In the end, she still didn't refuse, although she knew that there was no hope in this matter, she still wanted to know if the man was still alive in this world.

"Jing Ting, are you really still there?" asked himself in his heart, but he couldn't feel it.

Rin Yan didn't say anything about it, or even wasn't sure.

However, it gave Gu Wan a hope to live.

As long as she thought that Lu Jingting might still be in this world...... she could persevere.

Seeing that her empty eyes instantly rose to the hope of living, Rin Yan felt some inexplicable anger in her heart.

Because her desire to live is not because of herself, nor because of her children.

He didn't know that in his subconscious at this moment, Gu Wan, child, he was a whole, and Lu Jingting, the man in Gu Wan's heart should be an outsider.

But in the current situation, he and the child are like outsiders!

That man, so many years have passed...... But it occupied her whole heart.

……

Stand still and watch the winding hills in the lush shade of the mountain below.

Gu Wan's mind kept flashing about the past with Lu Jingting, like a movie.

"Wanwan, you remember, you are mine. "Run, even if you escape, you have to bring your own man." ”

"Gu Wan, you remember Lao Tzu, you are a woman who is Lao Tzu when you are born, and you are Lao Tzu's ghost when you die, and you are less outside in the morning and evening!"

"What about you? Are you my man?"

"Remember, I'm your man for life!"

The domineering Jing Ting naturally has gentleness.

When she was sick, the man could report her up and down the eighth floor and guard her all night.

once said that he had a good life, but he originally thought that it had changed because of the appearance of Ling Xi.

No one knows how she collapsed when she saw the picture of him and Ling Xi together.

It was Lu Jingting who personally turned her into a domineering woman, and it was he who taught her little by little what it was to care.

It was he who taught her what kind of persistence should be under what circumstances!

But in the end, those things were completely lost.

Her persistence has also become vicious, and she cares...... I became paranoid, too.

I don't know who they offended in their last life, and the name around 'Lu Jingting' is like a roller coaster.

Under Rin Yan's conspiracy, Lu Jingting died and lived again, fake, dead, and may be alive again!

It's like a fishing line hanging Gu Wan's life.

"This time, is it true?" After a long time, Gu Wan sighed.

yes, is it real this time?

"I want you to live!"

Yes, I hope he lives.

And Gu Wan also knew that even if Lu Jingting was still alive in this world now, there would have been nothing between her and him.

Even if he comes back, and she ...... It's not necessarily acceptable.

"Why are you here?" the man's voice behind him interrupted Gu Wan's thoughts.

If she had looked carefully enough, she could hear a tremor in the man's tone.

Gu Wan had always been with the child before, so after Rin Yan came back, she went directly to the child's room, and only the nursery teacher was with the child.

After looking for a lot of places, he panicked!

I thought that this woman would leave again as before.

In his heart, Gu Wan is a person who is not stable enough, who knows when her heart will become fragile again.

Then, leave silently!

When Gu Wan turned around, she saw that Rin Yan's face was almost exactly the same as Lu Jingting, and after knowing the truth before, she was still sober enough.

However, when did it start, she began to be in a trance when she saw this face.

I just heard her ask, "What did you look like before?"

Thinking that this face was borrowed from Jing Ting's face, she didn't feel good in her heart.

Rin Yan: "......"

Obviously, I didn't expect Gu Wan to ask this sentence as soon as she opened her mouth.

"It's a bit similar to Tianche. ”

Gu Wan: "......"

It's really a facelift!

Fake, fake!

Fake can't be true, in the end, no matter how much time passes, the truth will still be in front of people.

"Let's go back all the time, you're not him. "So don't shake his face in front of you.

Rin Yan's eyes flashed with anger: "You care about him like this?"

What she cares, even if she uses his face, she doesn't want to?

Gu Wan: "Yes. ”

For Lu Jingting's incident, he didn't hide it at all.

Rin Yan: "......"

There was danger in his eyes, and when he heard Gu Wan's words, he was even more angry.

When did he start to care about the person she was thinking about in her heart?

"If he were still alive in this world, would you go with him?"

