Ma Li was walking while recalling the little bits and pieces he had done in the past few days, and when he saw his wife angrily hit the wall, he was completely awakened from the nightmare.

When he came home alone last night, he saw the scene of his wife leaving bloodstains, and he blamed himself in pain for not sleeping all night.

Wait until he has packed himself up again, ready to make up for his wife with his actions next. In this way, he got up from the corner of the room, first took the tools, cleaned the scene left by his wife's suicide, and then began to prepare the food that his wife usually likes to eat, and then packed the items needed for hospitalization.

When he arrived at the hospital, it was his wife's man who waited for him, and he went to the empty building and a farewell letter full of injuries. There was no chance for horsepower to change his mind.

It's really time to wait for no one, it's just a step too late, and the consequences of this step are so heavy for the horsepower full of expectations. Now in this vast sea of people, where can he go to find his wife.

Walking out of the hospital gate, he was walking on the way home in a daze, and the sky was very suitable for the situation, and it rained lightly, drenching him, wetting his body, and at the same time wetting his clothes.

Brave the rain to move forward, he couldn't help but sigh in his heart:

I'm really a little ashamed of you, please don't blame yourself at all, your self-blame will only increase the load on my soul, you can only blame me for being ugly and fragile, you can only blame me for loving you too deeply and bitterly, and you can only blame me for being too urgent and harsh on your needs.

I'm ugly, ugly enough to spit on, I'm ugly, ugly to make you unreasonable. I'm fragile, I'm fragile enough to make myself miserable, I'm fragile, fragile enough to overwhelm you.

However, the ugliness and fragility behind the appearance of arrogance and uninhibited laughter are often hidden deep in the heart of the rock, and others are not aware of it. And in front of you, I can freely exalt myself, and I am willing to dissect myself deeply, and reveal to you the ugliness behind my decorated appearance, so that you can whip it.

I can have reservations about anyone, but I don't have the slightest stinginess towards you. My love is only moved for you, my love is only broadcast to you, and every bit of my overflowing talent is sprinkled to you.

I hate that we're not going to be separated, I'm afraid you'll slip away. My need for you is so strong, especially when I encounter the depth of frustration, and when I am alone and in the depths of the night, the arrow of my thoughts seems to fly through everything to you.

You know what? As long as I don't hear from you for a day, I feel dazed and helpless. I remember that I didn't see you for two days, and I didn't have any news from you, and I waited for you to go home in our cozy cottage almost every day at noon, but I never saw you, and I didn't have a message from you. The fragile nerves began to attack, and I wondered if there was something wrong, if you were in trouble, if you were not feeling well, if you forgot me, if you didn't love me... , I don't know how much I've thought about it, and I don't know how long I've been thinking about it, back and forth, edges and corners, trivial, inside and out, bit by bit, over and over again, day and night. You know it's not too long, but life without you is like years, without your information I would be a headless fly, without your smile and concern I would be simply

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Like living in the dark, I feel like there is no point in living without your love.

In this way, in extreme helplessness and infinite thoughts, I lost my cool again and wrote the "last word" for you: I just want to say that I love you so much, I love you so hard, I think you hurt so much!! I would like to reiterate once again that I still love you, always love you, only love you, everything I have said and done before is true, it is a sincere voice from the depths of my heart, I will always remember you, I will always remember our good times, I will always keep my promises, I will always watch over you at the window of my heart, and I will religiously bless you and pray for you in the distant town of Gregor! Everything we have ever had will be an integral part of my life, with my life, to defend and care for me, and will never give to or share with others, if we want and can continue in the next life!

I feel guilty that I have not really brought you joy and happiness, which only increases your worries and worries, as well as sudden mental accidents from time to time, and unbearable possible misunderstandings. Therefore, I was ready to leave you completely, and from then on you began to be cold to me, and I knew that the person you loved was not me, and I had to endure the severe pain in my heart and treat you indifferently, intending to be depressed in my thoughts and pain, so that you could be liberated, let you completely forget about me, and cherish your existing happiness and comfortable life.

In fact, it is not easy to love you, it is even more difficult to leave you and forget you, since I have given my heart to you in this life and entrusted my love to you, I am destined to have no more circuit, I am shooting arrows There is no reason to turn back, only the tragedy that may sink into the sand. You can read my vows, and the brightest and most gorgeous chapter of my life is to be able to know you, cherish each other, and end up with love. Speaking out and making painful decisions only adds to mental pain and suffering. Not only did I not feel relieved at all, but I was like a mountain with a load, sleepless at night, and I was drowsy all day long, as if my soul had drifted away from my body.

