He took off his suit and wrapped her wrists thickly, and then forcefully pulled her up from Li Si's tombstone.

"What are you doing, let me go. ”

"You want to die, it's not that easy!" and ask him if he agreed.

Gu Wan: "......"

"Why, why don't you let me die?" she has nothing now, in this world, she is just a person.

But what exactly is this man going to do now?

Rin Yan dragged her down the mountain without hesitation, the car stopped on the side of the road, and was directly thrown into it in Gu Wan's struggle.

Gu Wan was caught off guard, and was directly knocked into the door opposite, and the pain in her forehead made her brain buzz.

"Rin Yan, you bastard. ”

"Bastard, the only one in this world who doesn't value his immediate life is a bastard. ”

Gu Wan: "......"

Are you a bastard who doesn't value your own life?

She was silent!

Because this life means nothing to her.

"Do you think you really don't care about this world? What is that still counting? That man's death...... What is it?"

Gu Wan: "......"

Jing Ting's death?

Jing Ting's death, how did he die?

At this time, she also remembered that since she knew that Jing Ting was dead, she never dared to ask how he died.

This news alone was enough to tear her heart, and as for those details, she never dared to ask.

Even, who killed him?

"Didn't he die to save you?" I vaguely remembered before that Jing Ting was with Rin Yan when he died.

And Rin Yan gave him a tombstone!

Rin Yan glanced at her, and her eyes were as dark as ink: "Then I want to say that it is not?"

"......" isn't it?

What does that look like?

Gu Wan, who was not in good spirits, was even more torn together in her heart when she heard this result.

So how did she Jing Ting go? How did he die?

"How's that?"

How?

It seemed to take all her strength and courage to ask this sentence! At this moment, I don't know if it was sudden news or excessive bleeding.

She slumped in the back seat.

Jing Ting, how did she die...... This is a question she never dared to face directly, and she didn't even dare to ask no matter what happened.

But now things are just in front of her eyes.

Rin Yan glanced at her from the rearview mirror, but she was still silent in the end! That past was heavy for Gu Wan, and for Rin Yan now, it was also heavy.

Before, he didn't care!

But now, it seems that because of some changes, I care.

……

Hospital.

The doctor looked at the wound on Gu Wan's wrist, "The wound is not deep, the next time you want to die, remember to stab your stomach or wipe your neck with a knife!"

"Shut up!" Rin Yan was already angry, and now the doctor's words were even more angry.

And the doctor didn't hear it, and still said to Gu Wan: "The wrist is the slowest to die, and it is still guilty!"

"Lao Tzu told you to shut up!"

Rin Yan is going crazy!

All of these nerves are abnormal.

Gu Wan didn't speak, and let the doctor treat her wound, which was a little painful, but she didn't show any abnormality at all.

But Rin Yan still sensed her discomfort in the way she frowned.

Take care of the wound and come out of the hospital.

Rin Yan drove Gu Wan directly to the direction of the airport, and Gu Wan didn't know what she was thinking along the way, and only after arriving at the airport did she find out that it was the airport.

Immediately, "I'm not going to leave here." ”

"What else is here?"

The man's tone was stoic, as if if he would immediately step forward and strangle her if she said something he didn't like to hear now.

Gu Wan: "......"

yes, what else is here?

Without waiting for her to speak, I listened to Rin Yan continue: "There was Li Si here before, I can understand that you want to take care of her and return to the mountain!"

“……”

"Now what do you have in this world but me and the child?"

"Neither you nor the child belong to me. ”

Rin Yan: "......"

His words, Gu Wan received almost without thinking.

Yes, in her state of mind during this time, the child and he ...... None of them belong to her, and some time ago, she still felt that the child was her own.

But later, after discovering that she was mentally abnormal, she no longer recognized that it was her own, even as a child.

Now she is in this world, in her opinion, a person who has nothing.

In this way, even if she leaves this world now, it will not make people feel half sad.