This sentence is a gritted tooth for asking!

Gu Wan: "......"

Go with him?

Being with Jing Ting has always been a dream-like existence in her heart, and before, she always thought that they would be together.

But after so much has happened.

After those things happened in the struggle with Ling Xi, now is the time for Rin Yan to face this problem head-on.

I heard her say, "No." ”

This sentence is a little choked.

Rin Yan: "......"

When he heard these two words, he was shocked.

Although he was very paranoid on this question, he didn't expect Gu Hui to give this answer, wouldn't it!?

I only heard Gu Wan say: "If he was still in this world, our world would have been a matter of people a long time ago, who knows who is in his world now?"

He may have a wife and children!

Just thinking about it was enough to tear her heart out.

But what about the heartache, even if the promise was so heavy, and what about the recognition that was once made!?

And Ling Xi's fight, she was tired!

also understands a truth in Ling Xi's body, it is not his own, it is always not his own, even if he barely gets it, it is useless.

"You're not going to rob it?"

Gu Wan smiled bitterly: "Is the one you snatched is your own?"

No, Ling Xi told her, no!

If you don't belong to yourself, even if you grab it, it's useless, if you grab it today, you will lose it tomorrow.

Rin Yan: "What if there is no one else around him? Are you going to be with him?"

On this issue, I am still very persistent!

Gu Wan: "If there were no one else, then I wouldn't know." ”

“……”

"If he still wants such a broken me, I am naturally willing to be with him. ”

It's just that she is such a self that even she dislikes herself.

Rin Yan: "As long as it's a man, he won't want you." ”

Gu Wan: "......"

Is it?

yes!

"That's right, as long as it's a man, I wouldn't want such a dirty me. ”

Rin Yan: "......"

Originally, it was a humiliating remark, but at this moment, when he heard her say this about himself, he didn't feel half happy!

suddenly felt that Gu Wan was actually very pitiful.

Her life was really completely ruined, and it was ruined in her own hands.

And she, this woman's heart is also very strong, and she didn't complain in such a situation.

In the past, she would have hated the world upside down, but now, no!

Yes, the current Gu Wan has not hated the world upside down.

On the contrary, after the hatred is extreme, he completely lets go of everything he has.

……

Gu Wan and Rin Yan lived together without pain like this.

And after that, Rin Yan was like a nervous disorder, as long as he caught the opportunity, he would stimulate Gu Wan from time to time.

And Gu Wan is always indifferent!

In her world, it seems that nothing really has become important, and no matter what Rin Yan says, she doesn't care.

Even if there are different women in his world, she is still the same!

On this day, there was a person in the small western-style building again, named Li Qiao, who came with Mu Shan, and I don't know what Mu Shan said to Li Qiao.

Li Qiao's eyes were full of hostility when he looked at Gu Wan!

Midnight!

Before Rin Yan came back, Mu Shan came here again and looked at Gu Wan with a mocking expression: "Do you know who Li Qiao is?"

"I don't need to know who Li Qiao is, I just need to know who you are and what you think in your heart!"

And Mu Shan obviously remembered the previous grudge!

As for Li Qiao, it was completely brought by her to add to Gu Wan's blockage.

"You said before that you are the mother of the child! So you say, is it important for you as a mother, or is it important to be a woman who grew up with my two older brothers?"

Grew up together, childhood sweethearts?

I have to say that this Mu Shan's method of dealing with people is really special.

It's not the same as those who don't have brains on her own, although she is also cannon fodder!

"Moreover, Li Qiao's identity is not simple, he is the daughter of Mr. Li, who is very prestigious in Obsidian Villa, do you know who Mr. Li is?"

"Does it have anything to do with me?"

Who Mr. Li is, Gu Wan doesn't want to know at all.

Mu Shan didn't care about her non-acceptance, and continued: "Mr. Li, he is the one who assists his cousin, even if the two cousins see it, they have to give three points. ”

So what kind of role Mr. Li's woman plays in the world of Rin Yan and Rin Tianche can be imagined!

Gu Wan: "You are so pathetic!"

looked at Mu Shan with a smug face and a sarcastic smile.

