July is a fire, and in a blink of an eye is the beginning of autumn.

"The young man doesn't know the taste of sorrow, falls in love with the floor, falls in love with the floor, and says sorrow for the new words. Now I know all the sorrows, I want to say that I will rest, I want to say that I will rest, but I will say that the weather is cool and autumn. The wisdom of the ancients is endless, and a bleak story is depicted in just a few sentences, which feels like killing a lot of modern songs in seconds, which can better reflect Wang Ming's current mood. In the past, when I was in school, I was forced to memorize texts, thinking that it would be useless after the exam, but now it seems that many things are useful or not that we have the final say.

Wang Ming rode a small motorcycle early in the morning to take orders, although he couldn't sleep last night, but he still got up to take orders, the motivation to support him was that he felt that he shouldn't be so heartless, and wanted to do something, do something meaningful, such as saving some money, take care of himself first, and don't ask his parents for money.

When he walked to a remote section, Wang Ming looked up at the sky and sighed, "The mayfly is in the heaven and the earth, and it is a drop in the sea." "In the rolling wheels of history and the endless torrent of life, we are all whipped and bruised all over our bodies, from the emperor to the beggars. The emperor does not necessarily want to be the emperor, and the beggar certainly does not want to be a beggar. Those literati and writers who are sandwiched in the middle are the saddest, or pointing out the country, or worrying about the country and the people, or sending their love to the landscape, the soul and body are torn apart.

What do people live for?

Wang Ming unconsciously rode to a fork in the road, he didn't notice a big truck, Wang Ming only saw the frightened and desperate eyes of the big truck driver fell into darkness.

What do you think when death comes, why do you live or do you find out directly?

Sometimes Wang Ming sees news reports of suicide on TV, and feels very disdainful, because he feels that suicide only destroys the body, but it cannot change any cause and effect, it is useless, and it is meaningless to leave his own cause and effect to others. Wang Ming felt the fragility of life, and he was deeply afraid of the coming of death, and was even more curious about what it was like to face death. Now he just wants to say, "Curiosity kills cats." ”

Real death doesn't give you as much time to think about it, a black hole appears at a speed faster than the speed of light, devouring everything about you, your flesh, your breath, your soul, your memories...... will not slowly recall the past like in movies and TV series, and will not have time to confess so many last words.

I don't know how long it took, Wang Ming woke up from the darkness, the sun was still very strong, and he couldn't open his eyes, but the severe pain made him slowly open his eyes. Wang Ming moved the small motorcycle pressed on his leg little by little, the takeaway was scattered all over the ground, and he slowly stood up in trembling, so dangerous, it turned out to be from the bottom of the big truck, but there was no one around, the driver ran away, Wang Ming was not angry, just sat down and cried, I don't know if it was because of grievances or pain.

After crying for a while, Wang Ming called the customer to explain the situation, Wang Ming didn't explain anything, hung up the phone amid the customer's abuse, and then called an ambulance, and also called a colleague who usually has a good relationship to deal with the car and takeaway. After arriving at the hospital, Wang Ming's examination was fine, but there was a slight bone crack in his left leg, and there were several broken skin and abrasions on his body. Slowly moving to the door of the hospital, Wang Ming found that the colleague with a better relationship was waiting for him at the door.

"Yunhu, why are you here?"

"You're in a hurry, the car keys haven't been given to me yet, and the car is still parked there. Yunhu said with a hearty smile.

"Well, thank you, let's take a taxi to that place now. ”

"Okay, I'll help you. ”

Wang Ming and his colleague Yunhu took a taxi to the place where the accident occurred, Yunhu gave the fare, and helped Wang Ming get out of the car.

There was no surveillance, no traffic police, almost no one in this remote section, and Wang Ming and Yunhu got out of the car to find that the car and the scattered takeaways were still there. Yunhu laid a tissue on the side of the road to help Wang Ming sit down, then picked up the takeaway by himself, put it in the trash can on the side of the road, and then helped the car up, wiped the handlebars and seat cushion clean with a tissue, and then took out the car key that Wang Ming gave him in the taxi and started the car, rode a few laps, and found that the car was fine, so he helped Wang Ming to get into the car.

Because he took care of Wang Ming, the speed of the car was not fast, Wang Ming sat behind and supported Yunhu's shoulder, feeling that the strong man in front of him was as tall as a mountain, at that moment he was very envious of the little woman in the TV series, he could snuggle, but there was no one behind him, how dare he fall.

When he arrived at Wang Ming's house, Yunhu parked the car, helped Wang Ming go home, and left after giving the key to Wang Ming, Wang Ming wanted to keep him for dinner, but Yunhu waved his hand, turned around and left in style. At the beginning, I saw that Yunhu had a good character, so I was more familiar with him, and of course other people had a good relationship with him, not to mention that he, like Wang Ming, was one of the few normal people who did not fight until dawn.

