"Sister Deer is early!"

I greeted the people who were arranging their uniforms, put on my apron and went into the operation room.

"Sister Lu is so early today!"

"Yo, the fawn is early enough today. Sister Sisi looked like she had seen something terrible, and I shrugged helplessly at her.

Sister Sisi put the bag away and beckoned me out: "Didn't you eat breakfast again?" Come, fresh meat buns, hot and oily. ”

I took off my mask and hurriedly gaged it.

"I said, why are you still wearing a mask? Didn't those people clarify it for you? Even the school apologized to you, why do you still cover your face every day?"

I shook my head and stuffed my mouth full, but before I could say anything, I almost squirted out the bun filling, and hurriedly swallowed it before answering Sister Sisi: "Wait until the heat is completely over before picking it, I still feel that those people on the road look at me strangely." Anyway, it's good to take it, but I haven't slept well lately, and I've had acne. ”

"Nonsense! It's your psychological effect, so many people pay attention to you. News is very time-sensitive, and everyone has been paying attention to the one who has made headlines for the past two days, who ca

e you?" Sister Sisi said, staring at my face up and down for a long time, and then looked left and right mysteriously, and said in a low voice, "Will you cry at night?"

I nodded: "Well, I woke up in the middle of the night, and my pillow was wet with crying." I don't think I've got enough of my two pillows right now, so I have to buy at least 7 of them and change them every day. ”

Ever since I woke up ten days ago with my grandfather Mao holding a schoolbag under the big locust tree, I have had this strange disease. I don't know what weird dreams I have when I fall asleep.,Basically, I wake up crying every night.,When I wake up, I can't remember what I dreamed about at all.,But the uncomfortable feeling in my heart can last all day.。 So recently, I have been showing people every day with a pair of eye bags that are almost down to the corners of my mouth and heavy dark circles, and I look depressed all day long, like being sucked by a little demon Mi Qingyuan, and my life is short.

I didn't tell anyone about the bag of money, and I was worried about whether I was sleepwalking and robbing a bank or something. If you are arrested by the police one day, you will even affect others. So I secretly deposited the money in a few different bank cards, but I didn't dare to move a dime, waiting for the East Window incident to happen.

"You're evil!" Sister Sisi slapped the table, startling the little girl at the cashier, and she hurriedly lowered her voice again, "You think, people say that the locust tree is the easiest to become a sperm." You somehow slept under the locust tree all night, and the next day it was like this, you must have been possessed by a spirit!

"I just always feel that there is a swing missing on the locust tree, and there should be people living in the next house......"

"It seems that you already have empathy with the locust tree spirit, what else?"

"And the day before yesterday, I took her to perm her hair, she chatted with other people's hairstylists, my name is Kevin, remember to come to me next time, she cried as soon as she finished speaking...... "Xiaoxiao didn't know when she walked in, "You don't know that I was really embarrassed, embarrassed, and scared...... Don't mention how depressed I am! And I can't persuade it! I can't stop crying......"

"I haven't made your coffee yet, wait a minute. "I stood up and prepared to flee, but I was still pulled back by the spot.

"The leader is not here today, I can be there later. You sit and rest. ”

"Sister Xiaoxiao, I'll do it for you, Fu Ruibai, right?" The bar roared, completely cutting off my escape.

Xiaoxiao also lowered her voice, as if she was afraid that others would hear it: "I think Sister Sisi is right, you must be evil." ”

Sister Sisi became more and more energetic: "I'll just talk about the evil door! Last week, I wanted to take her to relax, so I called a few friends to go to KTV, and prepared to let her go on a blind date by the way. As soon as she entered, she had a good chat with the young man. The boy said that she looked very much like her relatives, and she also said that she was very kind when she saw people, and I thought there was a drama...... I never expected it...... My friend sang a song about her new sweetheart, and as soon as the prelude sounded, she began to smoke and whimper. This boy who had been very eye-to-eye with him before sang a song called 'I think', she cried as if someone had died, and the boy almost knelt down for her, saying, 'Sister, I was wrong, you think I sing ugly, I don't sing anymore, okay?, I'm sorry, my dad sings ugly...... I'm inherited...... I'm sorry...... 'She cried even more......

I brought the mask back again, and I couldn't wait to put adhesive tape on their mouths: "Two sisters, I was wrong, can I go to work?" and Sister Sisi, I only broke up with Yang Zhou last week, and I am not in a hurry to enter the next relationship. Can you accept the magic power that helped me go on a blind date...... I've seen each other four times a week, and I've called out people's names several times......"

"You sit down!" Sister Sisi directly pressed me back, "Boss Ben is still here, where are you going to work." No matter what you say tomorrow, I have to escort you to Nancheng Temple and find a monk to exorcise evil spirits for you!"

"I'll take a leave of absence tomorrow to go with you. ”

"Don't mind, your parents finally let you out, don't let them know that you asked for leave for me, and you have to lock you back. ”

The next day, I was still escorted, and when I went, I found out that I was looking for a master to exorcise 66,060 evil spirits...... We had to find the master's little apprentice, and it cost six hundred and sixty-six to make do.

"According to the poor monk's view, the donor should be weak, causing the evil to enter the body, it is better to stay away from the place where the locust tree is located, and with this amulet, it will be able to drive the evil out of the body. ”

Sister Sisi and Xiaoxiao looked at the little monk gratefully and thanked them repeatedly, only I stood in the distance with my arms crossed suspiciously, always feeling like I had met a liar......

"Does this Buddhism still have after-sales service?" Not long after leaving the temple, the phone rang, and I looked at the two people who were also surprised in surprise, and then pressed answer.

