One hundred and six, lost

Updated: 2012-02-26

Huang Yuxin hugged him tighter instead, tears flowing down his cheeks, wetting his clothes. There was a mess in his heart, why did it hurt so much, he was obviously in front of him, in his arms, but he couldn't hold his heart, he was like the wind, he would run away at any time.

Xiao Luofan broke free of her hand, turned around, and saw that she looked distracted and full of distress, her tears tearing at his heart as if they had the weight of ten thousand.

"Good, have a good rest!" Xiao Luofan still couldn't help but wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes for her, she cried so much that her eyes were red.

Huang Yuxin looked at Xiao Luofan affectionately, biting her lip, tears flowed into her mouth, salty, sweet, or indescribable taste, heart, I don't know if it hurts anymore or not, I just feel that my heart is dead, and I have no sense.

Huang Yuxin couldn't help but put her hands on Xiao Luofan's shoulders, hugged him tightly, kissed him on the lips, tore his mouth like a beast, and put her tongue into his mouth and entangled with his tongue, like crazy, until the faint smell of blood overflowed.

Xiao Luofan was stunned for two seconds in the face of her enthusiastic behavior, and finally pushed her away fiercely. Huang Yuxin was pushed to the ground, very embarrassed, with her hair scattered, like a hedgehog without thorns, without a strong disguise, she could only let her cowardly side appear in front of others.

Xiao Luofan looked at her and didn't speak, and there was no other meaning in his eyes except pity. He suddenly felt that she was so pitiful, so pitiful, but he couldn't help her with anything.

"Xiaoyu ......" Xiao Luofan squatted on the ground and stroked her shoulder.

"You go... Let's go!!" Huang Yuxin roared silently.

Xiao Luofan still didn't speak, looking at him, he didn't know what to say, or what he said now was inappropriate, it was better to close his mouth and make the atmosphere quieter.

"Why don't you leave, am I not ashamed enough, not down enough, are you still not satisfied when you see me like this? What do you want, what do you want?" Huang Yuxin's words hit his heart word by word, like a cold wind blowing in winter, covered with a layer of ice, so cold that there are no words to express. She sat on the ground like this, an abandoned child, and could only cry, cry fiercely, and cry helplessly.

"How can I let me go with confidence?" Xiao Luofan seemed to say this sentence from his nasal cavity.

"Get out, get out, I don't want to see you, I don't want to see you!!" Huang Yuxin pointed at him and said sharply, her eyes were full of hatred, at this moment, maybe she was hating Xiao Luofan, the more she hated, the deeper the hatred.

Hate, hate, hate.

I really want to kill the man in front of me with my own hands, and then commit suicide, even if I die, I have to die together.

Or the idea is too crazy, but when you love someone deeply, you can do even crazier behaviors, love can make a person blind, and it can make a person lose their minds.

Xiao Luofan was also a little distressed, he couldn't find any words of comfort, if he didn't leave, she might be even more emotional.

So he got up, took one last look at Huang Yuxin, and rested his gaze on her lips, which still had blood stains on it that I don't know whose it was, either her own or his.

"Then I'll go first!" Xiao Luofan finished saying this sentence lightly, and walked away without looking back. The background of his departure became gloomy in her eyes, obviously it was not winter, but it was as frightening as winter. The iron door slammed shut, and the sound of the door closing made Huang Yuxin completely desperate, and this sound kept hovering in her mind, lingering.

Hehe... Ha ha...

Huang Yuxin will laugh for a while, and cry for a while, for her now, there is no difference between crying and laughing, is it just an expression.

"Xiao Luofan, many, hehe...... One day I will make you pay, you wait, wait!" Huang Yuxin was almost crazy, and kept tapping her hand on the ground until her fist became scarred and bleeding.

In the small room, it is very depressing. She trapped herself completely......

Xiao Luofan's mood has always been very heavy, and he has been driving around the street since he left Huang Yuxin's house. There is no goal, driving endlessly, only the wind blowing in his ears as a companion.

For him, he just lost a sister. And she lost the most important person in this world.

For Huang Yuxin, Xiao Luofan is her sky, her earth, and her everything. She can't live without him, he is the only friend, the only relative, and the only one who loves her and treats her well.

Actually, she can be a sister. If this is the case, she can always have his favor in this life, so why not, but she knows very well that she loves him deeply, so she doesn't want to compromise and seek perfection, why is it only a thin line, but she can never step on that step?

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After Duoduo returned home, the house was empty, and I didn't see my mother at home, at this time she was already cooking rice, cooking soup and waiting for Duoduo to get off work, but today she disappeared.

So, put down the things and walked in the direction of the old mother's milk tea shop, fortunately, the distance was not too far, and I looked at the road opposite, and I didn't guess wrong, at this moment all kinds of people surrounded the milk tea shop.

