One hundred and five, I finally lost him

Updated: 2012-02-25

Huang Yuxin blinked her innocent big eyes, as if she understood something, her eyes were covered with a layer of gray, and her beautiful eyes were eclipsed. But for a moment, she changed back to her previous smile, and smiled more sweetly, her smile was very warm, very warm, like a spring breeze that could refresh people's hearts.

"Don't Brother Luo Fan want to be this man?" Huang Yuxin spoke, she didn't look at Xiao Luofan, her chopsticks were holding the dishes, and after a while, his bowl was immediately piled up like a hill.

In a small room, two people sat together, it seemed that the atmosphere was a little awkward, Xiao Luofan just wanted to get to the point quickly.

"Brother Luo Fan is just an older brother, understand?" Xiao Luofan looked at her and stroked her hair with his hand, this action was so natural that he didn't even notice it.

She is really just a sister, Xiao Luofan already regards her as a relative, although she is not related by blood.

"My brother is also a man, can't Brother Luo Fan like me?" Huang Yuxin frowned with tears in her eyes, and anyone who saw it wanted to wipe away the sadness on her face.

"I already have someone I like, and you've always been just a sister in my eyes, and I'm a sister to you, just like you're an older brother to me. Xiao Luofan smiled, he really wanted to hug her and say, silly girl!

But he could no longer do this, which would only become more and more indulgent to her feelings for him, like a surging river that could not be controlled.

"No! no, I like you, I liked you from the beginning......" Huang Yuxin shook her head, the tears in her eyes finally couldn't stop falling, there were two lines of tears hanging on her beautiful face, crying with rain pear blossoms, Xiao Luofan couldn't bear it when he saw it, how could he not feel distressed.

"I thought you knew, I always thought you liked me too, why...... Why is this happening. Huang Yuxin finally couldn't help but cry, she knew that there would be such a day, Xiao Luofan would say such a thing to her, but she didn't expect him to really say it, whether she overestimated herself too much, or she believed in his love for her too much.

It turns out that the protection, love, and meticulous care for so long are just because she is a sister.

Oh, it's my sister!

And who knows how hurtful the word sister is?

"Xiaoyu, don't be like this, you have to be good!" Xiao Luofan spoke softly, pulled away her hands that covered her face, met her gaze, and looked at her.

"I'm not good, I've never been good, you know!" Huang Yuxin shook off her hand, and the tears continued to flow, but there was no sound, letting the tears flow quietly, like a clay doll with only a shell, without a heart, no matter how realistic it is, it is still alive and has lost its vitality.

Xiao Luofan didn't know what else to say, it turned out that he really spoiled her too much, so much so that she mistook his kindness to her for love.

How long has it been, if there is love, it has long been there. Silly girl, why don't you understand?

I remember when I first met Huang Yuxin, she was a problem girl, probably because she was withdrawn, so everyone said that she was high, and she didn't like to talk, especially with people she didn't like. She never seemed to smile, at that time, she reminded Xiao Luofan of himself, he felt that she was very similar to him, but at least he still had a mother, and she was an orphan since she was a child.

Well, so he wants to care about her, because he understands the pain in her heart, he loves her, and treats her like a sister. But he really didn't expect things to develop like this, and hurting her was just an unintentional mistake.

"Let's eat first, you shouldn't have eaten after a busy day, eat quickly, your cooking skills are getting better and better, Brother Luo Fan will definitely sweep them all away." Xiao Luofan said a series of words from his mouth, so he began to keep picking up vegetables for her, a whole bowl of all kinds of dishes, in the face of her tears, he felt overwhelmed, he was afraid of this feeling. He really broke her heart!

Huang Yuxin bit her lip lightly and looked at Xiao Luofan, he could say so casually, he could do this.

Wiped the tears from her face and began to attack the food in the bowl, turning her grief and anger into appetite, she was unusually quiet, a little quiet like her.

Xiao Luofan felt that every food he ate in his mouth had lost its taste, it was all bitter, bitter, and it was difficult for him to swallow.

It seems that everyone is about to run out of food, but there is no match to pick up the food on the plate, and the white porcelain plate is gradually bottoming out, well, the meal is also finished, and the showdown should be stalled.

It seemed that no one was willing to speak first, Xiao Luofan looked at Huang Yuxin, she just lowered her head and looked at the bowl, and there was still unfinished rice in her mouth. There was no trace of sadness on her face, just quiet, quiet, he had never seen her like this. Even with all the unfortunate things that happened during that period of time, she was not so pessimistic, at least she would be sad at that time, showing everything on her face, but now, he couldn't guess that she was really not sad, but because she was sad to death?

"You really don't want me anymore?" Huang Yuxin looked at Xiao Luofan and said every word very heavily, Brother Luo Fan finally didn't want her anymore, she was finally going to lose him.

