It seems that I can't wait to hold it like this in the next life, and give her all the warmth and warmth that I have never given her.

Even if you hold on like this, it's not enough.

After all, what was missing between them was so many years.

Gu Wan: "You deserve to die, you really deserve to die." ”

After all, he couldn't help but say emotionally, tears kept pouring out.

Her true emotions made Lu Jingting feel her flesh and blood, and everything that happened in Warren City before, when I think about it, it is even more painful.

What did he do? What did he do to this woman?

"Jing Ting, you really deserve to die, you know what, you deserve to die!"

However, it is also more painful.

Gu Wan sprinkled in his arms, and Lu Jingting hugged him quietly, just carefully, and did nothing.

Gu Wan's heart hurts.

Originally, I thought that no matter who finally came here, she pretended not to see it, and it would be good not to feel it, people, always have to leave.

However, when I entered this embrace, I also knew what I was expecting over the years.

What is she looking forward to from this man!

It's been a long, long wait, many years, many years.

Be a seed ......!

"yes, I damn it. The man's voice was hoarse.

Isn't that damned?

Yes, just damn it!

As long as she thought of everything she had endured in her absence over the years, Lu Jingting's heart was torn apart.

Gu Wan: "You really deserve to die." ”

"yes, damn me, I'm sorry. ”

He was also wondering why he didn't really die, so that this woman felt sorry for herself again and again.

Gu Wan's heart hurts.

Now, people are by her side, but she can't be allowed to turn back or anything, that kind of heartache.

……

A full two hours.

Rin Yan was about to be tempted to look for them when the man returned.

Before, I didn't want these two people to be alone, but I thought that Gu Wan also had a lot to say clearly, so I endured my temper.

Lu Jingting looked at the face in front of him that was exactly the same as himself, and his eyes were full of coldness.

"Since we met, let's settle the accounts of all these years!"

At this moment, Lu Jingting's eyes were finally on Rin Yan, and he couldn't wait to break this person into pieces.

After all, the Lu family's demise like this today is inseparable from this person.

And Rin Yan is not afraid of him!

Hearing this, he laughed mockingly: "Settle accounts, are you sure that if it weren't for me all these years, your Lu family wouldn't have been destroyed faster?"

Rin Yan, to be honest.

You must know that if the Lu family was destroyed at that time, the blow to them would not be small.

Therefore, he had to use Lu Jingting's identity as a last resort to return to the Lu family instead of him to continue living!

Although there are so many things that have happened in the future, I have to say that ...... The Lu family will continue for such a long time, and he will also have a great role.

It's just that he didn't know that it would make many things change so drastically.

If only I had known......!

In fact, even if I knew about it earlier, I would still go.

"I know you're really thinking about something, but what should have happened happened, and you and her...... I can't go back!"

The last sentence, Rin Yan looked at Gu Wan and said.

is also reminding Lu Jingting.

Between him and Gu Wan now, it's not that he thinks of everything, so everything can start again, if he thinks like this, it would be really naïve.

Gu Wan: "......"

Originally, because these two people came to find their faces, their faces were not very good, but now when they heard this, their faces were even more pale as paper.

Lu Jingting: "You don't need to worry about this!"

“……”

"It's between me and her. And he, naturally, will take care of all this.

Rin Yan smiled, a mocking smile.

looked at Gu Wan with a smile: "Have you made it clear to you?"

“……”

"Didn't you tell him that there was a child between us, or did you give birth to it on your own initiative?"

"Bang!" As soon as Rin Yan's words fell, Lu Jingting's fist fell directly on Rin Yan's face.

At that moment, his eyes were boiling with anger.

Rin Yan: "Angry?"

“……”

"If you really love her, how can you remember it for so many years?

Rin Yan didn't continue to say the rest of the words, but the meaning was also very clear.

It's been a long wait, but this result is not something that anyone can change if they say they want to change it.

Lu Jingting was full of anger.

And Gu Wan's mood is not much better now.

Rin Yan is dead-skinned, he is different from Lu Jingting, bandits are bandits, and the way bandits solve things is brutal.

Gu Wan took a deep breath: "I want to be alone and quiet, and no one should follow." ”

said, no matter what scene the two men would have together, he turned around and left.

It's really too painful for her right now.