Seeing your message full of truth and sourness, I felt deeply guilty in the face of your broad feelings, I lowered my proud head, couldn't stop my tears, and looked at each other dumbfounded. If one day, I suddenly have a tragic attack, please believe that I must have some reason, but it is definitely not the slightest transmutation of your emotions, I love you in this life, please pay attention to adjust your emotions, firmly believe that I will not fly away from your heart, please wait quietly for a not too long time, please still call me with your love, with your tenderness to me, I will definitely turn back to the shore, love you more, the tired bird will eventually return to the nest, because no matter how high I fly, I can't fly high in the sky you love; no matter how far I go, I will never be able to get out of your thoughts and concerns！

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Of course, for such a confession of horsepower, he can only enjoy it alone, and others don't know it, and they don't want to know about it, or at most they can watch it lively.

Everyone has his own story, the ups and downs, the taste, you can only taste it slowly. Others have their own stories to write.

Including Zeng Hao, including Wei Ronghao, including Wei Ziming, including Zhao Minjie............ Including horse accompaniment and so on.

After Ma accompanied him to find him at Ma Li's house, he got that there were indeed signs of a broken capital chain at full time, and he hurriedly left Ma Li's house full of anxiety and satisfaction. On the way, I thought I would go to everyone again to discuss it

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volume, by the way, let everyone know that this leader is not a clown who can only jump up and down, he also has exclusive news channels.

When the car was halfway through, I thought about the scene when I left the seat in anger just now, and if I had gone there at this time, it would not have made people see me clearly. Thinking of this, he turned the car around and went to his own company, thinking that the result of this discussion was already doomed anyway, and it would be useless to go now, so it was better to go back to the company first, and when everyone got together again, share it, so that the news could be maximized.

But what he didn't know was that he walked away in such a hurry just now, which not only directly disrupted the previous deployment, made the whole situation more passive, but also lowered the entire momentum of the supplier, and also made Sheng Shi'an, who wanted to hide behind the scenes, be pushed to the front of the stage by everyone, and the angry Sheng Shi'an also left the reception room on the spot.

was accompanied by Sheng Shi'an's horse companion, if he wants to integrate into this collective again, I'm afraid it's not so easy, right?

Ma Pei didn't know that after he drove away on the front foot, Sheng Shi'an was already standing at the door of Chiding Building, staring coldly at Ma Pei's vehicle, until the vehicle was out of sight at the end of his eyes, Sheng Shi'an retracted his eyes, walked to the parking place alone, took out the car key to open the door, closed the door, started the car, and left here quickly, ready to find someone to report the matter and wait for the next instructions.

Sheng Shi'an drove to the Mugui Club, threw the car key to the parking officer, and walked in quickly. But he didn't know that when he was leaving, someone had been following him and staring straight at him to see him enter the Mugui Club.

This person is Comrade Li Gui, who was sad last time, he was sent out by Zhanpeng to inquire about the news, and he has been running around with Sheng Shi'an all day long as a field team, and he has not gained any gain. The other groups followed the others with frequent good news, and when they came to him, they didn't even have a fart. made Li Liang have a lot less rest time than others, not to mention, and was laughed at by other colleagues because it had no effect, just like that, Li Liang has now become a resentful person.

followed Sheng Shi'an to Mugui Club, he still stopped at the old position after changing a car, rolled down the window and lit a cigarette, first prayed to the gods of the sky in the hope that there would be a harvest this time, and after praying, he waited patiently while smoking.

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Sheng Shi'an walked into the club, came to the agreed private room, pushed open the door and walked in, the "bang" DJ sound inside instantly filled the whole ear, the dancers on the dance floor were performing a dance hard, and the waiter was serving diligently.

When I walked in, I saw that these people were still the same as before, and there was a wad of cash bills on the table opposite everyone.

For these regulars, the people in the club are all clear, and when they see them coming to relax, the people they click on are all selling twelve cents, because they know that if they don't make this day, their income is equivalent to their sum for a month.

Seeing such a scene, Sheng Shi'an was really ashamed to be together, but the situation was stronger than others, so he could only compromise.

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