Wang Ming sat paralyzed on the sofa, thinking about what happened today, and couldn't help but fear that life was terrifying, and the infinite changes of fate were holding on to life, but people could not do anything but resign themselves to fate. This is exactly the cut-off point in his life, and maybe there will be one in the future, but the first time is really unforgettable.

After a while, his mother came back, and when she saw Wang Ming, she hurriedly asked what was going on, Wang Ming didn't want her mother to worry about it anymore, so she lied that she fell while riding a bicycle today, and it wasn't a big deal, but her leg was slightly cracked, and there were abrasions all over her body. The mother looked at the plaster on Wang Ming's leg distressedly, and then looked at the abrasions on her body, and cried, and the atmosphere gradually solidified.

After a while, Wang Ming said that the doctor instructed him to rub the medicine, and his mother fiddled with the ointment with different ointments according to Wang Ming's instructions, and wiped and wiped his mother to cry again, and Wang Ming also cried silently. After wiping, Wang Ming interrupted and said that he was hungry, so his mother left to cook. Wang Ming deliberately diverted his mother's attraction, saying that he wanted to eat delicious food today, and his mother went out to buy vegetables, Wang Ming didn't dare to sit on the sofa to attract his mother's attention, so he slowly moved to the room to get clothes and prepare for a bath.

In a daze, Wang Ming felt that someone was touching him, and when he opened his eyes, he saw the eyes that he had never forgotten in his life, and the eyes of the driver who hit him during the day today were as frightened and desperate as the driver, Wang Ming immediately sat up in fright and shouted It turned out to be you!

The father was startled and stood in the doorway in a panic like a child, his eyes still revealing horror and despair.

Wang Ming's first reaction was why him? The second reaction was that he didn't recognize me at that time? The third reaction was why did he run?

Fear, panic, embarrassment, and embarrassment After a while, Wang Ming reacted, why can't it be him, at that time, I was wearing a hat in work clothes, and the speed was fast, and it was normal to not recognize him after a short interval, and he ran away not because he was vicious but helpless......

Wang Ming suddenly felt thirsty, so he slowly got off the bed and slowly moved to the living room to get water from the boiling kettle to drink. For the first time, Wang Ming felt that thirst was less uncomfortable, because it could alleviate the embarrassment at this time. There are two sides to everything, from drinking water to relieve embarrassment, to the double-edged sword of science and technology, but most people's cognition is only half, it used to be because of the limitations of feudal thinking, and now it is because of the extreme of social development, which is so in the eyes of this country.

After Wang Ming drank the water, he sat on the sofa, smiled kindly at his father and said, "It's okay, it's just a slight bone crack, it's good to put on a plaster, fortunately you can go to medical insurance, otherwise it will cost you more." Wang Ming didn't dare to look at his father after speaking, and kept swiping his mobile phone. After a long time, my father went back to the room to get his clothes and went to the bathroom to take a bath, and Wang Ming saw his father go in to take a bath, so he slowly moved to the room and went to bed.

Wang Ming really didn't want to think about anything at the moment, but he still remembered a sentence he had seen in the textbook before: "Don't be happy with things, don't be sad with yourself." Wang Ming now has an extremely deep understanding of this sentence, from the literal meaning, to the commentary, to the speculation, and the mood of writing this famous sentence through the ages. He seems to have returned to that day across thousands of years, and wrote down this famous sentence with the author one by one, which will be worshiped by future generations. He lives high in the temple, Wang Ming is far away from the rivers and lakes, and he is a very popular minister, and the low-level untouchables are so similar at this moment. But people have the same emotions with each other, but they don't want to understand each other.

Emotions are like a river that flows from the source of sorrow to the sea of despair.

"Ten thousand trees spring in front of the sick tree". But people are not plants and trees, who can be ruthless, not to give a little sunshine to be brilliant. Compared with other creatures, human beings have more curiosity about all things in this world, and gradually develop their own emotions, have a new understanding of the surrounding environment, and begin to constantly transform, slowly forming the only civilization on this planet and becoming the master of the earth. Compared to other creatures on this planet, it seems to be an anomaly, with unparalleled creativity and destructive power, but most of the time it acts on human beings themselves, moving forward in creation and destruction, one yin and one yang, negative yin and yang, impulsive and peaceful.

People are very strange, they are really different.

Wang Ming didn't blame his father, when he went back to the room, he looked into his parents' bedroom, and found that his mother was lying on the bed, sleeping quietly, it seems that his father didn't tell his mother, it should be that his father saw the ointment on the table when he came back, and when he went to Wang Ming's room to see Wang Ming, he found the plaster on his leg, he seemed to think of something, slowly frightened, and touched Wang Ming guiltily to see where else was injured.

Wang Ming has never been a father, he can't imagine his mood, the tiger poison does not eat children, it can only be described as a human tragedy. There are too many tragedies in the world, and this one is not bad, after the tragedy, you still have to live, just like Wang Ming likes to hold a toothbrush in one hand and a mouthwash jar in the other when brushing his teeth. One cup (tragedy) and one wash (comedy).

Wandering in the world, you can't find that paradise.