That kind of pain made her feel that her taste was very uncomfortable.

Rin Yan: "......"

Lu Jingting: "......"

The two men wanted to follow, but neither of them allowed the other to follow, so that Gu Wan left, and the two were still facing each other in tension.

Rin Yan: "Don't look at me with anger, you know, it's me who has been with her all these years." ”

The woman who didn't want to admit the problem before, and wanted to get rid of it, but now he couldn't wait to tell Lu Jingting this fact.

Undoubtedly!

Both are hot-tempered men, how will they be when faced with this topic.

In this way, the two are entangled together.

……

After Gu Wan left, she came directly to the pavilion in the center of the lake, sat in the pavilion, looked at the swimming fish in the water, as if she had just come here, confused.

When she came here, she knew that these two people would come here sooner or later, but she didn't expect it to come so soon.

"God, you're really going to play tricks on me. Looking at the clouds in the sky, he took a deep breath and said.

Isn't that just playing tricks on yourself?

She herself doesn't even know what to do now.

How, in the end?

Jing Ting...... was her obsession in the first half of her life, and now, she also knows that there is no going back between them!

But in the bottom of my heart, I am still a little unwilling.

……

After Lu Jingting and Rin Yan fought, most of the anger in their hearts disappeared.

At this moment, the two of them were lying on the wooden floor, looking at the bamboo ceiling, Rin Yan gasped and said, "My business is easy to handle, but your ......"

"I'm already talking to her about a divorce. ”

Therefore, Rin Yan felt that his affairs were easy to handle, after all, he was not married.

But Lu Jingting is also very straightforward.

That marriage was originally calculated by Xu Siying, so now if he wants to stop, Xu Siying has no reason to do so.

Rin Yan: "Heh, divorce?"

“……”

"Do you think that the woman who has been with you for so many years is too simple? She can calculate that you have been by her side for so many years, where is the woman who you say you can get rid of?"

So that woman is not something that anyone can shake off when they say it.

And what the daughter of the Xu family in Warren City looks like, everyone in the outside world knows.

What Xu Siying's methods have been like over the years, Lu Jingting himself knows, and it is precisely because he knows that he ......!

"You can see that she's a lot better than when she left, and I don't want her to be in too bad a situation!"

"She's with me, and it's not going to happen the way you feared. ”

Rin Yan: "......"

Hearing this, a touch of bitterness flashed in my heart.

How could he forget that Gu Wan's thoughts would be on him all these years because of ...... He is Lu Jingting's stand-in.

The person she misses is Lu Jingting.

"But don't forget, she's still the mother of my children. ”

This is where Lu Jingting's heart aches the most.

During the time that Gu Wan was away, he remembered everything, and naturally paid more attention to what had happened to her over the years.

The more he got to the back, the more sad he became.

I didn't think she would endure so many ......!

Rin Yan's previous thoughts were on Ling Xi, so he didn't say that he was protecting Gu Wan, but he basically didn't have any pity for women.

Thinking about it now, it hurts.

……

Gu Wan's phone call went to Jiang Luanxin's side, when did it start, she fell in love with Jiang Luanxin.

If there is anything, I will also want to tell Jiang Luanxin!

In the final analysis, it's because she has no friends herself, and because of Rin Yan over the years, those friends around her have been completely hurt by her.

She was covered with thorns, and whoever came near her would be pierced to the ground.

After a long time, no one wanted to get even half a step closer to her.

On the phone, she said to Jiang Luanxin: "Both of them are here, what do you think I should do?"

Leave again?

Over the years, not to mention those things, she has been tired, and now even if she is asked to live in a different place, she feels very tired.

That kind of tiredness comes from the depths of the heart.

She never knew that stability was so important to a person, and her previous world had been turned upside down.

And now, she longs for stability.

It's like this place, there is a sense of belonging.

"Both are here?"

Although Jiang Luanxin on the other side of the phone already knew, when he really heard Gu Wan say this, he still felt that those two men were really difficult.

What's more, the two are exactly the same, and now they are still together.

"Well, it's all here. Gu Wan actually didn't care so much as she appeared.

She wanted to be safe in this place.

In the same way, I hope that this place is a place without them.

Jiang Luanxin on the other side of the phone was silent for a moment, then took a deep breath and said, "Then what do you think in your heart?"