"Teacher Lu, it's been so long since the school apologized for it, do you think you're going back to work?" Director Li of the school's personnel office was obviously forced by the school leaders to make this call, and his tone was extremely reluctant.

"Li, it's been two weeks since I left my job. What's the matter?, and the school is ready to sign a new contract with me?" I couldn't help but roll my eyes, "Of course I know that the school had to make a decision because of the influence of public opinion at that time. ”

Li Chu seemed to be blocked by my words, and only spit out a sentence after talking for a long time: "Are you going to ask the principal to call you back in person?"

"Oh, no. Thank you for your kindness. When he abandoned me without hesitation, I wasn't ready to go back. So there's no need to ask for it, I'm going to block you. Good bye. ”

I hung up the phone only to find that Sister Sisi and Xiaoxiao were looking at me in surprise with their arms crossed.

"What's wrong?" I touched my face, thinking something had rubbed against it.

"Xiaoxiao, I think this locust tree spirit seems to be quite good. ”

Xiaoxiao hurriedly nodded and said: "Yes, yes, you see that Xiaolu's whole person is different, not cowardly at all, I thought she would nod her head and bow down." ”

That's when I realized what I had just said...... The hand holding the phone froze in mid-air, not understanding how he could have said what he had just said. It's so hard to find a job now...... The round of exchange just now doesn't look like what I would say at all.

"By the way, Xiaolu, why did the school suddenly decide to apologize to you, wasn't it very resolute before?"

I was still thinking about my new journey just now, and replied nonchalantly, "Who knows." However, two days ago, a student called me and said that several of their children had signed a joint letter and wanted to petition the school leaders or something. I stopped it, probably because they didn't listen to me. You don't know, but a bunch of kids might have made a fuss. ”

As I was talking, the phone rang again, I glanced at the unfamiliar number, and said to myself, why did I change the number again just after I blacked out......?

"Little rhinoceros?"

This voice, which had been forgotten in the depths of my memory, suddenly came to my ears after twenty years, and a slight wave splashed in my heart, but it quickly stabilized.

"Who's wrong, right?"

"Little rhinoceros, don't you remember your father?"

"Are all scammers so rampant now? Why can't I remember my dad's voice? If you don't say who you are, I'll hang up!"

"I'm your biological father......" The man's voice was lonely, but it didn't arouse any sympathy from me, "You really don't remember me......"

"My father's surname is Lu, and I have and only one father, Lao Lu. ”

"It's okay if you don't want to admit me...... But Daddy please...... Your grandma is dying, and she wants to see you one last time......"

I hung up the phone and didn't finish the last few words. How old was the old lady? seventy, seventy-five, or eighty? She lived a long time, and my grandmother never lived her.

The phone rang again, and this time it was my own mother: "Rhino, has that person contacted you?"

"Which person?

"Hmm...... What do you mean by me and your dad...... What you mean by Daddy Deer is that the choice is yours. If you want to come back, come back, if you don't want to come back, forget it, Mom went back to him. ”

"Mom, I'll go home and work. ”

"Why do you suddenly think about ......?"

"If the child wants to come back, come back, come back, Dad will make you something to eat!" shouted a voice on the other end of the phone, still full of excitement.

"It's all used to you, let her go to school for 3 more years, and leave the big city alone, what are you going to do when you go home?"

"Ignore your mother, come back if you want to come back, your brother will get married next month, and you just happened to come back to help your sister-in-law Zhang Luo Zhang Luo. ”

A warm feeling in my heart seemed to melt somewhere, and I longed to fly to the dying old lady and tell her, "Look, I still have a home."

Xiaoxiao frowned and looked at me: "You want to go home?"

I looked at the scenery flashing outside the window, turned around and smiled at her: "Well, I don't know why, I always feel that this city is all sad colors, like anything I see, I can touch the scene." I guess I'd better go back and take it slowly. ”

Xiaoxiao wanted to say something, but Sister Sisi diverged: "It's okay, didn't the master say to stay away from that locust tree, I estimate that the city is far enough, you are in a better mood and come back, Sister Sisi will always leave you the position of the store manager here!"

Sister Sisi thought that I was still sad about Yang Zhou and Ah Cai, so she didn't say anything ambiguous to keep me.

"You're going to go too......"

I sighed and tilted my head on Xiaoxiao's shoulder: "I don't know what's wrong with me lately, sometimes my heart is full, sometimes it's empty, and I want to cry when it's empty." I cried like I could light up *** when I saw anything, don't talk about you, I suspect I'm depressed. And when I woke up that day, I felt like I was in a different world, and when you came to me, I had a feeling that I hadn't seen you for a long time......"

This topic did not continue, and I was afraid that if I continued to talk about it, even I felt that I was a madman...... Sister Sisi said that she wanted to give me a farewell party before I left, but I sternly refused, the reason is very simple, I am afraid that I will cry, and now my physique is completely out of control.

When I returned the key to Sister Wang, I still couldn't hold back crying, Sister Wang was startled, thinking that I had encountered some difficulties, and repeatedly told her that if I had difficulties, I could ask her to help with a tyrant in City B, and I was not polite at all.

As I collected my things, I stared at the pile of clothes in my bag that I didn't remember buying at all, and cried again until I found a jacket with a tassel to put on, and then wiped my tears and went out. Say goodbye to the city.

Farewell to my little courtyard, farewell to the pancake stand in the alley, farewell to the old man under the big tree, farewell to the place where I once lived, this city, and some dreams that I tried so hard to remember, but always blurred.

Sister Sisi asked, will you come back?

I said, yes, maybe one day, when I fill the hole in my heart, or understand why there is such a big black hole in my heart, I guess I will come back.