Mu Shan: "What did you say?"

Gu Wan: "I said you are pathetic, really pathetic!"

"Pathetic?"

"Yes, pathetic!" a woman who doesn't dare to use herself even if she fights.

Isn't that sad?

Once, she thought that she had lost Lu Jingting, but at least she dared to act like Gu Wan, and every time she did it, she dared to admit it.

But what is this Mu Shan?

A woman as disgusting as Bo Yuanyuan, if she can't get it, she will go up to others!

"Or do you think that Li Qiao has won something from me, and Rin Yan is yours?"

Mu Shan's face turned a little pale!

"Don't forget, even if you are not half related to him, it is impossible for you to be between you. ”

"You talk nonsense!"

"He doesn't even like to look at you more, what are you fighting for such a person?"

“……”

"It's okay to be sad for a while, it's stupid to be in a hurry to be sad for a lifetime!" Gu Wan said unceremoniously.

And Mu Shan, whose already pale face, was directly stabbed by Gu Wan at all the points in her heart at this moment, and her face became a little more transparent.

At this point though, I don't want to believe it.

But what I have to say is that Gu Wan is telling the truth!

Over the years, the eldest cousin hasn't even looked at himself more, but even if it's like this!?

"Hmph, you are proud, in addition to being the mother of the child, what is the difference between you and me, and the child was also obtained by you by means, right?"

Gu Wan: "......"

"You are more pathetic than me!" Mu Shan dropped this sentence and turned to leave, the back gave Gu Wan an extremely dangerous feeling.

Is it more pathetic?

Isn't that even more pathetic?

Although Mu Shan is sad, there is still a chance to turn back, as long as she lets go now, she can still turn back.

And she was really sad by Mu Shan, because when it was time to turn back, she thought that she would never have a chance to turn back.

Therefore, I drilled into the world like a bull's horn, so that I never came out!

In the past, the absurdity was forgotten!

And the absurd result was calculated by her.

Mu Shan was right, the child was calculated by her, and at that time she was going to conceive Lu Jingting's child and break him up with Ling Xi.

And it is such a sad result, but now there is really no way back.

Rin Yan came back to hear Mu Shan come again.

At that time, he asked the housekeeper of the small western-style building to go over and deliver a message to Mu Shan: "Tell her, don't come here in the future, this is not the place she should come." ”

It is rare that Rin Yan is a little sober in this matter.

He's not confused!

Naturally, he also knew what Mu Shan was thinking about him.

And he himself didn't realize that he was ...... to Gu Wan now It seems to be a little more protective of Ling Xi at that time.

After all, this woman is the mother of the child, and in his opinion, he should protect her.

Day 2!

When Gu Wan woke up, he saw Rin Yan busy in the kitchen.

Sitting down at the dining table with the child in his arms, looking at the busy figure in the kitchen, he was even more in a trance, because ...... Lu Jingting, who used to cook for her, also cooked for her like this.

There are a lot of places that are repeated together.

It seems that where she and Lu Jingting once lived, the kitchen is also in the current pattern.

When Rin Yan came out with breakfast, she saw her holding the child, and the gentle picture made her heart soft.

"Up?" As soon as he spoke, he found that his voice was a little hoarse.

Gu Wan: "What did you do? I'm hungry." ”

She is a person who is not very good at cooking, she once did it for Lu Jingting, that man is very picky, saying that it is not delicious!

Although she practiced hard after that, she didn't do much because he didn't like it.

Now that I think about it!

She didn't know when Lu Jingting last said to herself not to cook.

"What are you thinking?" Seeing that Gu Wan hadn't moved, Rin Yan couldn't help asking.

Gu Wan came back to her senses and shook her head: "It's nothing!"

For this man, she really didn't want to say anything, as long as she thought of some entanglements between them, her heart couldn't help but hurt.

In the end, it still hurts.

Rin Yan: "I know, you're thinking about him, he used to cook for you?"

“…… Hmmm!"

Gu Wan was stunned for a moment, and finally nodded.

Rin Yan: "......"