"It's impossible for me to be with them. ”

This point, although it has been said to Jiang Luanxin before.

But even today, when I see them...... She still thinks the same way.

No more, no more.

I used to believe that I deserved it, but now what is it? Now it is nothing, not even nothing.

"Gu Wan, you are mixed with them, it is very dangerous, and you are the one who will be hurt in the end, you know this better than me. ”

"Yes. ”

She knows!

After all, he has been fighting with Ling Xi for so many years, so he naturally knows some of the twists and turns.

She also knows very well what will happen when necessary.

It is because I know these things that I feel that the road is so difficult!

"You have been obsessed with him for so many years, and you should have your own life, what you want, you can fight for it, but the way it used to ......"

That way before!

Gu Wan also knew what she was talking about, during that time, the two of them were crazy, and she was the only one.

With Ling Xi's experience, she also knew...... It won't make any sense to fight with Xu Siying to that point.

And she, too, is tired!

I have been obsessed with it for so many years, when I see someone, when I know that he is married, I should know ...... When he had actually forgotten himself early in the morning, her heart suddenly opened.

It's like something that can't be put down for many years, so suddenly this building is put down.

So this time, whether it was Rin Yan or Lu Jingting, she didn't have the same strong feeling in her heart as before.

Once, no matter what time it was, she always thought that Lu Jingting must be her own.

But after such a long time, after such a long period of suffering, losing, living, losing, living......!

She, unexpectedly, in that instant, really let go of everything that was everything.

It was so unforeseen.

Even she herself was surprised.

Once, so much thought, so longing to be together, even just said to let go and let go.

"I see. ”

For Jiang Luanxin's words, she can also listen to them.

And that's exactly what she thinks in her heart.

……

Gu Wan got up early the next morning, she went directly to find Rin Yan, and when Rin Yan saw her, a touch of coldness flashed in her eyes.

I probably know why she came to see her.

Without waiting for Gu Wan to speak, I heard him say first: "No matter what you say, I won't leave." ”

Yes, will not go!

Since she came, she wouldn't leave unless she went back to Heiyao Villa with him.

Gu Wan: "Do you think it makes sense to go on like this?"

"I don't care. ”

Rin Yan is a rare and persistent person, and he is also a rare person who is worried about these things, but for Gu Wan, whatever he says this time is inevitable.

"Don't forget, he is now Xu Siying's husband, even if he has the heart to return to you and divorce Xu Siying. ”

“……”

"But have you thought about it, he has been in the Xu family for so many years, and all these years are intertwined, where is he saying that he can really let go completely? Do you think Xu Siying will give up?"

No!

Xu Siying, what kind of person is that woman, they can be regarded as having understood.

That woman can make him completely forget Gu Wan for so many years, even if this incident breaks out, she will definitely have a way.

After all, it wasn't a woman sitting still.

Gu Wan also knows this!

"I never said I would still be with him. "Leaving directly from Warren City, don't you just don't want to?

Because I let it go, I was able to go so thoroughly.

Rin Yan: "No?"

These two words made his originally gloomy face a little better.

Anyway, as long as Gu Wan doesn't want to be with him.

But Gu Wan continued: "I won't be with you either. ”

"It's not Lu Jingting, and it won't be you. ”

The three of them, in the wheel of these years, they have long forgotten who is who, and even themselves.

The so-called love that was once obsessed with eventually became a joke.

In this way, who will have the courage and who will continue?

Rin Yan: "......"

The expression that had just eased up, when he heard Gu Wan's words, his face sank again.

It won't be Lu Jingting, and it won't be himself?

"And who else do you want to be with?"

Or is it that the two of them are no longer the path she will choose?

Gu Wan turned around, picked up a stone and threw it into the lake, and the originally calm surface of the lake instantly sparkled ......!

"You are like a stone to me, thrown into my heart, and of no use except to ripple. ”

There is no happiness and no dependence!

Yes, these two men have never given her happiness or relied on her.

So, what is the point of their existence in her world? nothing but to upend her life completely.

It is precisely because of this that she can put down these two people so cleanly.

"I'm sorry for the previous thing. Suddenly, Rin Yan said.

Before......!

Looking back on what happened before, even he felt that he was a bastard at that time.