Rin Yan: "But you belong to the child, and in his heart, you will always be his mother, so please don't be too selfish about this matter." ”

Gu Wan was silent again.

Selfish?

It's like I'm really selfish!

And if she hadn't been selfish, she wouldn't have spent so much time ridiculously in those years, because of selfishness!

Blindly, just thinking about his own part, so that even the people around him have undergone earth-shaking changes, and they don't realize the root of the change.

"You're right, I'm a selfish person. ”

"Or do you hope that when the child grows up, he will hate you for the rest of his life. ”

"I don't think you want him to know that there is a mother like me in this world, do you?"

When she was asked to give up the custody battle before, this man said this to her.

What do you say, you don't want your child to know that there is a mother like her in this world, what's wrong now!?

Hearing this, Rin Yan was also stunned!

Obviously, I thought of what I said to Gu Wan before.

He thought he must be crazy......!

"Anyway, you go back to Obsidian Villa with me, the child is still young and needs a mother, and you don't want him to call someone else's mother, do you?"

Before, this woman had always been worried that the child would call someone else's mother, and she was also worried that the stepmother would abuse the child, so she did that kind of thing.

However, now, when Gu Wan heard this, she took a deep breath and only listened to her: "I, do you have a choice?"

Have it?

"Nope!"

Rin Yan gave her these two words without thinking.

Gu Wan was silent.

She didn't want to ......!

"You should know the reason why I don't want to leave McNugget right now, as you said, I don't have anything now. ”

Because there is nothing left, I feel that there is no point in living in this world.

She really doesn't want to live now!

The support of this period of time has brought her to the limit.

For Li Si's death, she felt a little guilty in her heart, she originally thought that she could take care of her, and originally felt that she was better off with her.

But she still didn't take care of Jing Ting's last relative in this world.

When she died, she was so miserable! She had even thought about it, died, and knelt in front of Lu Jingting to atone for her sins.

"Lu Jingting's death may not be so simple. ”

"Possibly!"

"He might as well ...... Not dead!"

Gu Wan: "......" is not dead?

The whole person was shocked because of this answer.

"You lied to me. Then he came to his senses.

Rin Yan: "What am I lying to you for?"

Gu Wan: "......" yes, what are you doing to lie to yourself?

Rin Yan didn't know what to say about this, so he just heard him say, "Things may not be what I saw back then." ”

The only explanation is like this!

Recently, I noticed a lot of abnormal movements, and I didn't want to tell Gu Wan, but when I thought of this woman, I didn't even have the idea of living now.

I can only tell the news in advance.

……

Gu Wan still returned to Obsidian Villa with Rin Yan in the end.

She lives like a joke now! Every time, when she wants to die, she ends up holding on to it in one breath.

Before, it was because of Lith, and now it's because of the dead man.

Her relationship with Rin Yan is awkward, they both have children, but even if they are under the same roof, they are like strangers, and there is no communication.

The servants in this small western-style building seem to have become accustomed to getting along with them like this, as long as the children do not cry or make trouble, their lives will be better.

And Gu Wan, who came back this time, is completely different from last time!

Last time, Gu Wan treated children in this place, which can be described as endless indifference, but this time it was different.

She is really like a mother, no matter when, she also takes care of her children's affairs herself.

"Miss Gu, I'll come. Gu Wan scooped up the towel in the boiling water and twisted it with some difficulty.

Seeing this, the maid wants to come forward to help!

Her wrist was injured, probably because she didn't protect it well, and with a little force, the wound would break open again.

Blood, spreading through the tourniquet.

Gu Wan shook her head: "No, I'll do it myself!"

Spreading the towel away, the white mist spread, bewildering her eyes.

I tentatively tried that the temperature above had cooled down, and then I carefully washed the child's face.

While doing such a thing, he said to the servant: "The child's little face is very delicate, and some bacteria in the ordinary hot water are not killed, and the child will be easy to crack after washing." ”

"Yes. ”

The servant nodded in satisfaction.