"Brother Luo Fan is still your Brother Luo Fan, understand?" Xiao Luofan really wanted to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes for her, but he couldn't.

"No, you are no longer the Luo Fan brother you used to be, you are not, you don't want me anymore, you don't love me anymore, you don't like me anymore, you're going to abandon me......" Huang Yuxin yelled loudly, stood up involuntarily, stood, looked at Xiao Luofan, her eyes were full of questions, should she accuse, all this is his fault, it is his fault!!

"Xiaoyu, calm down!" Xiao Luofan also stood up, he looked at Huang Yuxin, he was really afraid that her crumbling body would fall like this, he had to be ready to protect her at any time, he would protect her, always, this is the same.

"How can I be calm, can you teach me well?" Huang Yuxin looked at him, a sneer pulled out of the corner of her mouth, and a little disdain.

"Don't be like this, you've grown up, you're no longer a child!" Xiao Luofan grabbed her arm hard, not realizing that her strength was too great, but Huang Yuxin didn't cry out in pain, because there is a place that hurts a lot more than here, and that is the heart, her heart.

The heart is like being cut again and again, blood flows out, and then it is exposed to the sun until the blood condenses, and the old wound becomes a new wound, and the new wound becomes an old wound.

"I've never been a child, it's that you have to get used to me all the time, I'm used to your kindness to me, how can you bear this, how can you bear to let me lose you?" Huang Yuxin met Xiao Luofan's gaze and looked at each other, there were tears in her eyes, but this time she stubbornly didn't let the tears flow.

"You haven't lost me, I'm still your dearest Brother Luofan, it's just that I'm just an older brother, I can only be your brother, understand?" Xiao Luofan felt the same pain in his heart every time he said a word, and his face was like being slapped a few times, and he couldn't tell what it was like.

"I don't want you, I don't want you to be just a brother, I can't help but understand my heart for you. Huang Yuxin's hand crossed the corner of his clothes, raised his head lightly, and looked at Xiao Luofan's eyes, not allowing him to escape this question.

For so long, he hadn't been able to give her the response she was expecting, either because he was stupid or because she wasn't obvious enough. Didn't she think that one day she would still pierce the last cocoon, and it would be embarrassing to come face to face to talk about this topic? No, if she could, she would rather this day never come.

"I only think you're a sister, and I already have someone I like!" Xiao Luofan wanted to push her away, but she didn't expect her to pull her clothes to death.

"Is it a lot?" Huang Yuxin snorted coldly, raised her head, and looked at Xiao Luofan.

"Hmm..." Xiao Luofan didn't evade, he was just talking about the facts, and when he talked about a lot, he hated Huang Yuxin a little more in his heart, he really crossed his heart this time, no matter what, don't be soft-hearted, break with the end, this is the best choice.

"What am I not as good as her?" Huang Yuxin's tears flowed again.

"You're good!" Xiao Luofan turned his face away, deliberately not looking at her, and didn't want to see her tears.

"Then why don't you want me, want her?" Huang Yuxin's voice was almost roaring, trembling her body, she hated a lot, and she wanted to break her body into pieces at this moment.

"It's hard to talk about the relationship problem, I just know that I like her. Xiao Luofan bluntly said that he would not let Huang Yuxin hurt her again, and he would never give her such a chance.

"Don't you like me a little bit?" Huang Yuxin walked a little closer, close to his body, and could even feel his breathing, he was standing in front of him, why was he so far away, it turned out that he was only in the distance, she could only wait and see, she was never just a passerby, and she had never really entered his heart.

"Even if you only like me a little, it's fine!" Huang Yuxin finally sank her eyes, her heart was completely desperate, her heart was really like she was dead, she forgot the frequency of beating, forgot the vitality of life, and even the blood flowing all over her body was cold and cold.

"Have a good rest, I'll leave first, and I'll come to see you another day!" Xiao Luofan pushed her away, turned around and left after speaking. As soon as she reached the doorway, she quickly chased after him and hugged him from behind.

"Don't go!" her voice was so close to pleading that she knew that if he was gone, her heart would be dead, dead!

Xiao Luofan tried hard to break her hand, but found that it was in vain, she seemed to have exhausted all the strength in her life, wanting to keep her love, she was like a silly girl all day long, obviously the man's heart was no longer here, or the person who hoped to keep him.

It turns out that love is really blind and can make people lose their minds, lose their dignity, and even beg humbly.

"Don't do this, let it go!" Xiao Luofan also had tears in his eyes, if there were not many of them, or he would be moved by her, but now, he has her, and she alone is enough.

The voice was very soft, and he didn't dare to be too heavy, he was really afraid that Huang Yuxin would not be able to think of doing anything, so he began to worry in his heart and began to blame himself, he was really not a good man, never.

I'm a little uncomfortable today.,My throat is starting to hurt again.,This chapter seems to be a little bit written like that.,That's what you know...-_-!

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