It's late now, but the business of the bubble tea shop seems to be very good, and my mother always looks approachable and happy, taking banknotes from countless people, handing out milk tea, and repeating this action endlessly, never tired of it.

"Mom!" Duoduo stood on tiptoe, tilted his head hard, and yelled at his mother, making a very cute grimace.

Many mothers just smiled slightly, and quickly turned their attention back to work, I don't know what happened today, usually the doors are closed at this time, but since five o'clock there are more and more guests, and they are busy enough, fortunately, they had the foresight before, and recruited one more person - Andy.

Andy is also diligent, although he looks polite, but he is not bad at all when he does physical work.

Seeing Duoduo walking into the store, he smiled at her affectionately.

"Sister Duoduo, why are you so free to come here today!" she said, handing over a cup of hot milk tea.

Without waiting for a lot of responses, he continued to carry the things in the house, and after a while, his face was covered with sweat. "Look at you, don't be busy, take a good rest!" said a lot and stepped forward to help, I don't know what the box contains, and it's weird that it's heavy, how can a little boy move it, and many people look at their mother with disgust, it seems that their mother is abusing people now.

"Come, sit!" Duoduo moved out of the chair and let Andy sit down, looking at him sweating profusely, he couldn't help but take out a tissue to wipe the sweat off his forehead for him.

"Sister Duoduo......" Andy blushed, unable to say anything for a while.

Andy was wearing a plaid shirt and jeans, her face was childish, she was completely a child's image, heh, what a cute little Zhengtai, a touch of evil thoughts flashed through her mind, but it's a pity that she already has Xiao Luofan, otherwise... Hey!!

In fact, what many people don't know is that Andy has always liked her, and she likes her very much. But he is timid by nature, and when he sees the girl he likes, he blushes and his heart beats, and he even speaks incoherently, let alone confesses.

Therefore, many people have always treated him as a little brother.

Also, age is really an issue, even if it's only a year or two younger, and the difference is gone.

Duoduo glanced at him, didn't speak, and continued to drink the milk tea in the cup. The strong milk tea, as well as the faint fragrance of jasmine, and the addition of ice, drink the whole person is a lot more energetic, obviously it is autumn, and the weather is gradually getting colder, but there are still so many people who like to add ice to milk tea, is the food changed, or people's hobbies have changed.

Oh, it doesn't matter what, anyway, if you drink it, you have to sprinkle it in the toilet in the end, it doesn't matter. Many people are thinking about some messy things in their heads, and the expression on their faces is very angry for a while, and they want to laugh for a while, and people who don't know think she's crazy.

Andy stood quietly watching her moves, she was the simplest and kindest girl he had ever seen. She can cry for a stray cat, she can feel sorry for a child who has fallen, and in his eyes, she is the most beautiful and beautiful. Even after the news of the last ribbon-cutting party between Laimi and Ling's Group was broadcast... In his eyes, all this has not changed, and he even just feels very sorry for her.

Xu's mother was finally almost busy, and Andy also walked over to take over the matter at hand. Finally freed up a little space, sat down next to Duoduo, casually lifted the scarf around his waist and wiped his hands, looking very tired.

"Mom, is business good today?" asked Duoduo, the milk tea in the cup had bottomed out, and there was still a little juice flowing down the transparent glass.

"Today's business is okay, just take advantage of the past few days to make more money, and it will be cold next week!" Xu's mother took off her scarf and put it aside. Although her life is quite comfortable now, she never wants to stop, anyway, she wants to find something to do, maybe she is getting old, and she feels more and more lonely in her heart.

"Mom, don't work too hard, it's not like I don't have money to support you!" Many people muttered, this sentence has been said hundreds of times, but Mom still doesn't listen, what can be done.

"Mom just wants to find something to do, or I'm going to get moldy if I stay at home all day. Mother Xu chuckled, her forehead already had shallow wrinkles, especially when she laughed, the crow's feet at the corners of her eyes were clearly visible.

"Otherwise, I'll find you one... You find me a dad!" Many hesitantly spoke, in fact, my mother has been alone for so many years, and it is the same whether there is anyone to accompany her, but I feel that she has become more and more haggard recently, and I just want to find someone of the same age to take care of her, so why not?

"Go, go!!Don't think about these old and indecent things all day long, if your dad knew..."Speaking of this, Xu's mother suddenly stopped her voice, and her eyes were a little sad.

The man she once loved, the person she once called her husband, she didn't even dare to mention it now, she was afraid that she would miss it even more.

He never fulfilled his responsibilities as a husband and father. But she married him and still had no regrets. There can be many kinds of love in the world, and sometimes, loving someone can be desperate, and you can even endure all loneliness and loneliness for him, as long as he is willing, he would rather let him fly alone.