Silence!

Originally, this breakfast had a good start, but because the two were not very good at interacting, it became embarrassing for this breakfast.

Stuff is delicious!

Gu Wan didn't expect that Rin Yan's skills in making things would be so good.

I only heard her say: "The woman who will be with you in the future is a blessing." ”

At least none of them need to cook their own meals.

Rin Yan's hand holding the spoon was a smack.

A woman who will be with you in the future.

Seriously...... Even if he didn't want to admit it, Ling Xi was a special existence in his heart.

That specialness made her still unable to let go even if she married Bo Yi.

It's just that now, he is a man with children, and she also has three children, and they have lost all reason to entangle with each other.

……

Gu Wan and Rin Yan lived painlessly.

Gu Wan was in this place, naturally to wait for Lu Jingting's news, and for Rin Yan to find out the last exact news.

On Luanxin's side, Wen Xuan checked her hand again to make sure it was okay.

just said: "Your hand, it's not a while, after all, the injury is so serious, even if it can get better in the future, it won't feel good in rainy weather." ”

"Mean, I have a chance to exert myself?"

"Yes!"

It's good to have it, a flash of joy flashed in Luanxin's eyes, as long as there is still a chance for his hand to move.

"As long as you recuperate slowly, it will be fine. Wen Xuan thought for a moment and said.

Luan Xin nodded: "I know." ”

These all take time, after all, it is the bones that are injured, and it is completely different from ordinary trauma.

Trauma takes time for the time being, and her bones will naturally take longer.

"As long as there is still a chance to exert force. "The biggest thing I was worried about was that I didn't have a chance to push harder, and that was the worst.

Wen Xuan: "Naturally, there is. ”

He's an orthopedic genius!

How many such problems have been encountered over the years, and Luan Xin's hands are not a big problem for him at all.

As long as the finger is still there, then there will definitely be a way to recover.

Bo Yi came back, and after hearing that Wen Xuan had examined Luan Xin, his face was full of tenderness and he held Luan Xin in his arms.

"What did Wen Xuan say?"

"He said take it slowly, it will be fine. ”

Some medicine was prescribed too!

Bo Yi nodded: "Yes." ”

As long as it gets better, as for anything else, don't worry.

Luan Xin: "Bo Yi, my hand still has a chance to get better." ”

"I know. ”

It's just that even if she gets better, he won't let her do anything for herself anymore, and he can't lead those dangers to her again.

Thinking of the vicious methods of those people, he is still terrified.

Luan Xin: "Nan Xiao has been here today. ”

"What did you say?"

"It's nothing, that is, what she left me before, transferred to my name. "She, Lady Nan!

Until now, Luan Xin still can't call her mother.

Mom, that word means a lot to her!

And Mrs. Nan, apparently, in her world does not hold up the meaning of this title.

She doesn't hate anymore!

After all, hating a dead person is also unbearable with yourself, but there is still some discomfort in your heart.

Bo Yi: "If you don't want it, you don't. ”

"I don't want it, and I can't!"

Otherwise, Nan Xiao would have been chattering in her ear.

"And they're leaving. "The people of the Nan family were originally transferred before, and now they stay in this place, and there is really nothing here for them.

For such a place where there is nothing, nature will not remain.

Bo Yi: "It's okay to go!"

For the people of the Nan family, he doesn't have a good image in the end.

Since he can remember, Nansha and his father have been thunderous and fierce, and the two of them are at any time, and they don't know when they will fight.

A large part of the things that Nan Xiao gave to Luan Xin this time were Gu Zhiwei's before, and when Mrs. Nan was alive, because of Gu Zhiwei's harm to her, all of them were taken back.

And those things, the people of the Nan family naturally didn't want them, so they gave them all to Luanxin.

They thought that by doing so, Luan Xin might feel better.

And they also thought right, so after that, Luan Xin's heart was really much better, and he was not as sad as before.

……

Bo Yu and Nansha sat together again.

Nansha took a sip of the coffee in front of him, his face was a little more vicissitudes, obviously Mrs. Nan's departure gave him a big blow.