In fact, they used to take care of their children like this, but now that Gu Wan says anything, she has the appearance of being a mother, and they are also pleased.

I just hope that Gu Wan will not only be good with the child, but also good to Rinyan, so that their life will be better.

When the little one saw his mother, his little mouth was babbling and speaking some unintelligible language.

Looking at the child in front of him, the hollowness in Gu Wan's eyes was a little more gentle.

After washing his face, he applied baby cream to the little one's face, and his two little hands kept waving, as if he was very excited.

"Now I can stand up, and I can still take two steps with my little feet!" the maid said to Gu Wan.

Gu Wan has been separated from the child for a long time this time, so this time she saw her was completely different from the last time.

Hear your child can walk!

Gu Wan didn't feel good in his heart, when the child was here, it should be his mother who was originally by his side.

Unfortunately, she didn't!

He took a deep breath and said, "Really?"

"Yes. ”

"That's great!" Unfortunately, she seemed to miss a lot.

Although she gave up being with her children before, it was also her own decision.

But when I really missed these, I was naturally a little disappointed.

When Rin Yan came over after washing, he saw Gu Wan holding the child's little hand with a gentle face and supporting his waist with the other.

"Be careful, take a step and show your mother if it's okay. ”

"Hmm, babble......" The little thing smiled and walked towards Gu Wan.

The moment he saw this picture, the eyes of the man standing not far away were a little more tender.

A long, long time later, Rin Yan thought of today's picture and felt ...... It's right to bring Gu Wan back by yourself.

I came here early in the morning to watch, obviously because I was worried that Gu Wan would be in the same situation as last time, and she was too indifferent to the child.

However, this time, Gu Wan didn't seem to disappoint him, she didn't seem to be the indifferent woman before.

Now, I still pay a little more attention to my children.

The maid prepares breakfast.

Gu Wan sat down at the dining table with the child in her arms, and now that the child has begun to eat complementary food, she doesn't need anyone to say anything, she takes the initiative to feed the child.

However, when the little one took the first bite, he cried with a wow.

Rin Yan: "......"

Gu Wan: "......"

"What's wrong, what's wrong, is it hot?" Gu Wan reacted instantly, and quickly took out the food that was fed into the child's mouth.

The speed of the movement is almost as if a mother is born with it.

She felt that the temperature was okay, but the child couldn't bear it.

The nursery teacher who was waiting stepped forward: "Miss Gu, give it to me." ”

"I ......"

Gu Wan's eyes were full of guilt, and although she was reluctant, the child handed the child to the parenter.

How do you know that the little guy seems to have a sense, and when Gu Wan was about to hand him out, he grabbed Gu Wan's clothes and didn't let go.

"The little master seems to be unwilling. The nursery teacher glanced at Gu Wan, her eyes full of tenderness.

Gu Wan: "......"

I was originally guilty, but now when I hear this, I feel even more uncomfortable.

I don't think I'm a qualified mother.

Rin Yan: "Give it to me." ”

For the child, he, as a father, still knows a little more than Gu Wan, and the child has been there since the time he ate complementary food.

Who would have thought that such a cold and hard man would be so patient in dealing with his own children.

Gu Wan: "Hmm. ”

When handing the child to Rin Yan, this time the little thing didn't refuse.

is still so young, it makes people feel that he pays so much attention to blood, as long as it is Rinyan, he will not have an attitude of rejection.

Rin Yan blew on the child and calmed him for a while, and the little thing's mood really stabilized, but when Rin Yan fed him something, he said that he didn't want to eat anything.

Apparently frightened by the scene just now.

Rin Yan was helpless: "It seems that I haven't been willing to eat for a long time." ”

"I didn't mean to. Gu Wan said this sentence was particularly guilty.

Rin Yan: "I know. ”

He would not trust this woman in anything, but only in the matter of children, he believed her!

Even if she is really crazy, she will not be able to hurt her child, this is the nature of a mother.

