The little black and little white people in my head were still fighting together until I went out. On the contrary, it is natural that his face is not red and his heart does not beat for ten years, the only weirdness is that he is like a piece of kraft candy, even if he is busy collecting things, he has been sticking to me, he wants to hug for a while, and he wants to kiss for a while, I can't help but feel worried, why is it getting more and more clingy as I get older......

"How did you get the money for such a big backpack, and how did you get it back...... I sighed and looked at the backpack he was carrying and loaded me with some snacks, probably because I was afraid that I would be hungry halfway through.......

Looking at my bag again, I couldn't help but sigh, it contained a few clothes designed by the third brother himself, which would not be out of place for future wear...... I started to feel uncomfortable before I left.

"These, these, you don't have them?" I said, pointing to the pile of clothes that I had dug out of the cabinet for him earlier, "These clothes are all fine, and this brand is so expensive." ”

The body of the person who stuck to me seemed to tremble, as if his heart was weak: "Well, don't bring it, it's too troublesome." ”

"You helped me carry a big bag of pots, and it wasn't too troublesome to simply noodles. ”

He laughed a few times and put another stamp on my cheek. I was even more dizzy...... I basically slept for less than an hour last night, and I was already sleepy, and at this time I felt a very strong feeling in my heart, and I could only forcibly attribute it to the palpitations caused by not resting enough.

This was the last time we rode our little Mulan, early in the morning, there were few people on the road, I put my arm around the waist of ten years, and suddenly I felt a little back to my girlhood.

"Ten years, do you think the flowers in our yard have bloomed?

"When you go back, you don't know if it's only been a few days, or if it's just the day you left...... How can it be opened. ”

"I think about the swing in the small yard, and even the big locust tree. ”

After ten years of silence, he said: "Lingxi, go back and live in a different place, I'm afraid of ......"

"It's not big or small! my sister doesn't shout!"

"Your husband shouted yesterday, and now you're embarrassed to let me call your sister?"

I slapped him in the back a few times, but there was no place to stuff his face, and his face was rubbed and shattered.

"Lingxi, there are about 150,000 yuan in the bag, you can rent a safe place, don't nest in the small courtyard, I don't know the background of the people who share the house, it's too dangerous, what should I do if I encounter a dangerous person like me again?"

A string sounded in my head, but I was quickly diverted from it by him.

"Also, eat less after takeout, the oil and salt are too big, and you are not too young to maintain your health. ”

"Why are you like my mother...... Do you hate me for getting older?"

"How can you? ”

"That's pretty much it...... Did you say that the third part of Yu Jiayun will come out?"

"What is there to be curious about, it must be that I want to be with you. The third song is definitely together. ”

I was silly and happy for a while, excited to go home soon, but there were sad emotions that kept coming out: "Third brother, they must have found out that we didn't say goodbye, and they must have scolded us......"

Ten years stretched out a hand and held the hand I wrapped around his waist: "Do you think that you will be able to go back to see Xiaoxiao Acai, Sister Sisi, and your parents, grandparents, and grandparents soon, aren't you happy?"

I nodded, feeling like a coaxed kid now.

The more you go into the mountains, the less cement roads there are, and I don't know how to find the positioning for ten years, so I drove the motorcycle all the way along the dirt road, and I didn't slip.

"Lingxi, the first time I saw you, I thought you were different from the girls I had seen before, you looked very cowardly, and you can stick a knife in your friend's ribs, and you can cry all day when you meet someone who is not afraid of death, but you can cry all day when you encounter a little thing, you look confused every day, but in fact, you think very thoroughly, but you are too lazy to take action. Anyway, it's full of contradictions, and people can't help but want to explore, and when they explore, they can't help but want to get closer, and then they fall into it. So don't always feel that no one likes you anymore, you're very good. He was silent for a while and then said, "You always get drunk after drinking, and don't drink when there are men in the future, it's very dangerous." ”

"Stop!"

I let go of Jing Shi's hand and shoved it and yelled at him, "Stop!"

The sudden braking was particularly harsh in the empty mountain forest, splashing dirt and dirt. I should have noticed that his attitude had been strange since last night, what he said, what he did, and that kind of look...... I'm so stupid, how could I find out now.

"I'll go back with you and turn around. ”

Ten years got out of the car and put the frame on: "You listen to me......"

"I'll make you turn around!" I screamed, hysterical.

Tears fell uncontrollably, and my body trembled with anger.

"Lingxi, calm down and listen to me. This is the only chance, and if you don't go back, you don't know when you'll be able to get enough fuel, so ......"

"I don't want to hear it, pay tribute to ten years. I raised my eyes and glared at him, "Jing Shiten, you go, I'll go." ”

He took me into his arms so hard that I could feel the tremors of his body, I could guess what was happening, I could think of the worst, but I just couldn't take it......