"As you can see, if she had been in contact with us, she would have come back when her sister-in-law died. ”

But no!

Bo Yu: "......"

Obviously, for Nanwei, he still hasn't given up looking for it all these years.

And the reason why Nansha was left in this Dragon City for so long, even Mrs. Nan's funeral was here.

I also want to secretly see if Nan Wei has any contact with the people of the Nan family, but I am still disappointed.

"If she had been here, I wouldn't have been allowed to be with you all these years. "Nor will it be allowed, there is a correspondence between them.

What kind of maintenance Nan Wei has done to Bo Yu makes Nan Nan sad.

Bo Yu was silent.

Since I came here, I haven't said a word, and my heart is very heavy.

Obviously, even after so many years, he still can't let go of it in his heart, and the more there is no news, the more he can't let go.

I don't know when this is a head!

"Where is she, you really don't know anything about being a brother?" At this time, Bo Yu still didn't believe it.

Nansha: "I want to know. ”

“……”

"If I knew, I wouldn't have had time to fight you!"

Yes, if you know where Nan Wei is, you won't have time to fight him.

Bo Yu was silent again.

Nan Wei, where the hell is she, is she still in this world!? A person has disappeared for so many years, but now there is no news at all.

After so many years, it is impossible to determine whether he is even alive.

What happened back then made her so sad that she didn't even want her own family to give up.

What is that woman's heart made of?

What was going on in her mind?

……

After Bo Yu left, Luan Xin came.

This is the first time she has taken the initiative to step into here, and there is no Gu Zhiwei here except for Nansha and Nanxiao, and Luan Xin only knew about it for a long time afterward.

She won't be here again.

When Nansha saw Luan Xinlai, she had mixed feelings in her heart, and only heard Luan Xin say, "Are you really leaving?"

"Hmm. ”

Nansha nodded, her heart dripping blood.

He hoped that the child could call his father directly, but he also knew that he was not qualified.

At that time, when his wife was embarrassing her, even if he said a word to this child, he would not let her be hurt so much.

"Does it still hurt?" Nansha picked up one of Luanxin's hands and placed it in the warm palm.

At this moment, I also knew that Luanxin's hands were so cold.

originally thought that Luan Xin would reject such contact, but she didn't expect that she didn't withdraw her hand.

Just let Nansha hold his hand in the palm of his hand.

Luan Xin shook his head: "It doesn't hurt anymore." ”

The heart, too, is dripping blood!

It turned out that getting along with her family was like this, and she had been thinking that if they hurt themselves so much, they would definitely be the people she hated the most in the world.

But when Nansha asked so gently.

No matter how much hatred there is in the bottom of my heart, it's just like that, gone!

Yes, it's gone!

Luan Xin himself thinks that he is very useless like this, but there is no way, things are like this.

"Is it really impossible to exert force at all?" Nansha asked in an even more uncomfortable tone.

Especially Luan Xin's sentence didn't hurt anymore, these three words made his heart tear together.

Luanxin: "......"

When I raised my eyes slightly, I saw the man's white temples!

A sadness instantly surged in my heart, and those negative words and heartless words before were not said.

took a deep breath and said, "Wen Xuan said that it can be cured." ”

"There will be a chance to be the same as before. ”

It's just different.

Nansha: "In other words, you can't use force now, are you used to it during this time?"

Accustomed to it?

Naturally, some are not used to it!

But Luan Xin didn't say this in the end.

"It's okay, they took good care of me. Such an answer also made Nansha feel a little better.

After all, it hurts both hands, and if you can't use your hands hard, it's naturally inconvenient to do anything.

"These hands must have looked good before. ”

However, at this moment, although those wounds have been repaired, the faint marks on them can still be seen, and the previous injuries were really serious.

After all, it was crushed, and those broken bones had to be surgically removed.

During this period of time, Luan Xin's life was naturally not easy, and the person who was by her side during that time and was bent on pulling her out of the ghost gate was Bo Yi.

Before, they didn't want their daughter to marry him.

But in the end, I realized that I was not qualified to stop it!