What's more, Gu Wan has also experienced all that.

"I know that it's not so easy for you to forgive me at all, but Gu Wan, it's not something between us that you can break it off. ”

This is Gu Wan's biggest headache.

If there are no children between them...... then everything is really clean.

And how did that kid come about? Because of Lu Jingting, you can imagine how chaotic the three of them were.

The more this happened, the more Gu Wan didn't want to continue.

He took a deep breath and said, "I'm not actually forgiving or unforgiving to you. ”

“……”

"After all, I never loved you. ”

Rin Yan: "......"

The latter sentence is really heart-wrenching.

He also had to admit that this proud woman was close to him, but in fact, it was only because of Lu Jingting!

If it weren't for the man, she wouldn't have come any closer to herself.

Although I knew it for a long time, and even once hated her approaching in such a way, but the more I think about it now, the more unpleasant it is in my heart.

"Tian'er is already on the way here, and I believe it is almost there. Rin Yan suddenly said such a sentence.

and Gu Wan's certain topics, they really can't continue, and every time they continue, they want to kill someone.

I can't wait to destroy the world!

Obviously, even at this point, Rin Yan is still persistent.

People, just afraid to get out of their hearts!

Once the person who gives the heart...... Then you lose.

……

It's coming.

He and Gu Wan's child, when they saw the child again, Rin Yan loved the child even more, and even cherished it a little more.

Because it is the child of him and Gu Wan, this little thing has borne a lot more than other children since he was a child.

It seems that from the time he was born, happiness was destined to be lost to him.

People say that mothers will cherish their children more, but now in the world, he loves this child more.

Every time he saw Gu Wan leaving the child so ruthlessly, he was so helpless, and even so hateful.

"Baba, Baba!" the little thing babbled, and could already call Mom and Dad.

Although they were not around, the confinement lady was still teaching the children very well.

The people around me don't dare to slack off at all.

When he heard this title, the man had always been cold and hard, and at this moment, he had a little softer aura on his body.

It's his child!

This is his and Gu Wan's child.

A child who has never been expected, and he has never been waiting to see this child since he knew about it.

But now, he is glad that Ling Xi did one thing right, that is, to help him save the child.

If it were to take care of the ruthless one who was late, this cute little thing would not have been able to come to this world at all.

"Awesome. ”

Rin Yan held the child in her arms.

In fact, he is also very weak in his heart now.

Gu Wan's decision was very firm, and he also felt the firmness that she didn't want to look back.

But even so, he still hoped that she would go back to Obsidian Villa with him for the sake of the child, even if it was temporary, if she didn't love herself.

Just go back to Obsidian Heights with yourself, then it's fine.

Rin Yan hugged the child and held it quietly.

……

Lu Jingting also saw Gu late.

When the two met separately again, they were actually a little bitter in their hearts, and Lu Jingting stepped forward and rubbed the woman into his arms.

The strength is so great that I can't wait to rub her into my bones and blood.

"Late night. ”

The two words were so dry and uncomfortable, and the pain in the tone was clear to Gu Wan.

Gu Wan: "......"

For Lu Jingting, she actually doesn't know what to say now.

When she faced this embrace again, her heart was also relieved a lot, and she no longer had the reluctance to be as persistent as before.

It's as if the loss between them is doomed.

It's only now that I've accepted it.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. Lu Jingting kept saying sorry, and even holding her arms, he was trembling.

Once, he said that he should protect her.

No matter what happened between them, and no matter what kind of attitude the Lu family had towards her, she would always be the woman she loved.

Yes, she will always be the woman she loves.

Now, however, this ......!

Gu Wan: "It's okay, aren't they all right?"

Are you all right?

Her relieved words made the man's heart ache even more.

In the years he left, he never thought that there would be one more of himself, and he never thought that she would be so crazy about that man.

Crazy can't even recognize who that person is, so he completely put himself into it.

Those are all words!

However, what exactly it looks like is very painful.

"Late night. ”

“……”

"I have filed for divorce with Xu Siying, let's go back to Dragon City. "It doesn't matter what that city means to him.

It doesn't matter, just go home.

These pieces, in the Xu family, he has never had a sense of belonging.

No matter how Xu Siying treated him, no matter how much he had forgotten.

But people, it's wonderful!