"Twenty years from now, is the world you live in, your parents are waiting for you, the people you are familiar with, the familiar life is there, I want to selfishly leave you with me, but I can't...... Twenty years from now, there are still many people waiting for you. But now, I can't cruelly leave you, and I can't go with you cruelly, because my parents are still here...... I can't walk ......."

I just beat him in his arms and blamed him, and the tears couldn't stop falling. I never thought about the stupid question of who you would save first when your mother and I fell into the water, but when it really happened to me, I still couldn't help but be so stupid that I wanted to ask, scream, and curse, but I still didn't ask, and in the end I was left crying tiredly......

Until the more I cry, the weaker my legs become...... I feel a little dizzy in my body.

"Motion sickness medicine!...... Didn't you give me motion sickness medicine?"

"I'm sorry, I know you're not going to go back honestly...... That's the only way to go. I was stunned and picked up by him, "Lingxi, let's go slowly, there is still about a kilometer to ......."

"Last night, I received a phone call, Chen Chong called, he asked me to go to Jiangdong Bridge at 12 o'clock tonight...... He arrested my parents......"

I was still silent, I understood the reason why I had to go for ten years, because Jing Liankai and his wife could not afford to wait for another redemption, and my grandfather's paradoxical fate, if something happened to Jing Liankai and his wife, Jing Liankai would disappear from the world...... But I just feel uncomfortable...... I can't control the feeling of the sky falling apart.

"He asked me to go by myself, I can't call the police, Chen Chong, you know, he just didn't want to lose by himself, and wanted to pull me on his back. He chuckled lightly, as if he was laughing at himself, "Blame me this time, even the company remembered to ask Xiao Quan to send someone to watch, I actually forgot about them......"

I nodded, trying to say something, but my throat was blocked, and I wanted to struggle, but my whole body went limp, and I couldn't move. I didn't say a thousand words, and when I finally spoke, the tears came down first, and the timid threat changed: "You must live." ”

Ten years turned his head to look at me in surprise, and was stunned for a few seconds before he curled the corners of his mouth and nodded, "Hmm!"

"I'll wait for you ......"

There was something sparkling in his eyes, but he still kept smiling: "Forget me, Lu Lingxi." ”

I shook my head desperately, knowing what he was going to say next, but I still covered my ears and didn't want to listen.

Ten years looked me in the eye and said, "In the future, you will only meet Jing Han Shi, who was born in 99, and that is not me...... I don't want you to waste your time with someone who is just the same DNA as me. ”

"You will meet Jing Han Ten, and you will replace him. ”

"Ke Jing Han Ten has not been born yet, this time the time and space will change, the magnetic field will change, I may ......"

will disappear...... I had in my mind what he hadn't said, and I couldn't accept the fact that I wanted to hold him and beg him to come with me, or beg him to let me stay, but he was right, I couldn't......

I cried all the way along, his chin was always against my forehead, and the place where he was holding me was painful.

"Run away when you're done sleeping, scumbag!"

"Yes, I'm a scumbag, you have to find someone who is a thousand times better than me in the future, at least better than me to you. ”

"I can't find ......"

"Definitely found it. ”

"You bastard! I had a daughter-in-law yesterday!"

"I'm a bastard, I'm not human!" I could feel Jing Shi swallowing back those words, because whenever he said it, we would definitely choose to stay together or go together for each other's sake...... We tacitly skipped those impulses, and in the last wait, I could only let myself cry as I watched his back until my strength was lost little by little.

When we came here a few days ago to build the runway, we were so tired that we collapsed to the ground, but we still smirked happily for a long time, but today when I saw the runway in front of me, I just felt that it was the chasm that separated us, and I wanted to tear it down, and I wanted to ......

"There's still an hour, and at 10:36 I'll get you in the car. ”

"You go first, don't watch me fly. ”

"Good ......"

I leaned on my shoulder, and we just watched the clouds drift in the sky in the distance, and neither of us spoke, quietly waiting for fate to separate us.

Sitting in this ball-like car again, I didn't have the first nervousness, even the tears were about to dry up, the motion sickness medicine made my mind even more unconscious, until the last kiss fell on my forehead in ten years, until the door in front of me was closed, until I could no longer see his face clearly, I broke down and screamed like I had just woken up from a big dream: "I'm not leaving! I'm not leaving! You let me out!"

"When the car starts, the door won't open. Deer Spirit, goodbye......"

"Ten years of respect, you bastard! You bastard! You open the door! Let me out! I must have forgotten you! I will find someone to marry when I go back! I ......"

I heard the low, muffled cry outside the door getting louder and louder, gradually turning into the roar of a beast, I pounded on the door but to no avail, I hated his reason, my cowardice, all the hatred, all the reluctance, all converged into a sentence that resounded through the valley - Lu Lingxi I love you!