At that time, before he remembered all that, he was already reluctant to see her.

Now that I think of everything, I won't want to see her even more.

Thinking of this, Xu Siying's heart was very painful.

"Siying, you should know ......"

"I know, I know everything, but I don't want a divorce, I don't want to divorce you. "Yes, don't get a divorce!

No matter what she says, she doesn't want a divorce.

"You know there's no point in going on like this. ”

"Yes, I know. ”

She knows that, too.

knew that if Lu Jingting remembered the person named Gu Wan, he would definitely not want her again.

These things, the things that she knew for a long time, obviously happened in front of her, but they made her so unacceptable.

The more I thought about it, the more painful it became.

But who can save her...... She really didn't want to lose this man, what the hell to do, who could tell her, what the hell to do with all this.

"Now that you know, why are you so entangled, you are a proud woman. ”

"You're right, I'm a proud woman, I've put down all my pride to beg you, can't I really ......"

"Can't!"

Lu Jingting didn't think about it, so he took Xu Siying's words.

Yes and no!

Gu Wan ......!

That woman, the bits and pieces with him, even after so many years, he can't forget.

If it weren't for the love that went into the bone marrow, who would bury a person in his bones.

No matter what you do, there is also a subconscious consciousness?

Therefore, Lu Jingting's love for Gu Wan, Gu Wan feels right.

This is also the main reason why Gu Wan was still so persistent at that time, after that series of changes, if she didn't get this man's love, why would she persist so much?

If you get more, you will be able to stick to it.

"In your heart, do you love her so much?"

Love, the subconscious is so heavy.

Without waiting for Lu Jingting to speak, he heard Xu Siying shouting directly over there: "Then what am I all these years?"

Yes, he has always loved a woman named Gu Wan, what is she?

What have you done for him all these years?

Lu Jingting: "You are nothing. ”

"You ......"

Xu Siying, who was on the other side of the phone, was half cold when he heard this.

Nothing?

So what is she doing so much, and who is she doing it for? Now she is getting a sentence that you are nothing.

He's so cruel, isn't he?

She didn't even want her life for him.

I have said so many words, but now I don't know what to say, and I can't say anything.

……

Xu Siying didn't know how to hang up Lu Jingting's phone.

And at this moment, she was paralyzed on the ground like this, and no one dared to come forward to disturb her for half a minute.

Since she and Lu Jingting had a quarrel, people here have had a hard time, as long as this young lady is angry, she almost doesn't dare to come forward.

"I'm nothing, it turns out, I'm nothing. He muttered softly, all in pain.

Xu Siying has never suffered such pain since she was a child, and this is the first time.

And now ......!

When Xu Yan came, he saw Xu Siying like this, and stepped forward, "What are you doing here?"

Embarrassed!

This kind of appearance has never appeared on Xu Siying before, but now it ...... And so it showed itself in her.

Neither the housekeeper nor the servant knew where they had gone.

"I'm nothing, you know, in his mind, I'm nothing. Xu Siying looked at Xu Yan.

The bottom of his eyes was full of pain that couldn't be hidden.

The eyes are so red and swollen, and at a glance, I know that I have been crying a lot these days.

Xu Yan's eyebrows frowned, "You get up first." ”

Holding Xu Siying's hand, he was about to pull her up from the ground.

However, Xu Siying withdrew his hand without moving.

It seems that her hands can only be held by someone named Xu Jin, and over the years, except for Xu Jin, no one can!

Now, even the man had done this to her, and she still missed it in her heart.

Xu Yan's face changed, "When you let him forget everything, you should know that there will be such a day." ”

Yes, when he forgets everything, he should know that there is such a day.

Xu Siying: "Yes, I knew there would be such a day. ”

I just didn't expect this day to come so soon.

Fast, so that she was not prepared in her heart.

In fact...... She has been deceiving herself all these years, as long as he is by her side, she will definitely be able to hide it.

No matter who it is, they can't take him away from themselves.

And yet now ......!

"You've had him for a long time, after all, he's been by your side for so long. "They've been together all these years.

Xu Siying's heart hurts even more,

"Don't you know that the longer you have it, the more you can't let it go?"

For so long, she couldn't ......!

Xu Yan: "Forget, although this is cruel to you, but you have no other way than to forget him now." ”

In the past, as long as Xu Siying asked for it, Xu Yan would find a way to give it to her.

