Chapter 1: Wang Ming

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Wang Ming, male, his father is a truck driver, and his mother works in a factory. The family is not wealthy, but he doesn't worry about eating and drinking, but unfortunately he doesn't like to read textbooks, even if he thinks "quick" and imaginative, but it is limited to TV series, movies, music, novels, games, etc. I often wander in class, and my soul wanders out of the world, so my grades are a mess, and I only pass the language a few times, so I have been mixed until I graduate from junior college.

After graduation, he was also full of confidence like his classmates, found a good job, and then married Bai Fumei and went to the peak of his life, but he was obedient to the social reality, so he had to go back to his hometown and wait for death in the house that his parents bought with their life savings.

I accidentally inherited the gene that the family is not tall, and I was very lazy so I became sloppy and obese, and I had to wear thick glasses because of myopia caused by excessive "study", a standard dick otaku, no future, no hope, no girlfriend, and life was like this until that day......

Wang Ming, who had been running away for a day, went home without changing his clothes, just lying on the sofa and playing with his mobile phone, waiting for his parents to come back to cook. Watching the partners in the WeChat group cheering each other on, ready to fight until dawn, Wang Ming pursed his lips and disdained, a group of guys who want money and don't want to die, Wang Ming doesn't have the mental fortitude to go crazy with them, it's better to play mobile games at home and watch movies and TV series.

When his mother opened the door and came back, Wang Ming was surprised, usually his mother would not come back so early, could there be something? Wang Ming got up from the sofa, looked at his mother, and felt that his mother was different from usual, but he couldn't say what it was. His mother was holding a kettle to boil water, Wang Ming was usually very lazy, but today he didn't know why he wanted to help his mother do something, so he went to the kitchen to prepare to choose vegetables and wash vegetables. Mother walked into the kitchen, looked at Wang Ming, sighed, picked up the apron and tied it to prepare for cooking, Wang Ming left the kitchen after washing the dishes, as if he heard his mother's faint sobbing.

After a while, his father also came back, and Wang Ming felt that his father was different today, but he couldn't say what it was. After eating, Wang Ming took his clothes to the bathroom to take a bath, and after taking a bath, Wang Ming lay on the bed, ready to look at his mobile phone and go to sleep, when he was ready to sleep, he heard his parents seem to be talking. Wang Ming felt that something was wrong with his parents today, so he kept an eye on it and listened carefully. Although Wang Ming is nearsighted, his hearing has always been very good.

My father sighed first, and then said to my mother, "I'm getting older, it seems that I can't drive a big car when I reach the age stipulated by the state, and the company is ready to fire me, mainly because of my age, and I can't do anything else." The mother sobbed slowly, and said, "Me too, the factory is not good and was resigned, I am older, the factory is not wanted, give the seat to those young people, I have not been in good health in recent years, I don't know what else to do, but I am very worried about the baby, we were busy before, I didn't care much about him, he himself is now doing this takeaway work is not a problem, he will have a long life in the future, he has not married a wife and had children, the two of us have no ability, and we can't help him in the future." After saying that, my father also sobbed.

After listening to this, Wang Ming lay on the bed, feeling uncomfortable. He felt frightened for the first time, even if thousands of troops crossed the single-plank bridge back then, and the lifelong college entrance examination did not make him so afraid, Wang Ming really had to face life alone, face life, and face a hopeless future in the future. Unconsciously, the parents have grown old, the years have made the once handsome men and beautiful women become weathered old men, the pressure of life makes them physically and mentally exhausted, and also destroys their bodies, they begin to come to the end of their lives, but Wang Ming is really powerless, helpless, sad and pitiful "The tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, and the son wants to raise but does not wait." ”

Wang Ming had just graduated from school and entered the society when he was cleaned up, and he also thought about life, the meaning and direction of life, he was not interested in thinking about this lofty thing before, and felt that it involved those unattainable philosophical issues, but he couldn't even understand the content of the book, and he could really only exist in his own circle, that small world. Nowadays, as the great philosopher Socrates said, a life that is not worth examining is not worth living, and sometimes everyone is forced to think about something, about society, about the world, not to change the world, but to be so not hurt by the world, and even try not to change the world.

Wang Ming kept regretting the time wasted in the past when he was being cleaned up, not to mention that he could hope that his son Jackie Chan would become the pride of his parents, and other people's children should at least be responsible for themselves and their own lives. Cherish your time and work harder, master more knowledge, make yourself valuable, create more value, get more and better harvests, so that you will have more confidence and dignity in the face of food, clothing, housing and transportation in the future, birth, old age, sickness and death.

Even if you don't talk about dignity, at least you won't be forced to a dead end, and those who are in prison and called hell have never looked up to heaven, but the reality is very cruel, no matter how many reasons you have, it is right, and wrong is wrong. All roads lead to Rome, some people are born in Rome, some people run on the broad roads, some people crawl on rough and muddy paths, and different reasons and reasons make the class of society slowly fixed.

It is difficult to produce a noble son from a poor family.

Do you know that there is a kind of bitterness in the world that there is no noble son in the poor family.

Wang Ming also thought that he had spent more time on studying, could go to a better undergraduate college, maybe he could meet a girl he liked, and he could help each other with her, encourage each other, and continue to study together, after all, it is very lucky and happy to have someone by his side in the lonely journey of life, even if he can't continue to be together in the future, but this is also the best memory of life.

Wang Ming saw more demons and monsters in school, a group of demons dancing wildly, even if there is such a girl, she should have a boyfriend to accompany her, they appreciate each other, love each other, work together, and go to school as soon as possible to get out of this big dye vat, all kinds of people, the bottom of society. Even if he doesn't have a boyfriend, he won't fall in love with Wang Ming, after all, he can't beat him in any way.

Wang Ming regretted a little why he wanted to go home at this time, what else could he do when he went home except to eat and wait for death, what else could he do to waste his time, it was cruel outside, but there were also more opportunities, to fight hard, nine deaths and a lifetime. Wang Ming has also been touched by some classmates in the school, they are not afraid of the failure of the college entrance examination, not affected by the surrounding environment, they are still studying very hard, and work hard to go to school. Wang Ming originally wanted to be one of them, but the shadow of the failure of the college entrance examination, the influence of the surrounding environment, and his own uninterest made him give up the last chance in his life, enter the society prematurely, work hard in the society, and then be ravaged and fragmented, go home and slowly stitch it up.

Tonight I couldn't sleep, and the night was sad until dawn.

Maybe life is just a solemn and heavy job, and those happiness are just for a better job.

Life has to go on, and I have to go to work tomorrow.

Wang Ming, like some people, is now desperate for the arrival of the end of the world, but the objective facts will not change with subjective wishes, nor will they be distorted because of cognitive biases.

Tomorrow is a new day, and what will it be like after tomorrow.

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