Rin Yan seems to be busy!

Gu Wan originally wanted to ask him about Lu Jingting in the morning, but that day, the news she got was too sudden, and she didn't ask carefully.

She's been sorting out those relationships on her own since she's been here, and the more she sorts them out, the worse they get.

When I wanted to ask in the morning, Rin Yan went out.

What Gu Wan didn't expect was that this man hadn't seen anyone for three days as soon as he left, and she was very bored except for playing with her children.

I was bored, so I went to the kitchen and learned to prepare the child's food with the childcare teacher.

Seeing that she took the initiative to participate in the care of the child! The servants of the small western-style building were all very happy, although Rin Yan was out of town, they still passed the news to Rin Yan.

Kitchen.

"A child's stomach is delicate, and now is the time to eat something softer. ”

"Good. ”

Gu Wan listened carefully and took everything the parenting teacher said to heart.

But the nursery teacher also said: "The child is teething now, and he should also eat something relatively hard to hone his tooth development." ”

"Oh, so how do you master this?"

It's just such a small child, I didn't expect it to be so troublesome when feeding.

Childcare teacher: "You don't need to do anything special because if you eat too much, you won't be able to digest it!"

So I usually prepare some teething biscuits or something, which are a little hard, and children won't eat much into their stomachs.

"Good. ”

Gu Wan nodded carefully, and basically took everything the parenting teacher said to heart.

The more I studied, the more I felt that this knowledge was very big and not something that ordinary people could master.

And she was fortunate not to insist on the custody of the child before, if the child really followed her, life would be difficult.

After all, during that time, she also had to take care of a not very mentally normal Li Si.

A few days down!

For taking care of children, Gu Wan also learned a lot of experience.

On this day, an uninvited guest came to the small western-style building, Mu Shan, as if he was talking about Rin Yan's cousin!?

said that it was a cousin! But Gu Wan could see at a glance that Mu Shan's feelings for Rin Yan were unusual!

"You are the child's mother?" Mu Shan glanced at Gu Wan, her eyes were full of coldness and disgust!

Gu Wan: "Yes!"

"You're not a good mother. ”

"Yes, I think so too. ”

Mu Shan: "......"

Before, Ling Xi's stinky temper made people feel disgusting, and now Gu Wan's temperament is not very pleasing in her opinion.

also said unceremoniously: "I don't know why Brother Rin Yan brought you back." ”

"Probably, because I'm the mother of the child. ”

The painless sentence made Mu Shan feel like a punch on cotton.

There are some things, and only when they care, will they make people feel hurt in their hearts! But now Gu Wan is like this, that is, all poisons are inviolable.

"It's you, what are you doing here?" Gu Wan's fluttering words passed, instantly making Mu Shan feel slapped in the face.

Yes, she's the mother of the child, so it's normal to be here, but what about her?

What was she here for?

Gu Wan: "I know what you're here for! It's just, does he know? Or should I ask, does he know what identity you are using to come here?"

Mu Shan: "......"

I didn't expect Gu Wan to be such a difficult person to mess with, even in words, she didn't let her take advantage of half of it.

'Whoosh' got up and glared at Gu Wan fiercely: "Don't be complacent too early." ”

"You're proud!"

Yes, Mu Shan came here today because she was proud.

It's just that she was still wrong in the end, and she once turned the world upside down with Ling Xi, or rather...... Ling Xi's strong character was all grinded out by her Gu Wan!

Such a person, who can take advantage of her.

The thought that was originally put down before, after seeing Mu Shan, couldn't help but worry a little more about the child.

Even if Rin Yan agreed, what was it?

Some of these people around him are people who can embarrass their children.

Thinking of the child who had died in her hands...... Gu Wan couldn't help but gasp, and she knew it now.

There is no shortage of vicious self around Rin Yan!

looked at the children who were lying on the ground playing not far away, and her heart rose upside down, and those things still made her unable to calm down.