Even if it's a man, it's the same!

But now Xu Yan found that he was wrong, and he gave it to her! Blindly giving her like this, and even giving some things that did not belong to her.

In the end, she was killed.

is like a choice, because of a man named Lu Jingting, she is already in pain.

"Forgot?" Xu Siying looked at Xu Yan in disbelief.

Obviously, I didn't expect Xu Yan to say this to her.

Forget, let her forget?

But how could she forget that man?

Tears just slid down like that.

"How do you make me forget?"

“……”

"There's no way I'm going to divorce him. At this time, Xu Siying still insisted.

Even if she knew that the man had gone to Gu Wan now, she still insisted that she would never divorce him.

"What's the point of you persisting like this, he doesn't have you in his heart. ”

"As long as he doesn't get divorced, he's my husband, and no one can change that. ”

"Yes, no one can change it, but what do you get?"

Apart from the pain, what is left between her and Lu Jingting now?

And this pain is still eating alone.

Although the man's heart is not good.

But he was a man after all, and now all of this was nothing in his heart.

This is the saddest thing for Xu Siying.

Is Lu Jingting uncomfortable?

Nature is uncomfortable!

But this discomfort is because of a person named Gu Wan, and these have nothing to do with her Xu Siying!

"You weren't like that before. Xu Yan's words were very painful.

Tempting, it's really a terrible thing.

How proud Xu Siying was in the past.

That kind of pride, no one can make her bow her head!

But now, it's nothing.

Xu Siying: "Yes, how proud I was before." ”

She also knows that her former self is really good, at least she won't be hurt by anyone, and she won't be sad because of anyone or anything.

But now, what has become of her.

"Guarding someone who doesn't have you in their hearts, do you think your life is better?"

"At least I love it, and that's enough. ”

"You ......" Xu Yan was furious.

Xu Siying, who is so persistent, has never seen it before.

I don't even know what kind of ecstasy this woman has been fed by Lu Jingting in her heart, and she can reach such a point.

Xu Yan: "You're enough!"

"Not enough, not enough. ”

“……”

"Even if he doesn't love me, I won't let him go. Xu Siying's tone was very firm.

Yes, he won't be let go.

After so many years, the two of them have been together for so many years, how can they say that if they lose, they will lose? She will not allow it.

Xu Yan: "......"

For the first time, I felt that Xu Siying was so persistent, it was for that man.

"You don't even want your life for him, how can you let it go so easily. This is a bit bitter.

Isn't that what it is?

Xu Siying wouldn't even ask for his life for him, so how could he let him go easily.

"But don't forget, now that he is looking for Gu Wan, you may see Gu Wan soon. ”

And at that time, what was the scene.

Speaking of Gu Wan, a trace of hatred flashed in Xu Siying's eyes.

"Since I can send those women, I will definitely be able to ......"

"Do you want to use that cruel method again?"

Is it!

Xu Siying: "......"

"You don't want to do such a thing, especially Gu Wan. Xu Yan carried warnings and reminders.

Xu Siying: "Why not?"

"You think he really doesn't know anything about what you've done before?"

“……”

"It's not that I don't know, but I don't care about those women!"

But Gu Wan is different.

Since she is the woman in his heart, he will definitely not allow her to do anything to hurt Gu Wan, if she does it reluctantly.

What the consequences will look like, there is no need for Xu Yan to remind him, Xu Siying also knows.

"Will he kill me for that woman?"

While hating Gu Wan, he is also envious and jealous.

Such a deep love is not for herself, if it is for herself, she will definitely cherish it.

But that man didn't even give her a chance.

It's uncomfortable and it hurts.

Xu Yan: "In short, don't embarrass that woman." ”

Although his attitude was very indifferent before, but after that, in order to find Gu Wan, they also saw what kind of efforts Lu Jingting made.

And, because of the appearance of a Gu Wan, he insisted on recovering his memory.

At this point, you can't touch the woman.

Xu Siying: "Don't worry, I won't let myself go to such a catastrophic state." ”

This sentence is probably to comfort Xu Yan, and it seems to be said to herself, and it is also such a sentence, which makes people feel even more sad.

Won't it be doomed?

Xu Yan looked at her like this.

She was now doomed, but she didn't know it.

How far is it going?

If she had known that she insisted on keeping that man by her side and got such a result, then back then, he would definitely not allow it.

But now it's too late to say anything.

