments. Today, she had to show up, also because she recognized the doll kiss between me and her, and determined that I was her Lin Duoduo's man alone, and she couldn't let others take me away.

I understand Duoduo, but I also feel sorry for Xu Nan, she has suffered too much, and she has been hurt by me again and again, and now, I finally gave her a stable promise and gave her a happy marriage, just last night, Xu Nan told me that I would not regret it if I got married, and I swore to her that I would definitely take care of her for the rest of her life.

I thought that no one could interrupt this wedding, I just wanted people all over the world to witness, I wanted Xu Nan and Xu Nan to have a happy moment, I want Xu Nan, the scenery is infinite.

But the fact is so stark and naked, when Xu Nan's happiness and I were about to reach the most, Duoduo came, making the happy Xu Nan fall into the abyss of pain, and I, the groom official, can't administer justice for her, I can't bear to hurt Xu Nan, but I can't hurt Duoduo cruelly!

Although I have had extraordinary relationships with many women in my life, Mu Shihan and Han Shuang have a very delicate relationship with me, but for the two of them, I can ruthlessly let go, to be relieved, I can get rid of everything, for Xu Nan, treat them as passers-by in my life, because my feelings for them are relatively short, and they have not penetrated into my bones, I can resolutely give up them, only for Xu Nan, wholeheartedly.

But Duoduo is different, it's really different, she is not a passerby in my life, she is the leader of my life, she was buried in the deepest part of my heart, and now, her appearance, her confession, let the deeply buried emotions be stimulated, so that my heart became shaken, to ask me to cruelly refuse her, hit her, hurt her in front of so many people, I really difficult to do.

My heart seems to be being pulled hard by Xu Nan and Duoduo, and the more I pull it, the harder I pull, my heart is about to tear, it hurts very much.

And Duoduo seemed to see my tangled heart, and she also knew that the relationship between me and Xu Nan had reached the point of unswerving death, and it was impossible to give up easily, so Duoduo didn't tell me any other truths, and directly said to me in her domineering tone: "Wu Lai, I know you like me, you have always liked me, we grew up together since childhood, and there is a marriage contract first, you must belong to me, and you can only belong to me!"

Duoduo's tone is always so strong, her fierceness has worn out my momentum, making me very unconfident again, I have no words to refute her, but, through the hand of Xu Nan who is holding it, I feel Xu Nan's trembling heart, my heart, I can't help but tremble, I know, I can't live up to Xu Nan, I can't hurt her anymore.

So, after a long pause, I bravely raised my head, looked directly at Duoduo, sad but firm: "But you appeared too late, I already have Xu Nan, I can't live up to her!"

My words are extremely difficult, and my tone is very sad and sad, but it represents my determination.

It's just that no matter what I say, I won't let Duoduo give in, she asked me directly and dissatisfiedly: "Wu Lai, do you dislike me and don't want me anymore because your appearance, identity, and ability have changed?"

Duoduo's voice was full of resentment, but the tone was still so sharp that it shook my heart. At this moment, in the face of Duoduo, I seemed to be back to the past, the bitter toad, I didn't dare to refute her, I didn't dare to contradict her, and even, my eyes didn't dare to look at her directly, I only lowered my head silently.

In the face of life and death, I can have no hesitation, but at this moment, in the face of emotion, I seem to have fallen into a dead end, suffering from pain and helplessness, I don't know what to do, I don't want to choose, I just want to be like a turtle, shrink my head and escape from reality.

However, Duoduo made it clear that she wanted me to face the reality, so at the moment when I bowed my head, the domineering Duoduo once again stretched out her hand and lifted my chin, so that my eyes were aimed at her, and then, she asked me very seriously with a straight face: "Ugly monster, I will ask you one last time, I want you to support me in the future, are you willing?"