In the most difficult time for the child, it was Bo Yi who was always by her side.

Luanxin: "......"

I don't know how to answer this sentence.

No matter what he thought before, but now, he really doesn't want to make this father sad, mother, no!

After all, it wasn't him who did it at the time.

……

Nansha and Nanxiao are gone.

When they left, they still didn't get a word from Luanxin's father and brother, and they naturally didn't feel good in their hearts, but they also knew that they were not qualified to ask for it.

on the plane.

The father and son looked at each other and smiled, and read the sadness from each other's smiles: "She didn't call me father." ”

"You didn't call me brother!"

I've been waiting for this brother for so many years.

Nansha has been looking for her daughter all these years, and Nan Xiao has also been looking for her sister, and even Rin Tianche of Obsidian Villa has followed behind Nan Xiao.

Always looking for your fiancée!

As a result, several of the men got nothing.

"That kid is not blessed. "It's Bo Yi.

When talking about Bo Yi, Nan Xiao was also very unhappy, as if she had been looking for a baby for so many years, and she was robbed like this.

No, it's hidden.

Over the years, Bo Yi has always taken Luanxin with him, and they know that the person they are looking for is actually the person next to Bo Yi.

Because of their prejudice against Bo Yi, and because of this, they eventually hurt the people they care about the most.

"When your mother was furious, if I had persuaded her a little, she might have called me father. ”

Persuade her, she won't be so badly injured!

Nan Xiao was even more sad, "If I hadn't pushed her into the pool and planned to drown her, she would have called me brother." ”

"What? You pushed her into the pool?"

Nansha is furious!

This bastard boy actually did such a thing.

Actually, both of them are very.

So they didn't ask for Luan Xin too much in this matter, and now they seem to be fine as long as Luan Xin is doing well.

……

Gu Wan is here.

There has been a news circulating in Obsidian Villa recently, that is, the little master's mother has been reincarnated! I don't know who released this news.

In short, now, no matter where Gu Wan is in Obsidian Villa, as long as anyone sees her, there will be a little strange in their eyes.

Those eyes that looked at her!

The original respect is gone, replaced by disdain, ridicule, and disgust.

Gu Wan and Ling Xi have been fighting for so many years, and she naturally knows who these methods come from.

And she, no matter what kind of attitude she doesn't care about in front of anything, but I have to say that she can't do this!

At the top of the mountain, she sat on a big rock, her face pale, and there was a little hollowness in her eyes.

When Rin Yan came to him, "Don't come here in the future, it's dangerous." ”

"The wind here makes people feel very comfortable. ”

Gu Wan took a deep breath and said.

Yes, the wind here will really make people feel comfortable.

Rin Yan: "I'll give you an explanation for this." ”

"What do you want to give me?"

yes, what an explanation!

"That's right, what they said is right, I'm ......", "Shut up, Gu Wan, shut up Lao Tzu!"

Before Gu Wan finished speaking, he was interrupted angrily by Rin Yan.

He didn't even know what he was angry about.

In short, when he heard Gu Wan talk about herself like this, he felt very uncomfortable.

Gu Wan: "I deserve that incident." ”

A lot of things have changed, and after I understand it clearly, I feel even more pathetic, and she is so sad now.

Rin Yan was silent.

Do you deserve it?

"You're right, you deserved it. What she wanted to calculate at that time was Ling Xi.

If you want to destroy it, it's also a pity!

As a result, who would have thought that he would finally be calculated.

Gu Wan: "......"

People, you just can't be sober!

Especially the bad guys, even more not.

Isn't she like this now, after she wakes up, she can't accept everything in the past.

She also hated her past.

The absurd past, the vicious past, "You just treat me as if I were dead." ”

After a long time, Gu Wan took it like this.

Rin Yan: "......"

When that former Gu Wan died?

Isn't it just when she died? If she hadn't thought like this, there would probably be a lot of people in the world who wanted to kill her.

If she continues to be a demon, Jiang Luanxin will not let her go.

At this moment, Gu Wan really felt that she was pathetic.

Even I don't recognize myself as I once was, is there anything more pathetic in this world?

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