……

This night, Gu Wan still slept well.

It seems that in the past six months, I have become accustomed to the sound of insects, birds and frogs outside, so I fell asleep quietly.

But Rin Yan, although he found it, it was probably because Gu Wan was too good at running before, which caused him to dare not sleep this night.

phone, called to the obsidian gate, Rin Tianche finally received his call, and asked anxiously on the phone, "When will you come back?"

The tone is full of dissatisfaction!

Apparently this position, really annoying.

In the years before he left, he had to endure everything when he was young.

Now, he ran away for the woman, and his freedom was confiscated.

Rin Yan: "Arrange someone to send the child to the hidden mountain." ”

"What?"

"Didn't understand?"

"No, what I want to know now is, when are you coming back?" Rin Tianche on the other side of the phone was really going crazy.

Because of this brother, his own world is also ridiculous, and now when he hears that people don't know when he will come back, he is going to blow up.

What the hell is this?

Rin Yan: "Now send the child to the secluded mountain." ”

"You ......"

“……”

"When will you come back?" asked Rin Tianche persistently, as if he was eager to use the child to force him back.

However, Rin Yan has never been threatened by anyone in his life.

"If she can't come back to Obsidian, you'll be in that position for the rest of your life. "It means that he won't come back.

Rin Tianche: "......"

It's soft!

"The child delivered. ”

"Yes!"

He can hear it, his brother, who has always been in his own hands, has a child for the sake of a woman this time.

This is obviously the need for the child to make Gu Wan's heart soft!

What the hell is this, it really makes sense.

"Hmm. ”

When I hung up the phone, I felt a lot more comfortable.

Child, it's ...... coming!

Gu Wan's attitude here, he also felt it, and it was not so easy to let her go with him.

So the only way, which is to let the children come here.

And he also knew that Lu Jingting would definitely come here in the shortest possible time, hoping that she would be able to see the child for the sake of the child at that time.

Since this woman was posted by herself, it is her own, no matter who it is, don't try to snatch it.

Rin Yan thought shamelessly!

……

When Lu Jingting arrived here, Rin Yan had been here for three days.

He was trying his best to hide Gu Wan's whereabouts, but in the end, Lu Jingting still came to the door, that man still had some ability.

Once you catch a clue, you will bite it.

No, it's coming!

Gu Wan: "......"

When she saw Lu Jingting appear, she had a headache even more.

In the past, the man who made her always have the same heart on the same side, now when she sees her again, she only has a headache, and she feels the same as Rin Yan.

People say that women are ruthless, and they say that if they drop it, they can drop it.

And she...... Probably that kind of ruthless woman, when she left half a year ago, what she wanted was to leave Rin Yan and Lu Jingting.

And in the bottom of my heart, I kept telling myself to let go, and when I let it go, I seemed to be really used to it.

It hurt before, because I kept telling myself that I couldn't let it go, I couldn't let it go, and I was even more unwilling to let it go.

But if you decide to let it go, you really let it go, and it turns out that letting it go is not as painful as you think.

"Late night. Lu Jingting spoke, his tone a little hoarse.

Obviously, I was also on the road for several days in a row, and the whole person was exhausted.

Gu Wan: "......" late!

This time, she heard clearly.

Originally, there was indifference just now, but when I heard this name, tears rushed directly to the tear ducts at that moment.

He, remembered?

Really remembered?

"You ......" said with trembling lips, but he didn't know what to ask.

There are too many words, all these years, how many things I want to say to him, but now I can't speak.

What should she say to him?

Lu Jingting: "Follow me." ”

Seeing Rin Yan behind her, she directly grabbed Gu Wan's hand and turned to leave.

Gu Wan didn't react, and the moment she took the step, there was also a force on her other wrist.

It's Rinyan!

When Lu Jingting appeared, Rin Yan's face was very bad, although he stood behind Gu Wan without saying anything.

But the attitude of swearing sovereignty is so obvious.

When Gu Wan turned around, she saw Rin Yan with a stinky face.

Two people who look exactly the same.

The temperament on the body is completely different.

How did she become blind before, and she didn't even recognize such an obvious difference?

The more I thought about it, the more annoyed I became.

These things, which had been slowly forgotten by her, came to her mind again, and she couldn't be more annoyed.

"Let go. Gu Wan looked at Rin Yan coldly, and the two words were even colder!