When she came to the child, the child drooled and handed her a toy, and the innocent smile on the child's face made Gu Wan's heart tremble.

Unconsciously thought of the child who was strangled by herself before, and she ...... now I want to kill myself.

At that time, what kind of devil was it that fascinated me that he did such a thing to a child!?

"Don't worry, Mom will protect you. ”

Definitely, it will!

No matter how many evil things you have done, God ...... Please bring those retribution to me, and don't give it to my children.

Child, there is nothing wrong, he just came to this world, and other evil things have nothing to do with the child.

The former Gu Wan never believed in the sky!

She doesn't believe in retribution, she just believes that no matter what kind of fate is in her own hands, what she can't get will be destroyed.

But now, she believed, and was even a little afraid, afraid that God would finally take that retribution on the child.

That was the most unbearable thing for her.

"Mom...... Mom, Mom!"

Gu Wan: "......"

She smiled when she heard the child's pronunciation.

Probably the child has always been called Dad, so the pronunciation of Mom is not obvious, she knows that it is because she is not with the child.

The eye sockets are somewhat moist.

Heaven, you must hear my heart, and whatever I have done, please do not repay the child.

Gu Wan kept praying for heaven in her heart!

Thinking of Mu Shan's eyes before she left just now, she knew ...... This kid is by Rin Yan's side, even if he is well protected by Rin Yan.

It's not easy to grow up!

It's like the child in the hospital in the past, at that time, Rin Yan was also protected in a thousand ways, but in the end, ......!

In the end, she thought it was Ling Xi and Jing Ting's child, and she killed the killer.

"Mom will definitely protect you, she will!" No matter what bulls, ghosts, snakes, and gods are around him, he must also protect him!

That's it......!

Gu Wan, who was originally carefree because of Li Si's death, was still soft in the end when she saw the child.

In the end, she is still worried that her child will be helpless in this world, and she is also worried that her child will have an accident.

So at this time, no matter what you say, you must be by your child's side!

……

Rin Yan returns.

After hearing that Mu Shan was coming, the original tenderness in her eyes was instantly replaced by coldness: "What is she doing here?"

For Mu Shan, Rin Yan's impression is not good.

When Ling Xi was here before, he also saw what Mu Shan was doing.

A lot of the time, he doesn't care, but that doesn't mean he's confused!

Ling Xi and Gu Wan are different!No...... For him, it's actually the same, when Ling was here before.

He also determined that Ling Xi was the mother of the child and the mother of his child! He even said that he had even more protection for Ling Xi.

But now, he has not slackened his protection of Gu Wan.

Because, it's really ...... Mothers of their own children!

And this protection of his ...... It seems that it is not just because Gu Wan is the mother of the child, he seems to have other feelings for her.

And this other emotion also made his heart constantly intertwined!

It seems that the existence of this relationship is absurd.

When he returned to the small western-style building, he saw Gu Wan accompanying the child, and at that moment, Rin Yan's heart trembled even more!

"How?"

Gu Wan: "......"

When she heard the man's voice and turned around, when she saw the man in a strong suit, at that moment, she was in a trance!

It's like seeing Lu Jingting!

Once, Lu Jingting also liked such casual outfits, and there are really two people like this in this world.

Whether it's the contour of the face or the shape of the body!

Collect your mind, what happened to her...... This is not Jingting, no!

"Good. ”

"What did she say to you?" Rin Yan didn't feel uncomfortable with her indifferent attitude!

Ever since she knew the truth, she had been in this state.

Gu Wan: "In your heart, I'm not a person to be messed with, do you think she can say anything to me? Or do you think I'll suffer in words?"

Rin Yan: "......"

Oh, yes!

When this woman used to fight with Ling Xi, even Ling Xi's gentle-hearted woman was also sharpened by her!

So what is Mu Shan, as long as she Gu Wan is unwilling, no one can embarrass her and bully her no matter where she is!

