"Mom is with you. ”

I shook my head to signal her to be reassured: "It's okay, Mom, I'll go by myself, it must be Ah Cai coming back, they are playing with me." ”

I arrived in City B with my school bag on my back, which was completely different from the feeling I had when I landed in this place, but I didn't come back for two months, and it seemed that the whole city was strange. Sister Sisi took my bag with red eyes, looked at me through the rearview mirror several times, and then stopped.

I remember the first thing I saw when I entered the dormitory was Ah Cai, and she didn't know how to wear makeup at that time, but I was still amazed by her beauty.

"You're so good-looking!"

She was stunned for a moment, smiled at me and stretched out her hand: "Few girls praise me so much, hello, Lu Acai." ”

"Hello hello, my name is Lu Lingxi. ”

The tall buildings with the windows stacked on top of each other brought me back from my memories.

"Sister Sisi, you're lying to me, aren't you?"

"Fawn...... Condolences ......"

Ah Cai's father has now been discharged from the hospital, and the first thing he said when he was able to speak was: Don't let her enter the ancestral grave.

"My parents said that my sister's affairs were known to the old family, and they all said that they couldn't let her enter the ancestral grave......" Xiao Zi clenched her fists tightly, and her eyes were swollen like walnuts.

"Where's your eldest brother and sister-in-law?"

Han bit his bleeding lip tightly, never saying a word, Xiaoxiao tugged at my sleeve, crying and shaking his head.

So Ah Cai's efforts are for these people who don't let her enter the ancestral grave and refuse to even come to see her off for the last time?

Three months ago, we said goodbye to Ah Cai here, and we didn't think that this farewell would be forever. Han took the urn from the captain of the African Rescue Team, and his whole face was like ashes. This is his sister, he doesn't want to admit it, but he has always loved the sister in his heart.

"I'm sorry...... The body was too badly damaged...... "Several girls in the team wiped their tears, and even the captain of the one-meter-eighty-one team had red eyes.

There was a rebellion in Ah Cai's place, and on the way to evacuate from the rebel attack, Ah Cai saw a child standing alone in the wilderness, and jumped out of the car to save him without thinking about it, but no one expected that the child would directly sound the ** after Ah Cai approached......

"We all saw the child, but none of us had the courage to go down at the risk of being hit by a stray bullet...... Lu Acai is a good comrade...... We...... Sorry ......"

The group of people who have worked with Ah Cai for several months do not know what happened to Ah Cai in China, they only know that Ah Cai tirelessly and fearlessly takes care of one injured or sick person after another, the local children love her the most, and the local women will give her small handicrafts that she has tied herself. Ah Cai said that she had only received some medical training, and was not as good as the regular doctors and nurses in the team, so she could only do what she could.

A row of people from the rescue team stood neatly and bowed to us, I couldn't stand it, but Han and Xiao Zi couldn't stand it.

"The day after tomorrow, the memorial service of the Nanshan Funeral Home...... Please come. ”

"Sister Xiaolu?" Xiao Zi looked at me in surprise for a long time.

Ah Han choked up and said, "Thank you......"

"From now on, you will be my brother and sister and Xiaoxiao's own brother and sister. I took the hands of the two children and folded them with Xiaoxiao's hands. Xiaoxiao finally changed from sobbing to crying loudly, I only know that I can't fall at this time, Ah Cai needs me......

On December 5th, as if mourning the withering of a beautiful flower, City B ushered in the first snow of 2016. Heaven wants to send this sad woman on her last journey, but ...... Ah Cai's memorial service was a eulogy from the captain of the rescue team, and there were a few people standing alone at the memorial service, all of them were rescue teams, and even our classmates, none of them were present.

Xiao Zi and Han, who are wearing filial piety clothes, are still young, but they have seen this disappointing world in advance.

"One bow, two bows......"

"You mourn...... If there is anything you can do to help, tell my brother......" I nodded at Brother Fei and bowed my younger siblings in return, "I am very grateful that you can come, I thank you for Ah Cai." ”

Meng Hangqing looked at me, his outstretched hand froze in the air, and then retracted: "Don't be too sad...... Condolences ......"

"I'll send you out. ”

"Fawn...... There's been so much going on lately that you need to take a break. ”

I nodded and said, "Thank you, brothers and sisters, thank you for coming, really." ”

"Don't be so polite, fawn...... It might feel better to cry out......"

The memorial service was over soon, but there were still very few people who came to mourn. Sister Sisi also helped me and Xiaoxiao to do the work, and even Xiaozi and Ah Han seemed to have grown up overnight, and thoughtfully returned the salute to everyone who came to mourn.

I was grateful from the bottom of my heart to the seniors for coming to see Ah Cai off for the last time, until I saw Peng Lai wearing a pink coat waiting outside the door.

The anger was uncontrollable and wanted to come out, and many things that had accumulated in my heart seemed to find an outlet at once.

"Why are you here?" Meng Hangqing had just finished roaring, which seemed to arouse the dissatisfaction of the person who was wearing pink clothes and swaggering through the city.

"Can't I come and say goodbye?"

I sneered: "Meng Hangqing, the person who used to be in charge of a huge art federation and now manages the personnel of a company can't even control his wife?" I went down the stairs one by one, trying to suppress my anger, but my emotions were even worse, "Peng Lai, didn't anyone tell you what clothes you should wear to the funeral home?"

Peng Lai's face puffed out angrily, probably thinking that he was cute like this.

"Fawn, don't be angry......"

"Brothers, it's not that I'm angry, I just want to reason with her. ”

"If I don't come, who knows if you will pester my husband. ”

I wanted to spread fire, but someone just hit the muzzle of the gun, how could there be such a willing to cooperate.