Rin Yan: "You ...... yell at me?"

Yelling at me for the man who has been away for so many years, whether you live or die?

Heart, a little sour.

Lu Jingting: "Did you hear it, she asked you to let it go." ”

Rin Yan: "Shut up Lao Tzu!"

The anger that he endured couldn't help but explode at this moment.

What the hell is going on here?

Gu Wan: "You shut up for me too!"

"I heard it, he told you to let go, and shut up!" Lu Jingting's eyes flashed with an incomprehensible profundity.

And in that depth, there is also relief at the moment.

His night, in the end, is still his.

Gu Wan: "You also shut up for me." ”

Enough is enough, it feels like it's going to explode.

Rin Yan: "I heard it, and she told you to shut up." ”

So they can't say anything to anyone in front of Gu Wan now.

Lu Jingting: "......"

A dark color flashed under his eyes, and even pinching Gu Wan's wrist was a little heavier.

Gu Wan sensed that something was wrong, and shook off Rin Yan's hand, Rin Yan was very angry, but he didn't keep up in the end.

Gu Wan was taken by Lu Jingting for a long time, and when she saw the car not far away, Gu Wan knew what the man's intentions were.

But he stopped: "......"

Lu Jingting: "What?"

"I can't go with you. ”

"If you don't come with me, do you want to be with the person who has plastic surgery?"

Obviously, Lu Jingting is now disgusted with the existence of Rin Yan.

This man, how disgusting, actually made up his facelift.

Gu Wan: "......"

For these things, it was not what she wanted to face now, and it was not easy to suppress her heart.

Now that Lu Jingting brought it up again, he shook off the man's hand: "Are you accusing me now?"

"How stupid are you? There are so many things about him that are different from mine, you don't even see it!?"

Forget about your mother and grandfather.

After all, growing up with them is rarely around.

But Gu Wan is different, their love ...... They had been together all the time, and she couldn't even recognize herself.

Thinking of what happened to her and that Rin Yan over the years, Lu Jingting couldn't wait to beat her up.

What the hell is this?

Gu Wan: "......"

She had asked herself these words thousands of times, which was why she didn't dare to face Lu Jingting now.

"You, all remembered?" the tone was even more choked.

It's right to think about it, if you don't remember it, then how can he have that attitude before!?

"What do you think?"

Gu Wan: "......"

It's remembered.

In fact, the moment he took his hand, she knew that this man must have remembered it, and it was good to think of it.

However, she was so sad at the moment.

Thinking about it, so what?

Between them, there is already a matter of people.

Now that she thinks about it, she shouldn't have gone to Warren City to find him at that time, what was she still expecting?

I can't go back and live in the first place...... Just live, live in this world.

It's just that what she doesn't know is that one day, she will face all this so calmly, and she will put it all down carefully.

In fact, when I saw him and really saw him, I just let go of my innermost obsession, right?

Yes, because after meeting him, I let go of the obsession in my heart for so many years, that's all.

However, she didn't expect that because she went to Warren City, she would turn his world upside down.

Now his world should not be peaceful, right?

On his cheeks, there was a warmth, it was Lu Jingting's hand......! When he touched this warmth, Gu Wan couldn't help but hold his hand.

Fiercely pressed the big hand with temperature on his face.

How long has it been?

How long have you been waiting for such warmth?

Since Ling Xi entered her world, she had never felt such warmth, and now, this warmth has returned to her world again.

She is also greedy.

At the moment, I don't want to put it!

Even if I know that there is no turning back between them, I still don't want to let go.

"Late night. Lu Jingting pulled her into his arms, and even shouted her name, with heartbreak.

Who said that only women have heartache?

Men too!

Although Lu Jingting blamed Gu Wan for not recognizing that Rin Yan was not him, his feelings for this woman herself were so strong.

It's because I didn't recognize this that I felt even more distressed for her.

Gu Wan felt the familiar embrace, the familiar temperature, and quietly experienced the ......!

"Jing Ting. ”

These two words, over the years, have been shouted countless times.

And now, it's full of pain.

Jing Ting......!

This is really her Jingting.

"It's me. ”

The man's response made her heart finally sealed, and the door of her heart was directly opened at this moment.

So suddenly, but also so firm.

"I'm sorry!" he came back late.

made her suffer so much over the years.

Gu Wan gently wanted to withdraw from the man's arms, but Lu Jingting hugged him tighter.