Seeing Rin Yan's stunned appearance, Gu Wan smiled: "Or are you worried that I will bully her?"

"It's entirely possible!"

Not to mention, Gu Wan was bullied or something, he didn't believe it, but Gu Wan bullied others, he believed it.

After all, how much secret loss Ling Xi had suffered, Rin Yan knew it in his heart.

"See, I've always been a vicious person in your heart. ”

Rin Yan: "......" No, it's not!

It's actually good for her to be like this, but they used to stand on different positions, so they decided that whatever she did was wrong.

In the matter of Ling Xi, because the heart is towards Ling Xi, everything Gu Wan does is wrong.

But at this moment, when his heart was here with Gu Wan, Rin Yan was even thinking about ...... It's actually good for her to do this, at least she can protect herself.

"You're actually good like this, you can't be bullied. ”

"Then what if it were Ling Xi, would you say the same?"

Rin Yan: "......" It is not suitable for a topic of pity between them!

It's been a long time since the topic of that woman, and now that they bring it up, their hearts still ache a little.

Gu Wan also wisely didn't continue to mention it.

"I'm looking for you for something. ”

"What's the matter?"

……

Half an hour later, the half-mountain tea house!

Gu Wan sat in the position she had when she first came, while Rin Yan was still sitting opposite her, different from the first time.

Now the state of mind of the two people is completely different.

Gu Wan took a few sips of the teacup in front of her, only to hear her say: "You said before that you didn't die today, what's going on?"

Rin Yan: "I'm not too sure about this news!"

Gu Wan: "What about this uncertain news?"

She didn't really plan to know what the essence of the news was like.

She just wanted to know if it was possible for him to still be alive in this world!

They didn't know anything, and she wasn't there.

Even when Jing Ting left her life, she didn't know!

Thinking of those times, her heart was like a knife.

Rin Yan glanced at her, with a little displeasure in her eyes, obviously she didn't like Gu Wan to keep spinning around Lu Jingting's affairs!

Even for her care, she is a little unhappy.

He didn't know where his unhappiness came from, he just felt that his child's mother shouldn't think about other men.

But thinking that Gu Wan couldn't even live, even if she had children in this world, she still couldn't hold on.

In the end, he still said: "When I went to the Americas half a year ago, I met a person who was somewhat similar to him!"

"There are many similar people in this world. ”

For similar people or something, Gu Wan has no immunity!

Aren't the two of them the same, but what does this mean, no, it's still not ......!

"That's different! Because I don't remember much about what happened back then, and I'm not sure if he died or not. ”

"Didn't you bury people?"

Rin Yan: "Something happened during the cremation at that time. ”

So in the middle of the way, whether there was an accident or not, he is not sure now.

All these years have passed, although that face has changed a little...... But those eyes are something that Rin Yan will never forget for the rest of his life.

Gu Wan was silent!

She just looked at Rin Yan quietly.

In fact, Gu Wan didn't know how many times she had despaired about Lu Jingting, so now Rin Yan was talking about this.

She didn't think it was a hope or anything.

Rin Yan saw her negativity and continued: "No matter how a person changes, his eyes will never change, and I believe you know this. ”

"Eyes?"

What a look ......!

In fact, Gu Wan has been in her life for so many years now, and because Rin Yan has also been in her life for so many years, she has long been unsure of what Lu Jingting's eyes look like.

She seemed to have forgotten what the man looked at her.

It's even more because of this that I feel a little bitter in my heart!

Rin Yan: "I'll figure this out. ”

Whether it's true or not, be sure to figure it out!

The death of Lu Jingting back then involved too many parties, so that he was also involved, and the Lu family not only had what he wanted at that time.

What's more, the reason why he had to replace Lu Jingting's identity.

Because this person died, there were so many things that would be involved, and no one wanted to be involved, and he was involved in this way.

Gu Wan picked up the teacup in front of him and took a sip of it, then put it down, took a deep breath and said, "Well, I know!"

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