I took two steps forward, glared directly at Peng Lai and said, "You have to say it again, this is Ah Cai's mourning hall, you want to come to mourn me welcome, but I ask you to go back and change your clothes, if you want to come to find trouble, then don't blame me for being unkind." ”

"Lao Meng, hurry up and pull Penglai away, I don't think Xiaolu is right today. Zhaoyang's voice sounded behind him.

"I've thought about you a lot, I said, I'm just reasoning with her. ”

"Who...... Whoever rarely worships her, I am ......" She took a step back as if frightened by my eyes.

Xiaoxiao and Sister Sisi came out when they heard the voice, and they were stunned when they saw Peng Lai, and then their faces were instantly filled with anger.

"Meng Hangqing, today I will help you educate your daughter-in-law, you are welcome. Brothers, if you still recognize me as a sister, don't stop me today. ”

There was a sudden silence behind him.

"Peng Lai, what are you doing today? ”

"I ...... I'm here to accompany my husband, who knows if you'll seduce my husband again......" She still stalks her neck, but her confidence is much worse.

I kicked Peng Lai in the crook of the leg, and she fell to her knees on the concrete floor.

"Lu Lingxi, you're crazy!" she wanted to get up, but I stepped on her feet and pressed her shoulders, unable to move.

Meng Hangqing rushed over to this side, and was stopped halfway through: "My sister said, let you leave it alone." ”

Lu Yuheng stood there like a mountain and stopped Meng Hangqing: "I am not talented, my fist and foot skills are good, whoever dares to stop my sister from being angry today, don't blame me for being heavy." ”

I sighed, I still came, and they still didn't worry about me alone...... But it also gave me instant peace of mind. The corners of my mouth lifted up and whispered in Peng Lai's ear: "Do you see these white silk, wreaths, and that photo? My best friend, she is so beautiful, she is only 27, you see how beautiful she smiles." But no one was willing to give her her one last ride, not even the man she loved the most......"

"Off...... What's the matter with me?" her voice trembled, "she...... She deserves it!"

"Penglai, don't you understand what you're here for, do you know why you've been insecure?"

"Who said I was insecure!"

"Huh?" I sneered in her ear, feeling her body tremble, before I continued, "You still spy on your husband every day if you feel secure?" Meng Hangqing was very attentive when I was with me, I wanted to eat roasted sweet potatoes in winter, he ran three streets in the snow to find it, I had a fever, he carried me down from the bedroom on the sixth floor and sent me to the clinic, my favorite milk tea was in the east of the city, he took a three-hour bus back and forth to help me buy it, he could hand peel a whole bag of chestnuts for me in order to make me happy, and each was complete...... And many, many more, eh, has he done that for you?"

Looking at Peng Lai's clenched teeth, I knew that my goal had been achieved: "Peng Lai, I just don't disdain to eat back grass, but if I want to snatch Meng Hangqing back, maybe he will come back on his own initiative as long as I move my fingers, so I sincerely advise you to see me take a detour in the future, otherwise if you provoke me again in the future, then don't blame me for having this thought." ”

Looking at Peng Lai's uncontrollable tears, my heart softened and I let go of her, patted her on the shoulder and said, "Since you're here, let's pay respects, but it's here, you don't have to go in." ”

Peng Lai was motionless, I glared at her and said word by word again: "I'll let you worship." ”

She reluctantly bowed a few times, and then limped away, Meng Hangqing walked up to help, but was thrown away by her.

I didn't feel a little guilty in my heart, but I was a little surprised, why should a woman be so humble, for a man who doesn't love her so much, she has become a person she looks down on, is it worth it?

I stubbornly turned back, only to find a pair of eyes staring at me, as if they were looking at a stranger.

I tugged at them, "It's okay, let's disperse." ”

I went back to the mourning hall and stared at the statue of Ah Cai quietly, why did you leave? Why are you reluctant to leave us? Is this world disgusting to you? Are you disappointed in these people? I hope you can become a carefree princess in another world and meet your Prince Charming happily.

I laughed from the bottom of my heart when I thought of this, but laughed and laughed, and before I knew it, I burst into tears......

A pair of strong arms at my side took me into my arms.

"Brother, I'm uncomfortable...... I feel bad...... It hurts here...... It hurts ...... a lot, "I couldn't stop crying, I didn't know when Lu Yuheng came to hold me tightly, as if to help me block all the dangers and injuries around me." This is my family, why didn't Ah Cai ...... Why...... Why did she carry it all herself...... Why......

"It's good to cry...... It's good to cry out......" Xiaoxiao also cried loudly in Sister Sisi's arms.

Ah Cai, she is really gone, she took away the so-called sins of the world, took the heavy burden that she had carried for twenty-seven years, and left silently...... No one in the world will remember that this beautiful woman ever existed, and perhaps this was the rest she hoped for.

Lu Yuheng sat opposite angrily, even humming his nose, like a bull, "I don't tell my parents, I want to say it yourself." ”

I nodded: "I'll call them in a moment...... Brother, don't be angry, you just let me go out for a walk. ”

"Xiaolu, think about it again...... I don't want to ......"

I gently wiped the tears from Xiaoxiao's face with a handkerchief and said, "Ah Cai didn't finish what she didn't do, I want to help her, and I ...... "I lost someone, I want to look for it, find all corners of the world, maybe he is waiting for me somewhere......

On December 31, 2016, after half a month of training, I embarked on a journey as a reserve logistics staff and a new batch of Beautiful Africa rescue teams......